#weird feeling

[call-me-a-simp]

Heal My Wounds

The Call (Part 5)

Rhea Ripley x Reader

Tw: physical and sexual abuse, toxic relationship

Summary: You are in a toxic relationship with an abusive man but manage to run away. A tall, black haired woman picks you up from the streets just in time so your ex doesn't get you. But who is she and why does she seem so familiar to you? As you get to know each other you start to notice weird feelings you never had before whenever she's around.

You both wake up to an incoming call on your phone. It's an unknown number and since you blocked your ex-boyfriend you're scared he just got a new phone to terrorize you with.

"Don't you wanna answer that" Rhea groans, she didn't like being waken so early after being up almost half of the night.

"N-no I can't" you whisper, arms wrapped around your knees drawn to your chest, whipping back and forth.

"I'm scared Rhea, what if it's him?" tears start to form in your eyes. Demi finally turns around and sits up. "Hey it's okay, calm down" she comforts you, rubbing your back.

"Let's answer it together" Rhea says and presses the green button on your phone. "Hello?" she says.

"Who is this, where's y/n?" a dark male voice replies.

"This is Demi, a friend of hers" A friend. You don't know what it is but her words trigger a feeling in you that you can't exactly describe.

"Can I talk to y/n?" he sounds pretty annoyed.

Rhea looks at you and you frantically shake your head no.

"Sorry you can't, what can I do for you?" Rhea says.

"Why not"

"Uh.. She showering right now" Demi lies.

"Then I'll call back when she's done" The man says angrily and hangs up.

It's silent for a moment before Rhea decides to speak again. "Was that him?" you just nod, tears silently running down your cheeks.

Demi notices and pulls you into a hug. "It's ok darling, I won't let him hurt you again" she says, stroking your arm. Darling. Why does she say that, you're not a couple, you think.

"It's my day off, if you want we can stay in bed and cuddle whilst watching a film or something."

"That would be great" you respond.

Rhea lays down on her back and you snuggle up to her, letting your head rest on her chest. She puts an arm around you drawing patterns all over it.

"What movie would you like to see?"

"Do you know (insert favorite movie)?" you ask. "No I don't but it sounds interesting. Let's see... Ah there it is" she hits play and eventually you both fall back to sleep.

Juuust to wake up to an incoming call again. "Oh shut the fuck up! Really?!" you laugh at how pissed Rhea is. She smacks your shoulder in a playful manner and reaches over to grab your phone again.

"Don't worry, we'll do it together" she says reassuringly and grabs your hand.

"Hello?"

"Hey it's Demi again, what can I do for you?"

"She still showering?" he's clearly annoyed.

"No, she's next to me listening. You're on speaker."

He groans "Then why can't she answer herself?!"

As none of you responds he continues "Listen you little brat, you're either coming back to me right now or tell me where the fuck you are and I'll get you!"

You tense up and Rhea releases your hand to put her arm around you.

"She definitely won't do that considering what you've done to her"

"What I've done to her? She was the one who manipulated and took advantage of me, I just defended myself!" he argued.

"Listen. I don't know everything that happened, at least not yet, but from what I know that wasn't just self defense. You beat her up and raped her multiple times. You're lucky I didn't call the police yet!" Rhea snaps back.

"Whatever. Y/n get the fuck away from this psycho, she's not good for you, and come back to me."

"N-no" you dare to say now that you feel safe and protected by Rhea.

"Oh you're gonna regret this you little brat! Wait till I find out where you are and I'm gonna make the rest of your life a living hell!" she shouts.

Before he could say anything else Rhea ends the call and blocks the number. "What an idiot.." she scoffs putting the phone away again.

"Hey, you did great! I'm proud of you for finally standing up against him." A smile tuggs on your lips as she says so. "Come on, let's get breakfast, I'm hungry" Rhea says and gets up.

You walk into the kitchen and help her make some scrumbeled eggs together with bacon and toast.

You sit down to eat together. While Demi is focused on her food you take a second to look at her. How comes you never noticed how good she looks?

Demi notices you're staring at her and looks up. She smiles at you and you blush and quickly look away, making her laugh.

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Part 5 of my series Heal My Wounds as always, leave your suggestions, wishes and so on in the comments :)

Taglist: @thatonepansexual2000

[huntahr]

[viperpage]

Hello to everyone who could possibly tell me what these surreal pictures are called? I like these very much, they give me a very weird but still pleasant feeling. To put it another way, I don't really know what to search for when I need these. I just have a board on my Pinterest called "aesthetic" and now, of course, Pinterest suggests these pictures to me.

[rr-sheep]

I feel like an outcast

(Makeing a dreamcore imige) idk

[clownsketch]

I’m scared of the dentist

[anulithots]

"Well, you did your best."

"I did? Fascinating. What's your criteria?"

"....What?"

"Outside viewpoints identify my feelings better than I do. Er... I don't know what 'my best' is. Is it right before my breaking point? How do I know if I'm reaching my breaking point? What's laziness and what's making sure I don't burn out?"

"... You.... you um- you made an effort. So you tried your best."

"Oh. Is that the threshold? Hmm. It's ironic, isn't it? Because if I made more of an effort, if I tried my best, could I avoid this outcome? Then wouldn't my regret be valid?

But if I had truly 'tried my best', then anything more would be too much. And I would've failed either way. I'm assuming your subtext is that if I would've failed either way, then I shouldn't regret this.

I don't even have a threshold. No metaphors. No comparisons. I'm basing feelings on something so far outside of my perception, that the entire thing stops making sense."

"... that.... sure. I guess."

[gimmethemprimals]

So. How many of you have started losing some interest in FR recently 🤔

[onetiredpup]

Do other subs just get this feeling that they’ve been bad without much reason to it , no broken rules, just this lingering feeling that you’ve done something wrong so the praise starts to take less affect and you feel the need to be punished constantly. Maybe with the punishment comes reassurance that you can put that feeling behind you. Maybe it doesn’t.

I don’t know, I just want to know that I’m being good

[oneguardian15]

anyone else ever get like emotionally dependent on a certain hyperfixation? like your main and nearly only source of joy comes from that thing and content for it and it’s like the main thing you think about or that’s in the back of your mind all day? and it’s like you’re so dependent on it, and you’re aware of it, to the point where it’s like you’re blissful but also deeply sad at the exact same time when thinking about it or consuming it? it’s like a bone deep euphoric melancholy… and it’ll consume you for a while until you slowly become less dependent on it. and it’s like you don’t get to choose when that is. it just happens. either slowly or all at once. maybe another hyperfixation takes it place or something. anyway, yeah, i get like that sometimes. never know how long it’ll last.

[euesworld]

"I've been here before, in this exact place, lived this moment as if in another life.. or this one, just at a different time, maybe in another dimension. Deja Vu floods my mind and my heart recognizes the present, past, future.. of a moment lived parallel to now. I can't help but to feel it in my soul, I have BEEN here before. I am sure. I just can't quite grasp everything completely, I am trying to remember.. but the moment is fleeting like a hurried September, and in a moment that it takes a leaf to fall, the feeling is gone. Wished away on the lips of fate.."

Deja Vu - a request from @sheryaneuwrold .. I hope it is what you wanted - eUë

[bobbiedebruyn]

okay fine I'll gif warrior nun again

[yoyothericecorpse]

What is it? 😕humm

[morosoro]

Genuine question but I need to know if this is normal or not.

I often get in this weird foggy sort of headspace that’s sort of hard to explain, but its like… I desperately want to do things but everything either seems like either too much or not enough for me in the moment? And as a result I just feel perpetually bored for hours and hours and it’s really frustrating because like, I want to do things and there’s plenty of things I know I could do, some of those thing I really badly wish I could do, but for some reason or another I just… can’t?

Like watching videos/tv isn’t enough, but reading is way too much. Like I can try but the second my eyes read more than a few words it’s like there’s a switch that flipped in my brain and it’s just like- Nope! Can’t do that, sorry! That’s too much to focus on! Too much information to take in! Try again later!

Or like I’ll try one of my more hands-on and mindless hobbies like say knitting or drawing, and I’ll knit three stitches or draw a circle and that same Nope switch goes off but this time it’s telling me this isn’t enough, I’m already bored, and so I’m just stuck sitting there, focused on this feeling of wanting to do something but not being able to for some reason that I am unaware of…

Everything I can think of to do doesn’t seem interesting or uninteresting enough for my brain to want to do it… including thinking on anything other than this feeling. It’s like all other thoughts are fuzzy and static. It’s like there’s a cloud or fog settled around my brain and I can’t see beyond it. It’s almost like when you’re starting to get high but without any of the fun. It ruins my mood, it makes me irritable.

When I was kid it used to happen a lot, but in my teens it kinda went a way for a bit. But now that I’m in my early twenties it’s come back and it’s all too frequent. It’s so frustrating and I just want to know if this happens to other people too and if there’s and advice on how to handle it?

[moon0fairy]

Am I sad that we didn‘t hear Trents full coming out story? Yes. Am I still very happy about what we got ? Yes to that too

[too-much-imagination]

Another song that somehow opens a lost memory in my mind, unlocks a secret door, breaks the surface of grey fog and brings up long-forgotten melody.

[navybrat817]

Is it the full moon coming up that's making everything feel weird? 😂