#tw parent issues

[loversj0y]

personal rant/vent

i dont think my parents realize that im going to go so low contact with them once i move out

they havent done anything specifically (other than years of neglect) but when i express how they upset me and they just go

“well we dont control shit either”

like. okay then.

dont expect to have contact with your kid once i can finally leave. i never wanted to be back here. they told me it would be different

[cheriiyaya]

Whenever I hear ppl romanticize mommy issues I wanna throw a brink at their face

[callumexists]

At this rate i’m gonna be on the roof smoking before 11:30

[beatheprincess]

I like having long talks w my grandmother <3 shes the only person I can go to right now, I'm still suffering from traumatic issues but I will one day find the courage to talk about and seek closure, that is like the most bravest thing people can do and I wanna do that..I have aspirations on being a writer (havent made stories in awhile) be an artist too and show my work to the world.

[haruhar-u]

no mother I don’t not get 90s in math because I’m lazy

I don’t get 90s in math because no matter how much I study it makes me panic and unable to think and it stresses me out and then I lost motivation and can’t bring myself to do it anymore and since you pushed on the math is life mentality on me I can barely get out of bed anymore

I’m not lazy

stop calling me that, you’re the reason I don’t think I’m going to live to 18

[dogbound1128]

Projected onto a character so much now he's just me but grown with loving parents

[mushroomlovesviktor]

I hate my parents I hate my parents I hate my parents I hate my parents I hate my parents

[tumbler-polls]

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[thebibliosphere]

It's an ingrained reflex in me to apologize for my living space not being perfectly neat and clean (thanks, mum), but it's so funny when I do it with my friends who have children.

"Sorry," I say over Facetime, "I didn't have time to clean up before you called. Anyway, there's the tree. Ignore the mess."

And all my friends with kids are starting at my slightly cluttered space with tears in their eyes because it looks amazing to them. Like bitch you live like this? Holy shit! You can see the floor! You're living the dream!

Meanwhile, my childhood trauma is screaming that we can't let people know we sit, and also, there's a smudge on the windows that people are definitely going to see and judge me for.

A smudge, which, of course, my mother sees the instant my camera connects and feels the need to point out because why comment on the beautiful, glittering tree when you can focus on an insignificant imperfection and let it consume you 🫠

[silence-ofdeath]

“I am alone with my own thoughts and it’s dangerous.”

-cress

[hamoodmood]

[cats-depression-diary]

I have my father's rage inside of me. And it's getting bigger and bigger, I can't stop it this time. It's killing me, I don't wanna turn into him, I hate this man sooo much, he has ruined my life.

[formula-red]

I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good?

untitled, Geloy Concepcion // Seventeen Going Under, Sam Fender // untitled, traumatizeddfox // Two People, Sam Fender // The War of Vaslav Nijinsky, Frank Bidart // Hard Times, Ethel Cain // Child Wearing a Red Scarf, Eduoard Vuillard // Complex, Katie Gregson Macleod // Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers, malaak // Too Much Wine, The Handsome Family // untitled, milklump // untitled, dying-weeds // Strangers, Ethel Cain

[girlyteengirl16]

i don’t need therapy i need them to die

[pain-is-my-game]

It sucks having a mom who's a good person but a bad parent.

[strawberry-cowmilk]

them with an mc who grew up with a bad father

-> lucifer, mammon and asmo x mc

mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read

content warnings: unhealthy relationship with a father, suggestive content (mc sexualizes themself and tries to run off with an old dude in mammon's part), people pleasing, avoidance, crying

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Lucifer

there were days where you would be (overly) affectionate with him, and days where you were avoiding him

like one day you could be in his arms the whole time, and the next you're arriving late at breakfast so you don't have to see him

lucifer figured out you might be afraid of something, so he goes to talk to you about it

eventually you admitted you were afraid to be hurt by him while you would think he loved you and would never harm you

your files mentioned you had a bad relationship with your father, could this be a consequence of that?

lucifer knows this confrontation might have been pretty unpleasant for you, he lowkey feels bad for bringing it up

if you want, he'll bring you to a quiet place, hold you and let you vent whatever you want, but he understands if you don't feel ready

he will let you know he will never hurt you and help you calm down with some tea, soft blankets and your favorite music

Mammon

he is your first man, so he is supposed to protect you!

the amount of times you texted him at midnight, saying you were at the fall which resulted in mammon suddenly getting a bad feeling so he came to pick you up only to find out he was right

you, were about to leave the club with some dude who looked even older than lucifer, honestly you knew it was a bad idea

one time mammon just straight up asked you why you'd try to run off with these dudes when you knew it would be a mistake

he regrets everything when you tell him it might be some unhealed wound your dad left you with

from then on mammon tries his very best every day to make you realise you are deserving of worth and respect

sometimes it might get too much and you pull away from him a little

Asmodeus

you and asmo were in the middle of a crisis: you need to go to a music concert but a whopping total of 0 bands is giving them right now

so naturally you instantly booked tickets when you saw one of your favorite bands is performing soon

at the concert, there was a guy who had brought his child, and at first you thought it might not be the best idea to bring a little kid to a loud concert but soon something else was bothering you

he was so nice to the child, it was clear he would do anything to protect and ensure happiness for his kid

it hurt a little too much, you went to the bathroom to cry but asmo knew you too well

he followed you there, asmo was worried about the sudden change in your mood

honestly, it felt stupid to get upset over a healthy parent-child relationship, but asmo didn't judge

he just hugged you in the middle of a concert hall bathroom until you relaxed