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akachan3000 2 months
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mmmuutuals can yu ppromise me a thing
. if we eeveer met irl and Ome day you asked me to pick a sshet of paperrr feoma pinter and I accidedtaly drooppesd thee wwholestatck of papaaer ddo you ggusy gguys promise nott o smack my arm
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official-german-unfug 9 months
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Bin ich die einzige Person, die es absolut hasst, wenn ich zu einem Konzert gehe und es um 7 Uhr Einlass hat, aber der Hauptakt erst um 22:30-23 Uhr los geht?
Ich versteh, Vorbands sind wichtig f眉r Hype/damit die Tour finanzierbar wird/f眉r exposure, aber so viele Konzerte haben mittlerweile 2 Vorbands. Nicht immer passen sie zur Hauptband oder sind gut.
Ich will doch einfach nur die sehen f眉r deren Tickets ich schon zwei Nieren und ne Leber ausgegeben habe. Zu ner humanen Zeit.
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goldenspirits 16 days
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looking in the mirror.
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
you gotta let people in instead of keeping them at an arm's length
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fanvoidkeith 6 months
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i wish that the people around me understood what being my flavor of nonbinary is like. maybe they wouldn't fucking misgender me if they, too, felt the verbal equivalent of being stabbed by 1,000 knives every time someone used the wrong name and pronouns for me
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frost-felon 3 months
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Yorozu's fate is beyond sad. She's tied to a character who has been almost entirely utilized as a plot device, has her entire narrative purpose be to die to make Sukuna stronger, and can't even have any of her accomplishments mean anything. Oh, she's effectively a super-charged magical blacksmith? Yorozu figured out how to optimize her Cursed Technique? She defeated an fearsome foes in her era? No way, Yorozu made a Cursed Tool in her dying moments that she asked Sukuna to think of as her and take care with?
Pfft, how silly. Sukuna has more Cursed Energy and power than her, so what can her rinky-dinky armor do? Who cares if she optimized her Technique--Sukuna already adapted to it with his stolen Technique that seems to change in every appearance! And those foes she defeated? Sukuna defeated more fearsome ones, you know. He might have even had a connection to Uro, but not like he cares! And it's not like that Cursed Tool is going to amount to anything other than a Get-Out-Of-Trial-Free Card, anyways.
Oh, also, her love wasn't just unrequited, but actively abhorred, and the target of her affections would proceed to shit-talk her repeatedly after her death. Maybe that's not too important, because she was really only meant to pop a question and then die, so Megumi would be sad that his tool of a sister died, and so Sukuna could have something philosophical to lecture his opponents on.
...All salt aside, it's just sad.
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septiccoffeefreak 4 months
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Every chapter i write of this goddamn My Immortal Adventures fanfiction gets worse and worse. I thought I knew the plot of My Immortal. it is becoming increasingly clear that I did not know, oh boy, how horribly I did not know, the true depth to which this rabbit hole goes. I'm 14 chapters in. 14 chapters in and 30 more left to go. Is this the payment for my crimes, the reckoning of my folly? By god. I will never be free. I will never be free and Jackieboy Septic Boyman Greenway will laugh with Ebony Darkness Dementia Ravenway before him as I crumble at their feet. mercy on me oh vengeful spirits. you do not know the content you seek. i bear the fruits of my labour with so much sorrow. do not ask for who the bell tolls- it tolls for fucking ME.
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chipped-chimera 4 months
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Seeing crochet clothing being 'in' now is always kind of frustrating as someone who can actually crochet for shit (evidence attached) because as much as I'd love to be able to maybe sell some of that work, ultimately you can't compete with that store (machine?)grade shit. A crochet maxi-skirt made from granny squares is selling for AUD $60. AUD $60 wouldn't even cover the cost of the materials (in a nice, wearable quality yarn). :/
Well at least when I make something I know it's not gonna be basic bitch shit -
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hopalongfairywren 1 month
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im going to fucking lose it
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tinikip 1 month
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life update!
i'm gonna put a tw (i mention relapsing, hate speech in general from my parents and i use the term autistic as a derogatory term (the way my parents used it))
so i've found out that being not tiny is REALLY REALLY HARD. like REALLY HARD. i'm super fragile and even little things like seeing crayons or walking into the preschool room at church make me feel tiny and i have to listen to ashnikko to snap myself out of it.
the other day when i went to ikea (i think i posted about it previously? if not here's a quick summary, i dressed like a little and then dropped my glasses and we couldn't find them) my parents texted back and forth, and i saw these texts because my dad left his phone at home
BASICALLY, mom was texting my dad about how ridiculous i was acting at ikea (literally all i was doing was carrying my stuffed bunny and wearing my headphones) and saying *almost word for word* "She needs to grow out of this acting like a baby/acting autistic phase. It's really stupid and annoying and it's getting in the way of life things, we both know she's not autistic because we got her tested so she has no excuse"
Obviously that upset me because 1. misgendering 2. im incredibly adhd and have some autistic tendencies 3. at this point i wish i was autistic (/gen) so they would leave me alone and stop calling me autistic (derogatory)
so yeah, relapse happened i havent eaten in three days and i really really am starting to regret giving up tiny time
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muskuna 10 months
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self harming is not working anymore, i need to pull my organs out
i need to let it out
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nbnbd 6 months
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Contemplating making a side insta account to just follow gay bars and clubs and shit and start yelling when they use ugly ai art
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revolutionaryshoe 1 year
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I used to wonder, when I was younger, how people could let such terrible things happen. I remember at school they showed us pictures of the piles and piles of bodies, sprawling stick limbs in the death camps in Germany and Poland and Cambodia and Rwanda and. They said to us: we let this happen. You must not.
Ah, I thought, how could I? How could anyone?
Now I am beginning to see.
Years ago they said: if you are not angry you are not paying attention. But oh I am so tired of being angry and more I am afraid.
It is hard to be afraid for so long, and to see that there are those in power and rising up and eating the fear and breathing it and spreading it out. Sleeping on a fort of money to keep them safe and breathing out death and other people's misery and we are all so afraid. Stop the boats and keep the money and how will we afford bread, my partner has a new job now and maybe we'll make the rent and there are people starving and drowning and they are making laws against us;聽
It is about keeping children safe they say on the radio. That is what justifies your suffering.
I turn off the radio.
I wish my child would go to school, but she says she is afraid of everything all the time now.
Did you know that a hundred years ago, one child in four, one child in three, in two, would die and now I wonder: how did they do it? With cholera and dysentry and your children dying in your arms, was it not hard to say: " I think even bad men should have a chance to live. I do not want them to suffer as my child has suffered?"聽
I think it would be much easier not to care, to say: let them all perish as my sister/child/husband/friends have perished. Is that not justice? O only let the ones I love breath and be easy.
In the news I read about "invasions of migrants" and "keeping women and children safe" and I think about the men far away in queues for bread starving with their money frozen by foreign banks. And I think about moving countries and making plans, and try again to get my child to school.
The news comes on the radio and I turn it off and I think聽
I understand now.
And I am afraid.
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sweetdreamspootypie 7 days
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Trying to take and enjoy the opportunity to achieve an adulting milestone goal of mine
But being confronted by the fact that doing so inherently involves my parents are participants and witnesses so regardless of how much or little I try or care, the only guarantee is criticism, with anything I'm proud of going entirely unnoticed and disregarded as unimportant
So
Hard to muster the motivation for the effort
When the internal voice is just "why bother, nobody gives a shit" (except me) (so why put myself in that position) (because the point of the goal is to move beyond the past limitations imposed by my parents) (growth is a really annoying process) (hey at least I know H's mum will say something nice)
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western-river 2 years
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Okayy here's a vent post about being aromantic (and ace) and watching heartstopper
I absolutely adore heartstopper and it's the cutest thing ever, but it also hurts my feelings.
Having that kind of a relationship, it's something I've always wanted. Of course my aroace head sees romantic relationships different from what they are. Read: i forget kissing [and spice 馃槼] exists when thinking about romantic relationships.
But just to be so close with someone like that and just the entire thing of having a crush. Having that experience. It hurts that I can't have that, at least not to the same extent. I have no idea what I want with my future and sometimes I don't care, but when I watch things like this, I start to care. A lot.
I sucks not to able to experience a thing that everyone praises and something that you do want to experience.
I want someone to hug me like Nick hugs Charlie. To see me like Charlie sees Nick. To be myself with. To be comfortable with.
Maybe that's why queer platonic relationships are a thing 馃槄 But finding someone to have a qpr with is hard!
Everyone tells why "why am i like this" hurts for them. This is my reason.
It doesn't help that the aro community is so small. I've got no one to talk to about this that would understand.
I'm not lonely because I don't have a romantic partner, but because I've got no one to relate to and to prove to me that I don't need a romantic relationship.
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fanvoidkeith 4 months
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people around me: so what name do i call you?
me: i have multiple names i like being called, i don't really care
people around me: ???
me: i have a list of names i'm okay with being called
people:
me: i prefer these 2 or 3 names the most out of all of them
people: ...i'll just call you [deadname], this is too confusing-
me: *VAPORIZES THEM WITH MY LAZER EYES*
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frost-felon 3 months
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Might have to make that Sukuna analysis post sooner than I thought, lmao. Talking through my understanding of the character and my frustrations with his writing is getting me to a clearer point, but I need the evidence to back up my arguments; and to assess if I'm barking up the wrong tree. I'm already going to be rereading the first half of the manga again, and need to do so specifically to find what Kenjaku has said about Tengen, but it's mildly annoying. Even for a vent post, I want to make sure I have a basis to work off of--not just my likely-flawed recollections.
Something I'll specifically be tackling is the weight of Sukuna's words and actions. How he carries himself, whether or not what he tells himself and others matches up to his reality, and especially how he treats Yuji. He seems very much the kind of guy to believe in his own lie, thinking he's more secure than he is. Part of it is the sheer 'And then the circumstances they needed magically fell into their lap.' contrivances that keep popping up in JJK. I'm not sure that any character has suffered worse for it (in terms of being entertaining and reputation) than Sukuna. Not even Kenjaku, I think. But like I said, I need evidence.
It's gonna be a drag, but I WILL have far too many screenshots that I don't use.
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