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I am very Itchy
#what am I allergic to this time#my skin is like ‘existing in this air on this earth is kind of not my thing tbh’
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#not pictured: a wolfwood carrying a drunk vash up the stairs to his room#gently dresses him into comfier clothes and tucking him into his blanket#all while chastising him lovingly telling him he should cut out his bad drinking habits#vash asking him to stay and he did. shoes and all.#(his shoes weren't off the last time vash saw him isn't it?)#trigun#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#myuminjiart#i am allergic to panelling these days. i call it freeform art#i dont have any idea what i drew and kept on adding whatever pops in my head at that moment#90% dependent on my playlist
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Pissing me thefuck off All by yourself Handsome ?
#i have the mental health equivalent of the flu but today was able to draw the guys who have been living in my head lately. so this is a good#sign i am recovering. anyway i ❤️ ryusae but i think they can piss each other off in a special way. ❤️.#like yeah shidou likes sae a lot and sae finds shidou very interesting (likes him) but it is also Guy who is allergic to being told what to#do x guy who believes he is right like 99% of the time [he is often right] and acts like it. no way they clash never.#plus they think the other is interesting! their different viewpoints on the things that don't have an objectively correct answer are#interesting to each other. i think.#ryusae#ryuusae#my art#blue lock#also new rendering style dropped I guess
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IT CAME TO ME IN A VISION
#born to draw from memory but forced to use references this ( 1 ) time#also used my normal colouring style for once ..i usually try to imitate the webcomic artstyle when drawing hs#ft sickly victorian child kk#my art#homestuck#homestuck fanart#karkat vantas#tavros nitram#tavkat#tavkar#WHAT DO YOU CALL THIS .regardless i think its really cute#i was just liiike idk .i blinked#ok but like seriously . i think they would work but in the weirdest way possible#unfortunately i am Allergic to explaining anything ever
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I do want to talk about sharing art online from the perspective of a hobby freelancer but before that I'll just toss this tidbit I mentioned on my main
Reblogs are not numbers. Reblogs are meant to share and pass on artwork that someone may like. NO ONE is forced to reblog anything BUT it is a core of engagement in a space like tumblr. Engagement is what brings in interest after all and it's one piece of what makes it important for freelance artists here.
When you look at the numbers and the notes, we need to stop viewing them and comparing them with likes (me included) or total in general. It doesn't help.
Artists do self rebloging to both show or remind folks they've done some work as well as to nudge people to reblog their stuff. Tags are nice and comments in them are a nice way to engage too but passing on the work, especially to help someone to get noticed, is a good way to just work the site as intended.
It will always be about luck because we can't guess who wants to engage with what online. You also can't blame yourselves for this. Don't use the internet mentality of "content" (eugh!) and "flopping" and go about it that way. People find stuff I drew years back and find ways to engage with it now. It's really about luck.
There are things that can help but I'll go about it in another post.
One more thing. Don't be shy about "shilling". Advertise your open commissions, your patreons or ko-fis. I promise it has nothing to do with how big of an artist you are. Remember that you're doing that within your own zone so "bothering" followers is hardly the case, it's your house. Make a tag for it if it helps your mind. I say as someone with social anxiety.
#sky rambles#sorry I know this topic has been everywhere but it made me have so much on my mind#I also vibe on Savvy's streams when I can and artists chatting there make a lot of good points and HELPFUL tips!#so I end up thinking about stuff like this a lot#freelancing is hard#it's also not a job that's sustainable where I live#but also because I can't pace my work differently because I will hate it then#and I don't want to hate working what I enjoy doing#and numbers can really add to that because it turns into 'content' mentality#(i swear i am becoming allergic to that word it physically makes me recoil every time)#it's about finding what works for you EVEN IF IT'S BUSINESS#you NEED to pace yourself HOW IT WORKS FOR YOU and not what brings more money#as unfortunate as that may sound#otherwise you will burnout fast and hate every bit of it
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i cannot stand the aot fandom this is not a new take at all they are universally intolerable but oh my dayssss u are FORBIDDEN from making ANY take about the show it's actually insane to watch. 'aot is perfect' no show is perfect. 'tell me you didnt get the show 😂🫵' people have different opinions/interpretations about things. 'eren is a good guy they could never make me hate him' i think there's actually 4 seasons and two movies explicitely using him as a tool to show that no one is 'good' or 'evil' they are only trying to survive. hello. the fandom r all so far up aot's ass that they actually discredit its writing in the process and it would be laughable if it wasn't so frustrating
#bc aot IS insanely well written but no one talks about it???#like all they do is SAY how well written it is but no one is brave enough to give examples or meta bc SOMEONE will jump on it#declaring they've misinterpreted the Single Correct Way of watching the show and are dumb and a hater for saying such a thing#i remember posting about my initial aot watch on here and i did NOT like eren i thought he was whiney and annoying (he is <3)#and i thought aot was overhyped but ive since finished it at long last and omg. it is so fucking good#one of those shows that you need to watch ALL of it to truly get what's going on#and the conclusion of eren's character i am genuinely so obsessed with ill probs make a separate post just about him#bc i have really 180'd on eren and i can see now he IS well written. but not for any reason i can see anyone else talking about???#people are just banging on about he was right and justified and a saviour and tragic etc etc and while those things are important#and should be considered that also like. was not the point imo#the irony and tragedy of eren jaeger was that after all the 'i am special simply bc i was born into this world'#concluded with the revelation that actually he was not special. the rumbling happened because a normal boy got a hold of a great power#and he mishandled it. he was immature. he acted his age. he was just some teenage boy and he responded in kind#there was selfishness and silly whims and a quick temper. he was never this godlike figure he gets painted as#and i ADORE THAT TAKE. THAT IS SUCH AN ICE COLD CONCLUSION. EREN WAS NEVER SPECIAL - THAT'S THE POINT#and like countless times through history one selfish person with their hands on an insane amount of power and a conviction#that they are doing the right thing goes on to lead to a continuation of the cycle of war#like the end credits with the tree is genuinely HAUNTING. it never ended. eren KNEW the rumbling would be unnsuccessful#and would leave enough of their enemies alive that they'd eventually retaliate HE KNEW THAT and did it anyway#why? bc he just /wanted/ it. desperately and immaturely. and so the war turned over for another generation and another and#LIKE THAT IS SUCH A POIGNANT HAUNTING TAKE. I FR STARED AT THE BLACK SCREEN ONCE I FINISHED IT FOR 5 MINS IN HORRIFIED SILENCE#yes it's not his sole motivation but ultimately the crux of his character boils down to the fact he's just some kid#to the point even when he's explaining it to armin at the very end they SHOW HIM AS A KID. THAT IS THE REAL EREN#THAT ANGRY SCRAPPY CHILD WHO THOUGHT HE COULD BEAT THE WORLD INTO SUBMISSION#NOT A HERO NOT A GOD NOT A DEVIL - JUST A KID GIVEN A POWER HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE GOT HIS HANDS ON#but if u say all that some chucklefuck tells u to kys and that u just Didnt Get The Masterpiece Of Attack On Titan#but do u know what? maybe people disagree w me! maybe this is just my interpretation! guess who's NOT gonna have a hissy fit about it?#fandom is about DISCUSSION and i have never seen a fandom as fucking allergic to it than the aot fandom#like omdddddddddd have a day off man isayama isnt gonna suck you off#aot
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The new meds I'm on have, as far as I can tell, caused my hands to be very weak, to the point that I can't tension this thin sock yarn :/ I'm in the gussets of sock 2 but the sock is definitely bigger and a thinner fabric.
Im... not positive what to do (whether to frog or not, or maybe just switch to a worsted weight project?) Other than tell the doctor this shit is not good.
#if i frog its a full day of knitting wasted#i also really would like these socks tho. i need another good pair...#i did say id knit a thick pair of socks for my sister and thats the only other project i can think of#my hands also hurt so bad from attempting to tension anyway#also. i ASKED the doc what the side effects would be !#and she said 'just your standard NSAID side effects'#well i checked the page and no they are fucking not. they are not at all and also have huge glaring warnings saying#DONT TAKE IF YOU DONT RESPOND WELL TO OTHER NSAIDS#i am allergic to nsaids and she knows that and i told her that as she was prescribing it to me and she brushed it off#pain management clinic where they put you in more pain. great.#disability#knitting#i am desperately hoping its my meds and the timing would make sense#if my hands just do this now i will cry
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I want to be working on making the goat in a dress but I am recovering from a moderate allergic reaction and should sit still for a bit, so instead, please send me asks about sewing or crocheting! Or ask for pattern links if there's anything in particular you are looking to make, I love finding plushie patterns
#the person behind the yarn#man idk what's going on this week with me but it is definitely sit still time#I am not good at Sit Still Time#idk what I'm allergic to??? unless I am Very Allergic to smoke from Canadian trees#like. what kind of trees are those. is it possibly to be allergic to smoke??#like I know it's an asthma trigger for me but not a straight up allergy I thought#it might've been the poptart I had as a snack??? maybe dinner was cross contaminated?????#I did not eat any new foods yesterday I have no idea what I reacted to#unless it's the trees??? or maybe it was stress induced and I just didn't catch it early?????#either way means I have to get back to checking my blood pressure more regularly so I can catch my allergic reactions sooner#for anyone reading this with allergies: that is almost never the way to check if you are having an allergic reaction#my allergies just interact very weirdly with all my other blood pressure weirdness#it's baffled many an allergist! but it's consistent! anyway point is do not use me as an allergy example#I am a rube goldberg machine of interconnected weird side effects lol
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saturday quest is catsitting in the most slug mode way possible 👍
#it is an activity i find challenging in many ways. mainly due to needing to wear a mask so it's hard to hang out for long periods#due to i need to eat and drink! :P also their mealtimes are the same as mine? so that's tricky!#bc that means i gotta eat late as i have to cook all the meals for me so!#anyway it's totally doable and i love to hang out with the baby cats who are sweet and wonderful and lovely <3#it's mainly just my anxiety and insecurity that i'm not doing the best for them. but i AM doing the best of my ability. so!#also. i'm allergic to cats :P not too badly luckily but it does make me wary again of hanging out for too long and without a mask!#SECOND ANYWAY! i'm looking forward to hanging out with the beasts again tomorrow and it's gonna be sunny in the morning (:#it's a complicated kind of mix of rest and activity bc i need to actively watch them somewhat but also that mainly consists of#looking. which is not a big activity. but i don't want to do something ELSE at the same time because i need to be alert!!!#THIRD ANYWAY! it's normal guy hours 👍#i think this is whats tripping me up bc i simultaneously feel like i need to find something to do and also like i can't do that.#whadda hell am i gonna do with my day. think about cats whether in their presence or not apparently hahahaha :P i'm no thoughts#head empty atm which has meant i'm having trouble figuring anything out or remembering what i like to do or my hobbies :P#FOURTH ANYWAY! it's tome to LOG OFF! AND CHILL! :P
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All their money is going straight to Agata’s pockets.
#Ride Kamens#Ride Kamens OC#Kamen Rider Ruby#pokemon-champion-brendan#You guys I have a problem LOL#I am in love with a fish monger#Because my phone was struggling to run the game I didn’t see the reroll button#So I never got a 4 star Agata and I’m sad#To make up for it I keep going to investigate with Agata and I like to pretend that’s just me going to buy fish from him#This game has been out for like 2 weeks and you can investigate at least 5 times per day#Guess how much fish I’ve brought home LOL#Meanwhile Brendan’s on his date with Rui and comes home to just piles of fish#It really doesn't help that Agata's home screen dialogue is like 'hey we got fish you wanna buy fish?'#Because I'm like 'yes sir sign me up for fish let me buy that fish I don't care what kind just hold that fish with your big strong arms'#A fear of mine in life is that I will become allergic to fish I would probably still buy fish from Agata and then die#At least we don't make Leon cook#Insanity Draws#Insanity of Mojiru
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every time somebody reduces the serirei dynamic to "silly one x serious one" an angel loses its wings
#tantrum hole#they are both so deeply unserious and yet at the same time profoundly lonely adults who struggle to form meaningful relationships#due to unresolved personal issues#and theyve gotten so used to this comfortable status quo that theyre afraid of ruining it by expressing that theyre in love with the other#bc life has told them over and over that they are unworthy of love! and theyve only just started to learn that they ARE worthy#and taking that next step is terrifying. but theyre so afraid of the other not reciprocating and the friendship dying bc of it#that theyd just rather exist in this beautiful idiots ballet of sidestepping their feelings if it means getting to be around one another.#the tapestry i have weaved in my mind. do you see it. take my hand.#theyre also both stupid. serizawa doesnt know what a parking brake is and reigen thinks lemons are spicy (hes allergic)#and yes i know people dont need romance to be complete Obviously. i think adding romantic tension is a fun flavor#i feel the need to add that disclaimer to like Anything i post about love bc i am so afraid of ppl thinking me like a romantic dynamic mean#that i think the platonic dynamic is Inferior or w/e when this is not the case#they are not just 'the safe yaoi option' i think actually they are very interesting
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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Do you mind sharing your brand for ear plugs and noise canceling headphones? I’ve tried so many different kinds but have had trouble finding ones that work well or are also comfortable. I know our needs might be different but it would be worth a try! Ty <3
for earplugs i just use the kroger brand foam ones for sleeping and going to concerts. i really only need two things from earplugs: 1) they don't fall out and 2) they reduce noise somewhat. these work well enough so i haven't really shopped around for other options.
i don't actually like my noise-cancelling headphones, they're pretty uncomfortable on my head. they often give me a headache, and they make my ears all sweaty. but there are frequently very loud events on my street, and for a while there my neighbor was having a lot of noisy sex that i really didn't want to hear, and i was kind of losing my mind. so i asked for some headphones for christmas and am just using whatever random pair i was given. i think they're skullcandy brand.
i hope you have better luck soon!
#it sucks to have to hear the bad sounds all the time so i really hope you find something that works for you <3#i wish i had better headphones but i'm allergic to shopping. when i need something i haven't gotten before i just wait until christmas#and make someone else figure it out. unfortunately this means whatever they get me is sometimes not what i wanted#or doesn't work or is uncomfortable. but i use it anyway. because what else am i gonna do look for it myself???#<-incidentally this is a large part of why i haven't moved yet even though i've known for a couple years that i need to#what do you mean i have to look at apartments online? can't i outsource this???#asks#anon
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as expected, the dunmeshi tag is. a lot
#i have never been so allergic to ships as i am w this#they don't fucking matter#ok?#we've got doomed yuri and thats it. thats enough. everyone here is busy#the doomed yuri is plot relevant and what keeps marcille busy next to her autism struggles#lichrally nobody here has time for this. senshi is cooking. izutsumi is aroace. laios is thinking about monsters#kabru and co are dicking around looking for misunderstood looters and the canaries are busy w their job#the only person who has some time for attraction is namari. she's being bisexual. more importantly tho she's busy keeping the old man alive#shuro is also busy. being doomed.#like. the plot is beautiful and insane. we have other things going on.#moss screams
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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE
#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED#I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it#until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth#and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE#so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man#I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now#what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff#i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA#viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m#i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there#hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions#impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like#in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once#I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips#it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade#and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks#fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste#more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do#okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes#luke.txt#update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3
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this entire year has been flop after flop why am i losing so bad your honor i am literally just some guy
#im yapping u can move on if u dont wanna hear my life story#first i get nuked by stomach pains when i go to visit my friends#something that had been ongoing for years but#my best friend convinces me to see a doctor that year#my condition deteriorates no matter what meds they put me on#i finally get a more invasive exam that shows my intestines were inflamed#i get put on fucking steroids that fuck me up physically and emotionally#i go through multiple med school exams after spending months in crippling pain#pain so bad id be bedridden for hours#got 6 weeks of migraines near daily#sometimes multiple in a day#stressed out of my mind by the time my finals came around to the point that i could no longer bring myself to care#bc i was sure id fail no matter how hard i studied#visit my friends again bc somehow its already winter again#am a nervous wreck all the time and retreat into my phone#but also hate myself for not spending what little time i had fully present#constantly worn out and exhausted bc my meds are barely working#and id found out i was allergic to a lot of things so i was cutting a lot of things out of my diet#lmfao it was so bad my weight still hasnt recovered but yeah i come back i start 3rd year#the toll the last year had taken on my mental health finally registers#i become too depressed to study for my hardest module yet#UGH THATS SO CRINGE JUST SIT DOWN AND STUDY??#but nothing was sticking on god#anyway im sure ive failed#and la salud mental no es bien or soemthing idk i havent taken spanish in 3 years#anyway deep sigh i just stay losing#i cant believe im in like four fucking research projects and classes and trying to work on myself this shit sucks balls#and clinical rotations...#lord just strike me down
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