#ugh sorry i just needed to vent

[a-schrodingers-fox]

I need to say it, all this “explaining concepts aggressively and calling every young person that disagrees with it a child that should go back to tik tok” culture it’s really fucked up.

You complain about young people not being woke enough and yet you push them away aggressively, I’ve seen at least 35+ people doing this either here or on Twitter and I’m just left thinking what the fuck?! I just want to enjoy fandom content and learn about a queer identity I didn’t even know I was and there’s these bunch of people telling me that I should know this and that and that if I don’t agree or haven’t lived the harshness that they lived I won’t get it and I should leave? Nah!

Wouldn’t it be awesome that instead of writing whole 3k posts about why younger generations are stupid because they don’t understand (which btw sounds a lot like baby boomer ideas and it’s fucked up because aren’t millennials supposed to not be like boomers at all?) you just explain without being mean?

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

current editing moodboard, please send help

[rapidhighway]

I always feel like everyone is staring at me when i go for a walk its so horrible i always think they hate me or they're laughing at me ToT

[theabbystabby]

You know how people get seasonal depression? I'm getting, like, reverse seasonal depression. I'm depressed because I live in Minnesota and there's no snow. There hasn't BEEN snow. Just rain, fog, and dead leaves.

Christmas is my favorite time of the year. I love everything about it. And the snow ties it all together with a neat bow. Yeah, sure. It's a pain in the butt when we get A TON of it, and when ice comes into play. But we live up north. It just comes with the territory. It's not only beautiful, but it's something we need environmentally. It's super unsettling that we've only been dusted with snow twice and it didn't stay for more than two days.

It's made it really hard to enjoy the things I love most about December. Lights and decorations don't dazzle me as much, the brown views are so hard on the eyes, hyper awareness of the state of our environment weighs heavy on me, and it's just... Soul crushing. This year has been awful for me for a lot of reasons, and this feels like salt in the wound.

It's going to be a sad, dreary Christmas. And I don't know what to do.

[esaari]

🦇🐺.

[howlingdemon13]

Vent post 🙃

I won’t get specific, but there’s definitely something wrong going on with me medically and I’m really freaked out. I’ve been gaslighting myself for like a week, but I finally made an appointment for myself to see an actual doctor on Monday. I’m really scared, but at least I’ll know what’s happening or get an appointment with someone who does…

[lewishamil10n]

my brain is so full of fuck tonight

[lucyvaleheart]

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[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

Earlier i told my sister that my goal when im older is to have voice acting as my main job, with writing and a youtube channel as sidejobs. She proceeded to say that when she can atleast shes going to have a "real job" i hate her and the rest of this fucking family im going to cry they are real fucking jobs but what if they arent??? What if ill never be able to do what i want to do because its not a real job?

[exp123mon]

Gonna steadily (re)post art in bulk fried in Glaze.

[mouseship]

work is stressing me out so bad.can we please get rid of retail jobs. no one needs to buy anything ever again its okay

[awoooniper]

sad (angry) girl hours under the cut

sorry to like. get in my feelings publicly online but i wish i didn’t harbor some bones-deep jealousy and resentment of girls who i think are pretty in the ways i wish i were pretty.

like. people i love and respect can tell me i’m pretty all day long but it doesn’t change the fact that I Don’t Fucking See It In Myself. and when i see girls who are pretty in the ways i want to be, who have cute faces and don’t need makeup to look pretty and have hips and whose body fat sits on them in nice feminine ways. and this isn’t even like. jealousy of cis girls, it’s trans girls who have it in the way i want to have it too. nor does it affect whether i think others are attractive, it’s just a standard i hood myself against because fundementally I’m Not The Way I Want To Be and i can’t change it.

maybe i could bear it if it was just jealousy but it comes with an anger i can feel making me bitter and resentful of my sisters and i don’t want to feel that way towards them!i want to look at other girls who i think are cute in the way i wish i was cute an feel happy for them.

i want to look in the mirror and feel happy for myself.

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me: sits down to write feeling full of inspiration

chronic pain: no 🙃

[kyouka-supremacy]

Tries to buy something from Ama/zon (tears hair) (vomits blood) (breaks all their bones) (faints to the ground) (starts convulsing) (drops dead)

[dreamingofstarslight]

I am melting into a puddle like the wicked witch

[blkkatsuki]

on the verge of tears because I have a 54 in math rn It's only the beginning of the quarter but im so worried I'll fail like I don't wanna have to retake it. if I pass I am not gonna take honors next year. It doesn't help that my teacher hasn't been here for like three weeks and might not be here until next month if not January and the lady filling in for him gives us a reasonable amount of work but she gave me like a 67 on notes without explaining WHY like she gave no criteria she just told us to write notes. I am so stressed does anyone have any advice or know how to do math. I am not talking to a counselor,,can anyone done with high-school or any like. Upperclassmen answer some questions i have thanks