#uwu thanks bubs

[delcakoo]

jake with a short gf ༉‧₊˚.

requested <3 ! jay ver ! hoon ver ! riki ver !

PAIRING ! jake x f!reader

GENRE ! fluff

WC ! 1.1k

WARNINGS ! absolutely none just jake being cute puppy bf

a/n: hoon ver is next, then riki according to my inbox jsdhdh! thank u for the req nonnie c:

AS ONE OF THE SHORTER MEMBERS

jake love love loves your height so much <333

he thinks you’re just the cutest and will take absolutely any chance he can to PICK YOU UP

need help reaching something?

instead of getting it for you, this boy will wrap his arms around your waist and lift you up so YOU can be the one to get it

then when you finally get it and he puts you down he’s like “lets gooo!! you did it princess, up top!!” *extremely loud high five*

if you’re literally just existing??

don’t question anything if you’re suddenly being raised into the air and spun around in circles while jake’s just giggling

and especially since your boyfriend doesn’t work out, this makes him feel very manly and strong so let him be 😞😞

this one is a bit annoying BUT

whenever you try to scold him he is totally unserious because lisTEN THE WAY YOU’RE LOOKING UP at hIM IT MAKES HIM ALL GIDDY iNSIDE 💔💔

“jake i’m serious, how the hell did you break my microwave?”

“uhh….😊”

“why the fuck are you smiling?!

he just giggles but quickly covers his mouth, “sorry angel, you just look so cute when you’re mad!”

you don’t know if you wanna punch him or give him a big hug because why is he adorable

and dw he buys you a new microwave before your tiny leg punts him to mars (he jokes that he wouldn’t even feel it 🧍mfer)

no matter where you are

even if you’re on in public this boy will absolutely give you endearing head pats

you’re just peacefully laying against your boyfriend’s chest in the skytrain

and suddenly he’s patting you like a cat or something

*extremely dramatic, slow head turn* “what’re you doing?”

“giving you pets!” jake replies with an innocent smile

you give him a disgusted glance, “...you’re lucky i love you.”

gets evEN MORE GIDDY AFTER YOU SAID THAT like a real pupPY

one of jake’s most favourite things on earth is when you wear his clothes <3

you just walk out from a shower with wet hair looking all hot and steamy

and as he’s about to jokingly wolf whistle from the bed like an idiot, his eyes fall to your figure being practically swallowed by HIS GREY HOODIE 🥹🥹

your little hands have formed the cutest sweater paws and even your knees are hidden by the bottom of the fabric and your boyfriend is just uwuing

“ahhhh my cute girl!! c’mereee!”

he’d then proceed to jump off the bed and run towards you, not giving you a second to protest before throwing you on the bed for cuddle time <33

“bub, i need to dry my hair”

“shhh, i’m more important aren’t i ?!”

what’re u gonna do

say no??? didn’t think so ❤️

also also

jake feels EXTRA protective of you due to your smallness :(

would if the wind is too strong and blows you away?!

when you guys are walking in a crowd.. oh boy

he has a GAME PLAN forming in his head

you are not going to be anymore than 3 centimetres from his body until you’re out of the stampede

he doesn’t actually tell you anything, you kinda just let him do what we wants as he pulls you right against his body and leads you with one hand against the small of your back

the other hand is tightened by his side in case anybody tries something

he’s ready to FIGHT

that’s a joke

this is jake he’d probably apologise if someone bumped into him BUT when it comes to you he’ll definitely be sending some harsh stares and frowns

“geez.. who do these tall people think they are??”

“you were right there! like, i get you’re pretty tiny but he should’ve been looking down too 😡!!”

*sends death glares at anyone who dares to shove into you and say ‘sorry, didnt see you down there’*

speaking of walks

if you are literally ever tired, do not be afraid to let him know !!

his favourite thing ever is giving you piggybacks and just cooing at how small and easy you are to carry

“hop on, princess!”

subtly tries to show off his not very existent muscles by flexing his arms while he carries you even tho in reality it’s just cuz you’re light af

“feels like i'm wearing a backpack”

“shortie, you still up there? sorry, i can barely even tell ☺️”

AGAIN he doesn’t like.. TEASE you as bad as two other members i’m thinking of would.. 🧌

but he definitely does make random annoying remarks like that

bullies you when you least expect it fr. 😞😞

another reason jake loves your height is because it makes it 10x easier during cuddle sessions (if you havent noticed im a cuddling w jake enthusiast) to literally wrap his entire body around yours like a whole cocoon

he will only cuddle ONE PERSON (and one dog) IN THIS WORLD and he’s determined to make sure you feel the most loved ever >:(((

when you try to be the big spoon he just giggles a bit

watches in amusement as your tiny arms try to wrap around his whole frame

“baby you’re cute and all, but let me take it from here” proceeds to flip you around so your back is to his chest before squeezing the breath out of you jshdjdh

back hugs with him <3333

if someone comments about your height, i’m sorry but this mf will probably laugh with them 🧍

“y/n! are you wearing insoles in your shoes again?” jungwon snickers AS SOON AS YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR

“n-no…” you lie, refusing to meet the cat boy’s mischievous eyes

then all of a sudden jake appears behind you.. the man you thought you could trust..

“oh, she is.” he eXPOSES you, “do you really think y/n grew up to my neck in a day?

then they both start laughing as if you aren’t right there 😞

“i’m breaking up with you,” you huff

he fakes a gasp, “oh no, who’s gonna help you reach the kitchen shelves then?” WHY IS HE SO MEAN

“i’ll ask heeseung”

suddenly he’s gasping for real and pulling you into a hug that lifts your feet off the ground

“you can’t do that! that’s my job :(((“

moral of the story

big puppy boyfriend who ADORES your height and if you’re ever insecure about it you’ll just end up being hugged to death with never ending words of comfort >:(

MORE HUGS FOR MY SHORT READERS 🫂

if you enjoyed, reblogs n’ comments are always motivating <3

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[0mochi0]

Now this sunshine is called Metz. Metzger :0 Thanks to everyone who offered their name ideas, it was much appreciated. I love you guys. (uwu ) @madelee Thanks for the name, bub. (uwu )

[from-izzy]

[02:04] | tbz lee jaehyun | hyunjae

» ​PAIRING: tbz lee jaehyun (hyunjae) x fem reader​ » TROPE/AU​: friends 2 lovers (mentioned from backstory!), non-idol au! established relationship au! marriage au! » GENRE​: fluffy fluff, slight angst (?), ​husband hyunjae, he's super patient and understanding, hurt/comfort, wedding vows (it's so cute, i love it) » WORD COUNT: ​3743 » ESTIMATED READING TIME: ~14 mins » WARNINGS (lmk if i missed anything!): mentions of pregnancy, insecurities, mentions of a broken family/childhood (reader's side), proofread once

my second timestamp story! thank you for all the love on the first one! (pst! it's sunwoo! 🦝) hopefully, this one lives up to your expectations! (if there are any uwu). sorry for my weird, unscheduled, random posting times > <

shoutout to my mum who (i bet) went through a lot to make sure i would grow up well. thank you for always reminding me that you don't regret having me and loving me with all your being. love you mumma! 💗

navi/masterlist!!

You remembered when you tucked yourself into bed alone after reminding Jaehyun to come to bed soon. He was so close to finishing his work that you didn’t want to force him out of his zone, understanding that he would feel more peaceful if he finished it sooner even if it meant ruining his internal body clock a little bit for it.

Opening your eyes and taking a deep breath in the calming darkness, you smiled at the arm that rested across your now flat stomach. During your whole pregnancy stages, especially when that wicked pregnancy pillow put a physical barrier between you and your loving husband, he would at least reach out and hold your hand (or particularly your stomach bump), a huge downgrade from how his chest would completely be on your back and he hushes you asleep with his soft snores. 

You knew as soon as you turned your head to the right that Jaehyun managed to finish his work, a neutral smile on his face as compared to the slight pout and the subtle crease between his eyebrows as he sometimes grunts in his sleep from the past few days. An affectionate gaze falls upon your eyes when Jaehyun grunts and scoots over to your side of the bed, his unconscious mind telling him to move closer to his wife after he throws the pillow away to the other side of the room in excitement as soon as your new family arrived home three days ago. You chuckle at the way his right hand past the top of your stomach to hook your waist and pull you closer to him. Now half awake, Jaehyun made himself comfortable by burrowing his nose and lips into the crook of your neck and you immediately looked up towards the ceiling to let him do so.

A satisfied hum comes out from the man beside you, “This is nice.” He brushes the warm skin of your neck with his colder nose and his soft lips press multiple kisses from your jawline to your right shoulder.

“Jae.” You chuckle at his playful nature, “Go back to sleep, hm? You have work tomorrow.”

Jaehyun groans at the grim reminder. He’s been at home ever since you came back home, using up some of his leave days to take care of you and your newborn child. He was about to use it all but you stopped him, convincing him that you’re able to take care of yourself and your child, moreover to save those days in case a ‘real’ emergency does occur. Every day and every moment, you look at your husband who you treasure so much and you can’t help but think about how much you love this man with all your heart, mind and soul.

“Don’t remind me of that, bubs.” Finally opening his eyes, he relied on the subtle moonlight that seeped through your curtains and looked at your side view with ‘that’ gaze. 

‘That’ gaze that reminds you every day that you’re worth it for you. ‘That’ gaze that he kept even after ten years of meeting each other. ‘That’ gaze that was plastered on his face when he went down on one knee to propose to you. ‘That’ gaze that was present when he read his wedding vows and wiped the tears on your face when you read yours. ‘That’ gaze (mixed with immense happiness and excitement) when you told him you were pregnant. 

It holds many meanings and you were sure that the list would continue, building from all the blessed experiences so far.

Only chuckling at the way that he pouts cutely at you, you turn your body to face him, creating a small gap between you both as you press a peck on his lips, “Thank you for using your leave days to take care of us.”

“Of course, I would.” Jaehyun shook his head slightly to validate his point, “You both are my whole world. I can’t afford to lose you or baby.” It was the way that your eyes slightly pooled with tears that he replaced the pout and shushing the soft whimpers that left your now shaky lips, “Hey…what’s wrong?”

Your once small cries amplified drastically and Jaehyun’s eyes widened in shock, quickly pulling you into his embrace. He slips his left hand under your neck, bringing your tear-stricken face into his chest as you sob in his arms. Jaehyun comfortingly whispers sweet nothings into your ear, patting your head and pressing occasional kisses on your forehead. You stayed wordless for a while, enjoying the company and how close your entire body could be now after you gave birth.

“Catch your breath. I’ll be right here.” Jaehyun reminds you between your tired gasps for air, “I’ll always be here next to you, waiting for you, loving you more and more with each passing day.”

You couldn’t do anything but just nod, your heart melting at the sincere words, “I’m scared.”

“Of what, bubs?”

“Like,” You started, audibly voicing out the thoughts that have been swarming and eating you alive inside and out, “what happens if I mess up?”

It isn’t the first time that you had this kind of conversation. The very first time was when the adrenaline from your system was drained after announcing that positive pregnancy test to Jaehyun. You voiced out your worries as an upcoming parent, worried that you would accidentally pass down your problems, anxiety and worries to your child. Out of everything you want the most in the world, all you want is for your children to grow up without your traumas and problems affecting them because that’s not the kind of life that they deserve. Of course, that’s unrealistic. Children are indeed a slight depiction of their parents and how they would act around other people outside the family says a lot about how their parents raised them.

You can just imagine a situation where your anxiety takes over, you crouch down to be eye level with your extremely young child, giving them a lecture about what they should or shouldn’t do, extending that talks to both extreme sides of ‘what if’s and how they should just be more careful, less daring and---

“Jae, promise me that you’ll make sure she doesn’t grow up like me.” It was a desperate plea, almost as if you would walk out of their lives in the next second. The anxiety completely took over your body as you clenched Jaehyun’s shirt in your fist as a physical response, looking up at him desperately and Jaehyun’s eyebrows crashed together, “She doesn’t deserve that, Jae. Those silent cries, hating everyone around me, feeling like no one loved me and wanting to just end---”

“Don’t.” It was stern yet it still held a lot of patience and love. Jaehyun smiles sadly at the words that he has heard multiple times but even so, he would never stop reminding you of all the things he loves about you. He would never stop hugging you, holding your body and pulling you towards him, giving you all his love and company, “Don’t say that about yourself when you’re the reason why I wake up happy every day, bubs.”

“But Jae---”

“You know,” He whispers into the silent yet wavering night. Jaehyun takes a deep inhale of the air, tilting his head to rest his chin on the top of your head, “I was so scared of losing you as time went on.”

You calmed down, shutting your eyes as you focused on his heartbeat to pull you back to the present time. Jaehyun just smiles at the slightly open door of your room and he reminds himself of his newborn child on the other side of their bedroom door. When you hummed confusingly at his words, your husband just nodded, “Why were you scared?”

“Well,” If it wasn’t for the fact that your face was hidden into his collarbone, you would be able to see the blushing mess that Jaehyun was. A deep red blush was on his face, spreading to his ears; but you did feel the warmth on his neck as you kissed his skin delicately and it made Jaehyun more of a mess, “of course if it didn’t work out and you didn’t feel the same way, it would become awkward and even though we were such close friends, I knew that if I was rejected, I wouldn’t be able to spend as much time with you anymore. I really could’ve lost you.”

You never really knew this about Jaehyun. Whenever you asked about the day that he confessed to you to be his girlfriend, he only talked about his plans and how your mutual friends all pushed him to confess to you. You also told him about how the same mutual friends pushed you to confess back to him, yet you were a coward that you became used to telling yourself that if you ever ended up with Jaehyun, it would only hinder him in life; because who would love a broken girl when they could love a perfect one instead?

And so when he confessed, asked for a chance and promised to love you dearly after two years of mutual pining, you didn’t realise that time flew by so quickly that on the sixth year when Jaehyun kneeled and asked for your hand in marriage two years ago, a sudden hit of ‘reality’ (or so you called it) crashed into you. 

You really did find love when you thought for the longest, most tiring and hardest times when you didn’t think anyone would love you as you are. Seriously, how could anyone love you when you were still so stuck between believing and convincing yourself that you are enough? 

“I knew I had to take a chance,” Jaehyun continues his thoughts, “because when I closed my eyes and realised that if I didn’t at least try to make you mine, you might just completely slip from my life. Selfishly as well, I didn’t want to see you smiling in another person’s arms and kissing that person every time you wake up and go to sleep.”

The thought of you two doing just that ever since you moved in together five years ago suddenly made you blush and you couldn’t help but let out a string of complaints. Jaehyun just laughs (and quietly lets out a sigh of relief) when you finally release his shirt, wrapping your small hands around his bigger build instead, “I’m sorry that I didn’t realise that you went through all that.”

“No, it’s alright.” He reassures you again for the nth time in the last hour, “I have you now. You are all I ever wanted.” Pulling away and reaching to cup your wet cheeks, his thumbs swipe your almost dry cheek, offering you that familiar warmth that only he could give, “It’s all worth it in the end.”

“Really?” Another tear managed to slip out of your eyes and you couldn’t help but stare at him apprehensively as the devil inside your mind managed to manipulate your thinking, “I’m such a high-maintenance person, Jae…I really wouldn’t blame you if you wake up one day and decide to just…” He shakes his head throughout your small speech, knowing the similar words that you would say to him once in a while, “leave…” It came out quieter than you thought, maybe because he already knew anyway, hence saying it again and again, the red-horned creature in your mind rejoices as your childhood traumas reminded you of how worthless you are to the world.

Usually at this time, Jaehyun would rebut your words immediately but the silence had your heart dropping and for a while, you thought that you had taken the words out of his mouth. Jaehyun kept his tired stare and suddenly you were aware of your dry mouth as you waited for any sort of words from your husband. He removes the hand that was on your cheek, reaching behind to grab his device from the bedside table, “Hold on, okay?”

For a second, you really thought this was it for the both of you. During these moments of much-needed comfort, Jaehyun has always given you his undivided attention but now as the blue light reflects on his squinting eyes, you couldn’t help but let the tears flow down your eyes once again. Did he finally give up on me? Were the only thoughts that swarmed your mind as you watched how his thumb scrolled and colours reflected on the smooth surface of his dewy skin, “Jae?” Time made you desperate for a response and you were about to clench on his shirt again when he let out a small ‘aha’ and played the video on his phone.

You recognised the scene on his phone immediately without looking. The familiar scene, cheers, whooping and excitement radiating off the background noises had you sobbing again. Jaehyun sets the volume, puts his phone back on the bedside table and gives you his attention again, “My mum was sorting videos on her phone when she came across this and sent it to me.” He presses a comforting kiss on your lips and calms your shaking body, “I’m sure you remember this right?”

You just nod and Jaehyun pulls your face into his chest once again, letting the sound from the video consume you both into your worlds.

“As soon as you stepped into those classroom doors, all eyes were on you and undoubtedly mine too.” You were already starting to tear up just from the first few sentences, “Ah…I only just started…” You scanned your next words, just sniffling from the longer sentences that you didn't know how to not cry to while the audience let out words of encouragement and small laughs. 

Your soon-to-be husband steps towards you, kissing the side of your head, “Should I go first?”

“Do you mind?” You laugh, feeling embarrassed. 

“Not at all.” Jaehyun takes out his paper from his suit, taking the microphone from you, “I already knew this would happen guys.” He announced to the audience and you rolled your eyes jokingly, “Ok…I’ll start.”

You knew very well that your eye makeup was most probably ruined and you looked some sort of a mess at the moment so you couldn’t help but stare down at the floor. Jaehyun gives you a quick kiss on the crown of your head, swooning the audience with his romantic gesture making him chuckle before clearing his throat and starting his vows.

“I remember the day I walked into that classroom on my first day of school. No doubt, I didn’t want to be there. Not just at that school or at that classroom: I just didn’t want to be in Seoul. The sudden move because of my dad’s work made me leave all the memories I had in Incheon in a month and as an innocent young child who was already happy with everything, I didn’t want to leave.

Alas, even my mother told me we had to go and that’s when I knew that moving was inevitable. School work was already hard as it was and I had to move to a big city where I knew no one, having to start all over again from the ‘Hi. My name is Lee Jaehyun. I hope we’ll get along well.’ really made me reach the peak of my mood swings during puberty.”

Jaehyun alternates his eye contact between you and the audience who reacts to the groom with happiness, and laughter as some of his closest friends give him encouraging, funny body language. He points them out and the said friends complain whilst the audience just laughs at the group of boys on the side of the stage. However, it was how you finally raised your head and laughed along that made Jaehyun join in as well.

“For the first few weeks, I didn’t make an obvious effort to fit in. As you know, I joined clubs and did after-school activities. Studying was still my priority at this point but even that became so mundane and boring that I crashed and burnt out after a while. But maybe, the burnout was just what I needed because that was how I first met you. Had I not cried in the corner of the library in the ironically ‘health and wellbeing’ section, would you have even spoken to me? Would you have crouched down and tapped on my shoulder to ask if I was okay? Would you have sat down next to me silently as you read your book, waiting for me to answer your question?

The answer is: yes. Or at least I would like to believe so.

Why? Because no one will fully ever understand how much I love you. Maybe if it wasn’t that day in the library, I would’ve met you later. How much later, nobody knows and nobody will ever know because I’m about to marry that girl who made my day so much better in the library. But what I do know is that no matter when, where, why or how we would’ve met, I would have still fallen in love with your smile, your pout, your laugh, and the way you cutely complain about how I mess up your bubble tea order,” Jaehyun gives you a cheeky smile and you just scoff with a smile on your face, “the way you would cry in my arms when you had a bad day, the way you would drop everything when I have a bad day, the way you would try your best to stay awake until I’m done with my other priorities. 

But bubs, I hope you’ll always know that you’ll forever be my first, most top priority.

Even as we fight, cry and shout at each other words that we don’t mean, I hope you’ll always be able to go to sleep thinking that I’ll still love you. I’ll still be right by your side when your insecurities come by and pass. I’ll always remind you that you’ll always be enough no matter what you do. Your best will always be enough and I hope I’ll always be that person who can be your safe, happy place.”

No doubt now that you’re sobbing and when you look at your parents sitting down not far from the stage, your heart does clench a bit as you’re reminded of your childhood. Seeing them cry over Jaehyun’s words does seem a little bit strange to you as they never really minded your words whenever you were struggling with life. But then you remind yourself of what Jaehyun said to you a few seconds ago.

“I know for sure that you’ll always be enough for me.” Jaehyun continues, taking your mind off your parents as he looks at you understandingly, “I love you and I know I’ll continue to love you until the day I take my last breath. I’ll take care of you even when you’re not sick or feeling well, cherish all of you and be there for you even after death because I love you so much, sweetheart.”

The recording ended there and Jaehyun relished in the way that your body stopped shaking, your arms around his waist securely and your breathing back to normal. He knows instantly that you feel better just from those small actions. He also didn’t miss the smile that grew on your face even though you were literally cuddled up against his body, “So,” the deep whisper from your husband only made you push your face even further up his body, now burying your face into his collarbone, “I just want to tell you that she will grow up beautifully just like her mother. Also, we’ll get through this together. Parenting isn’t supposed to be a one-person job after all.”

Nodding and burrowing yourself into the crook of his neck, you appreciate the way his words reminded the devil in the back of your head as it stomps off in defeat. The words supported the angel that finally won and it replaced the red creature, kicking the red light away to replace your body with a calming, soothing feeling that soon takes over your whole body, “I love you, Jae.”

“I love you too.” The warmth of the night overpowered the chilly night and the two of you held each other so lovingly that the weight of your eyelids eventually became too heavy for you to hold. Jaehyun waits patiently until sleep fully takes over you, fighting his yawn from escaping his mouth. Quietly, he just continued to stroke your exposed waist delicately, kissing your lips one last time before reminding you once more, “Always.”

It’s all very fortunate that your mind is now at ease and that you both were able to sleep after. But parenting duties call about half an hour later when cries are heard from the other side of the house and both your eyes open instantly. You were the first one to untangle your body from Jaehyun and you looked over to your husband who was still stirring himself awake again for the second time of the night as you both sat up on the bed, “I’m sorry.” You kiss him on the lips, cradling the back of his head and pushing his chest back down on the bed, “I’ll get her. Get back to sleep, Jae.”

“No no, I’ll go.” You disapprovingly groan at your husband who managed to push his sleepiness aside and sit up once again, his head hanging down in exhaustion, “Wha---bubs.” Instantly, you pushed him back down on the bed, pulling the blanket over up until his chin.

You adamantly tell your husband to try and go back to sleep. Jaehyun fakes his nod and closes his eyes, an idea popping up in his head as he plots to joke around with his wife. When you swing your legs over to the side of the bed, ready to stand up once more, Jaehyun quickly hugs you from behind, pressing a kiss on the back of your ear where you’re the most ticklish and sensitive. 

You froze at his actions and even though his sleepy voice was still evident, you could also hear all the love that he could offer you in this world with his playful tone, “Race you there, bubs.”

Jaehyun called in sick the next day.

navi/masterlist!!

tags (send a dm/ask if you would like to be here!): @deoboyznet 📢❤️ @k-labels 💙🤍 @k-films 🤎🎞️

[ahundredtimesover]

Hi bub! Just wanted to drop by and say that you are gifted! The way you write has me cuddling more into the blanket just to suppress the butterflies. But not just the uwu scenes, your writing in general is just so good like really GOOD and awesome and fantastic and just so wow!

And this new of a masterpiece you are creating is just you holding up to the expectations of your readers. Damn sometimes i get so anxious cause you have set a standard and i fear its too hard to be matched. But I want you to stay, title wise is very emotional? I wonder what's about to come in their lives in the future and I'm just so excited about it!

Iwyts's jk is an asshole for sure but damn he's hot!! I mean of course he ought to be, looking at real jungkook's shenanigans lately its not hard to picture the story.😂

Also, I really miss plm couple and it would be nice to see their fluffy family moments and all the pregnancy stuff with jungkook running around and pampering her, tbh can't wait to get a notification about it!

I'm really happy cause there would be lots of things coming from your side and thank you so much for it. And I'm so sorry for my impatient ass that can't wait for your stories to pop up:(( But you know i love you right💜

Ahhh this was such a joy to receive! 🥹🥹 glad I could elicit those emotions from you hehe curling into the blanket and having these butterflies is definitely a good feeling. But thank you THANK YOU for the sweetest words. ☺️

I try 🥲 haha I was going for a “screw it let me just write this story without limits and care, I just want to write the scenes that keep playing in my head” attitude with this new fic and now I’m anxious! I rly hope it lives up. There’s a lot that will happen and I’m wishing the emotions and messages come through.

And yes, this JK is something else. Golden era was heaven sent bc I needed him to have that intensity, that glare, that maturity with the added seriousness and sexiness and he delivered. 🥵

As for PLM, I knowwww and I’m sad I haven’t given them attention. As you know, I can’t focus on more than one story at a time and it’s been a crazy few months for me but I’ll definitely write them up. I won’t stop writing until I’ve written that bonus 😉

But again, just thank you. Messages like this keep me going. I’ll be going back to this constantly. Hope you’re well and I’m sending you lots of love 💕💕💕

[finniestoncrane]

hi again!! thank you so much for the words of encouragement! luckily at this point I'm not too stressed bc my final thesis isn't due until late April, so I'll have time to do multiple revisions even if this one turns out to be shitty

and yes omg I CANNOT WAIT for a trailer to be out (apparently neither can my subconscious lmao)

I think I've been bamboozled tho bc I'm writing my thesis and all of a sudden I'm writing about theory??? tHeOrY???? my despised worst enemy??? how did you get here??? I have let myself become deceived 😔

at least it's interesting theory tho I guess -- it's on identity as performance so I guess it can stay but it's on thin fucking ice

I just keep writing and thinking "Ozzie would understand none of this lmao" but at least he would be proud of me I guess (at least I hope he would be) uwu

uhhh anyway sorry for spamming your inbox with boring updates about my thesis! I hope your day has been lovely! it's back to the word doc for me now!

as always,

peng-anon 💜💜

can't wait to decide how hurt i'm going to be by the love interest because i swear ;-;

bub i have no idea what theory even is so you are way ahead of me u-u (so certain i covered it in film/theatre/photography but i also didn't read a play or watch a film my whole four years so...)

ozzie would be SO PROUD are you kidding me, getting all your brains and shit and doing stuff without having to hold anyone at gunpoint or punch them, how eloquent of you u-u 💜

GOOD LUCK WITH IT PENG-ANON!!! 🐧

[hephaestn]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity! 🤍

uwu thank you so much bubs 🥰🤍

[jinxstrology]

If Paypal isn't a bitch the money should be in, I hope it's enough lksfjaslas if it isn't lemme know idk how prices work over there

And Yeonjun oh myy that boi. How he and Wooyoung went "Jagiya" over there (idk what show it is) and idk what they had for lunch/dinner

Also thank you!! I'm beyond elated that you liked them UwU

aww thank you bub, i've got it and i'm literally on my way to the corner store for ice cream haha

i think it's time we and wooyoung admit to ourselves that he is really, really gay for yeonjun.

[icharchivist]

I can believe one of Beelzebub's first interactions with the primals was when Lucilius was showing the twins around and Bubs had just finished working out, because he's always been big on modifying his body. Feeling clever, he asked Lucilius if his newly hatched beasts would be able to clean up his training equipment for him

Lucilius gave him a look that makes your internal organs shrivel up and die, but motioned for his creations to do as they pleased. He certainly wasn't going to make them, he had nothing to prove. Lucifer felt like being nice, so he picked up those super heavy weights with one hand and a smile, not even pretending to be breaking a sweat, and asked Bubs where he'd like him to put them

Bubs was so taken aback by Lucifer's beauty and strength, he never quite recovered. He was equal parts dazzled and resentful of this creature for getting all this strength without having to put in any work

I agree though, Belial definitely acted more subtle about it. He never quite let Bubs know just how strong he really is

During their inevitable roommate situation, Bubs definitely told him to clean up his weights too, wanting to see Belial suffer and squirm. And Belial would occasionally pick them up for him and either act like he was struggling with the weight or pretend to be utterly unable to lift them. Really play it up and act extra pitiful for the heavier ones and then butter Bubs up when he came to pick it up. One time he dropped something on Bubs's foot and it was totally an accident though, he's super super sorry, guess it was a bit too heavy for him, oh nooo. Want him to kiss that definitely broken toe better? :)

But just once or twice, when he felt the need to take Bubs down a peg, he too would make sure to pick the heaviest weights up with one hand and not buckle even a little, giving Bubs a bit of a smirk and an obligatory wiggle of his hips as he put them back where they belonged, without breaking even the tiniest of sweats. Not that Bubs ever appreciated the wiggle, because he could never quite process the idea that Belial could match him - or Lucifer - in strength

He was in full denial and besides, it happened so few times, he'd probably imagined things

tHIS IS SO FUNNY LDKFJDLKFJD PLEASE

i love every details of this. Lucilius' pure disgust with Bubs' attitude, but moving along anyway. Lucifer playing along to be nice and Bubs just getting all sort of conflicting emotions out of it. Belial lying and being slutty just to distract Bubs. "Accidentally" dropping stuff on Bubs' foot because you know he's so weak uwu. And then once in a while showing Bubs his actual strength but Bubs being in denial because this would be the purest humiliation -- but it keeps him up at night.

everything is so perfect i love it. thank you for dropping that in my inbox i'm obsessed.

[hykwrld]

hi!! its me again! the anon who gave you the link to the cute kitties eheh. uwu i just wanna drop by again and see how you're doing!! so how are you?? o u o

hi nonnie <3 i’m sorry i’m answering this so late!! </3 you’re the absolute sweetest mwah ☹️

i’m feeling a little better!! i won’t say i’m back to 100% but i’m not feeling as low as i was before. thank you so much for checking in bub <333

[99liners]

I'M CRYING SHAKING AND DYING OML I REALLY HATE KAIHO!JK SO MUCH BUT I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE MYSELF BECAUSE I WANNA READ MORE OF HIM LIKE WHAT HAVE U DONE TO ME OMG OMG I THINK I FR NEED THERAPY 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE WHY TF AM I LIKE THIS?! also my poor poor azumi deserves so so so much better 🥺🥺💔 like pls she deserves the world ong asdfghjkl- i think im going crazy I'm so sorry! Anyways jokes aside, I absolutely loveeeeeeeeee the way u write! It's just so amazing and u really are so talented and the Tatemae series is just man idk i don't have the words it's just amazin the way you've written it!! Love you 🤍‼️

also will u write a part 2 to the kaiho drabble where the oc tries to run away? Like im so curious idk i really wanna read what happens the next day and if oc just goes being the same to him like i want jk to feel even a little bit guilty but i know he won't cus he's that way! 😭💔

hahah, hi

thank you for reading it and liking my writing style uwu. your excitement is contagious <3 i love you too bub

yes, i have a drabble request for azumi's thoughts after that drabble and i do wish to write it :D let's see when that happens eheheh (hopefully soon)

[yojeongin]

tags!

I was tagged in two, so I’ll just do both here! uhh I’ll tag @127vevo @lxomoons @labgeek @asteriaguk @sakurasangcl ! you don’t have to do it btw 💘 if you’re not tagged you can still do it ˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵ also both of you who tagged me in each can do the opposite if you’d like :)

@hobiheavenly tagged me in this one so I’ll post my lockscreen, homescreen, + recently listened song

lockscreen: wayv for men’s uno young! magazine june edition. I loved the aesthetic of it all + they’re all so hot so djdkkd

homescreen: my baby yoongi, I just luff him and this picture

recently listened: floating— raveena ft. hope tale ; please please! I luff her voice and I’ve been listening to the album the whole morning, actually literally talk to me about music + film,, I’ll love you more!!

bias tag:

i was tagged by @loser-dot-com uwu 💕

Rules: list 10 biases and then answer the following questions.

yoongi (bts)

mark (nct)

jisung (stray kids)

baekhyun (exo)

seungkwan (seventeen)

johnny (nct)

sicheng/winwin(nct)

jackson (got7)

jeongin (stray kids)

jae (day6)

Between 1 & 4, who would you rather kiss?

yoongi + baekhyun

ndedhkdk yoongi,, oof! I’ve been extremely soft for yoongi lately and also because I always wanna give him a kith when I see him :(

Between 2 & 7, who would be your best friend?

mark + sicheng

oh wow okay, sicheng and I relate a lot personality wise like in extreme shyness but I feel like mark simply because it doesn’t take him long to get comfortable with others and he’s just hella funny so I’d like to clown tf out him

Between 5 & 10, who has the better voice?

seungkwan + jae

umm both ?!?! Literally never ask me about who’s voice is better because I will never be able to choose. but I do love seungkwan’s voice for ballads and Jae’s voice for like lofi/trova stuff idk if y’all understand my dumbass but yeah

omg I hope some of you know what I’m trying to say djdkd

Between 1 & 8, who is the funniest?

yoongi + jackson

yoongi’s humor is relatable as fuck but I’d say jackson, he just exudes comedy— like have y’all seen him and yukhei together ?? my comedic gods

Between 6 & 9, who would you date?

johnny + jeongin

uhh poligamy tf. jeksk no but oof idk WE’RE ALL AQUARIUSES SO THATS TOUGH ,, omg fun fact jeongin’s birthday is 3 days after mine and johnny’s is 4 days after mine aka park jisung, taehyun, and I were born the same day ☆〜（ゝ。∂） but anyways I’d probably say johnny???? jeongin and I are both 01’ babies and then I just feel like it’d be a bit awkward idk but with johnny I’d feel more comfortable probs because ik more about him than jeongin— innie is baby + johnny is a clown, I need clownery

Between 9 & 10, who would you collab with?

jeongin + jae

I don’t do music like that :/ idk, I really don’t know for this one. I just don’t see myself in the music industry so this never has crossed my mind

Between 4 & 8, who is the best dancer?

baekhyun + jackson

ooh jackson! I love his dancing and his dancing videos are everything! baekhyun is a great dancer too but oof jackson attacks me in this

Between 3 & 5, who would you most likely marry?

jisung + seungkwan

aww my baby jisung. I luff seungkwan and they’re both so funny but jisung just seems like the type to drag me around whenever he has an adventure in mind and I’m up for that.

Between 1 & 7, who would you nurse when sick?

yoongi + sicheng

both ?? I could never choose between my babies, they hold such a soft spot in my heart, both NO CAP

Between 2 & 3, who has the better smile?

mark + jisung

why are y’all being like this? :( I honestly love them both so much but I’d say jisung just because it’s so contagious. mark’s laugh is contagious so he gets that.

Between 6 & 8, who would you rather vacation with?

johnny + jackson

hoes. that’s all these questions are. idc idc idc I’m going on a vacation with both IDC IDC DJJDKD >.<

[azu1as]

Hay just a reminder that your an amazing perosn and the world is better for having

Yes. I too believe the world is better for having

[lovehyne]

so much love for them ❤️

[pcstilnt]

You are so sweet. Even from the first time we talked I just felt so welcomed immediately. I am very excited to get to know you better. Also your muses all have great backstories that make it very easy to think of cool plots to do! And ofc your writing is top notch 👌👌

« anonymous thoughts // always open 「 ♡ 」 ━ *┊ @littleastra

[bunny1jpg]

Alice Walker, Langston Hughes & Stendhal :)

alice walker - what was the first “adult” book you ever read?

i think it was called three weeks in paris or something like that? i think i read it in freshman year maybe?? maybe middle school, but it was a romance novel with fade to black sex scenes allvjaljg i think it had cheating in it as well

langston hughes - if you could be a part of a literary era, which one?

i’m gonna say victorian literature because it gave us alice in wonderland and treasure island and jules verne and oscar wilde, but also jane austen and alexandre dumas are from the romantic period, so idk, either of those!

stendhal - have you ever hid a book you were reading because you were embarrassed?

not anymore cause i don’t care if people judge my books asfagl but i used to like in high school when i would read romance books

ask me book questions!

[jungstruly]

GOODLUCK MY DEAREST YANG 💛💛 ROOTING FOR YOUUU -💛 anonie

NDNDHDHD BABIE🤭 THANK U SO MUCH. I LOVE U TOO MUCH. I THINK YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT HIHIHi. I'll do my besttt!

Also, wow!! You are qUiCK! AHHAHAHAHA