#tw sucidal ideation

[endlessmidnights]

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

[wavyypeachyy]

I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

[streave]

I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.

[nessproblem]

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one thing about me is i am not doing so well

[whumptydaisy]

Oh Oh Oh! You know what I wanna see?

Suicidal Whumpees

(This has nothing to do with my own issues shut up)

Particularly, a Defiant Suicidal Whumpee

A Whumpee who gets captured, who gets beaten black and blue, tortured with everything Whumper can throw at them, but still spits in their face at the end of the session

A Whumpee who taunts and mocks their captors at every turn, regardless of how much worse it makes things for themself

A Whumpee who acts as the biggest thorn in Whumper’s side because they won’t back down, they won’t submit, they won’t just give up like Whumper wants

A Whumpee who does all of this because they don’t care, who, when threatened with death, looks Whumper dead in the eye and says “bring it”, who’ll get the barrel of a gun pointed at their head and just lean forwards and tell Whumper to pull the trigger with a smile on their face

A Whumpee who takes everything Whumper does to hurt them and still throws insults back at them, because deep down they’re hoping if they piss Whumper off enough, if they push them too far, Whumper might actually kill them and it will all end

A Defiant Whumpee who spits in Whumper’s face and prays that this time it’ll finally be the straw the broke the camels back and they’ll be free

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling 

[lostmf]

“Parents aren’t supposed to bury their kids “

I tell myself

But then parents aren’t supposed to do a lot of things to their children

So I guess it won’t matter if they did this one more thing

[girl-on-the-wrongside]

TW SH

The blade is an old lover

I embrace when the nights grow cold

She is sharp and cruel and deadly

But she is my only remedy

[endlessmidnights]

I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

[turns-out-its-adhd]

[snakeredbirdbatkatana]

It's not the first time Tim Drake has stood at the top of Wayne enterprises.

But this is the first time he's in control of the fall.

He can hear the Bats in his ear taking about patrol, and school with a hit of a button he can have them here.

To pull him back.

He's tired, burnt out, and just maybe a little sad

But he's tettering on the edge and all he can think of is letting go.

Yet as he steps closer.

All he can see is Dicks smile.

Damian's shoulders loosening as he draws.

Jason's laugh as he cooks.

"Guys.... I'm on top of the building please come"

He will not let his siblings bury their brother

Part 2 https://www.tumblr.com/snakeredbirdbatkatana/740906308562272256/even-standing-at-the-ledge-foot-hovering-over-open

[nessproblem]

I can’t stand fighting with my own thoughts anymore, I just want to die

[psychobulimic]

No one cares until you’re dead!!!

[dumbsuicidalteen]

being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever.

why can’t i find a reason to live for myself?

[youraverageventblog]

So what if it’s September?? I don’t give a fuck if it’s an awareness month, I’m still just as suicidal as I was in August.