#v; red string of fate; enemies edition

[lostxtosunlight]

@hcsuffered

Every once in awhile, Yuki would have a bad day, where everything felt like too much. Where it felt like everyone was screaming their emotions right in his face, and he couldn't block it out like he normally could. For months, he'd been able to avoid it.

It was only a matter of time before it happened again.

Yuki had left his house out of pure necessity, his head aching and his emotions raw. He felt like a string being tuned tighter and tighter until it was bound to snap. But he needed food, and maybe a drink. Something strong.

He didn’t notice who he sat by when he entered the bar, rubbing his temples as he ordered a drink. Until he happened to recognize the feeling, and didn’t even have to look over to know.

“I don’t want to hear it,” he said to Mark, unusually cold. “I know you have something to say, so keep it to yourself and drink in silence.”

[ggukkieland]

Hi. How are you? I hope you're doing good. 😊 I've been following you for quite some time and I usually check your recommendations and even checked your other link for those. So thank you so much for doing so because I've expanded my horizon to other authors and their stories. 💕

I just want to ask if you have some reco's for idol aus? I've been looking for some to read since I'm already reading Foolish Love, Fake Love so that's recommeded by you and it was written really nice that I've been rereading it and now I'm craving for more Idol aus. Hehe thank you again. Hope you have a great day ahead. - EJ💙

🌹 Hi EJ! I want to say your message and tone overall is just so warm? It made me smile and want to keep conversing with you 🥰. You’re welcome, I try to share as many authors, fics, discoveries, etc. I find interesting and glad others are discovering them too 💛💜.

Ah yes, for Idol AUs I actually panic every time I get an ask about this because it’s actually not part of my top 10 AUs (I listed my top AUs here). I feel like I’m forgetting a favorite fic when asked about Idol!au fic recs most of the time. The Foolish Love, Fake Love series I was drawn to the bodyguard/E2L component and I have to be reminded it’s an idol fic 🤭.

So, please accept this kind of messy quick list 😁  

🌹 Quick List of BTS IDOL AUs*

This is not as organized as I’d like it to be. I sort of pulled all the titles from:

reblogged ongoing series I’m reading (main blog) - tagged as #ongoing

monthly reading lists (main) - I also recommend going through each list and searching (I just know I missed some fics). I tag it well so just CRTL+F the word “Idol” to give you the fics

fic recs by theme (sideblog) - same process, I just searched each list and found the ones with “idol” tags

some of the fichunting asks (sideblog) - I filtered ones I’d like to recommend

Please try the readers’ recommendation too - I think there are some recos that are idolverse

*I didn’t include AO3 fics.

🌹 reblogged ongoing fics +  from my monthly reading lists (note: most are still incomplete)

Smoke and Mirrors minyoongijjangjjangmanboongboong  - ongoing series Solo Idol!Jungkook, Gamer!Jungkook, Makeup Artist!Reader, Manager!Seokjin, Florist!Hoseok

The Dream Anthology @hobiandsprite -  JJK | ongoing, soulmate au, vet!reader, friends to lovers

Just Facts @yoongiiverse - JJK |  ongoing SMAU, E2L, dancer!reader

Foolish Love, Fake Love @manggojooz - JJK |  bodyguard!reader, E2L ⭐

Angel’s Trumpet @hansolmates - JJK |  supernatural au, alternate universe *series complete*

Navy @jjkfire -  JJK | childhood friends, secret identity/pseud  ⭐

Don’t Hold Your Breath @ilikemesometaetaes - JJK |  more of rockstar!au, exes au  ⭐

Open When @iluv-hobi - JJK | letter form, just fluff

Paper Doll @winetae - JJK | exes AU  ⭐

Playmates @scribblemetae - OT7 | 22.6k+ | Idol AU, Sex Worker AU, Strangers to Lovers

Price of a Wish @joonclouds - JHS | idol!hoseok, rich!reader ⭐

ILYSB @rkiverse - JJK | one shot | 11.1k | idol au, broken-hearted jungkook, love clinic staff reader, fake dating but not really (more of part of therapy) | F, A

The Night We Met @leftonraed -  KTH | 18.2k+ | Single Dad AU, Bodyguard AU, Idol AU | A, F  ⭐

Replacement @akinnie75 - KSJ | one shot | 24.5k | Fantasy AU, idolverse, body swap AU | F  ⭐

A Bite of the Apple @jinpire - PJM | one shot | 8.6k |  Supernatural AU, Vampire AU, Idol AU | S

Oh What a World [100k] @cutechim - PJM | A, S, F, fake/arranged marriage au, fallen idol au (being edited and reposted)

Tongue Tied @btssavedmylifeblr - 12k | PJM | S, F, minor A,  crack, demon au, idol verse, established relationship, pwp

Physcom @teawithkpop - OT7 x sex worker!reader

Not Allowed @whatifyoulivelikethat - MYG x Reader x Jungkook, real-time idolverse  

The Accountant @avveh - JJK | one shot | 3.4k | Idol AU, hired to relieve his stress 😉 | S, PWP

Strings Attached  @jimidol  - JJK | one shot | 4.4k | Idol AU, Friends to Lovers, FWB AU | S, F

from ggukkiereads:  completed fics + fichunting asks (will include asks that I’d recommend) + others in my drafts

Bands @xpeachesncream - JJK | Stripper!reader

There’s a section for IDOL AUs in this themed series  ⭐

Lost & Found @alpacaparkaseok - PJM | soulmate AU where OC cut the red string of fate. ⭐this is angsty nice

Book of Soulmates @/alpacaparkseok - JJK |  soulmate drabble that’s really cute

Just One Kiss @bangtsblossom - JJK |  established relationship, one baking day (fluffy smutty)

Appetence @jiminimoon - JJK |  canon-compliant,  established relationship, smut (I think the scenario was after JPN tour)

Owned @7deadlysinsfics -  JJK | secret relationship, interpreter!reader, pwp

Comfort Inn Ending @joonbird - JJK |  break up au, exes au, themes of infidelity, prepare tissues!, but satisfying ending for each character⭐

Hidden Stars @jungblue - JJK x R x MYG |this is so nostalgic to me since this is a classic. funny thing is it never registered on me that it is an idol au because I was so focused on the relationships  ⭐

Lost Stars @smoochkooks  - JJK | childhood friends, fuckboy au  ⭐

Angels and Airwaves @yeojaa - JJK | gamer!jk  ⭐

Recrudescence @chimchimsauce​ - OT7 x supernatural  ⭐

Baby, You’re Bad @forgottenpasta​ -  yoongi x pregnant!reader x taehyung (yoongi as sperm donor)

Sugar High @yeojaa - JJK |  series [16/16] | 33k | unrequited love, slow burn, childhood friends au, idol au |  F

Plot Twist @kimnjss​​ - KNJ | smau | Idol AU, Rapper AU, Rich Girl AU, Enemies to Lovers | A, S, F

Are You Going to Stay @hollyhomburg​ -  JJK | fuckboy, soulmate au, bestfriends to lovers

Be my Baby by @kimnjss - MYG | social media au, angst, exes to lovers au, fluff, smut, idol au  ⭐

Ghost Marriage @akinnie75- JJK | fantasy, idol au, kind of arranged marriage  ⭐

Ripped Jeans @kookiesjoonies - JJK | idol!au x seeing him in ripped jeans 🥵

Bloom + Sequel  @jamaisjoons - PJM | two shot | idolverse, hanahaki | A, F

Dead Roses @guksthighs​ - KNJ | drabble | idolverse, established rel (they’re like dating but no confessions of love), hanahaki | A, F

2 Years of Lost Time @kpopisthereasonihavenolife - JJK | one shot, 5.9k | strangers to bestfriends, idol!jk, hanahaki | A, F

The Fitting @noona-la-la-la​ - JJK | stylist!reader  ⭐

Also try @cupofteaguk​ fics - they have great idol fics in their masterlist  such as:   ⭐  all too well (series) | the endless winter (soulmate pjm) |  take my hand (amnesia)  ⭐

Always in my Dreams @sunshinekims​ - KNJ | soulmate au, dream au ⭐this is so nice, I’ve forgotten that Namjoon is actually an Idol here. I was too focused on the soulmate/dreams part

Make Me Proud @moonscriptsx​ - Agust D, both idols (part of my daechwita fic recs)

Hobi’s girl @v-hope​ - post-concert; hobi noticed a fan

Tactile Amnesia @tayegi - MYG | accident

Through the Night @nightbts - JJK |  stylist!reader, friends to lovers

I think my blogs are difficult to navigate now because tag search don’t yield all results (which I am currently fixing). But I hope you’ll find new favorites here! 💙💛💜

Enjoy and thank you for your kind message. Have a great day too!

[onepumpofsyrup]

BTS SCENARIO BASED TEXTS MASTERLIST

Key

Angst = a

Fluff = f

RM

ABOUT LAST NIGHT : f 

After a one night stand, Namjoon becomes unresponsive to your attempts to get a hold of him. 

FRIENDS TO LOVERS AU : f

9 YEARS, WOLF BOY 

Namjoon finally reveals that he’s a wolf. 

Jin

ITS AH ME, YOUR BOYFRIEND : f 

Jin is dead set on being Mario and Peach for Halloween. 

ENEMIES TO LOVERS 

Suga

TABLOID TROUBLE : a , f 

(Y/N) is seen in the tabloids with someone else. 

JUST BREATHE : a ,f 

Suga gives (Y/N) a pep talk when she just wants to run away. 

ABOUT LAST NIGHT SUGA VERSION : f 

Suga’s having a hard time accepting what happened the night before. 

PRETTY KITTY : a , f

High school AU, Suga is the kind of bad boy that you want to stay away from. 

FRIENDS TO LOVERS AU : f

WTF ft. V

Sibling Au

Suga discovers you’re dating V

EVERY DAY TEXTS 

Savage Relationship Edition

JHope

SLAY BOI ft. Suga 

You and best friend Suga like to hype up your boyfriend. 

Jimin

ENEMIES TO LOVERS AU 

V

RED STRINGS : f 

Tae gets soul searchy about fate and soul mates. 

NOT OKAY : f 

Tae cheers up his 4d girlfriend

Jungkook

College AU

PRIVATE LESSONS

Jungkook falls for his tutor.    

FRIENDS TO LOVERS 

Bunny Hop

Witch / Shifter AU

You catch Jungkook mid shift

STOP IT 

Jungkook’s friend only replies in cryptic messages

All Members

JUNGKOOK’S SISTER 

The older boys all like Jungkook’s sister. 

Poly!

Suga & V

SHOW HIM THIS 

Your boyfriends are jealous of the attention you receive at a company party 

[silverglyph]

FRAME BY FRAME - All References in the MIC DROP Fan Video by Kiera and Arwen (with pictures and links)

First of all, go follow @seiyoko and @salukiart, they are amazing artists, animators, and creators!

If I missed any references, please message me and I will add them in!

The opening line of Dope - 0:13

At 0:08 in the video, all member’s names are graffiti’d on the walls.

A line from the song Come Back Home

From about 0:25 to 0:29, Steve Aoki’s eyes watch over the boys from the Mic Drop remix. Also, the TV says ARMY <3

Also at 0:29, there are posters lining the walls from BTS’s past comebacks. If you look closely, you can also see their logo on the controllers (this is much more easily visible later on in the video). The room MIGHT also be modeled to look like a room in their current dorm but I’m not sure.

At 0:30, the first screen of the game finally shows up, and it lasts for about 10 seconds. In that time, we can see:

The stage is modeled from their first music video, No More Dream

J-Hope (who’s character name is written as JHS in the game-- short for Jung Hoseok, his real name) is firing a Supreme gun that shoots fake money (lol).

The little mascot in the Info section is Van, a mascot from the BT21 series created by BTS and Line. Each mascot was made by/represents one member of BTS, except for Van, who represents ARMYs.

“Today, your dream begins! A new path has been opened, don’t hesitate!” I am pretty sure these are lyrics from one of their songs since, throughout the video, Van pretty much mostly speaks in lyrics. I haven’t been able to find this one though.

At 0:41, the stage changes to reflect their We Are Bullet Proof Pt. 2 music video.

Van’s quote “It’s like a desert here, there’s nothing but rocks” is a reference to the hidden song on the LYH album, Sea.

ALSO, a some of the monsters designs are based on lyrics and references from BTS’s music. I’m sure all of them are but I just can’t make the connection. Maybe the rock monster is also a reference to Sea?

Edit: Apparently most of the enemy designs are based off of album covers! This is according to Kiera’s twitter.

At 0:46, Suga joins the party as MYG (short for Min Yoongi, his real name).

J-Hope’s special attack at 0:48 is a reference to the short movie he stars in during the Wings era called MAMA (also the name of his solo song in the Wings album).

I’m not sure I even have to put this, but the great transition at 0:51 is a dead ringer for the iconic MIC MIC BUNGEE move that Suga and J-Hope do in the Mic Drop remix MV.

So now Suga is in the frontlines, attacking. His method of attack is the lighter he’s seen with throughout the entire HYYH series. It first made it’s appearance in the I NEED U music video (seen clearly at 0:29).

The stage has changed to reflect their music video N.O. The red and white color palettes of the monsters in this area are supposed to reflect the red and white album.

And at 1:05 (we’re only A MINUTE INTO THIS VIDEO WOW), they’re in the classroom setting from Boy In Luv. I have no idea what the monster is supposed to be. Is it balancing on a candle? Chalk? Does it represent the red string of fate???

Whoa hey, it’s 1:07 and we’re in the Just One Day music video! I’m fairly sure that paper airplane monster refers to the paper airplane J-Hope had in Spring Day? (At 3:20.) I don’t recall paper airplanes in their other MVs unless there was one in Just One Day that I missed?

Also, it looks like V has shown up! (As KTH, or Kim Taehyung.)

Suga’s special attack starts at about 1:09 and lasts until 1:14. In it, he throws a rock at the monster, an alarm goes off, and a piano falls on the monster’s head. This is a reference to the short film FIRST LOVE, released during the Wings era. In it, Suga throws a rock into a music store, where a piano sits, and an alarm goes off.

Back in the real world at 1:15, we can see more detailed posters from different eras. I just know the Dope era one on the right.

At 1:18, we’re in the underground subway setting for Danger. (If it wasn’t obvious, the stage appearances correspond to the order the actual music videos were released in.) V unleashes his attack, unfurling black wings and firing feathers. In the MV for Blood, Sweat, and Tears, as well as other subsequent material during this era, V was seen and associated with black wings. I think he’s fighting the Gucci snake? Because V loves Gucci in real life?

Also, Van is back! “It’s already your second year, time flows fast...” references their song Second Grade/So 4 More (which is an underrated BANGER btw).

Also, easter egg time: There’s graffiti reading “What Am I to You?” which is the title of one of their intro songs.

New player! Jin (aka KSJ, aka Kim Seokjin) appears at 1:24 and fights by blowing kisses :). Blowing kisses at ARMYs is pretty much his thing lol. Also, blowing kisses sends out hearts that hurt the enemy, and while that’s a common visualization for blowing kisses, I pray that its also a reference to Jin’s heart events.

They’re at the storefront present in the War of Hormone MV. The enemy he’s fighting is, I think, one of the black-clothed goons from Not Today and the Mic Drop remix MV. (It also appeared in Kiera’s last full-length fan animation of Cypher Pt. 3. That video is itself chock-full of references! Incidentally, I believe Van’s quote here is also referencing that song.)

Two seconds later at 1:26, Jimin (aka PJM, aka Park Jimin) makes his appearance. This time, they’re at the bonfire scene from I NEED U (also appears in their prologue MV I think). Their fighting a flower monster that I don’t know the significance of.

Jimin attacks with an umbrella. I think the umbrella is from the Love Yourself short films but I’m not entirely sure.

At 1:37, we get our first look at the achievement system in this game.

It’s all the awards they’ve won up until this point! Really awesome touch.

Two new players appear this time: Jungkook (JJK, Jeon Jungkook) and RM (KNJ, Kim Namjoon). I have no idea what Jungkook’s attack is: he pulls some string from his wrist and it transforms into a spear?  Jungkook’s attack may be referencing the move from DNA. Strands of DNA come oout of his arm and form a spear. (Thank you @bangpdofficial!)

The stage is a scene from their Dope MV. Van’s quote, “so this is Bangtan style,” references the same song.

I am almost certain that the lion enemy has a mane modeled after the lily flower that appears frequently in the Bangtan Cinematic Universe. It’s even got six petals.

At 1:46, Jimin unleashes his special attack. The attack involves him eating an apple and then teleport-kicking the enemies. I think this is a reference to his short film, LIE.

The stage is from the For You MV, a song/MV exclusively released in Japan. I am not sure what the enemies are supposed to be.

Jimin’s kick transitions into the next scene, where the stage is modeled after the tunnel scene from the RUN MV. I am pretty sure the enemy is a reference to Baepsae/Crow-tit, and this bird represents the wealthy older generation.

A wild BTS lightstick appears at 1:53! (Also, we got some new scenes of their room with some new posters.) 9:18 might refer to the date the Love Yourself album was released (thank you anon!)

A new stage shows up at 1:55. I don’t quite recognize it but it might be the Japanese version of I NEED U? We can also get a clearer look at the bird from Baepsae.

At 1:57 we come to yet another new stage modeled after the Japanese Run MV. It’s filled with graffiti of the names of a ton of their songs. 

V activates his special attack. A single lightbulb hangs from the ceiling and a table appears, which he kicks towards the baepsae. I believe it’s a reference to his interrogation scene in his short film, STIGMA.

Also, in a blink-and-you’ll-miss-it moment, V’s attack animation ends with him giving a peace sign and his adorable puppy Yeontan popping out of his pocket.

Two minutes into the video and we get a new stage (modeled after the Fire MV) and we finally see RM’s attack. He pulls out a giant lollipop and smacks enemies with it. He’s frequently seen with a yellow lollipop in the Bangtan Cinematic Universe.

And now they’re in a stage modeled after the Save Me MV.

Again, the stage changes into one based on Young Forever. I don’t know what that enemy’s supposed to be, but he’s pretty cool looking. And an animation for downed party members has never been so cute. (But what is that in Jin’s arms?)

At 2:08, RM provides an assist move that revives V and Jin. It takes the appearance of his BT21 mascot, Koya.

We get another look at the achievements screen at 2:10. It’s coming along nicely!

And a level selection screen a couple of seconds later! Not only does it show the title of the MV, but the description includes the album the song came from. The level code is also the date of the comeback (thank you @bangpdofficial)

2:18 shows a stage based on the Blood, Sweat, and Tears MV, as well as my favorite enemy design in the whole video: a dear featuring the circle designs from the Wings album cover. 

For his special attack, RM unleashes a phone booth to crush the enemies, referencing his short film REFLECTION.

More awards!

Also, seems like the boys have started taking notes. You can see a DNA strand drawn on the bottom one (blocked a little by the YouTube bar--sorry about that).

New stage at 2:30! It’s the train from Spring Day. Van’s line about forgetting shoes also references the lone pair of shoes featured many times in that video.

Jin summons his pet sugar gliders to restore the HP of the rest of the party (to the bewilderment of Van).

Jin uses his special attack in the Not Today stage at 2:45. He takes a photo with the polaroid camera seen many times in the Bangtan Cinematic Universe, and it turns the enemy to stone. It crumbles away under his touch. This might relate to the way Jin crumbled as though he were stone in the Blood Sweat and Tears MV.

At 2:50, we’re taken to a new stage. I think it’s based on the Japanese MV of Blood Sweat and Tears. Van’s quote is another reference to the song Sea.

A closer look at the controller at 2:55.

Even more awards! Too many that I can’t even count ‘em.

And at 3:03, we see a DNA-based stage. Van’s quote is once again from Sea.

Jungkook’s special attack has all the other members in BTS appear behind him in succession before he delivers a punch to the enemy. It’s safe to say that this references the song (not the short film) BEGIN, which is something of an ode to the hyungs of Bangtan. <3 (song) (film)

3:20. Hey look it’s pretty much a direct replica of that one scene from DNA (at 3:49).

At 3:25 we get our first look at the game over screen. Among a bunch of other “you have failed” messages, there’s this one (”don’t be such a try-hard”) that further references Baepsae.

Looks like they keep getting knocked out in the Mic Drop stage. That weird rainbow ball from DNA is tough.

Van’s words of encouragement are nearly a direct quote from the best-known line in Sea. “Where there’s hope, there’s trials.”

Last but not least, BTS’s achevements have earned them a spot on the world’s scoreboard, their debut on Billboard’s Hot 100 as number 28. <3

This fan animation was absolutely stellar and the attention to detail was mind-blowing. Even the tiniest details like how each member’s idle animation would work had so much thought put into it. Again, mad props to @seiyoko, @salukiart and @yowgurt for their incredible work!  

[lostxtosunlight]

@hcsuffered

"What happens when doctors get frustrated?" he asked with a dead expression.

[lostxtosunlight]

❛ oh, so now you care? ❜

&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. | accepting

@hcsuffered

“Yeah, I guess I do,” he said, exasperated. It was stupid, ridiculous, that he’d started to care. He couldn’t even pinpoint when it happened—one day everything was fine, they were wishing death on each other, and the next…

Yuki looked tired as he continued. “I care about you. Now you know. So rub it in or walk away, whatever you’re gonna do.”

[lostxtosunlight]

"C'mon, Yuki. Are you gonna lock me out forever?" a few knocks on the door, mark's scowl deepening. "Still mad at me, huh?"

@hcsuffered

Yuki scoffed on the other side of the door. The hurt he felt, though it was very real, stayed behind a wall of what presented as indifference. Mark, someone he’d shown kindness to, even let live with him, betrayed him in the worst way possible. Yes, he was still mad. But part of it was anger with himself. Mark had told him to stay away.

Only now that Mark had gotten his wish, he was here, wanting to come in?

He debated letting Mark tire himself out, but Yuki cursed under his breath and cracked open the door, not wide enough to reveal much besides Yuki’s body between Mark and the apartment. “I didn’t lock you out, I kicked you out. None of your stuff is here.”

[lostxtosunlight]

‘👄 + mark’ !!

send a ‘👄 + character name’ and my muse will talk about that character | accepting

@hcsuffered

"It's...complicated. He's probably the most emotionally unavailable person I've ever met. And I'm still mad at him, for making a deal with Isen. He's moody and rude, and yet for some reason, despite all that, I don't...want to be rid of him. I think it'd be pushing it to even call us friends. But it seems like he's becoming more himself lately. Still, selling me out to my worst enemy, the guy who killed my family? Low fucking blow. Maybe even unforgivable."

[lostxtosunlight]

(REST) !!

the art of approaching someone with their back turned | accepting

@hcsuffered

(REST) for sender to lay on top of receiver's back for a rest.

Yuki laid on his stomach, half asleep on the couch, his fingers brushing the floor as they loosely held onto his phone. He hadn’t had the energy to get to his bed, even though he’d promised himself he’d get up an hour ago.

Now his eyes were closed and he was fading in and out of sleep. Suddenly there was a weight on top of him, and he blinked his eyes open, drowsy.

He’d be lying if he said it wasn’t comfortable. Mark (he assumed) was surprisingly soft and warm. Yuki turned his phone just enough to check the time, shocked by how late it was, and reached up to rub his eye.

“That can’t be comfortable.” Where Mark’s body was soft, Yuki’s was rather bony and skinny. “What happened to your bed?”

[lostxtosunlight]

❛  you have no idea what you're doing to me.  ❜ a breathy sigh as mark opened his legs, showing fuzzy lips glistening. ( wet dream for yuki >3c )

𝑷𝑹𝑨𝑰𝑺𝑬 𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑲 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 | accepting

@hcsuffered

He'd been drawn to the bedroom from the moment he stepped foot in his apartment, no lights on except for the one he approached.

Someone familiar sat on the corner of his bed, completely naked as he watched Yuki. As though he'd been expecting him.

"Mark?" He was shocked, though he wouldn't admit to the way his eyes darkened, the desire shining in them. As Yuki opened his mouth to continue, Mark spoke over him.

You have no idea what you're doing to me.

Yuki watched as he spread his legs, finding himself across the room in a second. He took Mark's chin and kissed him hard, a hand sliding between his legs. As the kiss grew more intense, Yuki guided Mark to lay on his back with a hand around his throat, listening to his pretty moan as he slid his fingers inside him.

Yuki startled awake, sitting up and putting a hand to his head. The morning sun greeted him happily, and though the dream had been short, he was still very much...affected.

"Fuck," he said. "Get a fucking grip."

[lostxtosunlight]

🎟️ :3c

send in; 🎟️[ticket] for me to make a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship. | accepting

@hcsuffered

[lostxtosunlight]

👀 ?

Send 👀 to find out how much my muse would like to _____ yours | accepting

@hcsuffered

Get to know: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Befriend: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Date: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Make love with: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Hook up with: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Protect: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Help: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Stop: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

Kill: NEVER! | I'd rather not | Convince me! | Sure why not? | Yes please! | ALWAYS!

[lostxtosunlight]

[ nose ] ... but it's mark just being a lil shit 😌 MAYBE?? who knows UwU

𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬. | accepting

@hcsuffered

[ nose ] an affectionate gesture where partners rub their noses together

Okay, what else was he supposed to think when Mark grabbed his shoulders and leaned in close? Yuki’s heart jumped and he was still. Of course he thought, when Mark did that…

…That he would be rubbing his nose against Yuki’s.

He rolled his eyes but didn’t push Mark away. “Cute,” he said, and that’s when he realized just how close Mark was. Yuki smiled, trying to save face. “Do you do this to all the boys, or am I special?”

[lostxtosunlight]

[ massage ] sender notices receiver looks tense, steps up behind them, and massages their shoulders

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@hcsuffered

It was today, of all days, that Yuki had been involved in a car crash.

It was minor, nobody seriously injured, not even his car. But his neck hurt and his shoulders were tense with knots, and he'd been absently stretching his neck, rubbing at his right shoulder all day long.

He felt the presence behind him a second before he felt Mark's hands on his shoulders. Shock overtook him, and Yuki almost protested. But the feel of his hands working the knots out of his muscles stopped him. Yuki let out a sigh. "That does feel good, actually," he mumbled, though he was still slightly suspicious in spite of it.

[lostxtosunlight]

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@hcsuffered

I used to hate him just like he hates me. When did that change?

I wish things were different. I wish…I wish I still wanted to punch his stupid face. But I don’t. I care. I always do this, care about someone who doesn’t want it. But i guess it doesn’t matter—I do care, and I won’t let anything bad happen to him.

Lately he’s been his usual self, down a notch, at least. What do you expect? And don’t say basic decency, it’s more than that and you know it. But you’ll never get it.

I hate that he doesn’t care about himself.

[lostxtosunlight]

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@hcsuffered

⬤⬤⬤⬤ ○ | ATTRACTION

○○○○○ | AFFECTION

⬤⬤⬤⬤ ○ | INTEREST

⬤ ○○○○ | LOYALTY

○○○○○ | TRUST

LOW | ⬤⬤⬤⬤⬤ | HIGH