We all have different ways of processing information. Right at this very moment, for me, it is dawning that THEY ARE ALL GOING TO BE GONE for a while and it sucks, it angers; it just really hurts.
… soon we won’t have VMON DAILY Instagram updates anymore. We won’t have JK’s weverse lives anymore. And even the hope of getting a JM update will die for real-real.
Yet ARMY is so spoiled. We get content they prepared for us.
WE ARE LUCKY.
Can you imagine if we had nothing up to June when Jin comes out????? Like bruh…
Regardless, after Jikook leaves, it will feel EMPTY and I will let the emotions of that day take over me.
Marengo.
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hello & welcome back to user alexenglish, who has finally made enough of a writing comeback to partake in their favorite year-end tradition: the fic round-up. this year, I published a whopping 45k on AO3 with an addition 20k or so of unpublished writing lurking in my doc. three cheers for sweet creativity! & hoping the small momentum I’ve had in the 2022 year snowballs into this next with even more words ♡
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AO3 FIC
찰칵! Changbin/Jisung | E | 3,6k
On the phone screen, in the mirror, Jisung’s eyes flutter as he takes Changbin’s fingers in his mouth. Changbin always forgets how sensitive fingers can be; the way it makes him hot all over to feel Jisung’s slick tongue and the smooth ball of his piercing and his spit, gathering there to coat Changbin’s fingers.
“Fix your phone,” Changbin tells him. It’s tilting, slipping, and Changbin wants to see, wants to watch.
& let me kiss you Changbin/Jisung | T | CH1/2; 14,7k
And, really, it’s just a series of coincidences that manage to align perfectly in order to ruin Jisung’s life in a single moment.
He leans, and Changbin turns, hand catching on Jisung’s waist the moment he sways forward, and --
Jisung doesn’t doesn’t know why he does it -- because it’s a habit, because he’s an idiot -- but he puckers his lips like he would if there were a camera around, and he doesn't expect it -- it’s too late and he’s too hyper, too committed to the bit, far too slow for the way Changbin startles straight into Jisung’s face.
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Jisung fucks around (kisses the bros) and finds out (how he feels about one of them in particular)
if you let me i might say too much Minho/Seungmin | T | 8,5k
Five years ago, during cherry blossom season, Minho sat with Seungmin on a bench and let him take pictures under the bloom before saying, "we want different things from life,” and breaking his heart. Seungmin sits next to her for the first time in nearly two thousand days and wonders if this is “different things;” if Minho saw this future and didn't imagine Seungmin in it.
one plus one equals one Jisung/Felix | T | 2,1k
Changbin shouts, “It’s midnight!” in his loudest voice possible.
“Happy birth -- How is he already here?!” Minho yells from across the gym, right as Felix grabs Jisung’s face with both hands and leans in and gives Jisung his birthday kiss.
the mouth of the sun Chan/Felix | E | 10,7k
Chris feels dizzy, swaying. His thumb swipes the ridge of Felix’s hipbone without permission; he only knows it happens because he’s watching it, watching where his pale hand spans over Felix’s tiny waist. He adjusts his grip, and looks at Felix’s face. “You don’t want me.”
“I do, I promise I do.” Felix’s tongue darts out, slides across his bottom lip. It’s so red, so wet. He probably tastes so sweet. Chris is going to go insane if he stays in this room. “I promise.”
You said you didn’t, Chris wants to remind him, but he doesn’t. Whatever the pollen is doing to Felix is already cruel enough, he doesn’t need to add his own shit to it. “Let me get Changbin for you,” Chris pleads, control slipping as desperation creeps into his voice. “Please.”
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Flower pollen and a journey of truths.
SHORT PROMPTS
JohnTen + things you said that i wish you hadn’t
Yoonkook + things you said through your teeth
Minlix + things you said when you thought I was asleep
Binchan + things you said at the kitchen table
Changjun + things you said when you were scared
Namgi + “Like you, I was raised on the institution of dreaming. Hand on my heart. Hand on my stupid heart."
Binchan + “You ask me about love and I tell you about violence.”
Chanlix + “Kindness, kindness, kindness / I am praying for courage.”
Vmon + “A work of art works because it is true, not because it is real.”
Yuwin + “-- But I understand. There are limits to love.”
Binsung + “inhale -- try not to remember how desperate / you've been for touch -- yes ignore it -- that hitch of your heart."
PODFIC
What Married People Do Hoseok/Jungkook, E, 1hr43m
originally by clarz
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Now …
Imagine waking up to this obviously I cleared up all my other notification, duh!:
(TMI - I change my Lock/Home Screen everyday:
Monday: JM - Tuesday: Yoongi - Wednesday: JK - Thursday: Hobi - Friday: Tae - Saturday: Joonie and Sunday: Jin
… so presently it is Yoongi, let me know if you want to see what each day looks like as we “speak”)
Like … y’all don’t understand.
I woke up to a notification from the two people whom I have been used to expecting notifications from, on IG, and who disappeared FOR VERY WELL KNWON REASONS, and all of a sudden:
TOGETHER BAM!
… I just, NO 🧢, yeah, I’m going through Twitter checking every video and pic I can find of their ceremony.
And mind you that’s gonna be me tomorrow for JK & JM be cus ME THINKS, homebois are NOT gonna post NOTHING little shits🤡🤡🤡 but please, by all means, JM & JK, I beg you:
PROVE ME WRONG!
Anyways … VMON pulled up, healthy, with honours, and serene 💚💙
SO WE REJOICE!
Marengo.
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