Listen. New or questioning trans girl. People will say that wearing a skirt and panties giving you a boner is proof that what you're doing is unnatural. This is untrue. You are experiencing the sense of liking how you look: something most cis people have. You have begun to enjoy your body, something that has been absent for years. Your first kiss ever also will feel/felt that much more powerful. It's a little lame but just enjoy it for now.
Got to chill out and get some rays at the car meet before the rain came and forced us into the parking garage. Butt I gotten to hangout with this gorgeous girl everyday for the past few weeks鉂わ笍 (I鈥檓 secretly falling in love with.. ssshhh) but it鈥檚 ok! I think she likes me too 馃槏