#tw self destructive behavior

[lifewaster-imdanger98]

Why am I always alone when I'm at my lowest?

[wishiwereskiinny]

not wanting to, but looking way skinnier lastly. since living without my parents (since september 23) i've alredy lost around 12kg while eating a lot lol. idk, i really miss my ed and looking skinnier, but i know i cant relapse, at least not letting others (specially my parents) notice. love my boyfriend and i know that would worry him a lot, since he knows all my story with my ed.... anyways i still miss my good old days in this community, wanna make some new friends too 😭

[gh0stofb0nes]

I wonder what it’s like to have a healthy relationship with food. Like, what do you mean you just eat and don’t obsessively look up the calories of each ingredient? What do you mean that you don’t memorize the calories in commonly eaten foods? You don’t plan your meals based on how much exercise you can do in a day?? Eating a meal doesn’t make you guilty??

Nah, that shits wild

[wastedslvt]

Um i kind of fucked up, i got drifted away, i gained. So here I am starting all over again, new account for my own fucking safety, i couldn’t stand the fact that irls knew about it. I must focus on myself, and honestly? Idfc anymore if i act like a total whore, i must put my feelings, my needs first. I need to prioritise my ed, but first fix my mind. I need to stop comparing myself to 5 yrs old, its painful. But i must survive. I know i can do it. I can be skinny.

[noisymentalitypirate]

I never expected this feeling of pain when the person you love most in the world knows your problems, saw your scars, but just doesn't take them seriously and borders on making fun of you.

Like... ok. I just want to kms now.

Thanks.

[losercuts2]

tw !! block don't report !! very realistic sfx makeup and dried blood !!!

block or keep scrolling if your easily triggered

just bc u make me get rid of this acct doesn't mean I can't make another one :3

another daayy another migraine

I did these just a few minutes ago and now they're just chilling on my arm. the last few days have been hard and the week after this week will be an absolute train wreck so YIPPEEEEE !!! I wanna kms. 🌷

[sakimakia]

do you ever just wish you could rip the fat off your body.

well use that as motivation to keep going.

[happydelusionaltyrant2]

[3ddp0ny]

What old man is trying to give me money to cut myself

Im deadass btw

[aspen-iiv]

$h'ers of tumblr, oh give me motivation to cvt

(im p1ssed and will cvt regardless of motivation)

[rainywhispersblog]

[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[ilovethebittertaste]

coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[injuredsoullessfrog]