#whatever it makes me so heated

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

[sovonight]

why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now

[meowchela]

random ass lps popular thought but i literally dont understand people who treat brooke like shes innocent solely because her mom is shitty??? like to me it seems like a very clear "villain origin story that explains why they are the way they are but doesn't redeem them". her mom is neglectful and abusive, yes, but a lot of her actions through the series are like. completely divorced from that conflict. brooke may be taking ques from her mom with the whole cutthroat social attitude she has going on but her actions are still very much her own, like she only got the baseline ideology of "you need to stay at the top to have any worth" from her mom and everything else (the manipulation, cheating, blackmail, etc) is all stuff she chose to do herself to attain that goal. and even THEN she's doing it all completely to serve herself, her mom couldn't care less about her daughter's status in high school. brooke probably knows this and is doing whatever she can to derive self worth from her social status alone because she's all too aware that her mom just doesnt give a shit. so everything she does is still on her

i guess a more succinct way of putting it is like. brooke's backstory is more of a frame for her mindset than something you should feel sorry for her over, yknow? because as badly as she's treated at home she turns around and treats everyone around her the exact same way. abuse is cyclical and it's crystal clear that brooke is willingly continuing the cycle because she's obsessed with the power it gives her, power that was stolen from her that she's now stealing from others. and the kicker here is she HAD chances to make positive changes, both with her dad treating her nicer while he was still alive which establishes that she does know how to be kind as well as savy being willing to reconnect and give her genuine friendship again which could've helped her out of this toxic mindset. but she threw both of those chances away because she's so power hungry and is CHOOSING to continue acting like her mom because that's what gets her the most power/worth.

she needs help, but she doesn't deserve forgiveness or sympathy because of all the heinous shit she's done. also, you can't help someone unless they accept the help and/or are willing to change, and we've seen that brooke is NOT willing to change at all. idk man i just dont think we should be so fast to absolve her of accountability when she hasn't shown any willingness to overcome her circumstances. like not even "oh i want to change but things are so hard" no she doesn't want to change full stop. shes stuck in her mindset and that's her downfall and that's the point

anyway brooke would fucking love marina and the diamonds. unrelated to everything

[californiaquail]

western washington state still too sunny and warm for me. taking suggestions for the coldest and darkest place on earth to move to (iceland possibly at the top of this list but the constant daylight in summer is bad). entering my gollum era

[nerdie-faerie]

Seeing what presents my baby sister gets and realising I really drew the short straw by being the firstborn

[aaronwhorechner]

hotch and rossi talking about beth is so fucking funny

you have two grown ass fucking men gossiping like

"is she cute???"

"yes she's cute-"

lmaofdjsk

and then rossi's dumbass one off line being like "you know what they say about riding a bicycle!"

spencer, who only heard the tail end of the conversation: who's getting a bicycle??? :D

[catboydogma]

룡 (ryong) &&. they/them/theirs, ze/hir/hirs

ao3: catboydogma

main: @solipseismic

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mainly prequels/tcw-era, i occasionally dip my toes in rebellion-era/the mandalorian but only for variety

fic writer extraordinaire (don't look at the last time i posted regularly. shh ... don't look at it) and occasionally art. i also used to make comic edits/graphics, so there are a few of those floating around... somewhere

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newly finished:

knives don't have your back - codywan week 2024

far/further - fox and difficult conversations

in progress:

vide noir - commander fox horror fic take 2

where the stray things go - codywan overwatch fusion au

outlining/drafting:

as it is, infinite - bounty hunter rex post-order 66

caverns of the night - codywanmaul on tatooine, roadtrip (“roadtrip”) edition

if ever at all - codywan space cowboys (cowboys in space)

from the left arm of the falconer - mystery non-star wars fic (it's overwatch)

specifics tag directory (under construction)

마음 - personal/talking

a heat rash in the shape of the show me state - writing/fic (mine)

out of the dark day + into the brighter night - horror

peacekeepers + heat seekers - that Specific Intersection of obi-wan and anakin brothersontragedy relationship that makes me eat fiberglass like cotton candy

votives - art (mine)

fic recs - writing/fic (others)

au - cowboys

au - modern setting

au - togruta

au - canon divergence

au - jedi commander cody (also includes Cody with Lightsaber, Not Necessarily Jedi)

au - sith obi-wan kenobi

corrie guard - coruscant guard, for if a post has 2+ of those bad boys

[finalhaunts]

Lesbian flag discourse set us back like 20 years for real

[mbat]

red flag: someone says that copper in minecraft is useless

[neverendingford]

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[milo-is-rambling]

I think I’m always going to be running and trying to find the next thing that will make me happy and it will always be something I have to find within myself. So that’s cool.

[devilzfruit]

d6 migraine babey 👍

[windupaidoneus]

ill jsut keepnposting instead of sending people messages so at least i dont have to be annoying in a more direct & attention demanding way. erm. this sleep thing isnt going so great guys

[verytendou]

Haciendo todo esto y todavia diciendo a los de latam que ellos tienen la problema 💀

[infizero]

with my kriselle ideas its like. kris has some weird little romantic queerplatonic whatever the hell crush on noelle and has kind of had said crush since they were little. but they dont rlly feel the need to act on it? or more like after shit Happened and they grew apart they felt like they couldnt/shouldnt.

and so in snowgrave when kris is forced to do all this stuff to noelle they feel terrible not just in general but in a VERY specific way bcuz on some level they do actually like her like that. and they are obviously not enjoying any part of this but there's still that deep guilt about the fact that it's happening at all. esp since noelle is very clearly into susie (in this scenario i think noelle also has similar weird feelings towards kris but she doesnt rlly show it so kris wouldnt know that) so kris feels really gross about this whole thing even tho they're not in control

and then of course this all comes with an asterisk reading "THIS IS AN INTERPRETATION OF THINGS AND I VALUE THE REALITY OF THINGS AND KRIS' TRUE FEELINGS ABOVE ANYTHING ELSE AND AS SOON AS ITS MADE MORE CLEAR WHAT THOSE FEELINGS ARE I WILL RESPECT THEM I WILL NOT FORCE MY WILL ONTO KRIS AND NOELLE"

[charmac]

how’s the sugar fic going i’m trying so so hard to be so patient and good

I’m so proud of you for being patient you’re doing a great job.

It’s coming along, still got a chunk to write though, there’s some interesting things in this chapter that are taking me some time to get down… as well as just, you know, general life distractions

But this counts as research, okay?