#unrewarding

[howifeltabouthim]

But this was never to be his. For him there was in store nothing but disappointment.

Anthony Trollope, from Can You Forgive Her?

[alliwanttodoiscollectpoetry]

Samantha Rumbidzai Vazhure

[thelosttaco]

Going out and adulting for the first time is weird. It’s rewarding and scary all at once. All this freedom and responsibility all at once. To those going through it as well, you got this. You’re doing great. Shit, life sucks and does not make it easy on us that jumped the nest, but we got it. We’ll make it through. It’s one day at a time. Some are easier than others but I’m taking the energy to enjoy each day as it comes, no matter what it brings. Living through every low and high

[hawberries]

for the longest time ive said “i’ll start playing genshin just to get him” well guess who’s back on rate-up, and guess who made an account today and then couldn’t beat enough of the tutorial to get the gacha currency to actually pull. and so still doesn’t have him

[yandere-daydreams]

it's so hard to make cosplays as a hobby while simultaneously having a deep and embedded fear of ever posting pictures of yourself online. ig i really am just glueing five hundred feathers to a ball gown for myself. still doesn't feel great tho.

[gittetj]

I'm soooo looking forward to when I can move on to finishing the next 5 End of the World chapters. I'm doing my very best to demolish the status quo.

Have some doodles that took way too long to draw because I haven't drawn anything in ages.

[nicollekidman]

still wrapping my head around the fact that midnights got almost universally positive critic reviews..

the thing with midnights is that it’s ranked last and largely a miss for me but still has like. two or three of my favorite songs she’s ever written like… she’s still taylor. however i fear that midnights critical overinflation is a sign of the bubble about to pop….. the market is saturated and built on shaky foundations…. however if the tide turns and she takes a break then comes back with reputation (again) the cosmic poetry will be worth it (copium)

[idontevenremember5minutesago]

Me holding up Horikoshi by the collar: Look, I don’t care if Goku himself has to come over and make a wish on the dragon balls to make it happen but you better pull something outta your ass that results in Izuku getting OFA back. It is a part of him now and I refuse to see him without it!

[irrealisms]

every time I see a “it’s actually totally fine and nbd to have sex you don’t enjoy and are uncomfortable with because your partner wants it and you want them to be happy, as long as you’re giving uncoerced consent!” post I lose a month off my lifespan

[kragehund-est]

[barrymccaulkinem]

can i get "Mostly Flesh and Steel," the no powers achievement, if i start on level 2 or must i play through the beginning and coldridge again?

[miscreantahead]

"gambling is evil" not in a satan way but in a "it ultimately just feeds capitalism" way.

[camelliagwerm]

tbh the latest bg3 patch is just confirming to me i've got no reason to play an evil character anymore.

[thedoubteriswise]

so awful how I've actually done a lot of work I enjoyed in my life but almost none of that work was paid. it wasn't even bullshit! it was stuff that needed doing!

[torchickentacos]

I could post the entire transcript of destiny deoxys as a text wall just to be annoying, and nobody could stop me. Do you ever sit and think about the power at your fingertips? Because I do.

[witchsickness]

steve resenting growing up because being a kid meant parents who’d stick around long enough to love him, and growing up also means growing out of that luxury vs billy who can’t wait until he’s old enough to get out of neil’s house, because being a kid never meant being loved anyway

just. idk. both of them forced to grow up too fast - steve despite his best efforts to cling to a simpler time, billy in order to surive. both of them trying to escape the present. steve holding on to an idealized past while billy’s dreaming of a future, any future, anything better than his life right now 

and then. coming together, and teaching each other that love isn’t something of the past, and isn’t something in some faraway future. it can be here and now. their days and their nights, wrapped in each other, in a love that’s unconditional. not then, not later. here and now. billy-and-steve