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navybrat817 · 1 year
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Yep. 😂
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ineffable-kelpie · 30 days
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Rating: T
Wordcount: 16,036
Chapters: 3/12
Summary:
Crowley has spent the last two years learning to cope with Aziraphale's absence. So when Aziraphale shows up with no memories, and Crowley is the only one who can help, it's not an easy thing to deal with.
(Crowley’s perspective of the events of Light the Corners of my Mind)
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superbattrash · 6 months
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Preparing to have a 1..1…17 year old (crying so hard rn, she’s just a BABY) kid staying over is so hard. I’m just a kid myself!!! <- 30 year old guy who’s lived by himself for more than 10 years
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pohlepen · 9 months
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frankie & who????
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Thinking a lot about my relationship with my parents and how I know once I come out to them it will effectively be over. And how strange and isolating that is to know there’s this huge sword of Damocles hanging over our relationship that I know about and they don’t.
Like. Idk. I very strongly suspect that once I come out if I don’t end up going completely no contact with them it will be very low contact because there is no reality I see where they ever accept me being gay. So my mentality for the past several years at this point has just been. Enjoy this while it lasts. Which is so sad and frustrating but. It is what it is I guess.
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cburambles · 2 years
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Still render me insane how showrunners thought death by fire was warrior & dragon rider's death after reading & seeing all the instances which is always depicted as sacrificial ( the Valyrians using slaves in their fire & blood magic experiments), horrifying & painful in the text & onscreen.
From characters like Mirri Maz Durr, all the people Melisandre burned including that horrifying scene with Shireen in the TV show, Kraznys being burned by Drogon & where we get a description of his eyes popping out, Quentyn Martell dying after three days of suffering after being burned by Rhaegal, Dany executing the Tarlys & Varys on the TV show or in the same episode of HOTD where we see Vermax burning a sheep to eat it.
Pretty sure Valyrians dragonlords waited to die first before having their bodies cremated for a reason & I think Laena's dying this way won't bring anything beside a visual parallel to Harwin's death & some faux-feminism attempt from the writers.
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i'm the first to admit i'm doing a bad job of not liveblogging, but i gotta be nogblogging
#the fault of having captions on lol. if not i'd've gone ''didn't quite catch that'' & moved on b/c Context Is Enough#apparently indeed [nog] on its own could historically refer to a strong ale; so says top result on an etymology search. further origin [?]#and for all i know maybe it was already used as [cited star wars drink] or something lol. i don't know these little details at all reliably#like i Know gun to head everything will have the blue milk lol e.g. but not much further than that#technically seen most? all? of the original / prequel trilogy movies but Ages ago & never moved to rewatch. eh.#i can live w/the nog possibilities. maybe if the original movie was just luke being a funny little gay icon i'd be like yeah i'll see it as#like an exercise in the novelty of that. but then i remember like eh...han solo will be there. i can sense the vibes of [annoying & boring]#which should be a star wars quote really#now i'll have to watch [will roland singing something so right] like the original paul simon version? kinda take it or leave it like#i appreciate it but i wouldn't ever seek it out. but then it's like ah....Augh#(b/c of the lyrics When Something Goes Wrong / I'm The First To Admit It (x2) / But The Last One To Know)#when someone....noggg blogggs....iii'm the first to admit it....i'm the first to Admit it....but the last one to knooooww....#oh okay a scene later and this guy refers to revnog. what is this; fury road (watched fury road and now i'm antifascist)#as well as reads out the [any witnesses?] quote ft cassian described as ''a human w/dark features'' space racial profiling hours indeed#and then going on ''they clearly harassed a human w/dark features'' implying that's correlation w/some Meaning to be sure#now coming back to add ah another moment with. mednog. seems like an established beverasuffix#andor
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proteuus · 2 years
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my manager thinks my trainee lied to me :-(( forgot that lying was real did not even consider this. in tears
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milkweedman · 2 years
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Having hap problems... i finished the socks this morning and decided to frog the old hap progress (which im glad i did) and re-evaluate what i was trying to do here. Since i dont currently have the brainpower to do the recreation of a traditional hap that i planned, i figure if nothing else i still want a warm, practical, and non-delicate shawl of some kind. But after a bit of ravelry scrolling im realizing that i don't think i have the yardage to do that :( i never measured all of it but if i kept consistent with the first skein, which i think i did, i have around 815 yards (745 meters) of light worsted yarn. And everything that ticks the boxes of 'uncomplicated' and 'looks warm' requires like double the yardage that i have.
#so essentially the problem is that i dont have enough yardage for a shawl and i probably never have#but i do want to make a shawl with it. so you can see the conundrum im running into#im considering dragging the rigid heddle loom back out and just weaving one bc i know i will have enough yardage then#but i dont wanna >:( if anything id rather weave it on a warp weighted loom (which i dont have)#i guess the other option is to knit a shawl using other yarn....#see but then i wont have a hap and i want a hap and not a shawl !#yeah my brains just going in circles today lads#i woke up at 5 in the morning checked my email and saw i seem to have gotten the job i applied for (yay)#and that i had to complete an online seminar. and it was early and i hadnt had my coffee so i just started it without checking to see#what it was about. which was 'how to recognize and prevent CSA'. they had a section at the beginning that was like#'if youre a victim of csa this is gonna be upsetting as shit ! so you should talk to your supervisor and ask to skip this'#like ah yes ill just start my first conversation with a new boss by saying 'hi im a csa victim !' thats exactly what i want to do for sure#so... anyway yeah it was a very unpleasant hour and ive been deeply out of it ever since. and still am but also annoyed about hap problems#knitting#csa tw#(for tags)#i guess if nothing else it says good things about my mental health that im not currently binge drinking and walking into freeway traffic#because thats absolutely how i would have reacted in the past and instead today i wrote in my journal a little#and talked to my fiance a little and then thought about textiles for. in retrospect. 10 straight hours#but it still would be nice to maybe not have had to deal with this at all#the last several therapist ive seen have all said that if i want to unfuck my brain i need an intense outpatient program and multiple#therapists working on me at once and well i havent done that because im not a millionaire. so i assume my brain is still fucked#and im just a lot better at pretending it isnt so as to not self destruct constantly#idk. :/
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icedteaandoldlace · 1 year
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Friends, ya girl is anemic. I got my blood tested yesterday and just got the results in today. Now I'm looking back over all the symptoms I had before, and everything is making so much sense. I just never realized that they were connected because I was chalking it up to hormones and ADHD related issues (and I did think I has anemia a few years ago, but that time I went to the doctor and tested negative). Anemia being behind it all never even occurred to me.
So anyways, I'm on iron now. And hopefully this will help me kick my ice eating habit, because it's been unreasonably difficult to quit.
#I used to eat ice all the time as a kid but I quit when I got braces because I didn't want to break them#I didn't start up again till I got my first job#because we weren't allowed to keep drinks on the counter#we just had to get as much water or tea as we were gonna drink in the moment and then put the cup in the sink when we were done#and then repeat with a new cup the next time we wanted a drink#I didn't wanna do that because we had enough of a shortage on dine-in cups as it was#(plus all the ones I sent back because they hadn't been washed properly)#and we couldn't use the to-go cups unless you wanted to pay the price of a to-go drink#so I would just eat ice throughout the day so I'd get my water intake without wasting cups#YES it's insane there's several reasons I don't work there anymore#but anyway it got me craving ice even when I wasn't at work#which was part of the reason I thought I was anemic that time but I wasn't#so when I continued the habit after moving jobs I didn't think too much of it#honestly the dizzy spells should have tipped me off#and the increased need for coffee in the mornings in order to not be a sleepy fatigued mess#and the legs falling asleep more frequently#but I thought if anything that would be a blood PRESSURE issue and every time I get that tested it's normal#so yeah I've just been out here being anemic and not knowing it#despite being aware of all these issues individually and wishing I knew what to do about it#well now I know#this is like discovering I had astigmatism all over again#once you've gotten used to seeing grass as a big green blur it is DELIGHTFUL getting to see all the many individual blades again
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cute guy : yes so you should only invest your money in two things- 1. education and 2. where it grows
*goes on and talks about investments, mutual funds, SIPs*
me : *fond eyes* you would bond with my dad sooo well (derogatory)
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thinking about the many stories of folks who are former river phoenixes and how they got recruited into the ranks of the banished brawlers.
additionally musing about how my self insert is recruited to be a phoenix and how that impacts her relationship with matty and to a lesser extent johnson.
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ickymichi · 2 years
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kind of love life update,
edit this got so long hold up lemme make a part two i needa rant don’t care if no one cares
#was out tonight#my first ‘lover boy’#like guy who took my v card and i was with multiple times#told me he’d be in a relationship with me if he was in a better headspace#but also fucked me over multiple times#he was there and like#obv i should hate him which i act like i do#but i still have feelings for him which annoys me#but anyway he was like looking at me the whole night and i was too#and at one point he went up to my friend who i’m with and was like#hey hi whatevs and was like what u drinking#my friends said what she was#and he was like what’s ‘my actual name’ drinking does she wanna drink#and my fiend was like nah they good#u should’ve said yes so he’d talk to me#cause i just wanted him to talk to me to see how he’s feeling#and like rest of nihht we were like across the bar from each other#and i could tell him n his friends were looking over n talking bout me#and they kinda pushed him over so i was like#ok he definitely wants to but like he’s shy asf#and then my friend went up to her ex who’s like besties with him and was like#how’s he what’s he like now#and the guy was like yeah he’s like taking a better path#off the one night stands and taking time for himself#and that he does feel bad y’know#and i was like ok he’s trying to be a better person#which gave me kinda hope that#in a while he might want to try again#which is rlly all i want cause i still have rlly strong feelings for him and out off all the ppl i’ve like seen or been with
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mockiatoh · 5 months
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My biggest frustration with the left has always been the inability/unwillingness to work on making progress inside of the system while advocating for greater change.
I remember the first time I came to this realization.
I was nineteen, pregnant. We couldn’t afford to heat the house because we couldn’t afford the deposit to turn the gas on. It was miserably cold. The duplex we were renting was old and rickety and drafty. The window frames were messed up and there were cracks you could stick your finger through that were open to the elements.
Just, like, to give you an idea where we were financially. And this was better than we’d been doing before!
Anyway, I had recently started going to DSA meetings. And that month, they were talking about how a moderate democrat had successfully gotten a small increase in WIC benefits monthly. It came out to, like, $10 a month.
The members talking—mostly male, almost all doing decent—were scornful. The democrat should have pushed harder and gotten more, refused to accept anything until everyone else caved to their demands. I remember sitting there, quietly drinking the latte in the smallest size they had that I had bought with scrounged quarters, listening. Wishing it wasn’t held in an indie coffee shop because it was a luxury I really couldn’t afford, but it would be rude not to. Enjoying the coffee anyway.
I was one of the lucky ones who was getting that additional $10 a month through WIC. Even more exciting, we were now getting a voucher for the farmers’ market. I casually mentioned that WIC recipients would now be getting farmers’ market vouchers, too.
The guy who organized the meetings was a hard worker, passionate guy. Did something in tech.
He was like, “That’s the thing! These people don’t want farmers market vouchers. They want—” and he went on to describe a bunch of pie in the sky desires. That, yeah, sounded good.
But one. I was one of those people! A lot if the tamiles were super excited about it, myself included.
I had never been to a farmers’ market before. I tried arugula for the first time, a piece pulled from a bunch by the grower as he explained the flavor difference. I hadn’t known before then that different lettuce greens had different flavors, that it was more than just the texture and shape. I tried pesto, which delighted me. Goat cheese. I got three full pounds of strawberries for two dollars, since they were closing soon and the old man selling the berries got a kick out of me.
Anyway. It was like, you have a decent life. Not great but decent! The things that are life changing for me, for us… you already have.
The ten dollars at the grocery store made the difference between a meal of broken-noodles-with-some-half-horrible-pantry-scraps and a meal. It kept me full and healthy! And the additional farmers’ market voucher was world changing for me.
The democrat who worked for those things barely got them through. And it was means tested to hell and back. They weren’t able to get everything they wanted. But what they got made such a huge difference for me, for people like me.
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readymades2002 · 8 days
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who even give a fuck. yknow
#getting drunk before work because who gives a shit ^_^d#yesterday was real fucking bad so im thinking like why am i even fucking trying you know none of these assholes even talk to me#unless its to go ermmmm i cant help noticing your department isnt achieving infinite growth when will you guys stop sucking#shit? just curious yhaha and if they want to talk about me they go behind my back and ask other people why im cutting#which a) i wear short sleeves this isnt a secret im keeping and 2) fuck you for deciding its your business and then NOT EVEN#ASKING /ME/ but whatever thy want to get pissy at me for their own failure to communicate fucking let them i dont care#ive been killing myself for this stupid job for a year now i wake up in the morning and my first thought is how bad my knee hurts#im one of the best we've got and what do i have to show for it no one fucking talks to me i dont care#no one will go 'hey did you get fucking sloshed before coming here' becaus etheyre scared of talking to m e for some reason#i literally dont know but if they ask then like who fucking cares this isnt on me i dont feel human doing this job i dont feel like a perso#no one treats me like one unless i waste time quote unquote to not do my job and talk to people who like care if i live or die or whatever#so like who fucking cares even ill do whatever i want ill get drunk before work ill do shit at my job ill talk to someone i love fuck it#whatever!!! should have acted like i was a person instead of ignoring the people youre throwing into a meatgrinder for profit i guess#who fucking cares!#already had my MOTHER get weird about me buyng booze for reasons that are none of her fucking business and that she#wouldnt know the details of anyway if she hadnt been snooping because i have no privacy and no space of my own lol#so might as well drink it i guess it was 30 bucks anyway and i dont have any fucking moneyyyyyyyy so what am i#who am i fucking KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG lol its fucked its all fucked!!! whatever!!! who give a shit!!! nothing fucking matters
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samiferboy · 15 days
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im gonna be gross now. consensual angel blood drugging send xeet
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