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[aratribow]

One of the ocs of my platonic spouse @saunne FINALLY BROKE THROUGH AND IS NOW OUT IN THE WILD!!

The link to his fic right here!

Enid "Elpis" Ainsley

A Doctor of Chaos (Harmony/Fire) originating from the Xianzhou Luofu. She is one of the Heliobi that separated from Furynox during the Fyxestroll event. Just like the Chess Ghost, she was deemed harmless by the Ten-Lords Commission (because she saw IX and turned into a Doctor of Chaos almost on the spot) and let roam free, being even allowed to leave Xianzhou after having made a deal with them.

Enid is obsessed with the concept of "becoming human". As an Heliobi, she does not possess her own emotions and no innate moral or ethical system and she believes that emotions and moral/ethics could be the key to "cure" IX. As a non-human, she then decided to use herself as her own test subject to try to learn "Humanity".

As her challenge to IX, she asked to be sealed in a doll-body, cutting herself from possessing hosts to feed on their emotions, in order to learn how to feel her own emotions + "to exist is to suffer" as Heliobi have a certain level of repulsion against advanced technical equipment due to their ability to manipulate energy.

She decided to attach her existence to none other than ✨ Veritas Ratio ✨ (and I'm sorry Enid, you cute but your taste is shit)

[saunne]

"I was wondering," he finally said after a slight beat because there was really no way to say it gracefully, "about your body."

A silence.

“Oh, so that’s why you kept staring at my breasts.”

Veritas painfully felt the lack of his favorite mask at his side, whose opaque and rigid protection would have been greatly welcome in dealing with the absolute embarrassment of this conversation.

"Not that there's much to see, I'm afraid," she continued, unfazed, as her mechanical fingers delicately brushed against the porcelain plates that concealed the gears and the outdated yet still high quality ingenia technology she was made of. "Although, I agree, it's a very pretty body. The Xianzhou craftsmen were kind enough to provide me with a very aesthetic model. However I believe that if I were capable of feeling it, this kind of remark and your ogling, according to the social customs linked to female gender roles, dictate that I should feel offended."

"Let's be grateful for small mercies and that you're unable of it, then," he sighed, massaging the bridge of his nose with weariness. "It saves us a pointless argument. Because I know that you know it wasn't the point I was trying to make."

She tilted her head to the side, radiating sparkling joy despite the icy stillness of her too-perfect features. "I know. Your interest lies in substance rather than form, am I right ? What element of my humble self caught your curiosity then, my good doctor ?"

The entirety of what composes you, from the smallest cogs in your fingers to the surprisingly human functioning of your vocal cords, he wanted to say in a moment of brutal honesty he pained to suppress. I would like to take you apart piece by piece and see what you are made of, how, why. I would like to undo you so that I can rebuild you better, if I were assured that the slightest modification would not lead to the premature destruction of your "self".

With a delicious fanart made by @aratribow HERE.

[saunne]

“What are you going to do now ?” Jing Yuan finally asked, while Jiyi had gone to curl up in his armchair, absent-mindedly playing with his elaborate hairpin.

“Retire and devote myself to writing, I think,” mused the poet with a distant look. "And... I'm thinking of returning to the Fanghu."

This news, more than that of his retirement, made Jing Yuan's heart sink. "You're going to leave ?"

Jiyi turned towards him, eyes weary and lips in a tight smile but unable to hide their quivering. “I can't... I can't stay, Jing Yuan. Not after all of that,” he confessed under his breath, his gaze falling on the pin in his hands. “Not after him.”

Him. 

Yingxing.

“You loved him too, didn’t you ?” he muttered in realization, late, too late. 

Jiyi laughed in response, a soft and lovely sound like bells or wind chimes, joyful despite his sadness, affectionate despite his sorrow. “Yes Yuan-er, I loved him. Not like you or Yinyue loved him, but A-Xing was….”

He left the sentence hanging, his gaze lost in the distance as the hairpin dug into the fat of his palm, his grip suddenly tightening before he released it with a small breath of laughter that sounded hollow.

“We, Vidyadhara, are tragic creatures for whom love is both the greatest strength and the greatest sin. There's a reason our greatest songs are elegies, Yuan-er.”

The Vidyadhara looked at him with a half-lidded gaze, the pale green of his eyes almost emerald in the semi-darkness of the dying day. Jing Yuan felt himself shuddering with unease at the intensity of his gaze, having always felt deeply uncomfortable when Jiyi dropped his cheerful persona to reveal the hidden and severe depths of his psyche, the exact thing that had made him one of the finest poets of their generation.

“Take care of Dan Feng, Jing Yuan. Because if I can only offer immortality to Yingxing through my works, our dear High Elder and all his following incarnations will never escape the memory of this love bigger than themselves.”

[saunne]

"Your skin," he finally gave in, as a secret rather than a fact, his rose-gold eyes finding again where said "skin" met the fine porcelain plates. "I initially thought it was porcelain as well, only to have this hypothesis invalidated by your ability to form expressions, no matter how faint. I am, however, left perplexed by its composition, hence my somewhat... insistent gaze."

She blinked slowly, the veil of her eyelids briefly hiding her enamel eyes. When the immobile and piercing irises —despite the soft pastel orange hue that had been chosen by the doll's craftsman— were visible again, she graced him with a surprising response.

"Why not see for yourself then ? Experience is said to be the mother of knowledge, after all."

Rating : General Audience Relationships : Dr. Ratio & Original Honkai: Star Rail Characters (Honkai: Star Rail)

Tags :

Worldbuilding ; Heliobi (Honkai: Star Rail) ; Post-Xianzhou Luofu Trailblaze Missions (Honkai: Star Rail) ; Post-Version 1.6 Trailblaze Continuance: Crown of the Mundane and Divine (Honkai: Star Rail)

Platonic Female/Male Relationships ; Freak & Freak

Curiosity ; Touching ; Accidental Sensuality

Doctor Is It Queer To Be Obsessed By Your New Student Automaton Body

Alexithymia ; Heliobi Have Alexithymia (Honkai: Star Rail) ; Heliobi Have No Morals or Ethics (Honkai: Star Rail)

Doctor of Chaos (Honkai: Star Rail)

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[saunne]

Count on me to yeet them all in the open once I'm done with uni stuff lmao. I have snippets ideas already and will probably end up creating a whole ass "Lion Sammich" serie, which will cross my own series dedicated to my OCs stuff, Unneverse.

I need our chaotic polycule to be out in the wild and for this fandom to see the whole disaster we're able to produce if given the opportunity lmao.

On short note, the lion sammich family au is a joint self indulgent collab made by me, @itsredpaint , @kaviolli and @saunne !!

We will be sure to slowly introduce the floof au more :3c