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when reader is sick hc's p2
PART 2 IS FINISHED WHOO
here's a link to part 1 uwu
so i'm still brainrotting over this and i would like to date almost every character rn~ i probably won't add more to this unprompted but if anyone wants a part 2 just shoot me an ask! <3
tags: gn!reader, xiao x reader, zhongli x reader, ningguang x reader, beidou x reader, kazuha x reader, amber x reader, keqing x reader, venti x reader, scaramouche x reader, thoma x reader
xiao
this man is so awkward goodbye
heās really popping into the kitchen of wangshu inn like mr. smiley yanxiao i need an order of almond tofu and uhh whatever the hell it is sick people eat
asks cloud retainer if thereās a medicinal thing sheās created and hey can you fix my s/o
meanwhile his s/o is like xiao- xiao- XIAO- itās a COLD iāll SURVIVE, stop leaving me to find solutions and just come cuddle
so xiao cuddles <3 heāll read to his partner but itās likely heās also just sitting there in silence holding his s/o
he likes the companionship, doesnāt talk much. comfy silence all around
his partner probably falls asleep on him at some point but heās okay with it
he probably watches his partner while they rest and heās super frowny because he hates seeing them in pain :(
but also the gentle forehead kisses while his partner rests <3
he tells zhongli that he needs time to be with his s/o while theyāre ill. he makes it sound like his partner is dying which is...overdramatic but also he just wants to dote on them and make sure theyāre okay
he asks verr goldet what things a sick person might want while his partner rests and then he tries to kinda sorta subtly ask for help getting them
tries to dote on his partner subtly but heās so grumpy all the time LOL
n e ways he gives his partner smooches and cuddles and thatās all that matters uwu
zhongli
he doesnāt even have to really say it to hu tao, she just knows heās about to ask for a few days off. he does ask, ofc bc heās following the protocols of social etiquette
he goes to his partnerās home or theyāre in his for the entire time theyāre sick
has a shopping list of foods for a sick person, also gets tea
has no mora to purchase anything on his shopping list so he hits up tartaglia LMAO
tartaglia comes w zhongli just to visit zhongliās s/o
hu tao also comes to visit zhongli and co but heās so wary of her because is she about to pull a prank- really she just brings him some tea he likes and wishes his s/o well <3 she probably sings to them too but itās a little creepy if you listen to the lyrics LOL
this man is not reading his partner stories, theyāre getting histories, pov morax. he knows so many little details that are lost in time but are kept safely in his memories
the man works out, tell me otherwise. he may choose his own body and he knows he has cake but the man works out and trains. heās a god of WAR and he keeps himself in good shape. n e way he works out in the living room or backyard while his s/o is sick and he trains w just a shirt and pants and heās so pretty aHEm i think my asthma is acting up again hang on
okay but muscles rippling and you can see it through the clothes that arenāt even that tight BUT BRO WHY ARE YOU GRUNTING SO MUCH PLEASE NO ONE ELSE DOES
would probably get his partner toys and such and one of them is a little dragon <3 give it smooches every day
heās distracted when he answers hu tao or the adepti because heās thinking ab his partner instead
ningguang
the frown on her face when she finds out PHEW
she takes her partnerās temperature with the back of her hand and sheās all frowny all day. ganyu is lowkey concerned bc whatās the matter with lady ningguang-
her partner stays in ningguangās home and sheās working from home for a while <3 there are millelith guards and members of the qixing popping into her home office and even beidou once or twice. bei is also worried ab ningās partner, but sheās doing the hearty slap on the back and the āget well soon!ā
ningguang ordering food from wanmin and xiangling personally delivering it <3 xiangling and guoba are both showing up with some hot soup and guoba is there for cuddles pls heās so cute
ningguang will read to her partner, probably tells them about her day and entertains small talk until they fall asleep
she cooks some of her qiankun mora meat and tries to make her partner soup <3 the millelith and the qixing have never seen their tianquan in a kitchen working before but she would only ever do it for the people she loves
keqing is in the corner quietly shipping while munching golden shrimp balls goodbye
i think ningguang respects ganyu too much to force her to run around for stuff but ganyu probably likes ningās partner enough to do it anyway
ning and cuddles and temple kisses and she wonāt give her partner smooches on the lips :( but sheās soft for them so they get cheek kisses and spooning them to sleep
beidou
she stays at her partnerās place while theyāre sick because the crux might make them feel seasick instead
but she goes back and forth to the crux to get her things and take care of business and such. her crew probably loves her partner so they have things for bei to bring back <3
bei doesnāt even leave her partnerās town but sheās got sango pearls, cecilias, qingxin, cor lapis jewelry, dendrobiums (even though those are like. blood flowers. theyāre pretty itās fine) and many many fruits
xiangling comes by with food for bei and co and sticks around to hear beidou telling her partner stories about her time at sea
beidou is. sheās so buff okay. she carries her partner in and out of the room and to the living room or kitchen or brings everything to her partner and you can see how defined her muscles are bye iām in love with her
we already know bei learned to cook a little bit from xiangling but beidou is absolutely learning to cook more while her partner is sick. xiangling is there giving her cooking lessons while beidouās partner watches <3 bei with that look of concentration and sheās so quick with the knives too iām- okay but her spoonfeeding her partner?? *chefās kiss* ;)
beidou puts too much pepper in a dish and it deffo clears sinuses LMAO but she tried and it actually does taste very good if you can handle your spice š¤·āāļø i cannot so find me with a gallon of milk later
n e ways beidou cuddles her partner to sleep and falls asleep as soon as she knows theyāre resting <3 many cuddles and many kisses, even if they insist not to because cooties will get u sick bei š„ŗ
visits bubuās pharmacy to get her partnerās medicine herself but also has remedies from other places too! zhongli deffo helps her with some other gifts for convalescents so itās historically, traditionally and socially acceptable
kazuha
is so worried omg
wherever his ass is, heās going to his partner as soon as he finds out theyāre sick. heās so frowny and worried itās almost cute but also,,,kazu itās a cold, itās FINE
he goes to collect qingxin and sweet flowers and stuff himself and makes his own poultices and soups and such <3
he shows up at his partnerās home with arms and buckets of flowers and herbs as soon as he possibly can. bei understands if he has to go tho, she gives him leave uwu
makes his partner soup and dried fish and gives them many smooches <3 they are not allowed out of bed LOL they just have to stay there and wait for him to dote on them
many many cuddles and smooches. he plays leaves and grass and recites poems for them heās so cute <3 sigh, this man plays grass and iām out here simping
also comes bearing gifts from wherever he was last tho. if he was on the crux, heās probably got gifts from beidou and the crew even if they donāt really know kazuās partner, they just know heās happy and thatās what matters. if heās not on the crux, his boss probably gives him leave and a gift or smth even if itās just like a tea or a bottle of wine or smth
heāll cuddle and be a blanket. but heās also got fabrics that beidou picked up in inazuma and he uses that as a blanket for his partner <3
will tell his s/o stories of his childhood, his time wandering, his time with the crew, his work. anything they want to know or have questions about, heāll tell them.
forehead kisses, temple kisses, holding his partnerās hand and pressing a kiss to the back of their hand ugh i love him
deffo gets sick because he canāt deny his partner smooches on the lips smh. and then itās his partnerās turn to play nursemaid
the crew from the crux probably drops by to check on kazoo man and co. they bring some regional delicacies and blankets and their best cold remedies with a slap on the back for kazu and a gentler pat for his partner. like w ningguangās partner, bei probably gives kazuās s/o a hearty slap but itās not enough to hurt them
anyway iām in love with him
amber
sheās so worried sheās such a sweetie omg
she goes to her partner immediately and fusses over them before they have to gently tell her that theyāre fine
she goes to collect sweet flowers and stuff and goes to ohm, albedo and barbara for help making medicines and such
doesnāt want to leave her duties unattended to but jean also knows that amber wants to be with her s/o so she tells amber that she has fewer duties for her <3
jean tells kaeya to go make sure amber is doing okay and doesnāt need help or anything so he drags ohm, diluc, albedo and lisa too LOL
lisa was planning on going anyway, she just used diluc to carry her books w this opportunity <3 albedo is just treating amberās partner w meds and potions and things and lisa takes a peek at that too
sheās so sad she doesnāt have ohmās super cold skin so she canāt be a human cooling pack for her partner </3 but she gives them many smooches on cheeks and foreheads and temples
barely resists giving her partner kisses on the lips bc she still wants to go to work but also wants to give her partner what they need and sigh. itās a struggle for amber
she wears pajamas and cuddles with her s/o <3
cooks her partner some (fully cooked!!) meals, not her specialty steak. but she makes soup and goes to good hunter and gets good hot food there too
keqing
wants to take some time off to help her partner feel better but also doesnāt want to leave work. ningguang probably sends her home at some point because sheās fretting and working and stop feeling so bad keqing, you have sick days
she still goes to work but sheās just taking marginally shorter days sigh, she goes home early instead but brings work home so she can do it while sitting with her partner
wears leisure clothes when at home with her partner but the fact that she has clothes she doesnāt use for work is shocking LMAO the cat ears stay tho ;) catgirl always
ganyu comes by with keqingās work, some wanmin takeout and a card and gift for her partner <3
xiangling hears that keqing is home with her partner while theyāre sick and brings food over to keqingās. sheās got extra golden shrimp balls for keqing. AND AGAIN. GUOBA CUDDLES ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
keqing feels so bad for not doing as much work, sheās making herself almost as sick as her partner </3
ningguang comes over one night with beidou while keqing is doing work in bed while her partner is resting and she sees keqing stressed as all hell. she just gives keqing some food and tells her to actually rest. soft!ning and bei being moms god i love them
okay but keqing tucking her partner in with a sweet kiss before retreating to her work in the corner, the lamps turned to the lowest they can possibly be because keqing refuses to leave her beloved but canāt not do work
keqing trying to cook food for her partner that isnāt meant specifically for survival but for taste is so cute. sheās trying to cook golden shrimp balls and soup and stuff and sheās not bad at it! she took a single night of giving her s/o hot tea and some wanmin soup before she learned the whole cookbook so she can be the one to cook for them <3
venti
he brings his partner wine u cannot tell me otherwise
he goes to dilucās. not the tavern but straight up dawn winery and asks diluc if he can get a bottle of wine for his s/o and please please please heāll go fight some of those slimes for you, please? with the big š„ŗ and staying outside dilucās window to beg bye
diluc just gives him the wine with a glare but wonāt make venti do the commission <3 venti legit says āthank barbatosā and gives diluc an ~ehe~ before he gets ready to glide away. he turns around and asks diluc if heās sure he canāt do the comm but diluc just glares at him all broody~
diluc comes by to check on ventiās partner too bc where does venti live- venti is just camping out at his partnerās place for now and feeding them and giving them wine and diluc just kinda goes a little pink but glares while he says āget well soonā and leaves a windwheel aster from near the winery
venti makes soup and many vegetable/fruity foods because ātheyāre good for you! have some wine with that eheā
jean comes by at some point with barbara to check on venti and co. theyāve got other foods and some hydro healing for ventiās partner <3
ohm comes over to see his friend and brings him some medicines, food and wine. he gets to witness the anemo god get all soft and squooshy for his s/o itās so sweet
he uses anemo to entertain his partner with some gentle breezes playing through leaves <3 but he also plays his lyre for them and gives them smooches in between and during songs because heās a god ofc he isnāt gonna get sick, pay the bard with kisses. and whereās his gratuity :( š
he doesnāt read to his s/o but he does tell them stories with a musical accompaniment. sometimes his partner will fall asleep so he just smiles so softly and tucks them in and continues playing his lyre at the window while they sleep <3
but also brushing his partnerās hair back and giving them a kiss on the forehead please i love my beloved kinnie
n e ways venti forehead smooches and playing the lyre for his s/o <3 no cough meds ehe, just dandelion wine and whatever ohm gave him (that was, in fact, the cough medicine)
scaramouche
bro this dude looks like he CANNOT be assed but he really cares <3<3
his work schedule doesnāt change but heās going to his s/oās home super often with soup and food and medicine and extra blankets
even to his partner, scara looks broody but he always looks like that LOL
tartaglia finds out where scara is going and he brings food and toys and stuff too <3 scara later has to read one of the kids books tartaglia brought and he refuses to voices but itās very sweet anyway
scara probably asks sandrone if his doctor brother can get him some good cold medicine but would never admit that he asked ohm for help LOL. ohm shows up anyway and finds out <3
can and will cook soup but thatās all youāre getting from him. the takeout he brought is most definitely not something he made, no sirāam he would never do something as soft as cook for them. soup doesnāt count, itās oboiling water with some added flavor, shut up tartagalicious heās not soft
will give his partner kisses only after he thinks theyāre asleep. refuses to give them any affection besides a headpat or two and maybe one hug when he shows real concern. his partner isnāt quite yet asleep one time and then feigns sleeping when they hear scaraās whispered āi love youā and he presses a kiss to their forehead š„ŗā¤ļø
he takes off his hat inside the house but will go around with a blanket around his shoulders to mock his partner smh. the blanket is on his head like a hood and he fake sniffles with an almost derisive laugh but he gives his partner a real smile at the end <3
9/10 times will never admit that heās soft unless itās a Very Serious Moment but heās a squishy dood for his s/o and his s/o only
will not read or sing to his partner but heāll sorta cuddle if they ask very nicely and many times. itās just kind of him sitting next to them and they kind of have to muzzle before heāll move his arm for his own comfort LMAO
will bring his partner gifts and food, a few flowers but heāll just claim heās delivering it from someone else with a look of fake disgust </3 maybe like two of those are actually from other ppl and not him
when his partner is actually feeling really sick, he wonāt be a big smol meanie and he actually looks so concerned~ his partner means a lot to him and he doesnāt want them to feel sick or in pain so heāll cuddle them unprompted and rub their back, run his hand thru their hair, soft forehead and temple kisses and āiām here, babyā and āi love youā and falling asleep with his partner tucked under his chin <3 heās actually so sweet bye š
thoma
thoma feels so bad when his partner is sick. it isnāt even his fault but he feels so bad because he wants to protect them, even from tiny little germs š iām sorry u canāt be my immune system thoma itās FINE
he asks to take off work and ayaka just kinda sighs but smiles and waves a hand to dismiss him bc yes ofc you can, simp
ayato just laughs when he sees this LMAO BYE
thomaās partner stays at his home, in his bed or a guest room (idk if he has his own place or stays w the kamisatos as their literal live-in maid but anyway)
his partner gets his care, any doctors or caretakers around ritou, the medic from the crux, the kamisato family doctor- this man is using some of his favors for medicine and then cuddling his s/o, ugh i want to date him sm
both kamisatos come by with some food for thoma and co but poor ayato canāt even keep his grin contained, poor thoma is conditioned to be nervous ab what ayato feeds him LOL
heās cooking for his partner, legit gives them a list of options and an āanything you want, my love?ā
cuddles his s/o even tho they might protest but it takes like 0.2 seconds to stop protesting bc that man is comfy
tells his partner stories about what it was like back home in mondstadt and his journey to inazuma and why heās there as well as his stories about all the different kinds of people heās met
taroumaru coming w kozue to the kamisato estate to get some hot tea to thoma š„ŗ and the cuddles and nuzzles from this great doggo for thoma before he turns to his partner too š straight up jumps in the bed and licks their faces a little before nuzzling in for a hug
n e way thoma gives a lot of hugs and kisses and cuddles and i think heās hella touchy-feely and misses home and treasures his partner even more because of it
my beautiful red shield ā¤ļø
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hi!! do u write for the warriors from aot? cause I wanted to request yandere Zeke jeager hc and how would he be in a relationship with his darling, idk if u write smut but If u do maybe u can add a little bit? thanks!!
Yandere Zeke Jeagar in a relationship with his Darling Headcanons
ā ļøWARNINGā ļø will contain dark themes
A/N = Feel free to request any characters you want. I write for many different fandoms , all you have to do is scroll to the bottom of this post and pick what fandom and character you want me to write for and send me a request. My inbox is always open so feel free to chat with me!! <3
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ā¢ I feel like Zeke tries his best to hide his yandere tendencies from his darling as best as he possibly can. Despite popular belief, I know that Zeke will be a very playful yandere to have. He just wants to make sure that you never find out how truly obsessed he is with you. That is why he entered a ā normal ā relationship with you.
ā¢ Zeke probably had very strong feelings for you , even before the two of you had started dating. You both met when you were training to become a warrior. As a kid ( if you lived in Marley ) he would always follow you home and try to convince you to play with him. Yes , you heard me , he would follow you home , without you knowing ( hehe )
ā¢ After you both became a official Marleyan Warriors, he would use his new status to convince you to go out with him. He also wanted to get your families approval. Zeke definitely went through a faze, were he wanted to kidnap you to keep you to himself ,but he quickly pushed that thought out of his head. He did not kidnap you , because he was worried about what to do with you if he went to paradise during a mission. So he did the next best thing , enter a normal relationship with you.
ā¢ He is very protective over you when you both go out on missions together. He will not let you out of his sight. He definitely picked you up in his Titan form. He loves to hold you in his hand when he is in his Titan form. If you were both in Paradise together, he would personally kill anyone who flirted with you ( you never knew that ).
ā¢ Zeke definitely wants to have kids with you ( or adopt). I feel like he is a very big family man . I think that runs in the Jeagar family lmao.
ā¢ I was not sure what type of NSFW you wanted , so I just wrote down some general spicy headcanons for Zeke.
NSFW ( 18+ )
ā¢ Like I have said before , Zeke really has a breeding kink. He does not care if you canāt have kids or not , he will finish inside of you.
ā¢ This man is always busy and super horny. Because of how possessive he is , I feel like he would leave a bunch of marks on you, just to make sure everyone knows that you are his and his only.
ā¢ I feel like the only time that he would be rough to you , is if he just came back from a long mission. He just really misses you.
ā¢ He is very respectful towards you , and he believes that consent is key. ( what a man ;))
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Thanks for reading Darling !! <3
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how do u think the boy would be in a partyšš
NEW RULES!
SYNOPSIS: blue lock at a party
CHARACTERS INCLUDED: isagi, bachira, nagi, reo, rin, chigiri, naruhaya, niko, nanase, gagamaru, kunigami
WARNINGS: mentions of underage drinking and weed (but no one actually takes anything), swearing, mentions of throwing up and food, again pretend they're all friends and go to the same school because it's more fun to think that way. ooc rin maybe? idk i like pretending he's not as miserable as the manga makes him out to be š¤ he deserves to have fun i think
A/N: no cause this was soooo fun to write tysm anon, i got through this in a flash cause i loved this suggestion sm :') literally one of the most fun requests i've ever gotten eeee!!!!! also this made me miss my irls bye corona can suck my balls fr
ISAGI YOICHI:
i feel like this would be his first big party aw lol, so heās kind of nervous LMAO.
gets handed a beer by someone, has his first sip of it ever, and immediately spits it out. mutters āhow the hell can anyone drink this?ā and ādiscreetlyā pours the rest into a bush.
mainly stays with nagi, chigiri, kunigami, and bachira and they just talk throughout the night
(bachira only sits down and talks after his energy dies down. i'll elaborate on this below the cut).
keeps asking nagi āwhat song is this?ā throughout the night LOL. makes a mental note of what songs to add to his playlists.
slightly nods his head to the music, aw cute. goes a little harder and lip syncs/raps along when he really likes the song, though (i stand by my word when i said he loves āneon gutsā)
does accidentally bump into someone, but isagi starts a convo with them after he apologizes, and they hit it off right away š„°
but, the person left early and isagi, ever the dummy, forgets to ask for their number.
and he's actually so disappointed in himself when he realizes, too š
BACHIRA MEGURU:
not drunk or anything at all, but boy, the way heās acting makes it seem like he is.
the self proclaimed ālife of the party.ā
can be found ādancing,ā though i use that word generously because to classify whatever heās doing as ādancing,ā is a stretch, to every song, even if he doesnāt know the words LOL
really likes when throwbacks come on!!!! he does dance to the lyrics and not the beat sometimes, though š
but, bachira looks like heās having so much fun, itās so cute, heās definitely been waiting for this moment his whole life š„°
if you were dancing with him, bachira would 100% take you by the hand and spin you around
also forces gets isagi to dance with him but isagiās so awkward š
bachira also ends up jumping in the pool sometime later that night. yells ācannonball!ā and everything, like, okay michael phelps š
he doesnāt have extra clothes so reo has to give him some and they're so fucking big on him LOLLL
texts the groupchat āi was sooo crazy last nightšā in the morning LMAOO, okay babe calm down
KUNIGAMI RENSUKE:
takes it upon himself to make sure none of his friends die LOL
only drinks water and diet coke š
his mom calls in the middle of the party to ask how he's doing and bachira and nagi are doing stupid shit like yelling āpass the weedā and fake moaning š
isagi and chigiri tell him to tell her they say hi LOL
really likes when the dj puts on 90s/2000's r&b/hiphop songs (i'll die by my hc that kunigami's an oldies fan)
mostly sways side to side to the music, but he did also dance a little, per request of bachira, and ended up talking to a cute person a for little, too š¤
offers to help clean up in the morning
CHIGIRI HYOUMA:
at least two drunk girls have mistaken him for their friend, and another four have asked to touch his hair.
tried to use one of reoās many bathrooms, found a couple making out, outwardly said āgross,ā and then left to find another one š
nods his head and taps his foot to the music, not much of a dancer.
also a people-watcher, and he points out things he sees are happening to his friends.
āguys, i think misa and her boyfriend are breaking up, look.ā leave that poor girl alone bro š
finds himself laughing a lot that night because damn! his friends are funny, whether they try to be or not.
not really a party person, but chigiri actually had a lot of fun š„°
NARUHAYA ASAHI:
also on the dancefloor! doesnāt really dance, per say, but he jumps up and down and does the fist pump thing š he has the spirit, let's give him that.
drank a lot of soda, so heās filled with energy. also pees in at least three of reo's bathrooms.
talks to his friends, but also makes new ones! also i feel like he takes a lot of pictures LOL. he needs the finsta content š
plays truth or dare, or something like that. ends up having to do some stupid shit like smack raichiās ass and run away, but naruhaya did make out with the girl next to him, so fair trade, he thinks.
also ends up in the pool, but heās playing chicken with gagamaru and some other people. does not win a single round, but he had fun š
leaves with like four plates of food and one of reoās decorative towels for some reason???
GAGAMARU GIN:
goes through a bunch of reo's shit š he's not taking anything, but he's just curious LOL
strikes up very, random conversations with a bunch of people out of nowhere, good for him!
weirdly good at darts, very good aim.
although one round, naruhaya accidentally distracted gagamaru and one of darts ended up in reo's wall š
āit's fine, he has the money to fix it,ā naruhaya shrugs as he walks away from reo's now punctured, wall. so true bestie!
gagamaru somehow ends up giving some drunk stranger some ālife-changingā advice. (whether it's good or not is debatable)
they thank gagamaru for changing their life and he never sees them again
NAGI SEISHIRO:
irritates the fuck out the dj because nagi keeps asking him to play one specific song over and over again.
it was good the first time, don't wear it out for the rest of us bae š
doesn't really dance, just nods his head, maybe raps along a little, too
when he talks to the girls that come up to him, nagi says stuff like āyeah, the host and i go way back, weāre best friends.ā
āway back,ā my ass, but whatever nagi š¤Ø
knocks out in one of reoās guest rooms. someone finds him when theyāre trying to look for the bathroom and they draw a mustache and a bunch of other stupid shit on him š
tries to leave before reo makes him help clean up in the morning. does not work š
dumbass also ended up losing his phone (reo bought him a new one so nagi doesn't really care)
RAICHI JINGO:
gasses himself up sooo much when heās trying to hit on girls.
āyeah, i'm about to go D1 after high school, just wait on it,ā yeah, okay raichi š
also tries to show them his highlights, bye. babe, i mean this in the nicest possible way but, i do not care, can we just kiss š
i feel like heās one of those boys who likes to take his shirt off for no reason, so raichi most definitely ends up shirtless at some point of the night š
takes pictures with reoās fancy cars in his garage to flex š gets annoyed when reo says raichi canāt drive them. raichi doesn't even have his license š
plays pool and is actually not that bad. does almost accidentally blind isagi with his cue, though.
IMAMURA YUUDAI:
he's with some girls but, heās a dummy and he didnāt know his other hoes would be there, so imamura had quite a few drinks spilled on him here and there.
still somehow leaves with like three new girls snaps, four numbers, and a bunch of lipstick stains. not even gonna lie, i respect his game.
actually a really good dancer, and he knows he looks good, too. knows the words to every drake song that comes on, argue with your mom.
lip-syncs the words to you when you dance together and it makes you more flustered than you would think š
the type to pull you close and wraps his arms around your waist or around your neck
actually really fun to talk to. always in the loop with drama and stuff, so he's always got some interesting conversation topics. and he's funny š
MIKAGE REO:
obviously, the partyās at his house. whatās the point of having a rich teammate if you canāt exploit them for their possessions?
jokes, but reo did offer to throw it at his mansion house in the first place.
actually really likes throwing parties lmao, so he jumped at the opportunity.
posted on his snap, āparty at my place su for addressā¼ļøā LOL
natural charm + raised with good manners = reo being an amazing host
but, reo does have a little group of girls following him around the entire night š
and it irritates the hell out of whoever reoās trying to talk to because theyāre all up on him, making it hard for reo to pay attention š
also doesnāt help that he entertains them and flirts back and dances with a couple of them, too
and looks good when he dances, too UGH!!!! he's the type to run his hands up and down your body while he dances with you š£
i hate this man š /j
ITOSHI RIN:
practicing. he didnāt come. sike! rin has a social life, too, come on now, y'all š
talked a big game about how he wouldnāt show up then he still came anyways, like rin, what š??
super good at cup pong and he knows it. he keeps beating ryusei and if you look closely, rin has something reminiscent of a smirk on his face.
a foot-tapper, not a dancer, which sucks because heās not even bad at dancing, either š
a couple of girls come up to rin to flirt, but rin doesnāt give them the time of day. no response or anything just a little side eye š
rin just talks to his friends and thatās it, really.
actually internally glad for the chance to kickback and relax for once, tbh.
but, he refuses to admit he had any semblance of fun. (he did, rinās just a weenie š)
NIKO IKKI:
the team forced him to come š
nikoās already a homebody and he doesnāt like loud noises or large social scenes, so he wasnāt too jazzed about going somewhere where the both of those things combine.
also he's picky with music so LOL. does like that one remix to the pursuit of happiness, though
heās a wall-stander, i hate to break it to yāall. just watched everything from a distance and didn't talk to anyone except for isagi and his friends.
bye, if you donāt get off the damn wall and dance (he'd dance with me i'm different š„°š¤)
keeps opening and closing his phone so he looks busy but that mf is literally just going through the settings app š
called his mom to bring him home an hour and a half in š
NANASE NIJIROU:
i hate to admit it, but heās the annoying first year that documents everything on snap bye
heās just excited to be there but like, there is no reason for his story to be half an hour long.
i'm not watching all of that! sorry that happened to you or good for you š¤
probably playing games like spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven. is very proud of himself for kissing four people in one night #bigmoves š„³
stays with his group of friends and they're sooo loud and rowdy LMAOO. #firstyearthings
you can literally hear them laughing over the music, but they're having fun, so it's fine (at least of those kids hits people when they laugh too)
also dances, too! has super good energy and a natural sense of rhythm surprisingly š„° also a good hypeman!!!!! honestly, he's just really fun to be around tbh
overall, has a lot of fun, as you can tell by his story š
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Hikaru Hitachiin||SFW Alphabet
A/N: Will this include Hikaru slander? Yes. Hikaru stans come get ur food, enjoy!
Word Count: 2219
A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Hikaru shows affection physically. Heās much too prideful to admit (bar the rare and private confessions of adoration and love) his love for you through words or actions and he prefers to receive instead of give gifts. But a little arm around your shoulder, holding your hand in his pocket, small pecks on the cheek and you more than know how much Hikaru loves you.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Hikaru likely becomes best friends with you via pranks. He takes note of you when you catch him trying to mess with Tamaki and give him a few pointers on how to better scare the poor blonde. From there, itās history.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Hikaru loves to cuddle. He becomes especially clingy at night at which point all he wants to do is hold you. When heās away from you, he still prefers to cuddle with something so heāll substitute you for a pillow. Not the same but it gets the job done until he can return home to you and get wrapped up in your arms again.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Hikaru likes the idea of settling down. Heād definitely want to head to the countryside or somewhere mountainous thatās surrounded by beaches. He likes the thought of you and him being together in your own little pocket of the world. As for cooking and cleaning, he canāt do either and has no interest in doing so, so heād probably pay a few servants to do the work for him.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
If Hikaru had to break up with you, itād likely be the result of both of you needing to part ways so that you can work on yourselves before trying to give the relationship another shot. Hikaru generally acts unaffected (and depending on the length of your relationship, he is) but deep down he resolves to become better for you.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He doesnāt really like the idea of marriage because he views it as an expensive mess that ends in an even more expensive divorce. He does like the idea of spending his life with you but if yall ever got married he might just get a pre-nup. Overall though, heās not really the sort for marriage, the legal part of it especially gives him anxiety, and to be honest, when he knows that heās committed to you, it just is. Loving and being with you becomes as natural as breathing for him.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Hikaru isnāt really gentle at all. Like he definitely tries to be soft and tender with you but also he likes to pinch your butt when you walk past, and really is he so terrible for that? (Kind of, that shit be hurtin mf)
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Please hug Hikaru, he wonāt ask for it or initiate aside from throwing his arm around your waist/shoulder. He craves your hugs and whenever you hug him itās like the clouds part and a rainbow shines down onto your relationship. Hikaruās hugs, as a result of his refusal to just ask for a hug, are always a little clingy, desperate to hold you tight to him for as long as possible.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
One of Hikaruās biggest regrets is how fast he saidĀ āI love youā. It was spur of the moment and he didnāt mean it, he just thought he had to say it because youād both been dating for 3 months and he just straight up didnāt mean it. The look on your face was filled with so much joy that he feels disgusted with himself whenever he thinks back to it. Now every time he says he loves you, he tries his hardest to make sure that you understand just how much he means it. He never wants you to doubt the depth of his devotion for you.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyāre jealous)
He and Kaoru are already getting that gleam in their eye. In all seriousness though, he gets really pouty and everything becomes a competition between him and the person heās jealous of. Itās like, āOh, youāre on track to become an olympic class track runner? Thatās cool I guess, whatās really impressive is the fact that Iām 5ā²9ā³. Itās embarrassing for both of you, and you just apologize for him before walking away, dragging him along with you.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Hikaruās kisses are a lot like him in the sense that theyāre exciting with a hint of trouble. Hikaru enjoys flustering you by kissing you in as many public places as passionately as possible before walking off and acting like everythingās all normal. He likes to smirk into kisses and his kisses are so intense that most times they turn into makeout sessions despite neither of you really planning it.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Hikaru is kid of awkward around kids. He doesnāt really care too much for them and so whenever theyāre around, he tends to just hand them off to the nearest person who cares for children. He genuinely doesnāt know what to do so if heās left alone with a kid heāll just kinda stare and ask if they need food or something.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Hikaru are sweet but stressful. Hikaru has an alarm that plays music and sends confetti instead of a more traditional one, and while Hikaruās used to the sound of his alarm clock, you arenāt, and sleep right through it. Does Hikaru thinkĀ āoh maybe I should wake Y/N up?ā Nope. He just sits there and stares at you until you naturally wake up on your own. You wake up so peacefully and stare at him until you get a glimpse at the time and start panicking and yelling at him for not waking you up sooner.Ā
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights with Hikaru are the calmest youāll ever see him. Heās very sleepy and gets 1000% clingier. Whether itās wrapping his arms and legs around you as he sleeps or you letting him sit on your lap while he applies both your and his face mask, nighttime Hikaru is just a clingy sweetheart trying to make up for a day of him acting like heās not fully in love with you.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Hikaru is a very layered person. Just when you think youāve discovered something about him, you actually just barely scratched the surface. He tries to be more and more open with you, hiding less from you. But itās not exactly easy to break his habit of not/fear of being open.
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Hikaru is a little brat, which means if he doesnāt get his way he will resort to mischief and then angry pouting. He gets angry kind of easily but heās just gotten good at hiding it. Over the course of his relationship with you, he does start to chill out a bit, not getting his way doesnāt bother him as much anymore.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Ā Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Hikaru remembers weird bits of information about you at the strangest and most inopportune moments. Like youāll be talking to Kyoya while Hikaru is talking with his clients and heāll just suddenly remember mid-act that you were like school council president at your elementary school or something and completely freeze and break character.Ā
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite moment in your relationship (although this was technically before the two of you were together) was after the host clubās ball, you walked up to him likeĀ āI know the partyās over but may I have this dance.ā He accepted of course and you both danced the night away. Just thinking about that day sends butterflies running through his stomach and he swoons for you all over again.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Hikaru is super protective over you. If heās out and about with you somewhere and he feels like youāre in danger (not too common but always a risk with him being rich), heās activating emergency defense protocol procedures. Heās also kinda dramatic about it like if you bump into the edge of the coffee table heāll laugh at you but then while you arenāt looking, heās calling to have the whole table removed. Have mercy on whoever decides to bother you though because he and Kaoru are not above jumping.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Hikaru puts a lot of effort into your dates, he enjoys the challenge of trying to one up his last attempt as well as trying to surprise you each time. Heās not really the type to give gifts unless theyāre in the form of clothes, but heād much rather get gifts than give them. He does get a little upset if he starts feeling like heās the only one trying so shake things up by surprising him instead (wipe that all-knowing grin off his face). Despite the fact that heāll try to act like he doesnāt try that hard, he really does want to impress you and he tries his hardest to do so.
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (Iām gonna add arguments here because they arenāt on the prompt list I found))
A bad habit of Hikaruās is that he has a tendency to try and pick fights. No matter where this stems from, he tends to try and bait you into fights or disagreements. He doesnāt even realize that he does this until you point it out to him. (Well honestly you pointed it out, then in disbelief he went and asked the host club at which point, they agreed, and he was left in shock at their lack of hesitation).
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Hikaru, like Tamaki, is obsessed with his looks. He often lies and says that itās Kaoru whoās obsessed with looks, but Hikaru goes absolutely feral if someone so much as touches any of his beauty products. He honestly doesnāt even want you to touch them unless youāre coming back from buying his stuff at the store.
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
At first, Hikaru kinda treats your relationship with him like an exchange. Heās terrified youāre only interested in him for his looks or his money and so he does everything possible to make you stay because he was scared of what it would be like to be a person without you. He does break out of that dependent mindset eventually though. To be completely honest, you both probably break up because of Hikaruās dependent tendencies and only get back together once both of you grew without the other for a while.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
Ā Hikaru has absolutely no relationship experience as heās spent the last however may years of his life fending off all potential interaction with people who werenāt Kaoru with a stick.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldnāt like, either in general or in a partner)
Hikaruās only real turn-offs are people with no sense of style. Of course, itās not a huge deal breaker but you pretty much have to be ok with being Hikaruās personal doll. He also really dislikes boring people, like if your life can be summed up in a resume, heās skipping past you. Another thing that he looks for in his partner is, obviously, the ability to tell the difference between him and his twin. If you canāt do that, heās already written you off completely.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Hikaru sleeps fully and completely in the nude, like no boxers or anything. Initially, it was kind of a joke/ look at me thing but now he canāt help himself. Now, itās fine between the two of you now, but the first time you spent the night at Hikaruās house, only to find heād somehow stripped all the way down in his sleep come morning, was...surprising to say the least. (You couldnāt look him in the eye for almost a month afterwards)
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NSFW Alphabet
Character: Iida Tenya
Tags: NSFW
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A = Aftercare (what theyāre like after sex)
Tenya is one of the best boys when it comes to aftercare. He wants to make sure everything is clean and that your body is all right.
Heās worried if he was too rough with you or if you were sore. Heād definitely run you a bath if you ask.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
Tenya likes your hands. Hands are very versatile and are the tools of love or hate. He likes the way they touch and bring him over the edge. He also likes them when you pet his head and soothe him.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He likes to watch the cum pour out of you when he pulls out. Something about watching you dripping and leaking with his cum really turns him on. It seems so dirty.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
You left your underwear by accident over his house one time...he still has yet to tell you this.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyāre doing?)
He has average experience. He hasnāt slept around a lot, but heās had long term relationships where sex was involved. However, he isnāt very kink explored so his experience is highly vanilla base.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Iida likes when youāre on top of him, grinding on his thigh or bouncing on his lap. He likes to be able to look at all of you at once, so this works very well especially since this boy has thicc legs.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
100% serious. He canāt goof around in the moment because lovemaking is a very serious moment for him. That doesnāt mean his seriousness in itself isnāt funny sometimes.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Like the rest of him, Iida is very well groomed. He takes great pride in keeping himself neat physically. While he isnāt shaved bare, it is very trim and short around his pelvis. He also thinks itās more hygienic.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Very sweet during the moment. Heās the type to hold your hand during sex and whisper how much he loves you into your ear with each thrust.
Also the type to put roses on the bed during your anniversary.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Iida only jacks off if he is really stressed or worked up. Heās also very private about it. 100% a shower masturbator. Heāll have one hand against the tile while the other furiously works his cock so he can get off as fast as possible.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Roleplay kink, and heās embarrassed to admit it. His favorite is him being the teacher and you being the obedient student. Anything where thereās a dom/sub dynamic where he can be in charge.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Bedroom. Itās the safest and most convenient place to do so without getting interrupted.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Praise. He wants to be called a good boy and spurred on by compliments. He also has a thing for uniforms, which goes with his roleplaying kink. Sexy suits, police officer, nurse. Those things really get him turned on when he sees you in them.
N = No (something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
Donāt ask him for a threesome. Heāll get insecure that you donāt think heās enough to satisfy you.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Prefers receiving. Heās a little shyer about going down on you, but he will do it when asked. Besides, thereās nothing like seeing his put together faƧade coming undone with the heat of your mouth.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
A little of both. It depends on how worked up you got him and how. A normal day, heāll be slow and sensual; but after a day of teasing or making him jealous, heāll be snapping and thrusting into you faster and harder.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Heās not a quickie person. If Iida has sex, he wants to do it right. Heās into lots of foreplay before actually doing the deed, so quickies are kind of tough.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Heāll take a risk if the payoff seems great enough. Itās really a balancing act to convince him into trying something that could potentially bruise one of you.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Plenty of stamina. He can go two or three rounds in one go.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Iida has a small vibrator that he likes to watch you use on yourself. He doesnāt have any super kinky toys, but you can easily convince him to add restraining gear to the bedroom such as handcuffs or blindfolds.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Not much of a tease. If you ask him politely, heāll give you anything you want. This man just wants you to feel good. The only time he may tease a little is if youāre being a brat, and thatās just to remind you that he wonāt give it to you if you donāt be good and behave.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Very loud. He always moans and pants in your ear during sex. When youāre sucking his cock, heāll whine and grip your hair tightly as he tries to keep it down.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Heās a very safe guy. He always has a box of condoms and makes sure theyāre not expired. He also got different kinds based on his partnerās preference.
X = X-ray (letās see whatās going on under those clothes)
Heās about average length with a slight thickness to it. Although heās not huge, he knows very well where your most sensitive spots are after a while. Anything else, he can easily work you up with his hands alone.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
About normal. You may do it once or twice a week unless youāre purposely teasing and riling him up. You spend a lot more time cuddling and making out then actually going all the way.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Heāll stay up cuddling you for a while and kissing your neck afterwards. Heās also good at aftercare so heāll make sure youāre okay first. If all is well, heāll be out in about twenty to thirty minutes.
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hello!! It's your relief story anon!!! i friken love what you wrote!!! may i have another request š„ŗ similar to the relief story, Levi's s/o gets into a near death experience right in front of him and he freezes for the first time. everyone's super shocked abt it after the mission and he gets reprimanded just for formalities (erwin n hanji rlly just wanna check up on him personally) but they all understand since he's been through a lot. Levi can't deal with his emotions and he wants to say i love you to his s/o (first time saying it) but he doesn't know how and yes HAHAHAHA
- OMG HI AGAIN ! IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU ENJOYED IT THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!! thank you again not only for requesting that, but also for requesting again, itās so awesome when u guys come back and request more :) plus your ideas are always so great. i had a lot of fun writing this, i hope u enjoy <3 (and i got your second message tysm for adding it ! i tried to include as much fluff as possible but my dumb brain always defaults to angst hahaha)
how to say i love you
- levi ackerman x reader
warnings: season 2 and ova spoilers (if you havenāt watched the ovaās yet theyāre on youtube but this only references āa choice with no regretsā aka leviās ova)
levi has never had...feelings for anyone before.
the romantic kind, of course. he's felt plenty of things towards people on a regular basisāanger. hate. disgust. confusion. annoyance. frustration.
to be fair he has had the occasional friend, or the occasional person who he respected, and others who he flat out wanted to protect. just never anything romantic.
this didnāt bother him, falling in love wasnāt his top priority or anything. his life has been one traumatic experience after the other. there was no time for him to be romantically involved with another, nor was he willing to take the risk of potential heartbreak that would add to his constantly growing list of traumatic events.
when he first met y/n l/n he acknowledged her as nothing more than another member of the survey corps. someone he would work with. someone he would train with. someone who he would give orders to if deemed necessary. someone who would join his team. someone he would slowly become more curious about. someone who would bring him feelings that he couldn't describe in words.
his plans had clearly gone astray.
y/n was supposed to be nothing more than a colleague, but somehow fate had much more in store. the young girl began to appear more and more in his life and before he could even process it, she was already apart of his team.
now that the they were spending almost everyday together, along with the rest of his team, levi had the opportunity to try to solve the mystery that was y/n.
there was something that he felt about her that he couldn't put into words. the way she was determined to save humanity and her friends, the way she poured everything she had into everything she did, the way she was strong in every aspect of the word, the way she got along with the rest of the team, the way she laughed, the way she smiled, the way she spoke, the way she moved, all of it. it all encapsulated him.
what is this emotion ? fascination ? curiosity ? these words werenāt completely right, but they safe enough for him to settle on for now.
yes, that's all. the brat just makes me curious because i don't understand her.
at least, that's what he told himself. but the tingles that remained on his skin from the place where she accidentally brushed up against him or the way his stomach felt after his eyes met hers or the way he noticed himself always wanting to be near her or the way he wanted to protect her more than anything in the world, said otherwise.
whatever message he wanted to send probably definitely was not passed on. when y/n accidentally brushed up against him he snapped back "watch it." when she made eye contact with him, it was more her meeting his eyes and him seemingly glaring back. when he took a few steps towards her to be closer, she felt paranoid, wondering if he was determining whether or not he should scold her for something. when she was on missions and he occasionally had to step in and save her tail, she felt like she was slacking.
truthfully in all these situations levi just resorted back to his true nature. he never meant any harm so clearly he wasnāt the best at expressing his feelings. henceforth, the three word phrase was foreign to him.
after all the many challenges that came with trying to understand each other, the couple finally got together. but despite being together, neither had said the 'L wordā yet.Ā
to be honest, y/n hadnāt dwelled on it too much. she had learned the best way to survive mentally was to live in the moment. when the time would come, the time would come, however, the thought that time wasnāt a guarantee gnawed at the back of her brain.Ā she always wondered how levi felt about the matter, but never got around to asking. little did he know heād once again find out for himself that time wasnāt a guarantee.
just like every other day, y/n awoke to levi placing a kiss on her forehead. he wished nothing more than to let the love of his life sleep late into the morning in their shared bed, safe from the dangers of the world, but there was another mission today in which he needed her by his side.
the plan was to head to the outskirts of wall rose to a forest that was known to be surrounded by titans. hanji convinced erwin to let her try to capture titans in the forest again, as it all but worked on the female titan. erwin agreed, not only because he too believed the survey corps had all the materials necessary to capture titans again, but also because he knew the scouts needed more real time practice in the forest. levi wasnāt happy to hear the commander refer to this as āpractice,ā since so many lives were guaranteed to be lost in the process, but there was nothing he could do about it.
with everyoneās approval and the preparations complete, they were off. the ride there had been as close to smooth sailing as possible, with erwin successfully rerouting the troops to avoid as many unnecessary collisions with titans as possible and a surprisingly low amount of abnormals in their path. but everyone knew the real problems would be up ahead.
in this area, the titans were mainly surrounding the thick trees in the forest. it wasnāt too far from the forest where they encountered the female titan so the layout of the jungle was fairly similar. a large path ran straight through the trees, leaving the scouts lots of opportunities.
before the forest itself came into view, the hoard otherworldly creatures showed up. the crowd of titans didnāt seem to be too bad, with none surpassing ten meters. a bit of the outer edges of the formation took a hit, but everyone else made it into the woods unscathed.
unlike the last time leviās squad was in the forest, their objective was not to be the bait. instead, they were to take to the trees and be on clean up duty. it was a little different from their normal clean up duty, as they werenāt doing chores around the castle or cabināthey were eliminating stray titans. the survey corps was only prepared to capture two titans, so any others that entered needed to be exterminated.
they werenāt the only ones with this job, but erwin placed them as the last hoop the titans had to get through before they were captured. any titans that escaped the first few groups were more likely than not going to be challenging, so they needed to be left with the most talented squad.
the eight scouts that made up leviās squad traveled the path that cut through the forest until they found the four trees in which they were to set up camp. levi and jean were on the first tree, armin and sasha on the one across from them, connie and mikasa on the next, and y/n and eren on the fourth. the formation placed y/n and levi diagonal from each other so they could each defend half of the younger scouts in their squad if necessary, as well as had the team in pairs that werenāt often together for even more practice.
the ground rumbled beneath the group as they looked down to see the first wave of soldiers acting as bait pass through. after some time and a few more waves, including hanji and erwin who were in charge of the traps, everyone passed through and the titans came into sight.
the ground troops had all reported that no abnormals or titans above ten meters made it in so they all relaxedāor relaxed as one can be when theyāre facing man-eating giants. levi recognized the last troop passing through and gave his second in command a nod which she returned, letting everyone else know it was show time.
the rumbling of the ground from the horses before was nothing compared to that of the titans. not counting the first two, there were nine titans in all. everyone gave a silent thanks to the squads who had narrowed down the hoard before it arrived to them.
finally, the first two titans ran past the trees leviās squad was hidden in, chasing the ground troops. with a loud ānow !ā from levi, the rest of them deployed from their hiding places. thanks to the squadās impeccable teamwork and countless hours of training in forests closer to home, the remaining seven titans were taken out without a hitch. y/n couldnāt help but feel a sense of pride as she watched her team improve with every mission and it was obvious they all felt the same way. the way they beamed and had to hold back their celebration was as a clear as day.
the team regrouped, with y/n checking the younger members for any life threatening wounds and levi double checking all the titans were taken care of. she had just finished examining sasha when levi came back and announced the next step of todayās plan. everyone was to head forward to meet the other troops and aid in getting the titans back to the walls. although the titans may be secured, there were still infinite possibilities for catastrophes that could happen so they needed all the backup they could get. the young cadets nodded in agreement then followed after levi as he took to the sky, with y/n tailing the rest of the group. if y/n and levi werenāt side by side during missions, this was always the formation everyone fell into. levi led the way, protecting the front of the party, and she acted as the caboose to make sure no one got left behind as well as to protect them from the back.
after a few failed tricks from eren as he tried to show off with his gear and a quick scolding from levi, the rest of the scouts came into view. the mission appeared to be a success. the final two titans were both apprehended, one nailed to the ground and the other bound in the air.
squad levi landed and began to greet everyone but didnāt get very far when hanjiās squeals flooded everyoneās ears.
the scientist was practically bouncing up and down as she came over. āsquad levi ! all in one piece, i see. let me show you what weāve done,ā she gushed, ushering all of them towards the titans.
it was no surprise she was so excited. she had been waiting for this day to arrive for ages, but levi still gave a quick ātch,ā under his breath out of annoyance which forced y/n to cover her mouth with her palm to stifle a laugh.
the eight, now nine, of them cranned their necks up to see the side of the beast that was hammered into the ground. the sight wouldāve been cruel if it were anything other than a titan, but remembering all the pain theyāve brought to each one of them, no one did so much as bat an eye. returning the focus back to hanji, everyone watched as she took a sharp inhale to prepare for her long ramble about how everything worked. lucky for y/n, before hanji could exhale, levi grabbed his partnerās arm and pulled her away.
he pulled her close so he could whisper in her ear, ācome on, letās go find erwin.ā
as much as she wanted to argue with him and tell him he was being mean, she really didnāt want to listen to hanjiās spiel that she had heard a million times over. a tiny pang of guilt struck y/n for leaving the other half of the squad behind forced to listen to her, but sometimes everyone has to take one for the team.
she threw a quick wave over her shoulder to the others, then followed levi, who was still holding her arm, as he dragged her through the crowd of other scouts who were just floating around, waiting for orders, until he finally spotted the commander.
the tall manās eyes fell upon the pair and he drew himself away from whomever he was speaking with to come greet them.
āah levi, y/n,ā erwin began. leviās expression stayed the same but y/n offered the man a small smile and wave which he returned with a nod. erwin was actually the one who recommended to levi that he should consider y/n to be apart of his squad, so she heavily credited him entirely with starting your relationship with levi (even if levi disagreed every time she told him this).Ā
levi and erwin fell into formal conversation, discussing the remainder of the mission, which left y/n realizing levi hadnāt really saved her from a talk youāve heard countless times before, but instead brought her into another one.Ā
hanjiās rambling would have been more interesting than this she thought to yourself as she began lazily scanned the small sea of scouts scrambling around, looking for a way to entertain yourself until the two men were done talking. one group in particular caught her eyes.
the soldiers seemed to be much more jittery than everyone else. they frantically looked amongst each other and towards the titan that hanji had just finished showing the rest of leviās squad, and seemed to be contemplating a solution to an unknown issue.
it was clear something was up.Ā
just as she placed her hand on leviās shoulder to bring his and erwinās focus over to the scene, the ground began to shake, which caught their attention for her.Ā
no one had time to react when dust flew up everywhere, obstructing everyoneās views so they couldnāt see where the loud crashes that followed came from. a strong force slammed into them, throwing them who knows how far into the air. the fear of hitting the ground barely had enough time to settle into y/n before everything went dark.
everyone in the vicinity had been sent flying into the air along, but levi was the first one to be up on his feet again. bringing his arms up to shield his eyes, he decided to stay where he was as the dust cleared so he could assess the situation and move on from there.Ā
the scene finally came into view; he gathered that the titan had ripped its arm through the nails that secured it to the floor of the woods, then flailed it around in an attempt to grab people. it made a clean sweep in the area that he was previously standingāall that was left were debris and broken wood planks from the compartments that were attached to the other titanās traps.
a wave of adrenaline passed through his body as he remembered who was with him. he needed to find not only erwin immediately, but also y/n. he reached down to grab the handles of his controller grip but froze instantly upon seeing what had just come into view as more of the dust cleared.
y/n was sprawled out on the ground, ODM gear tossed a few feet away from her body but more importantly, the titanās hand was hovering mere meters above her.
his pulse almost quickened twicehold, but it felt as though it heart had stopped in his chest. situations like this presented themselves to levi almost everyday of his life, but this was much different. in those, he was almost two steps ahead. he knew that by now he should be wrapping his arms around y/n and pulling her to safety at breakneck speed, or even better, he shouldāve shielded her from harm at the very beginning. but right now he couldnāt do so much as move his finger.
levi was completely inertāhis arms felt like they being weighed down by a ball and chain, his legs felt like they had grown roots into the ground that planted in him place. his throat ran dry and his stomach felt like it had just done a flip. the rest of him went numb while shock consumed his body, physically and mentally, rendering him entirely helpless.
images of isabel, farlan, petra, oluo, eld, gunther, and countless others all flashed before him, the same running theme echoed in his mindāhe wasnāt able to save them. all he had to do was pull back a single index finger. this would launch one of his anchors into the back of the titanās neck, sending him flying to slice its nape. but he couldnāt do it. the only thing he knew he had the power to do was watch helplessly as his partner would be eaten alive.
the shouts of others flooded his ears as his senses slowly began to return to him, but it didnāt matter. he couldnāt make out a thing. frankly he wished he could so he could break away from the things that occupied his mind now. shame. guilt. humiliation. fear. regret. he took for granted every moment he had ever spent with y/n. every smile she gave him. every time he embraced her. every kiss. every conversation they shared under the stars while everyone else was fast asleep. every opportunity he had but failed to tell her that heā
before he finished his thought someone finally broke through his trance. erwin was the one who was able to crack the surface and bring him back to life.Ā
the commander was shouting leviās name, hoping, praying, to wake him up from whatever was going on in his head.Ā levi was still unable feel his body, but he realized he was moving as the ground began to grow smaller. one of erwinās strong arms hooked around leviās middle and they were flying away from the chaos below. the commander spared a glance to levi to see the manās eyes were still trained on y/n.
the feeling returned to leviās body as he felt the pain of being thrown onto one of the thick tree branches surge through his body. not knowing how else to bring him back from the trance that wasnāt full broken, erwin had tossed off of him levi instead of placing him down gently.
he watched as levi scrambled up and expected him to yell back for throwing him, but the response was much different.
āwhere is she ??ā levi demanded. his eyes may have been on y/n the whole time, but his mind was elsewhere replaying scenes from the past. he had no idea if she had been eaten, or even survived the initial attack. the only think he saw was her body on the ground, unmoving.
āsafe,ā erwin confirmed. āhanji ran over just in time and got her. but what happened to you ?ā no one had ever seen levi freeze up the way he did. others believed it was just fear which made him seem a little more human to them, but erwin knew it was more than that.
throughout the years, erwin watched levi witness the deaths of those closest to him, and even then he was still able to act. but after seeing him go rigid, erwin was more than worried. it was clear levi went into shock, however, shock runs more than skin deep.Ā
this became even more evident to him as levi remained silent the entire way back to the walls. y/n was still unconscious, so one of the open carts was her escort. guilt continued to wash over levi as he wasnāt able to ride in the cart with her to monitor her closely because he had to ride his horse back. regardless, he stayed as close to the cart as possible and stole as many glances her way as he could.
if he had it his way, he wouldāve waited outside the infirmary for y/n when they arrived back home, but hanji and erwin practically dragged him to the mess hall to replenish his energy. this may or may not be skipping the part where levi was questioned about what happened, followed by him being chastised for his actions (or lack there of). levi could bare focus even though it was such a serious conversation. his mind was still a hazy mess. as much as hanji and erwin wanted to talk to levi more about the situtation, they knew it was best for the conversation to end there for the day. levi looked so shaken up that he could barely keep himself standing so the last thing he needed was to be yelled at more. the entire corps also made sure to steer clear of the man. he usually had all his emotions hidden but they were on full display now. it still scared the hell out of them.
but the fear alone wasnāt enough to stop them from whispering to themselves. word carried fast about how captain levi froze up and watched one of his squad mates almost die. the ones who only heard about the story instead of witnessing it couldnāt believe what they were hearing. the captain levi did nothing while one of his own almost became titan food ?Ā
hearing the whispers in passing, levi didnāt care that they were talking about him, but he was still affected. their words just made reality sink deeper into him. they werenāt the only ones who were unable to believe what happened. he really just watched helplessly as someone almost died. and it wasnāt just someone, it was his other half.
āhey levi ?ā hanji voiced, pulling him out of his head. levi didnāt bother looking up from his food that he had been staring at for the past few minutes to face her. the best he could to was give her a side glance as he peered at her from the corner of his eyes and waited for her to finish.
the glare he was sending her way made her blood run cold, but she took the hint and continued. āare you alright ?ā she asked in a small voice.
ādoes it look like iām alright ?ā he growled back, then went back to eating.
ājust wanted to ask,ā she added with an awkward laugh then turned to erwin who was on the other side of her. for once in her life she knew not to press any harder, but making levi upset wasnāt her intention. she was genuinely worried about him. hanji gave erwin a what do i do now ? look, hoping for some help, but erwin could only shake his head. he cared about levi just as much as she did, but he knew there was nothing either of them could do or say to make levi feel better. the only thing he needed was to see y/n.
at last, levi finished his dinner and excused himself to go find his partner. as his feet carried him at a quick pace across the stone floors of the many hallways in HQ, fear came back to his already grim mind. there was no word on y/nās condition so he assumed no progress had been made and she was still unconscious.Ā
needless to say, when he rounded the corner and saw her sitting on the bench right outside the infirmary swiveling her heels and tapping her toes together as if she was bored, shock overcame him once again, this time on a much lower scale. similar to just a few hours ago, he was frozen instantly upon seeing her. it was a much prettier sight this time, but it was still painful to see. the bandage that wrapped around her head peaked out from being any strands of hair that fell in front of her face, other wraps and patches plastered themselves across her arms and legs, and some purple and blue splotches peaked out from behind them. this was only the skin that was exposed. for once in his life levi didnāt want to think about what she looked like when she werenāt wearing any clothes. he made a quick mental note to later place tender kisses on all her bumps and bruises, and took of running towards her.
y/n had been discharged from the infirmary during dinner hours, so the halls has been quite empty as she sat outside alone, falling into boredom. when the first sounds of shoes hitting the ground entered her ears, she got a bit excited, but calmed herself down reminding herself it probably wasnāt him. but when the steps got quicker and louder, she finally let yourself look up to see up to see her partner was the source. there was no point in holding back anyone; her face visibly lit up and a wide smile placed itself on her lips. just like levi, y/n wanted nothing more in the entire world than to see him.Ā
he run turned to a jog then a complete stop as he halted in front of her. despite being so anxious to see one another, neither were really prepared. they just kinda...stared at each other, neither sure of the right words to say. levi decided to take the initiative. he opened his mouth, hoping something, anything, would come out, but his attempt fell flat. words just werenāt enough. instead, he lifted his arms and placed both hands gently on y/nās shoulders. she caught on quickly, standing up at the same time as he was pulling her into his arms for a tight embrace.
the pair remained silent in each otherās arms until y/n decided to take initiative this time and finally spoke. āis it true ?ā she mumbled against his neck, barely loud enough for him to hear.
as much as he had hoped the gossip would stay in the mess hall, levi knew that inevitably word would spread to her. someone must have told her everything that happened, leaving in every little detail about how levi made no moves to save her life, ending up having to be saved by hanji in the end.
based off his silence, y/n knew levi had a lot on his mind so she continued ādid you really freeze up?āĀ
he didnāt realize it, but he had tensed up at her words. it absolutely pained him to answer, but he couldnāt imagine the pain she were feeling.Ā
summing up his courage, he began to confirm the worst, but she pulled away before he could get more than a āyes,ā out. levi braced himself for the hurt expression that he would be faced with, knowing his heart would break instantly as she realized he truly did failed to protect her, but instead he was met with kind eyes and soft face.
the look on his face had utter disbelief written all over it as herĀ hands went up to cup his face that was now reddening. āare you okay?ā y/n asked softly. āim so sorry.ā
levi was beyond bewildered. he wanted her to be furious at him. yell at him. pull her soft hands back and strike him as much as she pleased. tell him he failed and that she couldnāt stand the sight of him. he knew he deserved it all and more, but he shouldāve known she would never do that. that wasnāt y/n.
he melted into her touch and placing one of his hand over one of hers that remained on his cheek. āi was terrified, y/n.ā
y/n finally gave him one of her beautiful smiles and giggled softly. āwhy were you scared ? i was the one who almost got eaten,ā she teased.
y/nās laughs had quickly subsided after seeing the serious look that had etched itself onto leviās face. ābecause you were in danger,ā he started.
āi donāt know what id do with myself if i lost you, i...ā
āi love you, y/n.ā
it was finally y/nās turn to get a taste of the shock that levi had been experiencing all day. she couldāve sworn her heart skipped a beat at his words, followed by butterfly wings tickling the inside of her tummy, her eyes widening and jaw falling slack. her hands slowly slipped from his face to instead place one of her palms on her chest to make sure her heart was indeed pumping at a regular pace.
levi, on the other hand, was not having a magical experience. y/nās reaction made him feel as though his feelings werenāt reciprocated despite having been together for so long. he started to get deeper into his head, negative thoughts starting to eat away at him once again, when she finally spoke.
āi love you too, levi,ā she breathed out, still too stunned to breathe properly.
levi had had enough of being unable to move for one day. one of his hands grabbed y/nās waist while the other found its way to the back of her head, as he kissed her roughly, which she eagerly returned. the way he felt her grin against his lips was enough to make all the pain and fear he had experienced that day worth it.
he couldnāt have asked for a better outcome to such a shitty day.
levi had finally learned how to say i love you and he thanked the stars every night following that day that y/n was the one who taught him how.
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Cal Kestis NSFW Alphabet
A/N: literally what am i doing writing this. i have tests i should be studying for. jfc this took so long to write, too.
warnings: self-explanatory
A = Aftercare (What theyāre like after sex)
Cal definitely wants to just hold you, he wants to talk about anything and everything with you. Heāll plant kisses on your lips and on the top of your head as you fall asleep, if you do. If you want a little bit of space, so be it. But if it was up to him, heād just lay there for hours and talk to you
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
Thighs! Iāve talking about this briefly in my other NSFW headcanon, but he really does love your thighs. He will always have a hand on them, always. He loves being between your thighs, whether thatās his head, hips, or hand.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basicallyā¦ Iām a disgusting person)
Heād prefer to finish inside of you, if he could and if it was possible. It makes less of a mess and being inside of you is the best feeling to him. Whether itās in your mouth or in your pussy is entirely up to you. Heās a simple man with simple needs.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Heās had fantasies of just watching you get yourself off. Doesnāt matter if itās having you do it in front of him or if itās watching you when youāre not aware of him watching. For some reason, this just strikes a nerve in him. Seeing your perfect body in that state from a farther view means everything to him.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyāre doing?)
Cal isnāt that experienced in this part of the relationships. While he is a quick learner, he hasnāt had any experience, which is what shocks you when you two decide to do it for the first time. He definitely hides his inexperience well.Ā
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying.)
The classic missionary or you on top of him, riding him. He prefers these because seeing your face as you reach climax is what getās him off the most. Knowing that he did that, that heās causing you such pleasure in that very moment. This is him being narcassitic or anything, but he can safely say that he caused this moment by himself, all him. If anything, it gives him reassurance.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Unless someone says something stupid or something stupid happens, heās fairly relaxed. Heās neither serious or goofy, rather a safe middle-ground. Sometimes if you make a snide remark, heāll make a funny one in return.Ā
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Cal keeps himself as groomed as he can, when he can. This being said, sometimes it is a little bit longer, but he never prefers it like this.Ā
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectā¦)
He is constantly praising you. Complimenting you, kissing you, running his hands along your body, and just being very physically affection and intimate. Iām like 98% confident he totally has a praising kink.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
Before stumbling across you, he wouldnāt masturbate as much, simply because he didnāt have the time, but he definitely did. However, whenever he met you, he made the time to be as intimate as possible with you. Cal will always find an excuse to get you two alone if itās been awhile and one if you is antsy.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Like I brought up in the other HC, he probably would choke you. Not entirely adding pressure and restricting bloodflow, but resting his hand on your throat, occasionally moving his fingers to readjust his grip and remind you of his presence there. Unless you tell him to add pressure, he wouldnāt do it on his own.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
In private and in a bed. At risk for being caught is a total mood killer for him. When he can get you alone in the Mantis, itās relieving and the best. When he can just ensure a private time, no interruptions, no one coming in, and nothing in the way.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Seeing you happy and carefree puts him in the mood. Whenever itās just the two of you, not focusing on the impending doom lurking ahead, it makes him just want to hold you so close and do everything he can with you. Itās quite romantic, really.
N = NO (Something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
Hurting you is something he would never do. Making you bleed, bruising you, etc., is just stuff that would turn him off. Seeing you in pain, even if it was pleasurable, just doesnāt sit right with him. Choking you is already toeing the line.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Heās always been a selfless person if you catch my drift. Eating you out and feeling your legs shake around his body is something he can never get enough of, either. Cal caught onto this skill quicker than anything else, which really caught you off guard.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
It depends. Cal definitely prefers to just savor the moment, but, if adrenaline is rushing and your both just really asking for it, it could be fast and rough. Most of the time though, itās slow and sensual, really sweet moments.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Like i said earlier, he prefers for you guys to take your time. However, if Cere and Greez are on their way back or went off to do something, he would be okay with doing a quickie every once in a while.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Cal loves experimenting with you. Trying new styles, maybe some kinky stuff, but usually not that often since you guys donāt really have time to do it that often, anyways. Risks at being caught are also something he tries to avoid at all costs, but weāve already covered this.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastā¦)
Tbh i feel like he could go quite a few rounds, but most of the time you guys would be lucky to get like two in. Cal always makes you first priority though, making sure that you always finish first if time does get cut short.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
I donāt really have much to say on this other than that he prefers to get you off with his own body, making you finish with another object is something heād try if you wanted to, but his first choice is to always use his hands, his mouth, his cock, or hell, maybe even having you get off from just riding his thighs. (yup i now firmly believe Cal is into thigh-riding)
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Cal is the BIGGEST little shit. In theory, if you guys had all the time in the galaxy, heād tease the shit out of you. Heād touch you so gently, dragging kisses out, dragging out movements, and just getting on your last nerve. He would love to just have you melt underneath him when you beg, but since this isnāt really an option, heāll instead make snide and dirty remarks throughout the day. Heāll barely graze your skin where itās super sensitive, make kisses last a little longer than they should, and overall making you really desperate for him by the time you two can be alone.Ā
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Heās just barely loud enough for you to hear, itās never loud moans and groans, just quiet little grumbles in the back of his throat. As he gets closer to finishing, he gets a little louder, not by much, but just a little.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Thigh-riding. Yes. yes. yes. If he was being a little shit one night and was in the mood to tease you, heād force you to get off from riding his thighs alone. Occasionally, heād bounce it or move it align with your movements, but itād be mainly up to you. He would just stare at your hips as they moved so perfectly and watching your face change as you slowly got yourself off.
X = X-Ray (Letās see whatās going on in those pants, picture or words)
I donāt really think thereās any special about him in this aspect, heās quite average. In no way is he lacking though, heās packing, but just the average amount of packing.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
He could go whenever, but itās usual after intense missions or after just dying probably. Just whenever he has a lot of adrenaline is what really makes him want to get going.
Z = ZZZ (ā¦ how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
If it was a long day, heād fall asleep a few minutes after. However, if you wanted to stay up, heād talk your ear off. Like i said earlier, if heās gonna stay up with you, heās gonna want to just talk to you about everything. This man is in love wit you, he has so much to say and so little time.
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Birthday
Summary:Ā could you do a hs losers x reader where the readers new to town and hates her bday bc each year her past friends and family had always forgotten or did nothing so when richie finds out her bdays coming up he tells the losers and they all plan a special surprise party and richie saves up and gets her something super special and the losers r all like wow heās never gotten anyone anything like this b4 so she finds out that he likes her or something so itās like the best bday sheās ever had
Richie bikes swiftly passed you, faster than he usually does, which can only mean heās trying to surpass you. You barely refrain from flipping him the bird in public, as you too throw your weight into peddling. Itās no use, Richie is more athletic than you by a long shot, and heās been practicing with Eddie for track. Youāll never be able to catch up with him with no viable effort.
āYou asshole,ā you yell out to him, noticing an elder woman pledging through her yard too late to stop your exclamation. She regards the both of you with malcontent, stabbing her hark too brutally in the soil of her allotment for it to be a coincidence.
āNot my fault your short legs canāt reach the peddles.ā
You growl, lifting up from your saddle to race faster, but Richie sees you do it and does nothing but laugh.
Any other time you might give him hell for it, but today, you are in no mood to indulge in Richieās escapades.
Itās your birthday, and while for most that equalizes a fun day stacked with presents and cake, to you it stands for a day full of misery.
Your birthday is cursed. And no, that is not you being dramatic. At your ninth birthday, your cake got slammed into floor, therefor ruing the gift your parents had been working on for weeks, and which was their only present.
At age ten, you fell off your brand new bike into a ravine and had to go to the hospital to get eleven stitches. On your fourteenth birthday, you and your parents got into such a huge fight they send you up to your room and forbad you from sneaking down at any point in the day.
There are more examples to back up your claim for the terrible birthdays, but you have tried to desperately block them all out, so you wonāt rehash them.
Thatās why your so peeved that Richie is forcing you to the quarry.
āIf you could tell me where Iām supposed to be going to bet u could find a short cut and be there faster than you.ā
āNice try Dora, Iām not telling you anything. Itās a surprise.ā
āAlright, I get two attempts. If I canāt guess where weāre going, Iāll do your homework for a week.ā
āAnd if you do guess it?ā
āThen you owe me a favor and no matter for what reason I cash it in, you donāt get to complain.ā
āFine, bring it miss know it all.ā Richie slows down to slide next to you, the wind picking up as the two of you descend down the mountain. His smile is mischievous and cheeky, probably too confident to think youāll be able to reckon the spot he has in mind.
If only he knew that you had limited the possibilities to two places, the exact amount of guess you were granted.
āHm, are we going to the arcade?ā Your first theory is. Richie doesnāt have anything on him right now, except pennies that have been rinkeling inside his pockets the entire bike ride, the only thing he needs to go to the arcade.
Richie smirks, and shakes his head. āTry one my dear, may I say that the odds arenāt in your favor right now?ā
His impressive ego in the way he taunts you with the right answer fuels your desire to be right. āAre we going to the Barrens?ā You sing, smiling wide as Richieās shrinks.
āEh, no?ā He says, but he sounds petulant. āFuck this shit, what gave it away?ā
āA girl never reveals her secretsā, you say covertly, forgetting momentarily about the agitating day. You suspect that might have been Richieās intention.
Itās not like the Barrens is such a stretch in the first place, the losers and you have made that place your own, but you do hypothesize that he may have planned something special for you.
Your theory turns out to be true, as you can spot a long table at the end of the dirt path you and Richie are currently riding on to get to the clubhouse. The table is stacked with a variety of candies, your favorite, drinks that are sweet enough to rot your teeth, something Richie should be more aware off - having a dad who is a dentist-, and a giant cake with eight candles on. Each one representing a loser.
You say nothing as you approach, in a sneaky way torturing Richie a bit more before revealing that youāre at the verge of tears of this nice gesture. Richie slows down his speed by dragging his shoes along the dirt, glances darting nervously towards your face.
āI know you said no parties, but how else was I supposed to show off my rocking dance moves?ā
āDo you mean the moves you make that look like youāre dying?ā Stan chides, him and the rest of the losers rolling up behind you two. Theyāre all walking next to their bikes, and Billās hands are smudges with cake residue he somehow missed while cleaning up. They didnāt want to be here before you and ruin the āsurpriseā, but itās clear everyone has worked hard to organize this for you.
āFuck you Stan the man, the color green doesnāt fit you.ā
āHappyā, Bev grounds out, leveling Richie with one look, the way only Bev can, and then address you. āBirthday.ā She hugs you despite you still holding your bike, and you let it clatter to the ground with a loud bang.
āThanks Bev.ā
āHappy Birthdayā, the other losers also call out, because thereās just too many of them for each to wait their turn.
āWe hope you donāt mind we donāt have any presents, we spend basically all of it getting ingredients for the cake, which we had to redo- twice.ā
They donāt offer any other explanation about why the cake had to be remade two times, but by Eddieās scowl you can fill in the blanks.
āNo, honestly, this is already too much.ā It is too much, but their efforts are so kind and heartwarming that you have to bit back a happy squall. No one has ever bothered to organize anything for your birthday, whether it be purchasing a two dollar present or even ordering a cake, but these people that you had met less then a year ago were willing to scramble together all the money they could, just so they could turn your day special. Thank god for moving to Derry.
For the first time in years, your birthday has brought smiles and laughter, and no tears and weeping moods.
āNonsense my dearest young lady, this is but a blip on our radar, a speck of dust on the tv, nothing compared too-ā
āCan we please cut the cake now? Before something else goes wrong with it?ā Eddie glowers, refuting to wait for an affirmative.
āDonāt forget the candles,ā Ben says as he follows Eddie to the table. Youāre about to join them, when a hand on your wrists stops you.
āHey, Y/N? You really donāt mind this right? I know you said you didnāt want anything but I know how nice it is be caught off guard with something like this.ā Richie rubs the back of his head as if that makes him see any less anxious. Itās incredible how smart someone can be while simultaneously also being so dense.
āRichieā, you say as you smile, unable to hide it any longer. āItās amazing, thank you so much. If there is any way I can repay you Iāll do that. Iām really happy with this.ā
āThatās good, not that I was worried about it, who isnāt a fan of everything I do?ā
Rolling your eyes only spurs Richie on, but itās become an automatic response now, you canāt help but do it.
āOh, I almost forgot. I did get you another gift. Two actually, if you count my huge dong as one.ā
āGross Richie, why do you always have to add something sexual to everything?ā
āItās my game babe, love it or leave it. Anyway, here is the gift if you want it. If you donāt thatās fine too.ā
āDonāt get all shy on me now Richā, you tease as your bump your arm into his while grabbing the package. āIāve just gotten used to your antics.ā
The package isnāt heavy, but it also isnāt light. Itās wrapped in enough layer that you canāt feel whatās inside of it just by holding it, but that was probably Richieās intention. That or he is simply horrible at wrapping up.
While you carefully peel off each layer, you begin to speculate on what it could be. It could be a gag gift, but Richie looked sincere, and his eyes behind his glasses are magnified in true anticipation, a gag gift wouldnāt illicit that response.
As soon as the final layer is detached, you gasp, armored by the actual gift. Itās a blue bracelet, covered in butterfly pattering. You once mentioned having a similar one as a kid that you loved but lost one day while playing outside and had been sad about for weeks.
You canāt believe Richie had kept it in his mind, and had gone out to look for it.
āRichieā¦ I donāt even know what to say right now.ā You exclaim, squeezing the bracelet in your hand tightly, a blush covering your face. Richieās mimics yours. āThank youā, you say while reaching out to him and kissing him on the cheek. Richie face burns a brighter red.
āYeahā¦ glad to be of service.ā His mind is ball parks away, and he is left dazed.
āCome on Y/N, itās time for you to blow out the candles.ā
You go easily, letting your hand linger around Richieās, deciding mentally that youāll do it tonight before you go home. Your birthday has already been better than anything you could have imagined, and maybe it has one more miracle left to give. If Richie says yes to your question about going on a date, then this will truly have been the best birthday you have every had. By the love struck expression Richie is walking around with, you have an inkling as to what his response might be.
You blow out your candles, but you donāt need to make a wish. You already have everything you could possibly want.
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āOff course that asshole buys her a gift, but never returns the money I loaned him so long ago. Iām not a fucking bank.ā
āI think itās cute.ā
āNo, Eddie is right, Iām also waiting on my refund.ā
āItās adorable he bought her something, he really canāt hide his crush anymore.ā
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Hey uhm first of all I just wanna say, your fics are really good!šā¤ secondly, I appreciate the amount of effort you put in to your fics so thank you so much!
How about having an argument with Zoro, Sanji, Ace and Law and f!s/o accidentally says "i hate you", what would their reaction be like?
Angst but fluff and comfort ending if u may omg agsjsvs
N e wayz, have an amazing day bub!ā¤š„ŗ
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Hello softiebadbitch :) ! love this name.
I wasn't really sure how to add 4 readers into one story but I think I found a good solution.
It's clear to me that you wanted to have 4 separate stories but this would have been too long for one post and you can't use one request for several posts.. sadly.
Hope this fixed it - I made one general story and continued with 4 different endings. All of them are in the reader version but the 'extra girlfriends' have their specific names to not make it too complicated.
Kind of like this way of writing.. wouldn't mind more requests like this :) !
Thanks for letting me explore this new style even though it probably wasn't intended.
And thank you so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it <3 especially because I don't know if anything I write is good enough for Tumblr or literally any request.
Thank you, thank you, thank you <3 !
- Ace x reader
- ZoroxRey, SanjixAna, LawxValeria (if one of these names is yours.. you're welcome)
- 2,774 words (but it's a 4 in 1 story)
- lovey-dovey, little pain in our chest, signs of smut, still SFW, cute moments
Spending some girl-time with your closest best friends was a really rare occasion after spending years on many pirate ships. Especially bonding with female human beings was hard.
But since you were dating Ace, you finally got the chance after meeting his friends. Some of them were already in a relationship with their current partners and the rest just started dating.
After a successful shopping day, you spend the rest of the evening in the fanciest diner on this island and booked a whole room just for you and your better halves.
The men were probably still training or doing something unimportant, but none of you cared.
"Can you believe the guy from the bakery? He dared to follow us around just to carry our bags..?", Rey laughed and finished her second glass of wine.
"Just please don't tell Sanji about it. He is already heartbroken because I went shopping without him.", Ana pouted and sighed a bit sad.
You rolled your eyes, "Stop whining. This is the first time after eight months that we could hang out together. And we didn't have to worry about carrying something."
"Plus, the guy seemed to be really into you, Ana.", Rey smirked and gave her a flirty wink.
"Stop saying that! Sanji could come here any minute! You know how jealous he can get!", Ana warned Rey and glared at her.
This was the worst timing ever.
"Jealous? Why?! Did anyone touch you?!", Sanji's eyes were already in flames and he almost teleported himself to his girlfriend after hearing these words.
The men decided to join you all on the right - or maybe wrong? - time and chose to mock the conversation.
"Probably some weird girly things, we don't wanna know about.", Ace grinned and sat down right in front of you. The men sat down on the other side of the table and didn't even choose to greet them with a hug or a kiss, except for Sanji, who could barely let his fingers of Ana.
You raised an eyebrow at Ace's comment, "What?"
"Just kidding! You had probably something important to talk about.. like which nail color you're supposed to get next week.", Ace added and high-fived Zoro.
"Or what hairstyle you should make to match your earrings!", Zoro couldn't stop laughing at his own comment.
Ace turned to Law for another high five but he just glared at the topless pirate.
"What? You're leaving me hanging like this?!"
"Don't drag me into this.", Law turned away from him and faced Valeria, who seemed pleased by his answer.
The others were not though.
You were still confused by Ace's behavior but slowly understood that he tried to be as manly as possible in front of the others.
Sanji sat down on his place after failing to convince Ana to have her sit on his lap.
"What do you mean? An hour ago you were talking about how Valeria tried to draw her eyeliner but ended up looking like a panda!", Ace laughed and high-fived Zoro again, who seemed to feel a bit unsure about Ace's comment now.
Rey looked down at her drink, already realizing how quickly the mood changed since they started making fun of all of you.
Valeria was shocked. She didn't know how to respond and just shook her head, ignoring Law's desperate look on his face.
"That's enough, Ace.", you talked silently and poured yourself some wine, not caring about the waiter offering to do it for you.
"What.. I-", Ace froze after seeing your face. It pained him to see you being disappointed and he didn't know how that happened.
"I am sorry if I have offended anyone.. we were just talking.. ", he cleared his throat and began to feel uncomfortable. He didn't see that coming.
"Then maybe you should stop it", you were still not able to look up.
"Stop what? Talking?"
"Yes.", your eyes flashed up to him now. He didn't expect to see the anger in them. Ace has never seen that glare directed at him. It felt way too painful.
"Okay, everyone. Let's calm down now and enjoy this dinner.", Sanji tried to cool down the situation and looked at the food, which didn't look good enough for his girlfriend.
"Gonna be hard when you're here.", Zoro commented under his breath and was already eating his meal.
"Huh?!", Sanji clenched
his teeth and tensed all his muscles to not smack Zoro for that comment.
"Can you just calm down, you two?!", Ana took a deep and annoyed breath, trying to stay calm in this uncomfortable scenario.
Ace couldn't stop but to look at you, ignoring him now.
"Valeria-"
"Don't.", she stopped Law from whatever he was trying to say.
Everyone was quiet. Nobody was eating.
"..anyone want some extra bread?", the waiter whispered and stood behind you, holding up a basket with fresh bread.
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Ace x reader
When you arrived in the room of your hotel, you still didn't dare to say a word. You were still furious about his behavior, especially because this wasn't the first time he dared to say something like that.
"(Y/N), I am-"
"I don't want to hear it."
"Please, just let me-"
"I said, that I don't want to hear it.", you hit your jacket onto the bed and let go of it a few seconds after.
Taking a deep breath, Ace pressed his lips together and didn't know what to say or do. You two never had a fight like this and he feared to say something wrong, which would make you leave him.
"I don't want us to go to bed angry.", he whispered sadly and stepped closer to you.
You just froze and closed your eyes, trying to remain calm. "You always do this.. every time you make fun of something I do. I stopped talking about my hobbies and literally anything that makes me happy and you caught a glimpse of us having fun, and immediately you chose to mock it..."
Ace frowned at that and thought back to all the times he tried to have fun with you. He never understood any of your hobbies or what girls liked, which is why he tried to spend some time with you by making jokes but it never occurred to him that it was actually hurting you.
"Why did you never tell me that? I didn't know that it hurt you.."
"Because I shouldn't need to tell you! I hate when you try to make fun of me or other people like that! You literally took the joy of me doing my hair, trying to learn how to skateboard or even baking muffins! I hate this, I hate the fights and I hate yo-"
Both of you froze right on your spots.
"Oh my God..", tears were rolling down your eyes and your knees weren't able to support you any longer. You immediately went down to your knees and hid your face in your hands. "I didn't want to say this.. it slipped.. I don't hate you, Ace!"
Your heart was aching at what you were about to say.
Ace didn't feel any better. He sat down right next to you and watched you wiping your tears away. "I have caused this... I am sorry, (Y/N).. This will never happen again, I promise. I just wanted to be a part of something in your life.", he took a deep breath and pulled you onto his lap. "I will find another way. Just please.. don't hate me."
You shook your head and hugged him tight back, hiding your face in his neck and never ever letting him go.
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Zoro x Rey
Zoro came out of the shower, just a towel around his hips and water still dripping down his naked chest. This was usually a sight, which made you jump right onto him but not this time.
The pirate hunter had hoped for you to fall for it because he was really bad at apologizing but he knew you had a stronger will than him. He would have fallen for it.
You were already in bed, cuddled into your pillow and ignoring him professionally.
"Rey.. I can feel that you're not sleeping.", Zoro approached the bed and sighed when you didn't respond.
"..are you mad at me?", he whispered now carefully.
You raised an eyebrow at this provocative question and pressed your lips together, trying not to give back a stupid answer. But your mouth responded faster than your brain.
"No, I am super happy about today's events. We can repeat that tomorrow again, if you feel like making fun of women-things.", you added in a sarcastic tone.
"So.. that's a yes?"
You turned around, the pillow tight in your grip and pulled the pillow with a loud thud onto his face. When you took the pillow away, you narrowed your eyes at his provocative smirk.
"Definitely, yes."
"Shut up.", you sighed and were about to turn around again but he grabbed your wrist and pulled you to the other side of the bed until you were facing him.
"Stop running away from your problems all the time, lady."
"I really hate when you are doing this!", you tried to free your arm from his grip.
"What?"
"Using your strength to make me do whatever you want to!"
"This is literally the reason, why you started dating me. Because I am not a weakling, who gets dragged by everyone like your stupid exes. But if you really hate it, then that means you must hate me
too, right?", he leaned forward, making sure not to miss any sort of reaction in your eyes.
You looked at him surprised and didn't know what to say. After a few seconds, you shook your head and sighed a bit. "I couldn't hate you for being you. I hate the fact that you're making fun of girl-things all the time."
"Alright, I'll stop then.", Zoro promised and let go of your hand. He turned around and went to the pile of washed clothes on the couch to pick out something to sleep in.
Right.. I forgot how easy it can be in a relationship. You talk, promise and go on.
Not believing what he just did, your brain had a thousand thoughts about what would happen during this night but it did not involve any sort of clothes.
You stood up, went to him, and pulled away his towel.
Zoro turned around, surprised by your decision, "Oj.. bad girl."
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Sanji x Ana
After this emotional and very unusual dinner, you decided to have some tea. Sanji was still in your bedroom preparing a bath for you even though you've told him that you weren't in the mood for it.
You hid in the kitchen and cooked some water, while preparing the rest. While you were looking for the honey, which he was hiding from Luffy, Sanji entered the kitchen.
"Oj, what are you doing?", he approached you and immediately figured that you were making some tea.
"Just something to warm myself up with a sweet taste.", you smiled a bit exhausted and felt Sanji's arms around you in an instant.
"I am sorry for today.. I know that I promised you to not get triggered because of that marimo but his bare existence is to annoy me.", Sanji tried to brighten the mood and gave you a soft kiss on your head.
"No, it's okay.. I am already used to it. I just wanted to have a chill day with the girls and this fight kind of ruined everything again.", you shrugged and leaned softly onto him, enjoying his muscular arms supporting you.
"Oh.. so you don't hate me, right?"
You laughed softly. The relationship had only just begun and Sanji had to question every move of yours.
"I could never...", you looked up to him and kissed his warm lips softly, forgetting about everything that had happened in the last hour.
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Law x Valeria
Law used his room ability to create a bubble surrounding the two of you. He carefully stepped closer and put his arm around your waist only to see you turn your head away from him.
He tensed his jaw, trying to hide the sudden strike of pain in his chest and just decided to ignore it for now.
"Shambles."
You found yourself in your and Law's bedroom. After a few seconds, you just freed yourself from his arm and went straight into the bathroom, locking yourself in.
Law just stood there, not knowing what to do or say. He had definitely hurt your feelings but he didn't know how to apologize for it.
"Val..", he closed the distance slowly to the door and tried to listen to whatever you were doing inside. It sounded like you were throwing something away and sniffling quietly. Fuck..
"Valeria.. what are you doing?"
"Cleaning.", your response was sharp.
Law knew that he was a genius, who could solve the hardest puzzle on this planet or even have a detailed discussion with Robin, but even Luffy or Kid would have been able to figure out what you were doing right now.
"Stop throwing away your things. I like it when you put on your make-up."
"Are you sure about that? Or are you going to call me a dog or a salamander the next time you talk to others?!", you wiped away your tears and threw away the rest of the make-up, which you bought today.
"Stop overreacting. I was just talking about your eyeliner the other day and you hated it too. Take out the make-up again and forget about it.", he sighed and knew that this wasn't something he should say but he also knew that it would trigger you enough to get out of the bathroom.
"You know what-!", you opened the door harshly and stepped out, pointing your index finger at him.
Law had a hard time hiding his cheeky smile because he already knew you well enough.
"I hate what you're doing! Always talking about me behind my back! I hate
you for it!", you crossed your arms at your chest and took a deep breath, trying to control the last brain cells, which are still able to hold you back from kissing his cheeky smirk.
The pirate captain raised an eyebrow at that and needed a second to choose his next words wisely. "Did you just tell me that you hate me?"
"I said that I hate you for it! Not that I hate you!"
"This is literally the same..", Law tilted his head a bit and couldn't quite accept that.
"I hate it when you talk about me behind my back before talking to me personally. You were the first one to say 'I love you' but not directly to me.. no! You said it to Bepo first and he told me. Then you said that you preferred my soft cookies more than the brownies but again: you didn't tell me! You told Sanji! And to the newest 'Law is a wimp and can't tell his girlfriend anything personally', you told the boys that I looked like a damn panda!"
"But a cute one..", Law smirked now and stepped closer, putting his hand on your cheek softly. You were just about to smack it away but Law was faster.
He pushed you against a wall within a second and pressed his body against yours. His hand rested on your neck and he pressed his thumb against your chin, forcing you to look up at him.
"Say it again, Valeria..", he purred your name in his dangerously sexy voice. "Say that you hate me."
You frowned at his reaction and didn't really understand how this turned him on. "No, you weirdo."
"Say it.", he commanded now and leaned closer to you, your lips barely touching.
"Make me.", your last brain cells just said their goodbyes.
A harsh sound of him pulling out his belt appeared beside you and you couldn't look away. His eyes were focused on yours as if he'd die if he'd miss anything for a second.
"Don't tell Bepo.. but you're my favorite panda."
"You fucking... I really hate you now.", you spoke through your teeth and tried to push him away.
The most heartwarming laugh escaped Law's lips and he immediately locked his lips with yours, not giving you a chance to respond to him laughing.
Law pulled your arms behind your back and tied them with his belt.
"That's my girl.", he whispered in between your kiss and didn't let go of you for the rest of the night.
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Hi! Aaaaa it says reqs are open so? Dbdbbff could i pls request the twins suna and kita with a trans male autistic s/o? Like headcanons on how they interact with him or whatever u want really tbh jdndfnn just ignore this if i did it wrong and sorry if i was specific enough. Ty in advance!
Ā Kita, Suna, Atsamu, Osamu with an autistic trans male s/o
Hi hi random ask again fnfnf so u said u prob might take a while to get around to my request so i figured if i sent this ask in to give further detail it wouldnt like really screw with anything bc u havent started working on it yet? Presumably? Hdhdhf when i sent my req in i didnt really have anything specific in mind outside of general autism but! I did think of more details that i havent seen really talked about in general (in all kinda autism content and discussions ngl) so uh what do u think about adding to my request "low functioning" s/o like cant go to school or get a job bc its just so stressful and s/o cant cope type stuff (bc whenever theres autism representation its always the more "higher functioning" end of things which is like not everyones autism? Like its like that very one dimensional type of autism rep when theres so many different ways it affects ppl and - i am not going to go on a rant in an ask jesus christ im so sorry djdhfh) and dealing with some rejection sensitivity dysphroia/rsd?? Bc these are topics that dont really get covered and all fnfnfn its ok if u dont want/cant add this to my req tho im sorry for just randomly springing more details on you dhdhfb also sorry this is really long and wordy and if its hard to understand i tried to write it in a way thatd make sense dnfjf i just wanted to send this for your consideration ok ty! Sjdjfh šš š
A/n - Just as a heads up I try to keep my blog as functioning label free as possible cus they lowkey make me uncomfy (donāt worry I didnāt have it in my rules so it's okay!) Iāll explain why they make me uncomfy/ why I hate them in a different post if anyone wants to know why.Ā
Kita Shinsuke
Ā Ā This man always has a stim toy. Realistically he probably has a little pouch in his book bag that he carries with him everywhere that is just full of stim items. Thereās a stress ball , a fidget cube and a few other things
Whenever you feel dysphoric he will literally remind you about how handsome you are. I mean like stand you in front of the mirror and point out all of his favorite parts of you
Definitely reminds you to be kind to your body and your brain cus theyāre doing the best they can
If he has to cancel plans with you he always makes it up to you and tells you that heād rather spend time with you.
Kita is so understanding and caring. He understands that school and work arenāt really an option for everyone for different reasons and he definitely understands that both are designed for neurotypical people.
Suna Rintaro
Rin keeps an extra pair of headphones on him at all times for if you get overwhelmedĀ
If you ever mention to him that youāre going to sleep or if he sending you a good night text he always reminds you to take off your binder
Sometimes he wants to hangout with the team and has to turn you down. He knows RSD can make turning down spending time together feel like a kick in the face so he always promises to spend time with you later and tell you he loves you
If you ever have a low spoons + dysphoria type of day heās coming over and spending time with you in bed. Heās bringing some of your favorite snacks/drinks/food and one of his hoodies that still smell like him.Ā
His love language is quality time so he probably takes you on a lot of dates. Especially if they have something to do with your special interest or hyper fixation
Miya Osamu
He learns how to cook all of your safe foods just the way you like it.
Every morning you are greeted with a kiss to your temple and a sleepy Osamu grumbling a soft āgood morning handsomeā to you.
He understands that work isnāt really for you. But, sometimes heāll take you with him to the onigiri shop with him to keep him company.Ā
This man would move heaven and earth to see you happy everyday without hesitation.Ā
Heās super responsive to all boundaries you have. Donāt want to be touched or cuddled a certain way? Okay. Need him to give you space after a meltdown/shutdown or on extremely dysphoria days? No problem.
Miya Atsumu
If you are nonverbal/semi verbal he definitely made you communication cards. He gave them to you for either an anniversary or your birthday and they are super well done. Theyāre laminated their color coated and theyāre just lovely
Heās such a good listener. He could listen to you talk all day and never get tired. Whether itās you just talking about insecurities while in bed together or him listening to you talk about a hyperfixation/ special interest you know heās always willing to listen.Ā
Insecurities who??? Not with Atsumu around. If he is not kissing away your insecurities heās making you ālaugh away the bad vibesā.Ā
He always reminds you how much he loves you. He literally will not leave for practice until he gets a kiss and tells you he loves you, itās gotten him in trouble for being late a few times but he always says heād do it again. (and he always ends up doing it again)
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[ BROKEN RECORDS ; asks ]Ā
š ā love letter from @kyriaanā
from track 007.Ā
Okay okay im still kinda meh'ish' but i really wanted to answer you so š ill try to compile both my answer to your answer on my love letter and my hyped review on track 7 <3 so yeah another long ass rant from me š©šSuki... Suki pls I totally forgot Tsumu had a crush on us Suki... And then poor Tsumu ir there sulking cause he still likes u- JFBFBDVDVSJCHDHSIA omfg i wanted so much to hug him my baby I like him so much š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ and he was trying so hard to behave while just sitting there sad fhfhfvbbshsjfhbdjaofhffhsoshd TSUMU YOU'RE STILL IN MY TOP 3 BABY š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗšššššššĀ
And then you throw the whole dancing scene with suna and I dont know whos on my top 3 anymore ššššššššššššš SUKIIIIIIII THAT SCENE ALONE GJGJBFBSJCNFNKSOSNF OMFG IM FALLING SO HARD FOR SUNA I THINK? I think my top 3 had 4 dudes in it cause 3rd place has Suna and Atsumu tied?? Hfhfbfbfhdhsja I CANT PICK?? BUT BUT I WAS FEELING STUPIDLY DOWN WHEN READING THAT AND THAT SCENE ALONE MADE ME FEEL SO SOFT IT WAS SO CUTE AND OMG IF SUNA DID THAT TO ME I WOULD DROP ON MY KNEES AND ASK HIM TO MARRY ME CAUSE OMFGGGFFFF DUDE EVEN WENT AHEAD AND SAID THAT WHOLE 'HES GOING TO BE ONE LUCKY GUY'
Oh shit im crying again that scene lets me emotional šššš someone get me a sunrin irl pls
Anyways the way that suna knows y/n is just.... FUCKING END UP TOGETHER ALREADY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST JBVSHSJBEHSISJ
Also how powerful are we?? HOW FUCKING POWERFUL ARE WE TO SCORE SUNA KITA AND TSUMU?? ARE YOU GONNA TELL. ME IF OIKAWA MOFO TOORU APPEARED HE WOULD ALSO BE ON HIS KNEES FOR US?? (okay no wait... No nooo i would legit drop anyones ass for tooru hes that powerful for me like sorry suna was fun but TOORU)
Yo nah but the whole Kita sex scene- let me breath bestie LET ME BREATH CAUSE I WAS HOT BUT AT SAME TIME I WAS FEELING GUILTY šššš ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WAS FEELING DISAPPOINTED NEXT DAY LIKE KITA PLS BABY WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING?? š¬š¬š¬š¬ But at same time his 'ill fuck the thought of him out of you tonight' I ALMOST MOANED YASSSSS TELL ME DADDY HOLY SHITTTTT
šššš Still not a kita simp āļøāļøš¤āļø
Okay Kita deserves the best tho I mean okay he went there as a y/n mom's plan but he did ended up helping alot... Especially cause he knows no matter what y/n heart will always be suna's and pls give Kita the best ending possible cause he deserves someone who will trully love him and show him the world cause mah boy deserves it
*breaths in breaths out* i hated this scene- not in a bad way but shit i hate rejections... To the point im kinda afraid of confessing now cause i despise the feeling of being rejected... The best i can descrive it it like this coldness in your chest that descends your whole body and then you feel frozen in place.. Thats how it feels for me I hate it I absolutely despise it- its also the feeling i have when in a really bad situation and ugh...
The suna part made. Me feel this no matter how many times i reread it the feeling doesnt lessen it keeps being there cause (okay you probably are tired already of me saying this but) Suki I feel like I cant put it in words how much of a fucking good of a writer you are. Ill go ahead and say you are by far my favorite writer the fact i always feel so engaged and the fact i always feel like im there its just- it blows my mind.
I felt like suna was personally rejecting me and i hated it- i swear the moment he said prove it I almost screamed HOW? My brain had to take a moment to just slap me and say: 'kya you reading this is not happening chill-' cause i was already sobbing uncontrollably... I even whimpered the dont leave me š¬ my sadass went to bed feeling so sad thanks to suna... Man i wanted so much to hug him and i swear i would give him as much love as he gave y/n cause well i kin suna alot in this series cause im like that im a giver i treat others the way i would like to be treated (reason why ive been down lately āļæ½ļæ½ļæ½) and i cant blame suna for finally setting boundaries- his call tho 'do i not stand a chance with you anymore y/n? Are you really not capable of falling in love with me?".... Oh suna... We are in love with you.. We always were we're just fucking stupid š©
Also mari pls go jump off a cliff <3 youre in need dear cause sleeping with other man just to separate suna and y/n <3 i want so much to punch her šš
Now for the love letter part (im so sorry for this being so long āļø)
You said that if we asked suna he woukd say that he genuinely loved mari okay... Ill go ahead and say yes he liked mari he even learned how to love her and he genuinely cared for her BUT and heres where my personal view comes in so maybe ill be biased here still for me that was just a he loves her as in he cares you also love your friends and care for them but he didnt love her- and by this I mean- he could never be fully committed for her. Yes he loved her and he felt happy with her but like track 7 proved everything he would do in the back of his mind was y/n he deeply wished Mari was her and for that he just loved Mari cause he learned how to care about her- but he never forgot who he trully was in love it. Also the happiness he experienced with Mari was pretty much the one I experienced the bliss of having someone there and that bliss also made suna turn a blind eye to all the red flags from Mari cause to him all the jealousy meant she cared and thats toxic but suna was so desperate for some sort of 'she cares' that even all the possessiveness was bliss for him... And that makes my heart clench for suna...
'suna had to put an effort for the relationship' and saddly i feel like mari didnt... Mari didnt care mari was there because she was a fangirl of suna and got lucky, the way she just discarded him so effortlessly that proved-screamed how much she loved him- she didnt. She was just possessive over him she liked the whole 'hes mine' dynamic and suna was the perfect boyfriend cause he was giving her the world... What he wanted someone to do for him.
Also yeah suna and y/n might have been spurred from them being fuck buddies but well love doesnt really have an agenda- they just clicked, understood each other and had chemistry yeah they had tons and tons of sex but feelings started not because of sex but thanks to their deep connection... Also that dsncing scene in track 7 that alone spoke for their whole relationship- that alone is enough to defend their feelings for each other- yes it might jave started just as fuck buddies but ended up in them loving each other deeply and that is enough love after all doesnt need a perfect start. It can start out of the most stupid ways.
You said life with excitement and fun wouldn't be permanent or real.. Honestly i think it could be.. Cause i mean when you love someone that deeply your life always feels exciting even with the littlest things and that the purest kind of love. Even just going for a walk at the beach would be fun for them or even staying up watching movies i believe suna and y/n would always find a way to make their lofe exciting without much effort.
Also it kinda makes me. Sad when i see some anon saying that y/n and suna relationship are toxic? It makes me. Confused maybe because I was in such extremely toxic one (girl i sweat if you search for toxic relationship my ex's face will be there as an example š) that Mari to me screams toxic! Possessive, manipulative, jealous and a few more if I think closely about it while with y/n and suna they are just two idiots that are hurting each other cause they're just that: idiots one that is afraid to get hurt and the other that keeps hoping- dont get me wrong what they're doing is not healthy but i dont find it toxic honestly
Sorry for the extreme long rant 8D I tried to keep it short but you always make me so hyped to talk about your works š©
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[ from saeren ]
NAHHH CUZ I LOVE TSUMU SO MUCH HERE HE WAS SO PRECIOUS. I didnāt write too much about them in college but Atsumu was so cute when he crushed on YN. he was always sending her memes and cute texts like āhave you eatenā āgood morningā and sheād feel so awkward because she doesnāt know how to let him down easy without hurting him. either way tsumu would feel hurt. AND YES PLS HE WAS SO SAD I MEAN, HIS CRUSH AND HIS BEST FRIEND NEARLY HAD SEX RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM SO THATāS GOING TO HURT
SUNA AND ATSUMU TIED?? tbh I loved that dancing scene bcos suna is one of my faves and I really wanna do that with him hehehhehe. NAHHH PLEASE SAME IF SUNA DANCED WITH ME AND MADE A WEDDING PLAYLIST IāD BE LIKE boy whatāre u waiting for letās get married now !! n yes he said whoever YN will choose in the future will be one lucky guy IM SOBBING RN
naur cuz. thereās something about dating your best friend. Iām not saying a boyfriend wouldnāt know you as well but thereās something different when youāre best friends first. they could literally share eye contact and have a long ass conversation just from that. their connection is different.
HAJKALA AS FOR THE POWER, BR! YN IS A VERY CHARISMATIC AND FRIENDLY PERSON !! sheās like one of those people you meet that not only are they attractive as hell, but theyāre also super approachable and down to earth. thatās why sheās so popular + sheās flirty and can make a stranger feel welcome or comfortable in the first meeting. SGSHJAK I WAS ACTUALLY PLANNING TO ADD OIKAWA HERE BUT I WANNA MAKE IT MORE INARIZAKI CENTRED
the seggs scene with kita SOBSSSS heās such a soft dom IDC he knows where the clit is, he knows how to hit it. heās a āyour pleasure first before mineā type of guy. kita is perfect, PERIODT. HE GIVES DADDY VIBES HUH AHSKAA HEāS SO SWEET YET SEXY IM IN LOVE WITH HIM ISTG IF SUNA WASNāT OUR BEST FRIEND THEN IāD RUN FOR KITA ALL THE TIME. and I agree, kita deserves the best !! and donāt worry, I actually plan on giving kita the best ending, I promise you heāll be fine (slight spoiler there)
Ā YESSSSS OMG IāVE BEEN REJECTED BEFORE AND THATāS EXACTLY HOW I FELT, MY BODY WAS SO COLD AND I WAS SO CONFUSED LIKE IT MAKES YOU THINK. am I not good enough, did I do something wrong, do you not wanna give me a chance or try it out but ofc Iād never say that out loud. AND KYAAA AAAH IM YOUR FAVORITE WRITER??? NO CUZ YOUāRE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY. I remember ur asks way back reckless era and you used to tell me that my writing made you picture the scenes easily and you felt you were there in that moment and Iām just so grateful thank you so much <33
NO BCOS WHEN SUNA SAID āprove itā I was like. this is it. thatās his hot boy shit moment. manās has had enough of being thrown from one toxic relationship to another and he also deserves his good moments yknow. and you kin suna here?? BESTIE IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT, SUNAāS BEEN THROUGH A LOT HERE AHSJAKA. thatās true about suna tho !! heās definitely affectionate + a giver. heās happy being the one who gives most of the time but heās a human as well, ofc heād want to receive the same amount of love back. ALSO HIS PHONE CALLLLLL ugh tbh that part was the one that made me the saddest bcos heās just. he wants to know if thereās really no more chance. all this time he never gave up. but heās also tired so if yn says āno moreā then heāll give up. its his way of respecting himself too ahsjaka
YOOOOO I AGREE WITH THAT. he cares for mari as a person but not 100% as a lover. but ofc heās still thankful for how happy she made him because she was there at his worst. and thatās true, deep down suna still wishes that it was YN whoās right beside him. he will always ALWAYS want her back. he learned how to love mari in a way that was more out of mutual care but not in the way he loves YN. no thatās reserved only for YN ā she will remain no 1 in his heart. AND YESSSSS the reason why suna overlooked the red flags was bcos to him, its something that was supposed to be ānormalā like no perfect partner existed. he thought mariās attitude of pushing YN away was normal, and its normal to want your partnerās best friend keep some distance but not to the point of mariās place where she literally wants the two of them to cut each other out of their lives.
and aww Iām so happy that you realized how I wanted to portray suna and ynās relationship. theyāreā¦.like the definition of youth in its freest form. they were fucking around and doing stupid things, but they had a connection. they had something deeper than just sexual intimacy. even if they never dated or even if YN never proposed the idea of it, they wouldāve actually been still great friends. and oooh I actually donāt remember saying life with excitement and fun wouldnāt be real HAHAHAHA so I canāt comment further on that. but I think when I āsaidā those I probably meant that itās not always going to be all rainbows and unicorns in a relationship. thereās no such thing as a relationship thatās always happy and sweet 24/7, but ofc it can be sweet and it can be pure even with the little things <33 they just need to work on it.
hmmm tbhhhhā¦ suna and yn are toxic in a way that they refuse to let each other go when they clearly canāt meet halfway. toxic doesnāt have to be limited in just being mari-like in which they are possessive or manipulative, because then if weād drive deeper into ynās personality, then sheād be stringing suna all along and thatās unfair of her. she knows suna wants more and yet she remained being friends with him, which totally isnāt a bad thing, but itās because she keeps flirting with him and is so romantically comfortable with him that she doesnāt realize itās hurting suna because heāll give double meanings to that. their relationship is ātoxicā because theyāre not entirely good for each other, theyāre not that ready to be with one another yet and neither is the world letting them be in peace, so forcing their relationship to a point theyāre hurting another is the toxic part.
[ from @kyriaan ]
Ah also not me feeling all proud and mushy cause my analysis made you mind blown fjfbdnsjdkpa š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ I guess its also because i see this story as a really big mirror of my own toxic relationship sonits extremely easy for me to get it... And oh boy the way i kin suna here
But dhdhfjdospdhfbsoa š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ i feel happy now *huggles*
[ from saeren ]Ā
and aah yes ofc, Iām really happy whenever someone can see the underlying details I scatter throughout the story !! yeah omg same hahahaha broken records is also half inspired by the toxic people Iāve met. I kin kita here tho and Iām so glad youāre happier now !!
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