#welcome to scenes in my brain

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Sublime Equine.

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[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

still unwell over the prospect of Howdy slowly putting the pieces together and having a complete mental breakdown over it. Laughingstock edition!

[fangslair]

Bless the animation for giving us this honestly

[aylinaliens]

How can I like you so much and not remember anything about what happened? I feel so shameful and embarassed. 

[ardentpoop]

CINEMA

[cowboyinternist]

see!! i can draw more than just portraits!! im capable!!! (episode 90 redraw yippee)

+ other sketch/doodle things :p

[alrightbuckaroo]

Happy Wednesday, everyone! Thanks to @lemonlyman-dotcom, @birdclowns, @thisbuildinghasfeelings, @bonheur-cafe and @carlos-in-glasses for the tags as always. Hope you don't mind me changing it up a bit this week and sharing something for the Old West AU:

Carlos is silent for a moment, before taking a swig of the moonshine. After swallowing down the bitter, burning taste, he says, “When I was fifteen, I called my father a bastard. I said it with a heat within me I didn’t know was there.” He takes another swig, this time letting the burn settle a little bit more. “Cursed at him, even took the Lord’s name in vein.” 

TK’s eyebrows raise slightly, he never would thought Carlos had it in him. Not only to go against God, but his own father. Carlos just didn’t seem the type. “What did he say?” 

Carlos pauses, staring up at the night sky. His eyes mirroring the moonlight that’s bathing them in a distant white light. “Nothing. He had been dead for two years.”

He looks over at TK, his eyes dewy and glazed over with repressed melancholy. “Being angry doesn’t make you evil, TK. It makes you human.” 

no pressure tagging: @reyesstrand, @strandnreyes, @heartstringsduet, @rosedavid, @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut, @welcometololaland, @rmd-writes, @basilsunrise, @sanjuwrites, @orchidscript, @three-drink-amy, @paperstorm, @mikibwrites, @freneticfloetry, @ambiguouspenny, @catanisspicy @sanjuwrites, @chaotictarlos, @wandering-night19, @inflarescent and here's an open tag for anyone who wants to join in on the fun (tag me back, i want to read!)

[tazzertopia]

paku

[bloodytornwings]

Charlie :3

Evan approved!

[rotteneldritchhorror]

finally finding actual fandom content about OBX (that isnt smut fics about 16 and 17 year olds) and then finding out apparently everyone hates JJ and Kie and loved Pope and Cleo (JJ/Kie is adorable to me, and Pope/Cleo felt romantically forced to me, they gave much more platonic/found family vibes, and it kinda felt like the romance came out of nowhere?)

I mean ship who you ship, as long as youre not shipping minors with adults or actual canonical family members together, I dont care- but it's insane to me that I seem to be the only one who doesn't vibe with romantic Pope/Cleo lol

[theinfinitedivides]

Woo Hyul after getting his license and driving for the first time while In Hae holds on for dear life: gwenchana gwenchana

me:

[sskk-manifesto]

What a good episode. Maaaaaan

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

happy halloween! hope everyone watched a scary movie that'll keep you up tonight but was nonetheless enjoyable! i sure did!

[dizzybevvie]

not a moment goes by without thinking about an Ice Nine Kills song

[bloom-me]

This is my time to brainrot about something i made.

What if, by any chance, QSMP people became street racers. What if the eggs were like, their cars or some shit. What if Quackity formed a group of racers to try and win a cash prize of a really famous street race.

What if the Hermits were also in that race. What if the hermits are actually pretty good at this thing called racing. What if they think that the QSMP people were the ones who sabotaged them after their cars turn up completely destroyed.

What if my cubitos interact with my other cubitos and form an alliance to kick ass in the end.

[chuchayucca]

Tbh I'm surprised nobody else has brought up the idea of Richard being abused too

It feels like a lot of potential for it and an explanation (aside from their status) as to why Roy never got help for it either -- Richard thought it was normal.

Now this is just making me imagine a scene where Carmen remarks that Roy will "grow out of it" (it being his behavior) like Richard did in front of the other Hatz and Ross and Robert just share a Look

Anddd now I'm wondering how much Carmen knows

TW for discussions of fictional CSA/SA and mentions of alcoholism

Me too, I thought it would be an obvious assumption but I guess not.

Exactly, I’ve seen the fandom explore Carmen and Roy’s relationship regarding his CSA but never with Richard. I think it’s ashamed because there’s a lot you can write for the relationship, even outside of their CSA.

Omg that’s a good scene idea. The Hatzgang are realized there is a deeper issue, and Roy has to unfortunately unpack that generational trauma. I can see how learning his dad is a possible CSA victim, like him, starts pushing Roy to tell his parents but also discourages him because basically Richard unknowingly knew Roy was SA but never recognized it because he doesn’t know he was SA too. I also believe Richard normalized his brother’s actions too. It’s truly devastating how Richard indirectly contributed to the normalization of Roy’s abuse but he doesn’t know it’s SA. He believes those fun “games” him and his brother played were normal family bonding activities and is happy to hear his son is getting along with his brother, a brother he admired when growing up.

These headcanons might change as the series continues and the deeper I get into research.

I headcanon Carmen doesn’t know anything but has suspected something was off a few times. She never thought anything of Richard’s behavior at first because he alway been this way. When they became adults, she started questioning as Richard still had issues with intimacy at that point in their relationship and his alcoholism was at its worst. (Short ver: Richard started drinking at a young age to cope with trauma of his SA and the Uncle encouraged this, buying him alcohol for various reasons. Modern day, Richard is a functional alcoholic but has gotten better with his drinking)

As of the moment, Roy’s parents are unaware of Roy’s CSA. The day the Uncle died, Roy did get in trouble but for separate reasons. Carmen and Richard were mad at Roy for hanging out with “plebeians” and sending them to one of his uncle’s private properties. Roy doesn’t feel comfortable telling them yet because they’re snobby, judgmental people, so he assumes they won’t react well.