#usk talkativity

[viosjaan]

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[siya-sayani]

Signs of a loyal bf:

1) has a trio since 10th Jo abhi Tak toota nhi. 2)has a counted no. Of poses for getting clicked... (Hands in the pocket,. looking to the left is their favourite) 3) calls one of their friends as beta and consider themselves as their baap. 4) scared to talk to girls cos what if they ignore? Or take them as a creep? 5) has zero fashion sense , still believes in ( taste mei best mommy aur Everest)

6) takes pride in being an absolute jungle man and has no skincare routine.

7) once wanted to be a cricketer aur uske liye academy bhi gye the but phir 11th aagyi .

[chand-ki-priyatama]

Ek khat mere "PYAR" ke naam

Ek khat meri "JAAN" ke naam

Uske naam jiska ab tak naam Tak nahi pta

Jisse na mulaqat huyi na baat huyi....

I don't know what you are like , cause we haven't even spent a moment together , so this letter will be my inner monologue...

Ye khat mere ishq ke liye , my everything , my muse , my poetry .....

From me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika

If you are reading this letter Jaan then I already know that I am pretty sure about you.... I even wrote it in my journal but in the fear that I can lose it so thought of posting it here.... It will be preserved here

Dear muse,

So how's life ,I am not sure about my age then but I'll take it as somewhere in my twenties. I don't know how many people did I have to go through to reach you....

I tried to find you in so many faces but at the end "GOD" always saved the day....

Cause my soul was meant to cling with yours....

Cause Kaya is meant to be yours....

Also am I still the same irritable , clingy , over possessive , overwhelmed and what not.... One thing I know is that my love for reading and writing would be same....

And future Kaya I hope you have achieved the dreams you saw as me.... I hope you conquered all of them....

You know the most beautiful thing about time is that it passes...

And the most heartwrenching thing about time is also that it passes....

I don't know how I met you but whatever the reason was I thank that reason.... I cherish you for forever..... Also did you see my journals as I always thought that my future partner will get to see them...

Pretty vague isn't it....

I can't believe that I am penning this down sitting in my room while you are somewhere doing something else....

I hope I am a "HOME" to you and so are you to me.... It's not necessary that home is a place, it can be a person too where I can be unapologetically me , where no one will judge me for who I am..... And so I always wanted to be a home to someone....

I don't know how you look physically but you must be very handsome I am not saying this by fluke cause I know you have the most beautiful soul ever , soul like yours was specially crafted by "GOD" , to meet mine , to intertwine with mine....

I always connected myself to moon cause why be someone's sun when you can be their moon and light up their life in the darkest hour...

Whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...

They bind me to you....

Whenever I'll look at the moon or the stars they'll connect me to you...

I wrote many things about eyes and I believe then too I believe in the art of eye contact... When I'll look in your eyes I wanna drown in them drown to my death and for once I don't want to find the shore I wanna drown in the depths of them and die....

I am clinging to the only hope of harness in my life which is filled with darkness... That's my dreams , my aspirations and the hope of finding you otherwise I would have died way back....

I hope I told you each and everything about me , my reasons for my nature , I hope you managed to remove my mask of outgoing , bubbly , talkative af girl and managed to see the broken beyond repair girl....

Being the way I am everyone always thought how my life is perfect but I had my own share of difficulties , I had my own problems....

I hope I make you feel loved I make you feel like home and I hope , I am a person to you with whom you can be yourself and you can share anything with me....

I wanna do many things with you like watching sunset , having a golgappe eating competition , writing with you , reading books to you , playing aankh micholi with you , going on a hiking trip with you and the list goes on.... Whenever I say I wanna do something with you just ask me - what not Kaya you have a huge bucket list....

But how can I not wish all this with you , you make me feel prettier than a sunset..

"How can I love you in a usual way

You are unusual reserved

Prettier than the stars

Brighter than the sun....

Love you are the moon to my dark sky...

Love you are like water to my parched mouth....

You are the died flower between the pages of my book...

And I want you to be only mine..."

I want our love to be forever for an eternity where even all this seems small....

After death the human brain lives on for 7 minutes replaying all the memories, please make my those 7 minutes blissful and peaceful....

I want to click many Polaroids and pics with you then we'll do journaling out of them together....

And I hope I didn't forget to give you the bracelet I made for you....

And although I believe you are a reader , but if not I would have made you one by now , if you are my man it's mandatory to be a reader but ofc no pressure (🔪)

i wanna be the one you rely on I wanna be the one you turn to whenever everything is a mess...

Aur fir mai to "Chand Si Mehbooba" hu...

क्या यही प्यार है,

हाँ यही प्यार है

दिल तेरे बिन कहीं लगता नहीं

वक्त गुजरता नहीं

This is my POV for you..... <3

You know you are my"kuch nahi" whenever someone asks "kya soch rahi ho ?"

Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this to you accha don't imagine I'll sing cause I'll be there when you'll be reading this....

The day we met

Frozen I held my breath

Right from the start

I knew that I'd found a home for my heart

Beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

i hope you liked this song cause these are my feelings for you.....

I'll love you till the end of time...

You are my muse love you are my poetry the poetry I tried writing so many times...

And I think my love for you can't be described in words it's pure very pure....

And please take my heart and never return it to me for it was ever yours , ever yours to break , ever yours to love or caress....I won't dedicate songs to you cause I already made playlists for you....

And if I ever say something in my anger please ignore it my rage is harmful but I can never stay angry on the people I love...

I love you like rain loves the land inevitably it falls for ground everytime and so will I do I'll always fall for you in every universe in every metaverse in every situation in every reality....

I want to give you a bone crushing hug....

I wanna kiss you senselessly , aimlessly and passionately....

And great now -

"I am homesick for arms that have never held me"

You see Jaan , I'll love you till all the stars in the universe burn out but you know it's a lie cause I'll love you even after they burn out...

If the stars burn out I'll give you my moon..

If the moon dies I'll give you my sun

Heck I'll give you my everything even my universe and will find you in every reality...

So if you ever think of running away from me trust me you wouldn't be able to cause we are both bound to each other by the red string of fate....

"In the Quiet nights I love you

In the rainy plights I miss you

The spilled ink of my pen miss you

The parchment of my heart wanna kiss you"

I have always been an eternal part of you , you might be somewhere but I don't know where , it's like you are near yet far and it's a fact bizarre...

I love you like Ava loves Alex

Like Bridget love Rhys

Like Jude love Cardan

Like Naina love Bunny

Like Anjali love Rahul

And then we'll set an example

Like Kaya love her Jaan....

And now I think I have spoken enough

So signing off Jaan

With love always,

Kaya

[dilli-vali-girlfriend]

Hindi movies I’ve watched since my exams ended:

Dil chahta hai: i never knew i needed to see akshaye saif aamir trio until i saw this movie 😭😭😭 kind of weirded out by the too old girl and akshaye plot but it was cute!!

Khoobsurat: they did fawad khan so dirty by making him say so stupid things some times. Nonsense movie but fun

Om shanti om: SHANTIPRIYA 🛐🛐 what great acting by deepika bhai for a DEBUT film. I loved the reincarnation plot ahahaha. Also omg kitne saare bade bade actors the same movie mei i dedd

Badrinath ki dulhaniya: watched purely for varia plot uske alawa nonsense plot. Love the yearning ahh

Humpty Sharma ki dulhaniya: VARIA VARIA. much better than badri ki dulhaniya. also MAI TENU SAMJHAAAWAAAN KI. Varun dhawan clean shave era 🙏🙏

Hum tum: HANDS DOWN BEST MOVIE IVE WATCHED IN ALLL. Emotional rollercoaster. Saif and Rani ki chemistry on ALAG LEVEL 🥹🫶 end tak aate aate rule hi dia tha mujhe. Also that one scene where he kisses rani to shut her up in the starting 😭😭 me and whoooi

Kalki: lets not talk about it? Ew? Cheee?

Desi boyz: atp i dont know why i am intentionally watching nonsense movies cuz what the hell was this. Dude has a gf tab bhi male escort banne ko taiyar hai? What kinda- and tanya and jerry vala plot kitna uncalled for tha

[stxrrynxghts]

Re-watching Mahabharat (6/?)

Not Karna being scandalized by Dury's adharmi talks

Yudhishthira's room is so pretty, but where is the bed? Where will he sleep? On the sofa?

Dhritarashtra is continuing the Kuruvanshi pratha of uncles manipulating their nephews

Sahadeva's sahadeva sense is working up again~~~~~

Sahadeva's wig is so fckin UGLY. Like my boy deserves better.

How to manipulate Yudi: just say "tum to dharm ke gyaata ho" and move on

I think Yudi knows that he is being manipulated.

"Jis ke putra jeevan kaal me hi mar jate hain uske jeevan me bhi nark aur mrityu ke pashchat bhi nark." YES. And Yudhishthira will be experiencing that feeling in some 20-30 years.

Oh God. Dhritarashtra is that one uncle who convinces you to name your share of property in his sons' name, because you are well settled and don't need it anymore.

Not Arjun and Sahadeva sneaking up on these two XD

Arjun pulling UNO reverse on Dhritarashtra heheheeeeee

I see. Arjun is doing Krishna's job before Krishna enters the picture. Then he will be a dumbass innocent lil sweetie for the rest of his life

Subhadra is such a dumb cutie

FINALLY. A room with a bed. I can die in peace now.

If only the makers had paid some attention to this couple T_T

Arjun has begun his dumb ways. This is the Arjun we know and love.

Arjun is an expert in household chores. EXCELLENT.

Arjun is a simpleton, hence proved. See what you have done. Poor Subhadra is in tears because of you.

Subhadra, you sneaky lil brat. I pity Balarama so much. He has to deal with two drama queen siblings daily.

Le Subhadra: a trip with Arjun? YAYYYYYYYYY PAWWRTYYYY

Ngl, this is one of my fav episodes in this show. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that Krishna enters in this one.

No Kunti, there is no dharm in Dury's heart.

So....Kalyavan is a white male, going with the description?......

Arjun is having a laugh at Subhadra's expense, XD

oh GAWD. I am not prepared for this.

I can't believe that I will be simping over both Arjun and Krishna at the same time.

Arjun's earrings are so low quality. I swear I have seen so many like those for 50 Rs in Sarojini.

Arjun: tum swasth ho? Sweetie, I don't think she is fit or fine ATM.

Krishna has done a PhD in separating the water by putting his foot in it.

WHAT A GLORIOUS ENTRANCE. I am at a loss of words.

Not Krishna posing like a cool guy (as if he isn't jumping inside at the thought of meeting his mortal bestie for the first time.)

Arjun being awed by Krishna is their entire friendship summarized.

I didn't know that I needed to see Arjun with wet hair this badly.

That scene where baby Krishna collides with adult Krishna >>>>

Srsly, I feel so bad for him. Cons of being a God.

Honestly, Krishna's life has so many lessons to learn from. He knew how his loved ones would die, he had to abandon the people he loved, and yet he remained happy and loving through out all of this. He is seriously such a sweet and lovely God.

"Jagat me sabse sundar, Kaun Madhav?" "Mai Parth, aur kaun?" HAYYEEEEEEEEE

Arjun, that is THEEEE Rukmini's love letter you are laughing at :<<

Krishna broke the 4th wall, didn't he?

"Aur mai Madhav?" YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GETTING INTO BOI

Yo Brihannala is such a cute shawty-

It seems as if Mahodaya has some questions about Brihannala's identity.

Krishna: I warned you don't blame me !!!!

Krishna sneakily taking aashirwaad from Rukmi for the first and last time in his life hehehe

How come Rukmi has no questions about KRISHNA touching the prasad? Only the bride and groom can touch it, no?

Damn Rukmi. You are such a fool.

Rukmini is so pretty *Sobs*

Arjun is going through severe existential crisis haha

YAASSSS KRISHNA SHAVE RUKMI'S HEAD-

what a joyride.

[hi-avathisside]

okay a little storytime, puraani baat hai but aaj bhi woh insaan bohot yaad aata hai, toh uske liye storytime hehe

So i used to go in a van to school, like other children obv, toh wahan par we had this little group of friends (my best memories about school okay imma cry if i talk about school more so moving on) Toh wahan par ek ladka tha, and we all were good friends, group main the and all, chhote the so no phone numbers or whatsapp groups, only friends irl. And he was in the singing club. He used to sing very good. toh hum log antakshari khelte the usually and he used to sing, so one time, randomly, uss time par hum chup chap behte the, matlab sab apne main gossip kar rhe the koi ek saath collectively koyi game nahi khel rha tha, this is like 2017s ki baaat hai, god i feel so old, so main aur woh aamne-saamne baithe the, khidki ki side, baaki sab bachhe apni baatein kar rhe the, aur ek dum se I looked at him, and he looked at me, and the world went silent. dead silent. that moment, that eye-contact I won't ever forget.

Fir ek aur baar aisa hi kuch hua, hum aise hi antaakshari khel rhe the, fir na sabka ghar aagaya tha, uska stop last tha, aur mera 2nd last, toh sa chale gaye, it was me, aand him, and a few little children, uske saath hi utarte the, same colony. So he then looks at me, and I'm look at him, and I smile a little and he smiles back. Fir fir fir OKAY OKAY

he asks me "Tera favourite gaana konsa hai?" Main uss time par zyada gaane nahi sunti thi, only on radio and agar van main bajj rahe hote the toh woh sun leta tha. Uss time par popular gaanon main se ek joh mujhe bohot pasand tha it was "Tum hi ho" so I said, Tum hi ho, aur fir uss bande ne mere liye woh gaana gaaya. YES USNE LITERALLY GAANA GAAYA. I WAS BLUSHING SO HARD AND THEN HE SMILED AND I SMILED AND I SAID A LITTLE "thank you" and he smiled again and for most of the time i was looking at him, he was looking at me.

ek aur baar, hua kya I was in the bus, he was also there, but mujhe aane main thoda late hogaya tha so I had to stand in the bus, that guy, stood up and gave me his seat. I- I was speechless. And again him and I had that eye contact again and uhhhhhh I melted. he was so cute, probably he still is. ab toh bohot saal hogaye baat kiye hue lekin khuda ki marzi hai sab :)

(plus i was a really quiet kid, a really really quiet one, and I did not talk to anyone, not even him, group main sabse chup main hi rehti thi, bit still the eye contacts were enough. and he was the outgoung social type, sabse baat karni, saare dost the uske, he used to smile and laugh all the time, probably, uske liye dost banana aasaan hota hoga )

ek aur baar kya hua, since woh paas main hi rehta tha, He and I met accidently, main mummy ke saath thi we were going, and he was in a car, red light thi, and he got out of the window, like peeked(lol) and he was like( my name!) aggressive waving, and I smiled and waved back, at first jab usne mujhe nahi dekha tha, mujhe pata hi nahi tha he was there lol, fir then he called my name, so I noticed him, he was looking very sweet that day.

fir uske baad usne na school chhod diya, aur phir yaar usse baat hi nahi hui kabhi. I don't know how aur why I suddenly remembered him, but I did and so we are here.

that's all. plus a lot of eye contacts an romantic tension.

Let's name him Ak <3

Aaj pata nahi kaise yeh story aur woh insaan yaad aa gaya, so wanted to share :) Thank you for reading it till the end.

"दिल ने चाहा तो फिर मिलेंगे,

खुदा ने चाहा तो फिर मिलाए जाएँगे। "

[kishmishorkissish]

Okay so am gonna talk bout shubman

Pehle to bande ko ek team de di jaati hai jisne do saal bhot khatarnaak perform kiya hai, to vo pressure+ captaincy ka vi rehta hi hai.

Jb ye news aa rhi thi mujhe lga rumour hoga kyuki gt mai hor vi ache players hai jo international level pai captain hai ,they could have let him gain some experience , usko thoda bhota to pta hi rehta, descision making waale mai rkh lete usey to kya pta agle saal vo acha kr ta no doubt go abhi vi kr rha hai but man he is learning in a hard way 🙂🙂

mere ko ye batana ki pichle do saal shub tha kya descision making mai gt ki ? Like tha to kuch to experience hai hi uske paas 😌😌

Aur fer ye chlta hi hai ki stadium mai chants start ho jaati hai, but banda jeet gya tha uss time. Kl wala vi match tha haath mai but nhi ho paya koi nhi next match to hai hi 🙂🙂🙂

Aur fer do match se chl vi nhi rha ye😔😔, koi nhi aage waale matches vi hai abhi to . Bhai itna postive kha se soch rhi hu mai .

Vo jis post pai ish ne comment nhi kiya vo dekh ke aisa lga na ki ye log bta rhe hai ki indono ke beech sb theek hai 💀 like vo to pta hi tha but assurance di hai 😌😌😌😌 iss se jyada kya chahiye. Aur fer aditi ki story vi dekh li iss krke aur chill hu kyuki there is beauty in privacy 💀💀

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[snz-eriya]

How do you think H.usk would coax out a stuck sneeze? (In himself)

omg I received an ask from the poni??? I feel like a celebrity 😲

ok but I have many ideas.... like my first thought is that h/usk is a cat, right? so his sense of smell is probably wayyyy stronger than most people's. and a/ngel probably has perfume because he's a material girl

so h/usk has some kind of tickle. he's working the bar and he absolutely hates sneezing around other people because it's never just one. so he tries to hold back for a while (as usual, though it barely ever works), and to his surprise, it actually works out this time. except that's a problem in itself, because now it's just itchy and it won't go away. so he sneaks up to a/ngel's room (maybe they're sharing at this point, or maybe they're still separate) and goes searching for his perfume. just one spray is enough, and he gets sent into a whole dramatic fit, like he assumed he would. but at least he's alone so no one can make fun of him for his tiny kitten sneezes

or maybe he needs something more immediate. well, he's got feathers! they probably shed a lot at times, and while he's not usually sensitive to them, they can be just what he needs when he's stuck. it usually takes a bit with his feathers, he has to poke and prod around for a bit. his fit with the feather is much shorter than with the perfume since he's not actually allergic, but it's still way more than one would reasonably expect

or when he's sick, he gets way more sensitive than usual. so when he's got a stuck sneeze, sometimes all he needs to do is just rub his nose for a few seconds and it sets him off. definitely the easiest method, but only really works in that specific instance

and you know it has to be really bad if h/usk is trying to make himself sneeze. so if anyone actually caught him in the act there would probably be some concern (or maybe amusement in a/lastor's case) since it has to really be stuck for h/usk to induce himself willingly

or or or maybe he gets so desperate, nothing else is working, that he actually goes to n/iffty and asks if she can use her duster on him, as a last resort. n/iffty would probably go along with it without question, but h/usk would beg her not to tell anyone (she told everyone)

ok that's all my brain has rn thank you for the ask and letting me talk about my little kitty 🙇‍♀️

[bandarrrrr]

8902 aur yeh wala especially...kuch mast sa bataaaa

(and although it's not in that post...one of your most embarrassing moments as well )

My favourite memory waise to was my date with her on 24th December 2022 but we won't talk about it because I already made a huge post about it, so my favourite memory would be last new year, mai bhandd tha new year pe, mai aur mere best friend Vodka leke aaye the and we were DRUNK, use DRUNK state me humne apne teesre doost k papa se bhi baat kri thi ki uncle ise new year countdown tak rukne do but vo maane nhi, fir hum log apni ek doost aur uske bade bhai k saath Noida ghumne nikal gye 12 bje, humne sabne chai wagera pii aur mai itna bhandd tha use raat ki maine khaulti hui chai apne haath par gira li thi aur doost se puch rha tha ki Bhai tu jalla to nhi

Jiski Life hi embarrassing Rahi ho vo ek moment kya batayega but tbh meri zindagi me as such koi embarrassing moment nhi hua hai

[not-a-kaleshi-saanp]

I was just talking to my mother and I knew with or without a subtle hint she'll want me to have a life partner, children and also take a break from my career for my children.

But all I want to say was you suffered all your life and you want to internalize that into your daughter...why? When I say I just want extreme education and succeed in the career of my choice, that's all I want! In no damn way am I asking to be treated like a baby producing machine for another family, have responsibility of another man and get my wings clipped, NO TF NOT!

The people who want partners are not wrong but wanting to be alone in only my presence isn't wrong either. Wanting a family is beautiful but not wanting it is also okay. Taking a break is okay but not taking one should also be respected.

Ladki ki iccha, uski padhai aur uske sapne utne hi maayne rakhte hai jitne ki ladko ke. Dono hi tumhari aulad hai aur dono se barabar ka pyaar karna tumhara farz. Apni beti ya bete ke sapno ko roundne waale rakshas mat baniye, aage badhne me unka sahaara baniye, phir koi baccha kabhi Ghar chodne ki baat nahi karega.

Dinosaurs vanished because they couldn't change with time, you'll vanish too if you don't walk hand in hand with time!

[wojosubahjaldinahiuthti]

this cutie @mfkingbiggown 🫂 tagged me so here we go...

1. Are you named after anyone?

nah, my parents got creative while naming me. my dad's name is ravi and ma's name starts with na, ravi+na = ravina

2. When was the last time you cried?

last thursday, probably gonna cry tomorrow or day after or on the weekend because next paper is physics

3. Do you have kids?

main khud adult ho jaon uske baad dekhte hain kids

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

arre every desi person is fluent in sarcasm, it's like a second tongue

plate tod di? shabash, baaki sab bhi tod de

5. Whats the first thing you notice about a person?

if they maintain eye contact with me, for me eye contact is very important because if you aren't gonna hold my gaze then for me it means that you aren't interested in talking. apart from that, i notice how people speak, like the dialect, the accent and everything.

6. Whats your eye colour?

brown as the coffee I drown in everyday

7. Scary movies or Happy endings?

both and neither, love watching scary movies dupehar mein jisse raat ko sapne na aaye, happy endings are adorable especially when im rooting for the couple but I have a different kind of love for tragedies and sad endings 😭✋🏼

8. Any special talents?

ambidextrous, i can write with both hands, left ki utni practice nahi but yeah you can read what i write with my left. also mad eyeliner wing skills, perfected them during lockdown

9. Where were you born?

oh ji main toh delhi, india se hoon

10. What are your hobbies?

love writing poetry, reading books, going for walks, drawing, listening to music

11. Have you any pets?

mummy ne kaha ki tum ho na pet, aur nahi chahiye humein, college mein le lena agar itna hi shauk hai bas maine kuch saaf soof nahi karna

12. What sports do you play/have played?

I play badminton, used to play it everyday during lockdown subah subah but ab school and coaching hai, I play basketball in school, tennis and table tennis bhi, and i'm a brown belt in karate

13. How tall are you?

5'5 I believe

14. Favourtie subject in school?

maths bro, I hated it back in 8th grade but fell in love in 9th, thodi love hate relationship chal rahi hai abhi aaj kal

15. Dream job?

probably a fashion designer or an astro physicist, bahut hi opposite jobs hain but bahut interesting hain, if i had bio i would've become an archaeologist studying dinosaurs no doubt

tagging @ultimategenius @lospolloshermanoshyderabad @milkissesbiscuit @thestreetsofloev @pr3ttyburd3n @the-sound-ofrain @justarandomhumanpassingby

[ramayantika]

Wtf does pinki think of herself. Bhai internet hai khoj lo na bhai disease ka. Mera bhi padhai hai bhai mera phone silent pe hai mere paas bhi kaam rehta hai.

She bloody calls up Lado, makes her come to my room so I can talk to pinki. She is like phone kyu nahi utha rahi tum maarungi na mein. Itna text ki tereko bhejne ko answer

Basically she wants easy summary of TB and typhoid and meningitis. Meine ma'am ka ppt internet books sab karke kiya. I don't even have a full comprehensive notes just some random add ons here and there kyunki pehle kiya tha meine toh I only have to revise.

Bc tumhe khud kuch karna nahi hai call kar karke help chahiye. Toh bhai sabke paas kaam hai wait kar na behen aur sab padh rahe hai agar late reply aayega toh khud search karlo?

Tum bhai ghumo kuch kaam nahi karo phir exam ke pehle ek din ka kaam mein bakiyon ko disturb karo. Tbh mein bhi ek do din pehle hi aise padh rahi hu because I had events. Abhi kuch din pehle he it got over. Toh uske liye meine apna jugaad bhi sab kiya.

Tum kuch nahi karoge faltu disturb karoge and have the fucking audacity to say phone kyu na utha rahi text kiya sab kiya kya lagti hai tu

[hand-picked-star]

My 'KHAYALI PULAO'

(These are the snippet I wanted to see in IPKKND. After every rewatch, I just close my eyes and these imaginary scenes flash through my mind like they are actual scene. I am trying to articulate them here for my future recap. so that I can read them later and also hoping that some day an AI app will come where I can input these scripts and a scene will produce from the app😁😁)

Right After kidnapping

arnav: nani,bohot rat ho chuke hain, apko sou jana chahiye

Arnav: grandma, it's too late,you need to sleep.

(nani nodding her head and got up to go to her room. Arnav giving his attention to khushi reached out to hold her hand. arnav's mind went back to the terrace of akash-payal marriage night.'khushi ji main rani shaheba ko apni patni nehi mante' for the first time realizing there was a resistance from khushi's side to the hug)

arnav: khushi, mujhe sab khuch janna hain. tell me everything in details. SAB KUCH, do you understand? did he ever tried to hurt you or kya kuch esa....(unable to complete the sentence. khushi started fidgeting) khushi, batao mujhe(softly using the tone only he uses with her) I promise, I won't get angry.

Arnav:khushi,I need to know everything. tell me everything in details. EVERYTHING, do you understand? did he ever tried to hurt you or do anything.... (unable to complete the sentence. khushi started fidgeting) khyshi,pls tell me(softly using the tone only he uses with her) I promise, I won't get angry.

khushi: (fidgeting) ap toh jante hain sab khuch.hamne apko bataya tha na. lekin ap toh mujhe yekin (hi nahi ki. khushi couldn't finish the sentence seeing the anguish in arnav's eyes)

khushi:(fidgeting) you know everything. I told you before,remember? but you didn't believe... (she couldn't finish the sentence seeing the anguish in arnav's eyes)

arnav: ( getting himself together) usdin chad pe kaya hua tha batao mujhe?

Arnav:( getting himself together) tell me what happened that day on the roof.

khushi: (she became extremely nervous, not able to meet his eyes, she focused all her attention and looked down to their joined hand) woh usdin ap hamse kuch baat karne chaha rehe the na? toh mujhe (gulping, voice stated to tremble) woh main jis kamre me thi uha ayene pe kisine likha tha ke mujhe chaad pe jana hain. hum soche the ap mujhe bula rehe hain. par ap uha nehi the. uha toh woh admi......tab main uha se vag ke ana chaha rehi thi.... lekin....(both closed their eyes, reluctant to say or listen what comes next) unhone hamko jadardasti se....uske bad mujhe kuch bhi acchese yaad nehi hain.... ham bohot dar geye the. unhone kya kaha, hamne... kya...... (khushi openes her eyes meeting his eye first time after starting this conversation, upon meeting his eyes, her lips started trembling, unable to hold anymore he hugged her, now khushi started to sob clutching his t-shirt) hamne bohot yaad karne ke koshis ki.... apne kaha tha na, jo apne suna. lekin main thik se yaad hi nehi kar payi(khushi started to hicupp and arnav looks like he will start to sob with her too) mujhe sirf itna yaad hain ke hamne unse kaha thi ke agar woh di ko patni nehi manta toh di ko uss gatiya admi ke bagayar hi rehena chahiye. mujhe maf kar dijiye mujhe aur khuch yaad nehi hain.

khushi: (she became extremely nervous, not able to meet his eyes, she focused all her attention and looked down to their joined hand) you wanted to talk to me that day.so I (gulping, voice stated to tremble) the room I was using for changing, there's this mirror. someone wrote there for me to go to the roof. I thought it was you. but you weren't there..there was the man... then I wanted to escape from there but (both closed their eyes, reluctant to say or listen what comes next) he grabbed me by force... after that I didn't remember anything clearly. I was terrified....whatever he said... whatever I said...... (khushi openes her eyes meeting his eye first time after starting this conversation, upon meeting his eyes, her lips started trembling, unable to hold anymore he hugged her, now khushi started to sob clutching his t-shirt) I tried to recall them so hard....you told me what you heard...but I am unable to remember them (khushi started to hicupp and arnav looks like he will start to sob with her too) I just remember that if he can't accept Di as wife then she would be better off without a disgusting person like him. I am so sorry, I only remember this.

arnav: sshhh,khushi, tume mafi mangne ki koi jarurat nehi hain(closing his eyes realizing he is the one who should apologise and hugging khushi tightly)

Arnav: sshhhh,khushi,you don't have to say sorry((closing his eyes realizing he is the one who should apologise and hugging khushi tightly)

(the screen will fade to black,leaving two people hugging each other)

(then their is a scene in bed arnav and khushi lying together, khushi is soundly asleep, mentally and physically exhausted, arnav is wide awake, hand behind his head looking up in the ceiling)

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[taegularities]

heyyy rid ....mujhe abhi pata chala kya chal raha hai south korea mai

its like disgusting ....i feel like u have a huge crowd at this platform so more people will get aware of it

recently SK ki females internationally help mang rahi thi ki unke liye stand up kare log cuz wahn ke chat rooms nikal ke aye hai which is on telegram uspe wahn ke males chat group mai deepfakes share karte the apne family , workplace , coworkers, school kids and teens , especially family ....nd jab ye baat bahar nikal kar ayi toh ispe uss tym jada action liya hi nhi gya cuz wahn ki government isee important nhi smjhti they let it go like something very normal

unki chays ke jab SS reveal hue toh bht hi diagusting baatein nikali like females ko bht hi zada rights diye hue hai in translation if i say uska matlab ye tha ki bht udd rahi hai ladkiyan niche rehna chahiye like that

aur ye sab sexual harrasment toh hai hi but ye sab females ko nicha ya inferior samjhna jaissa tha nd ofc humiliation ... jispe based unke chat room ka naam bhi hai

after all this first the kolkata case jiska mai reason same inferior dekhna tha uske baad bhi bht cases aye the then abb ye .... aisa lagta hai ki humanity khatam si hoti ja rahi hai

dosri taraf taliban mai jane kya kya restricyion laga diye hai ki bare face bahar nhi nikalna hands nhi dikhne chahiye koi sound nhi nikalni chahiye

uske baad recently ek rape culprit joki US se hai mujhe confirm nhi kahan se hai but hai west ka hi usne bhi bht hi henious crime kiya tha aur 28urs jail ke baad woh bahar aagya hai aur khula ghoom rha like no restrictions over him

ab baat countries par rahi hi nahi hai ye world pe aagyi hai WE ARE NOT SAFE ANYWHERE except agr hum apne mummy papa se chipak kar rahe toh shyd safe ho

idk bht bura lag raha hai kya ho rha hai duniya mai kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai ki ab kuch matter bhi karta hai ya nhi life mai but fir sab bhulne ki koshish karti hu ...bht mushkil se toh mai kolkata wale case se dimag hataya tha lekin ab ye sab hine laga 🥲🥲🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

aorry for such a long rant but bht tym se ye sab mere andhar bhara hua hai

kasam se waise bhi mai kisi relation mai nhi ayi abhi tak aur ab toh shyd sawal hi nhi uthta hai

but again i think lets not lose hope abhi tym hai shyd kuch thik hojaye

i'm going to answer in english bc i feel like this could be of concern for everybody. so the ask basically talks about the different occurrences of SA of women all over the world, including but not limited to the south korea deepfake porn scandal or the absolutely devastating kolkata doctor rape-murder case. i've heard of most of these and i had the same thoughts as you, riya… it's saddening and terrifying that women are seen as something inferior, like a stray dog that they can treat however they like. i feel like the world had gotten better for a while and now its morals are dropping again.

it's scary as a woman, it's scary to go out, to fall in love, to marry, to dress a certain way for joy, to even go to work. i'm not surprised that these korean women won't marry or date men anymore, bc even i, in a modern central european country, am horrified and so freaking scared that i might fall into a guy's trap and end up in a terrible relationship.

i get your fears, my love. i've cried so many times about this now… i'm so sorry you feel that way, too. all we can do is hold onto hope and believe that things will get better, that we will get justice, that men will be educated too, and that we can live a life with somebody who cherishes us and shows us that not everybody is inherently bad. you can vent here anytime. we're all here for you 🫂

[hi-avathisside]

Couple Goals

I wanna lie in his arms, legs interwined,hands wrapped around him,my face snuggled in his chest, as we find comfort and peace in our embrace.

I want to spoon him, and play with his hair, rub his back, tell him, everythings gonnna be alright and i am proud of him.

I want to go on dates with him, hands interwined,as we go through the streets of the market, or a much peaceful place, like sitting together on the bank of the river. Understanding the unsaid with eyes.

I wanna make him wear my rubberband on his wrist, i wanna rest my head on his shoulder.

I wanna make cute hairstyles of his, i wanna read him poetry amd stories and i wanna listen him talk about all the theories he has read about and the history he loves talking about.

I can listen to him, all day, everyday.

Chai peeni hai yaar uske saath,uska sheher ghoomna hai mujhe, apna sheher ghumana hai mujhe.

I want to stargaze with him, go shopping with him, a simple walk with him is enough for me,no expensive over planned dates please, i wanna act myself when i am on a date, aur jis resteraunt main chole bhature na milte ho vahan i can not be myself.

Can i sleep in his arms? Please?

I wanna sit with him, and have long conversations about the present, past , and future, about the universe, and multiverses.

Us matching outfits when?

I wanna make him lay his head in my lap, as i play with his hair,whenever he's stressed.

I want to be his home, i want him to be my home.

The yearning for love is truly truly real 😭

*this is my coping mechanism-making fake scenarios, kindly dont mind, thank you<3

*pictures are from pinterest

[felicisimor]

Hello ✨ list five things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last ten people who liked or reblogged something from you (no pressure) ☺️

My number 1 is obviously my little sister she is the best. 💜 (Y es un desastre de persona pero bueno así nunca estoy aburrida)

And for the rest the things that make me happy right now are that tomorrow I am going to drive a motorbike for the first time with more people (I am super excited), when I go with my friends of my USK to draw on the weekends, when I relax in my roof looking at the stars and when I spend time talking with strangers in a different city than mine, people are so interesting.

And thank you this is the first time that someone has send me an ask I only reblog things so is not like people follow me for my original content.😊❤️