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I’ve got one for Emily

Emily knows the reader is genderqueer but the team doesn’t, only reason Emily knows is a) she’s unit chief and b) they’re dating. So when the team is on a case, the reader is met with a non-binary teenager being questioned and nobody but Emily and the reader get the teens pronouns correct which leads to the reader getting upset at the team and coming out to the team. Emily is surprised at the timing but is supportive because she already knew about the readers pronouns. Reid and Rossi are confused but Emily, the reader and Tara help explain it to everyone

Thanks!

Hi, darling! Here is, I confess I didn't know much until this request and it became special because when I asked my sibling about they came out as non-binary. My first genderqueer writing too, sorry. So thank you and I hope you like it ^^

I'm proud of you - Emily Prentiss/GenderQueer Reader

Emily Prentiss/GenderQueer Reader

Classification: Light Angst, Fluff

Warnings: Swearing, reader referred to female pronouns before coming out, some characters unaware of what genderqueer is

Word count: +2800

Unrevised

(English is not my first language, so if at any point outside the context of the plot I accidentally used a wrong pronoun, please let me know. Have a good reading!)

Lips frowning, eyebrows together and a pair of startled eyes staring at you, trying their best to avoid the observant look of the man next to you, Rossi sighs and throws himself against the chair, both frustrated with each other. You have just arrived in the room attached to the police station where it was supposed to be a welcoming moment for the victim of an attempted rape and murder, but escalated quickly into an interrogation of sorts when the victim seemed not to pass unharmed by the hawkish eyes of the BAU veteran. After half an hour of a conversation being brought to naught you came to intervene, Tara's recommendation, although the man has a special tact with children you can't say the same thing with youngsters, no matter how hard he tries.

- Dakota, this is Agent Y/L/N, you said the problem is gender, here it is. She is...- before the man can finish he is interrupted by them, the youth slams a hand on the table and stands up in a rage.

- No! No! You don't understand me, it's about me, I just want you to call me like I asked you to. - they walk from one side to the other, before sitting down again in the same place as before, leaning over to put their head between their hands, visibly distressed.

- And you won't tell me why you were with a false document at that party? - Rossi replies, his tone of voice making it clear that he is losing patience.

There is only silence in response. You move slowly, picking up the laminated document on the table and read it carefully, it looks legitimate to the blind eye, but you notice the small differences and imperfections between a real one and a fake one, the date gives them an age they really appear to be, 22, but as you go through the gender identification you notice the difference in this space, instead of the usual and currently usable acronyms it's filled with NB. The weight of the situation falls like an anvil in your stomach; using fake ID has become a common practice for under 21s and teenagers, but this particular detail, unnoticed, almost imperceptible, puts the whole situation into better context. The person in front of you is a genderqueer, and apparently Rossi doesn't understand yet, and if he does, he doesn't respect the way they prefer to be called.

- David. - you call him in a whisper and lick your lips before continuing, thinking about the choice of words, trying to approach this correctly and tactfully so they don't feel embarrassed, or like they are not there - All they are asking is that you use the correct pronoun, Dakota is nervous and may not have expressed themselves in the best way. It's them.

- If Dakota is really her name. - he seems to have ignored everything you said making you sigh and start to get irritated - So, girl, what...

- Dakota might be their social name. - you say quickly before he could get back to firing them with disrespectfully accusatory questions, the youth looks in your direction with an expression of relief that someone has finally understood them and even smiles when hearing the neutral pronoun - And wants you to use their pronoun correctly. And those two factors...

- But she...

- Come, let's go outside for a second. - you turn to them and smile, trying to pass on some reassurance, before closing the door.

You leave the room and go to the next, where part of the team is watching and taking notes. JJ, Reid, Tara and Emily are there, the first two stare a bit confused at what just happened, as is Rossi, still overcome with euphoria at being dealing with the youth, all of whom know that he must be deeply suspicious of them to act in such a way, understandable with the gravity, difficulty and annuities of the ongoing case. Tara is propped against the wall, words on the tip of her tongue, and Emily is closer to the mirrored glass, arms crossed and a small scowl on her face. She knows how frustrating and difficult it is for you to hide your identity on a day-to-day basis, the lack of understanding about and lack of interest in it, what is happening only reinforces what you both already know. When you look at each other she blinks her eyes slowly and drops the arms beside her body, instinctively walking to soothe you with a hug, but she stops halfway remembering where you are and that maybe it's not the right thing to do, even though she knows it's burning you up inside. As chief she has access to your record and since your admission she knows about your gender identity, pronouns, how you prefer to be called and how these situations can really affect you, especially since you tried to explain several times during the "interrogation". When you met you immediately hit it off, at the end of your first month as an agent she asked you to go to a bar, just the two of you, and that night brought you even closer, Emily asked you more about genderqueer, showing real interest and respect. Within a couple of months you started a secret relationship that has been going on for almost three years.

- What is happening? - JJ asks, standing up, facing you and the older agent.

- I don't know, I thought that taking Y/N there would help to get some information, but apparently it didn't work out. - he shrugs and the attention turns back to you.

- Because you were acting like a jerk to them. - on any other occasion you wouldn't be talking like that to a co-worker, much less calling him a jerk, but if it wasn't enough to have a difficult case going on, there is still this whole situation where a youth is having their identity invisibilized when they should be being respected and welcomed by the team members.

- Just because he called her a girl? - JJ replies, genuinely confused she draws her eyebrows together thoughtfully.

- Also, JJ. - Emily interjects, remaining calm contrasting with your growing irritation with your co-workers - It's besides, Dakota is genderqueer, apparently they use neutral pronouns, their preference.

- Isn't this that thing kids have invented now? Neutral pronouns and stuff like that? - Rossi sketches a smile, as if it wasn't something important, which irritates you, but the following words make you lose the rest of your self-control regarding the subject - It's a passing trend, too confusing, just another thing invented by this generation.

- A passing trend?! That's what I am, David! I am genderqueer. And I'm not confused, I'm not a trend, I'm a person with a real identity and I want respect. - you get excited, not even realizing that you have just came out to practically the whole team, and point to the youth on the other side of the glass - Just like this kid.

- Oh... - the realization of what has just happened doesn't sink in until you hear Emily behind you, she doesn't know exactly what to say, too surprised to formulate a decent sentence. You have just come out adruptically in the middle of a case and she really doesn't know how to react, she just wants to hug you and tell that she is proud, but as she looks around she realizes that it's not the best scenario or moment, not yet - Y/N, are you okay? - is the only thing she can ask.

- No, at least not totally.

- What is genderqueer exactly? - Reid asks confused and it makes you smile for a second because he seems really interested, staring at you anxiously for an answer.

- Genderqueer is when someone doesn't identify with the gender binary, that is, neither male nor female. It's a term that covers many different gender identities and gender expressions, such as non-binary, genderfluid, gender neutral, and others. - it's Tara who ends up responding when you delay giving him an answer, still in shock at what has just happened, this is emotionally exhausting and scary, now everyone knows, those who don't know will know soon - Some genderqueer people may prefer to use neutral pronouns, which are "they/them", as Dakota seems to want to be referred to, while others may prefer masculine or feminine pronouns, or even other pronouns they may choose. And some people are fine with any pronoun.

- And how am I supposed to know what to call them? - Rossi is the one who asks now, leaning on the wall.

- Just ask them what their preferred pronoun is and use it correctly. - your girlfriend says, this reminds you of the moment when you approached her and she asked, wanted to know, was interested in who you are.

- Exactly! Don't make assumptions about how a person presents or dresses. They can express themselves in authentic ways and it's important to respect their choices no matter what. Gender identity is a personal experience unique to each individual, it cannot be assumed based on their appearance or behavior. - you complement and are relieved to see that they are looking at you intently, with no judgment in their eyes, they are trying to understand, even David who seemed so reluctant before. - I want you to know that this is important to me because it's who I am. I hope you will respect my identity, just as I respect each of you and who you are.

Reid then says: - I will use your pronouns correctly, now I know and obviously I will do that. - and hugging you awkwardly, continues - Thank you for letting us know, I understand what this means to you.

JJ joins you and Reid then, wrapping you around the waist in a triple hug.

- You know, you could have told us earlier, we're laymen but we're always willing to learn. - she says calmly and strokes your hair, the three of you break away from the hug when Tara approaches, she has a smile on and opens her arms to wrap around you.

- I'm so proud of you. I suspected as much, and I'm glad you're here, free to express yourself. - you didn't want to cut this beautiful moment short by saying that you accidentally and just accepted the warm hug from your co-workers, you can see, behind them, Emily smiling just watching the scene and she blinks in your direction.

- Hey, sorry to interrupt this moment - the sheriff appears in the doorway, with a piece of paper in hand, the youth data sheet that the team had asked Penelope for and she had sent to them - here it is.

You take the sheet with Dakota's data and feel relieved to understand why they had a fake ID, it makes a lot of sense that they had the fake document, and with NB, because Dakota is just a 16 year old teenager. They were nervous about Rossi and his evasive questions because they are in a bad way about being in a late night club. So they were trying to avoid the situation, not wanting Rossi to find out the truth about them and their legal status. Maybe out of fear of their parents or whoever was guardian. You smirked at the whole situation this detail created, Dakota would rather face a trip with all the local police than face punishment for spending the night out in a place they shouldn't be, it reminded you of yourself as a teenager in rebellious moments.

Rossi then approaches you, looks at the paper and at you, interspersing several times. Trying to find words to apologize.

- Sorry for all the questions and for this situation, I think I now understand what is happening. I really sorry for everything, for offending them and you, I will work on that. - he looks at Dakota's data sheet and adds - It seems that they have a lot to explain to parents, don't they?

- Yes, they do. - you agree and look directly at him, smiling - Hey, you used the correct pronoun now.

- Well, I guess I just needed to calm down and learn a little. - David gives you a pat on the back - I'm proud of you too, now get out there and talk to that teen. I'll arrange for her parents, oops, theirs to be here soon.

- Right. - you agree and direct a happy look to the team before closing the door, barely noticing the brunette following you silently, leaving almost unnoticed by them.

But it's not as if they haven't realized for more than a year that you are a couple, even if you never had a formal announcement and your girlfriend believes in her abilities to keep secrets. They saw you making out in the car in the parking lot of a bar after the New Year's celebration. JJ and Tara exchange glances, along with Reid, who doesn't really notice the slight mischief and just smiles pretending to be in the know. Outside, Emily walks briskly before you can reach the other room and practically throws herself at you when she catches up to you, wrapping her arms around you in a hug from behind, arms holding tightly around your waist and lips sneaking up to the back of your neck, depositing a kiss there.

- Hey, baby. I'm proud of you too, very proud. - she squeezes you even tighter in her embrace. - You were so brave and inspiring there, you stood up for Dakota and fought for them. You make me more proud every day. I'm proud of how protective, brave, understanding and kind you are, of everything you are. You are amazing, and I am so lucky that you are by my side. I love you, and I have no doubt that you are the best partner I could ever have.

- I love you too, Emily. - you turning to hug her properly - I never imagined we'd be here, but I'm so happy we've made it this far together. I feel so honored to have you by my side.

- You're so lovely, I'd kiss you right now if I could, but I'm sure if I look up the sheriff is staring at us.

- Fuck him. - you smile, at that moment you approach more and kiss Emily softly, as if for the first time. The kiss is slow but intense, full of feelings and emotion. The seconds go by, the moment doesn't seem to end. When you separate, your eyes meet, and your souls seem to communicate, saying that you will be together always - Now I have to get back to work. You too.

You go your respective ways, you return to that room to talk appropriately with Dakota and Emily to the other room, she ignores the mischievous teasing looks directed at her by the women, just tells them to check out the new leads and talk to Penelope about what she got online. David leaves with them to contact the parents, Reid is sitting in a chair analyzing the teenager, looking for any clues to create a victimology profile. The brunette struts across the room, near the mirror watching you enter and interact with Dakota, they seem to trust you, especially after the whole scene that had happened earlier with the older agent. Emily watches and admires you as she has one hand in the pant pocket, her slender fingers playing with a ring, which she has carried for weeks everywhere. After a very difficult case, the chief found herself in a jewelry store ordering a personalized ring and now all that's needed is to find the perfect moment to propose. She has never been one to plan, it's something she avoided for years, and she knows that the moment will come when she feels, everything will be perfect. Emily smiles at the thought, eager to make you her spouse.

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