#with it lmfao seek help!

[rigginsstreet]

Every time I read about season 4 I feel like I’ve been gaslit by the crazy people in this fandom and I’m just stepping out of a cult and being deprogrammed

[lyhil]

OC-tober 22 - "The All Seeing Eye of The Commander's Shadow"

Meisi belongs to @cheddargoblin

(tyvm tucking him into my pocket)

[philtatosbuck]

“Was Tyler Posey so fucking butthurt over the popularity of Sterek that he and Jeff made a whole fucking movie just to kill Derek off? Seriously?” you people...

[finalboybyers]

the fact that creelarke shippers are the only ones who watched tfs and still thought that henry didn’t love patty romantically is so funny but also not surprising.

[vzajemnik]

wahhhhhh i should go on a date again and hook up with someone again to run away from it all (thoughts in my head)

[blitz0hno]

Physical flashbacks are so weird like "hey the body and amygdala want you to know! *you involuntarily recoil as if the Pain is happening despite there being no actual physical pain*"

And then you have to act like nothing just happened because technically nothing actually happened???? Like how is this helpful

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

analyzing hermes, emet-selch, the ancients and ascians, how they're written, and the fandom's reaction to them be like hm. emet-selch's role in this fuckery is compounded by the fact that his backstory as a genocide survivor is incongruous with his ruling a huge genocidal colonialist world power in the present da [ANTISEMITISM BLAST]

[cherry-shipping]

ngangangangagnaggrgnngg. f/os help me through rsd kicks PLEEEEEEEEEAAAASEEEEE. maybe they could confirm they dont want me dead just because they took 2 minutes to respond or something. it would be nice is all im saying

[orgasming-caterpillar]

Tfw your mom tells you you were mumbling the laws of motion in your sleep

[pierregaslays]

max and lewis is the worst ship ever created btw

[drustvar]

Working on the outline for an old multi franchise crossover scifi war fic I had planned but never did anything with. But it's fun to think about :)

[rigginsstreet]

a lot of yall are not as open to the full range of human emotions as yall like to think you are... 

like... sometimes human beings have really complicated and fucked up feelings, but no ones ever allowed to talk about it because its seen as taboo. and it leads to people feeling different and lends itself to a whole host of mental health problems and its just like... maybe let people talk about their experiences idk idk

[dogtorari]

For the racist pendejas in the back !

[muirneach]

my ma really just said ‘i hate my life’ because the garage is slightly messy okay. and i thought i was dramatic

[bitterpngs]

i genuinely should’ve just kept my mouth shut i keep feeling so frustrated and upset

[waluijoe]

friendships are too difficult. only got like three of them left and yet, it's a hassle. one of them is "ill hit u up whenever it benefits me and my time", okay, clear. another one is new and fun and we vibe very well but alas her sleeping schedule is so messy & we're both so chaotic that we can only do things together when she deems it so/makes it. but she shows me kindness i'd forgotten existed lmao like asking "how are you" or saying crazy shit like "i could've just helped you with that you know ?" (insane.) (pple like this exist ? fr)

third one is me being a therapist friend to a Very depressed person who doesn't listen to my advice and queries for them to see a therapist/psychiatrist, dumps their trauma/bad days/self hate on me and repeats them to anyone who will listen like my words & presence don't even matter at all, cuts me off often when i try to talk, ignores my words when that i try to bring up whats going on in my head, and constantly reminds me they have "no friends at all, no one" even though ive been here FOR YEARS adapting the way we work to make it fit and make it better, or to listen, or to laugh. and also yells/is a shit at their dog which triggers me and which i cannot escape if i wanna spend time with them. a beautiful combo. and of course i love them, and they're nice to me, and sometimes they tell me they appreciate me and i know they must mean it. but,,, like... its a lotttt idk how to act.

man all the people i've ever had as friends Hated themselves, or were su£cidal, or were heavily depressed/anxious. and me too like, i get the struggle so badly. but most of these people don't care to deal with me or my mental health at all, they don't ask how i've been, what i enjoy, what i do, & they share a lot of their heavy stuff with me all the time without asking, and they don't care that much to share other things&moments with me that much except to not be alone. and like. i'm a mess, and i'm not very healthy, and i'm pathetic most days, sure, but also i do deserve to be appreciated and known. and i want to appreciate and love my friends too. and i want to create stuff together, to lift each other up, or to try methods together and build something if we can. and i fled my family exactly due to being the therapist child, so having the exact same trauma responses/fleeing attitude/anxiety as i did with them now into my closest friendship fkcing Sucks ass. and i knooow its scary to go see a therapist, but like.. you have the mOney. you have the time. you have the ressources, and if you dont, i'll help youuuu. so just do yourself a favor right,,, i was the exact same of course i get it.

people really hate themselves sm that they go on to punish themselves from any type of help or break in the cycle like. pleaseeee listen to me, please do it for the tiny friend in your pocket or you from the future. fucking Call me to meditate until it works, i don't knooow, but coming in with the heavy heavy shit, and being like "no i cant do this with you right now" and LEAVING like im not a person with worry and feelings like heyyoooo you dumb bitch people love you actually don't be like that. be responsible !!! text me a "yo, doing better, watching tv, didnt off myself" idk we can be casual abt this right just be civil don't treat me like a dirty dog i swear