#went to the pharmacy to get my meds. takes forever. there's a mixup. it's like 9pm at that point or something idk
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Who knew going to sleep would be difficult after you spend half the day in the ER?
#today/technically yesterday fucking sucked#a horrible nightmare woke me at 6:30 and i couldn't sleep after that#and then i chilled a bit before my heart started going a mile a minute for no reason#and when i was leaving the house i stepped into a puddle in the bathroom because something's fucked up AGAIN#and couple hours later there i am in the ER hooked up to a heart monitor showing that little buddy fucking racing like it's competing#proceeded to sit there for like. almost five hours?? idk anymore#went to the pharmacy to get my meds. takes forever. there's a mixup. it's like 9pm at that point or something idk#and i hadn't eaten since noon#needless to say i was exhausted but sleep is still eluding me#some silver linings though: all tests showed nothing wrong really#except the bonkers heart rate#so a lot of more serious things were ruled out#and as of right now i have no reason to believe it was serious at all#i mean uncomfortable? scary? even painful? yes. but the doc said my heart is fine so i'm inclined to believe him#and second of all: people were SO nice to me all day#all the nurses and other staff were really nice to me and the doctor seemed to listen to me#and he didn't belittle me at all when i had trouble answering or talked about my shitshow of a mental health#and my therapist let me sit in her office until i got a hold of someone to tell me where to go with this and she DROVE ME to the ER#and the taxi driver i got a ride home from waited forever when i was at the pharmacy and didn't complain one bit#and he was super nice in general#not to mention all my friends i told about this; they have been so nice#tldr; horrible no-good really bad day. people are pretty awesome sometimes though#also let it be known: if it turns out stress sent me to the ER i'm gonna howl with laughter#then i'm gonna HAVE TO take my burnout seriously#personal
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