#u know one day ill be brave enough to get a personal trainer and once i do its OVER for you idiots

[depresseddepot]

u know. i don't think i can be happy if i've altered my diet so much to the point where i can't make and eat baked goods.

[teamnouis]

leonie @pinkislouder and amber @loveloveolivia tagged me to do this, i’m also in a mood for oversharing so here we go

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my boy, he’s a tour de france fanboy and told me everything that happened today 

3. Text message: i texted a friend abt a wedding present we organize

4. Song you listened to: i haven’t listened to music since i drove to work this morning and spotify says my last played song is wincent weiss - mittendrin

5. Time you cried: on saturday cause my anxiety made it impossible to go out for dinner with my mum and i felt so guilty for ruining her evening (i didn’t, but that’s how i felt that night)

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Been cheated on: idk, kind of? 

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: no

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. rosé

13. white (it’s a colour, fight me)

14. the softest blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love:  no (not to be sappy but) i fall more in love every single day

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah

19. Met someone who changed you: yes, definitely. there are a lot of people i met who taught me that the most important thing in life is to love and accept myself the way i am and even though i’m still not at this point, i’m learning and working every day to get there one day and i’m forever thankful 

20. Found out who your true friends are: yes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i mean, yes 

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: the majority, like 95%?

23. Do you have any pets: no, sadly not. i’d love a dog and i’m thinking abt it every day of my life, but at the moment it wouldn’t be right and fair as i wouldn’t have as much time as the little doggo deserves 

24. Do you want to change your name: no

25. What did you do for your last birthday: it was super chilled, celebrated it at home with my family (that’s easily 25+ ppl) and good food, football and drinks

26. What time did you wake up: 4:45 am 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: snoring, probably 28. Name something you cannot wait for: for j and me to move in together

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like five minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: even though i do like my job, if i could change one thing i’d change my career and open my own café.. i don’t think i’ll ever be brave enough to do it

31. What are you listening to right now: a blast from the past: fritz & paul kalkbrenner - sky & sand 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: that i’m so damn low on energy 

34. Most visited website: tumblr and youtube

35. Elementary: yeah? good

36. High School: most of the time it was good and a lot fun 

37. College/university: probably the best time of my life so far 38. Hair colour: a dark blonde 

39. Long or short hair: long

40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, i’m always crushing on j 

41. What do you like about yourself: u know what i don’t like abt myself? that every time this question comes i have to think so hard and can’t think of anything or feel like i shouldn’t be saying this abt myself and then get mad. dshifsfl.. anyway.. someone else has to answer this for me

42. Piercings: no

43. Blood type: absolutely no idea

44. Nickname: thery, resi 

45. Relationship status: in a relationship

46. Zodiac sign: pisces

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: gilmore girls, scrubs, gossip girl, modern family, new girl, grey’s anatomy, pretty little liars (fuck them, tbh)

49. Tattoos: nope 50. Right or left hand: right

FIRST… 51. Surgery: i fell off a horse and broke my arm, it was traumatic

52. Piercing: my ears

54. Sport: football was the first i did and the only sport i did for a longer time.. but i’ve tried basically everything as a kid, from athletics to swimming and horse riding and golf and everything else you can think of

55. Vacation: i think it was mallorca or tenerife, my mum nearly lost me on the beach 

56. Pair of trainers: i have absolutely no idea, probably one of those buffalo monsters

57. Eating: fruit

58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: watch modern family

60. Listening to: it’s still sky & sand 

61. Waiting for: idk.. that i finally get my ass up and work for the shit i want to achieve and cry over?

62. Want: to cuddle j and meet the little mix squad again and all the people i haven’t met yet?

63. Get married: yeah, definitely

64. Career: i work in human resources at a charity for mentally ill people

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: bruhhhh... i love kissing, but also. hugging makes me feel so safe, so i’d say hugs

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: i do not care

68. Older or younger: i don’t know, older?

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i have never thought abt this and i have no idea what to answer cause it doesn’t matter to me 

71. Sensitive or loud:  a good mixture of both

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: a good mixture of both again, sorry i’m boring 

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: yes

75. Drank hard liquor?: yes

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: no, just sunglasses

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex on first date: not sex

79. Broken someone’s heart: i actually don’t think so

80. Had your heart broken: yes

81. Been arrested: i mean.. nearly, twice?

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: i’m working on it lads

85. Miracles: actually, yes

86. Love at first sight: no

87. Santa Claus: yes, just because i want to

88. Kiss on the first date: yes

89. Angels: yes again, because i want to

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: i don’t have one particular best friend

91. Eye colour: green/brown

92. Favourite movie: i’m not a movie person really, so it’s gotta be harry potter. every now and then i go to the cinema and really enjoy the movies but it’s not like i’d call them my favourite movie? u know..

alright, there we go, if anyone has actually read every single thing congratulations i’m v sorry. also 25 people are a lot to tag so i’m not gonna do that:

@wereamanbandnow, @fuckinghatekissingyou, @floralfeast, @florelikeaflower, @reinventlou, @justlookatthehearteyes, @kingsbesideyou, @iamnotbeingsarcastic, @harrysgaytour

i don’t know who’s been tagged already so just ignore this if you did it already, and no pressure as always. love u. <3