#wow I missed DL songs

[life-winners-liveblog]

Okay so starting off-

The rats!!!! Oh my gooooooooodddd!!! I love them so much, gods I miss RatsSMP

Also the "I wont say I'm in love" sequence? Love that, very fitting song though it does remind me that I have some questions for DL!Scott about his time on Afterlife before the games.

If he does not mind me asking of course. And he can always decline to answer but I shall still be left curious and hopefully at some point he'd be willing to talk about it.

Really glad that the Dandelions are no longer hopelessly pining for eachother and have finally talked about it.

Also the Fears are very intriguing. Though I do not trust The Spiral's intentions with being here. After all how long until they become bored with the Winners and decide to have a more... hands on approach to finding entertainment. I do worry for LL!Martyn in that case as he was the one a certain whisper decided to use to call its attention in the first place.

Though the idea of being able to interact with the other Fears, and their respective Avatars, does sound very intriguing. I'm very glad to be able to witness Milly's adventures through their domains, though I might have to join in myself at some point...

That being said I do not find fear in how most of their domains are depicted, more curiosity. Though yes, of course there are some aspects within the Fears that I do find... unsettling. But those specifics need not be of concern at the moment.

Back to lighter notes, I'm glad LL!Martyn's therapy has been going well. And that DL!Scott's redemption is in progress, might be a slower process than he would like but things like this take time. Especially when you are stuck only seeing things from one point of view.

Cleo you are a very interesting character. I can admire the madness, I have had my own fair share of madness after all. And while I am concerned about your intentions, Madness itself is not something I tend to fear.

-Xas (sorry this was a longer one lol. I still have more to comment on as well lmao. And yes I choose those colors for madness for a reason)

Oh yeah, don't know if it was obvious but Cleo is the avatar of the spiral.

And wow that is a lot, I'm glad you are having fun though.

[emmalanna]

Diabolik Lovers Music Tag ♥♫

I was tagged by @ghostykae and @littleladysuzanne ! Thank you sweety <3

Rules: List ten songs that you are obsessed with at the moment and then tag ten other blogs! ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡ (Or as many as you like)

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Omg this one is just so hard for me because I don’t listen to Diabolik Lovers’s song anymore ‘-’ I’ll do my best I promise, I think I might even look for them in Youtube because I really forgot them (except the openings and endings). I’ll write the one I loved the most before.

1. Eclipse - Mukami Kou, Mukami Yuma and Mukami Azusa (MB ending)

Let’s talk seriously, this song is amazing. The instrumental is beautiful and dark; the singers are absolutely perfect. The song is long but worth it, I got stuck for months and I’m sure I can still be obsessed with it two years afters discovering it.

2. Midnight Pleasure - Sakamaki Ayato, Sakamaki Shuu, Sakamaki Subaru (HDB opening)

Okay, this song is a LEGEND, like the first opening of the original game. It is so perfect for the game and I still can’t believe they did such a job. The instrumental just feels right and our seiyuu are perfect singers (Subaru my baby)

3. Kyouai Labyrinth - All the Sakamaki’s brothers (VC opening)

Okaaay I was so obsessed with this song when I heard it the first time and I still like it. We can feel that the mood is really lighter but it just suits the game. VC was a just a fan-disc and the song was perfect for it (I love the end so much because the CG are perfect!!)

4. Unlimited Blood -  Sakamaki Ayato, Sakamaki Shuu, Sakamaki Subaru (MB opening)

WOW I still love this song, I’m listening to it now and I’m surprised that I still like it. I mean... MUKAMI FIRST APPEARANCE ?! That was too much for my heart. The song is good and I don’t think of a better opening for MB.

5. Guilty x Guilty - All the Sakamaki’s brothers ? I forgot, correct me please. (DF opening)

I love this song, it’s beautiful and suits the game. It’s a little more dynamic than the other one and I think that’s good because in term of storyline (not development just storyline) I think DF is the best game. I mean the Tsukinami’s really are better ennemies than the Mukami.

I’ll stop here because I’m lazy and I have finals to work xD I won’t tag anyone because I’m lazy but if you want to do it don’t hesitate doing it !!!

[jinlix]

Skdkskd oh good night 💞💘

[gryffindordaughterofathena]

TWO MISSIVES ONE HEART

Part 2

Book:Open Heart

Pairing:Ethan Ramsey x mc(Diana Ramirez)

Word Count:1093 words

Category:Series(WIP), a weird mix of angst and fluff(ends happily I promise)

Warning: None

Summary: Ethan stumbles across a letter Diana wrote to him while he was at the Amazon's. Set between the events of 2.11 and 2.12.

EXILE || EPIPHANY || EVERMORE

Time seemed to have come to a still….

Life had awoken from a deep slumber and had opened it’s doe eyes…..

And a moment’s clarity had deepened all the emotions that stared at him from the worn yellow pages of her book.

A book with that overtly familiar smell of worn pages, a book so different from what it’s owner usually read but also so closely entwined to everything that made his Rookie. The book laid open on her bed, which hadn’t been slept on since the morning of her attack, the slight breeze coming from her open window had turned the pages of the paper-back to a page whose contents were marked by the red of her ink, crouching down he began to read…..

"If it is not my portion to meet thee in this life

then let me ever feel that I have missed thy sight

let me not forget for a moment,

let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams

and in my wakeful hours.

As my days pass in the crowded market of this world

and my hands grow full with the daily profits,

let me ever feel that I have gained nothing

let me not forget for a moment,

let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams

and in my wakeful hours.

When I sit by the roadside, tired and panting,

when I spread my bed low in the dust,

let me ever feel that the long journey is still before me

let me not forget a moment,

let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams

and in my wakeful hours.

When my rooms have been decked out and the flutes sound

and the laughter there is loud,

let me ever feel that I have not invited thee to my house

let me not forget for a moment,

let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams

and in my wakeful hours."

And before even having to look at the sheaf of papers or the hastily patched up torn picture that fell out of the book onto the threadbare rug, he knew why this particular poem by the Indian author was highlighted…..

He knew it from the pain that those words exuded, he knew that her tears had fallen on these very pages as she cried herself to sleep, mind still reeling from the pain of him leaving and pushing her away despite all the promises he made.

Ethan thought that he knew how to shield his heart from pain and hurt after the trauma of his mother leaving, his best friend succumbing to academic jealousy, losing Dolores and pushing Diana away for an year, but he was wrong, as he always was whenever things concerned Diana. The words she wrote on the piece of paper pierced him like a thousand poisoned knives, the words that were addressed to him, words that accused him and berated him. And he knew he deserved each and everyone of them. Her self depreciating sarcasm, tell tale signs of depression and blatant accusation of his cowardice were all like slaps on his face…. Painful reminders of all the harm that he has done, of the million times he had broken the Hippocrates Oath in the expense of the person he cared the most for….

And all at once he knew what he had to do.

He knew that he had to run again.

Like the last time he ran away.

But this time towards her.

And so he ran….

He ran to his car parked outside her apartment notwithstanding the chill in the late December air and he drove towards Edenbrook, towards her. When he reached her room, she was no where to be seen and a blind panic caught hold of him. What could have happened in his absence, his mind started going through all possibilities. “Hey you are back, did you bring my books? I swear if I have to read a medical journal one more time–“

Diana could not complete her sentence….

As once again time stood still in the sterile hospital room….

Even the water droplet clinging from the tip of her freshly washed hair stayed still without falling as he crossed the room in two long strides, cutting her of mid-sentence he kissed her, their lips met in a startled urgency, surprising both of them, it was as if their lives depended on it, which, it probably was. Once she became used to the feeling of his lips on her, her hands automatically went around his neck just as his got lost in her still wet hair and like two puzzle pieces coming together to complete a greater riddle, their hearts once again entwined in a desperate, fervent worship of their second chance.

Time had no meaning.

For he didn’t know how long they were lost in the feel of the other’s lips before they broke apart for air. “I …. wow!” Diana finally managed to blurt out. A few more moments later she seemed to have gathered her words, while he still reeled from what just happened, “Not that I am complaining, but why this sudden urgency?”, she asked.

Immediately his thoughts went back to the letter, head hanging low he muttered, “I am sorry Rookie– sorry for everything”

And like countless other times, she knew the reason behind his apology even before hearing the words.

“You saw the letter”, it was not a question.

“I did”, he replied head still hanging low, “I am sorry Rookie, if I knew what you were going through–“

“Don’t be, Ethan I still don’t understand your reasoning behind leaving me but after last night if I had any doubts, they have all been cleared…. I know that we still need to talk but if the attack taught me anything it’s that life’s to short to dwell on the past and I understand if you need time. I waited so long and I am ready to wait more.”

“Rookie– thanks, it’s more than what I deserve.”

“You deserve everything and more Ethan, never doubt that. That’s a lot of emotional talk, now, can I get a hug?”

“Gladly”, he replied, not bothering to hide the smile as she melted into his arms. He knew that he still had a long way to go, a lifetime of attachment issues would not go away so easily.

But at that moment, with her in his arms,

everything seemed fine and

that was all he ever wanted.

And all he ever needed…

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A/N: If you have read this far, thank you. This part of Two Missives One Heart is very close to my heart because of its attachment to my own roots. The poem used here is the 79th poem of Gitanjali (Song Offerings) by Rabindranath Tagore, the collection of poems which won him a Nobel Prize in Literature in 1913, making him the first Non-European to win it. Tagore was born in my own city, the very same city where my MC Diana's mother is from and he is my first stepping stone to a world of literature, I literally grew up listening to and reciting his poems. I decided to honour mine and Diana's roots through this poem.

There will be another final part to TMOH, which I plan on posting before book 3 is released.

Thank you

Dri

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Tagging:@caseyvalentineramsey @dl-thewriterperson @jamespotterthefirst @drariellevalentine @rookie-ramsey @openheartfanfics @miss-smrxtiee @poudredevie @whimsicallywayward15 @terrm9 @genevievemd @aestheticartsx @justanotherrookie @fireycookie @maurine07 @starrystarrytrouble @schnitzelbutterfingers @tsrookie @anntoldstories @iemcpbchoices @stygianflood @choicesfebchallenge

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[nichilismous]

Le MIE migliori 10 canzoni

ITALIANO:

1. Lucio Battisti - I giardini di Marzo

2. Nesli - Parole da dedicarmi 

3. Samuele Bersani - Giudizi universali

4. Ernia - Neve

5. Lana - Il mio sogno

6. Paura ft. Danno - Un mondo difficile

7. Gemello ft. Chicoria - Never do the spia

8. Inoki ft. Joe Cassano - Giorno & notte

9. Edoardo Bennato - L’isola che non cè

10. Luche - Torna da me

INGLESE:

1. Amy Winehouse - Valerie (The DL Acustic Version)

2. Puff Diddy ft. Faith Evans & 112 - I’ll be missing you 

3. Otis Redding - You don’t miss your water

4. Eminem - Halie’s song

5. Bow Wow ft. Omarion - Let me hold you

6. Oasis - Wonderwall

7. Blink 182 - I miss you

8. T.I. - No Matter What

9. Johnny Cash - Cry cry cry / Hurt

10. Notorious BIG - Party & Bullshit

ALTRE DEGNE DI NOTA:

Nas - The message / Heaven

Tupac ft. Easy E & Ice Cube - Why we thugs

Wiz Khalifa - Cameras

Louis Armstrong - La vie en rose

Alicia Keys - If ain’t got you 

Ty Taylor - The world is yours

The Game ft. 50 Cent - Hate it or love it

Sky Ferreira - Easy

Rodriguez - Crucify your mind

Robin Schulz - Wenn traume fliegen

C-ro ft. Asaf Avidan & The Mojos - Maybe you are 

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Scar Tissue

Masta Ace - Good Ol’ Love

Manu Chau - Clandestino & Desaparecido & Rumba de Barcelona (live Bayonne)

Ice Cube - Today was a good day

Charles Bradley - How long

John Denver - Take me home country road

Camron - Hey ma

Immortal Technique - Harlem Street

Gianluca Grignani - La mia storia tra le dita

Jake la Furia - Serpi 

Tiziano Ferro - Il bimbo dentro me

Ultimo - Sogni appesi

Gang Star - Full Clip

Elivs Costello - She

Elton John - Rocket man

Eddie Wedder - Rise

David Bowie - Rebel rebel 

EMPD - Da joint 

Twenty One Pilots - Kitchen sink

Calcutta - Cosa mi manchi a fare

Bob Marley - Is this love

Biagio Antonacci - Iris

Vasco Rossi - T’immagini

The Platters - Only you

Chuck Berry - You never can tell

Cage the elephant - Cigarette daydreams 

Jay z ft. Beyonce - Bonnie & Clyde

Logic - Man of the year

Don Omar ft. Tego Claderon - Bandoleros

Master P ft. Lil Romeo - I need dubs

Anastasio - Correre

Gianna Nannini - Amami ancora

Marracash - La parola che nessuno riesce a dire

Barry Mc Guire - Eve of destruction 

Jon Bon Jovi - Always

Snoop Dogg - Never have to worry

Dr. Dre - Still Dre

Buon ascolto e se avete qualche canzone da consigliarmi vi prego: FATELO!

[jlf23tumble]

Episode 14 made me incredibly sad that my judging ot3 is no more, booooo, but it also cemented how much this whole thing is rigged, so I’m here for it. I mean, it’s pretty obvious both from the edit itself and from the connections behind the contestants getting through to the live shows, but that doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy the primo Louis content and the general garbage I’m here for! This recap is dedicated to @newleafover and @justlarried in particular and to anyone else who finds it all as entertaining as I do, too. I promise, they’ll be shorter after this!

Louis’s been told who to put through (Brendan), and he’ll do it (of course he will, he’s a pro), but I’d bet solid $$ he’s also doing whatever he can to help the ones he had to boot (J SOL) on the DL.

We pick up where we left off last night, with rosy-cheeked Brendan. "I'm excited about this," whispers Liam before Brendan starts. ORLY? Not me, I’m increasingly annoyed by him, lmao. Nile’s face as this performance goes on gives me life because it more or less telegraphs, “This kid? This one's the one Simon wants to win this bullshit? Alrighty then.”

Me as Liam midway through this performance (his commentary at the end of it = “Really great, really great”):

Everything about this show is heavily, ham-fistedly edited, and I have to believe some of these facial expressions are copied/pasted from other performances because you literally cannot bop your head to the slowest version ever of “Nothing Compares 2 U,” Liam.

Anyway, when it’s over, Nile announces, “That song was written by a dear friend,” and god, it only reminds me of just how many people he’s worked with, the career he’s had. I can only pray that all three of them had incredibly deep conversations throughout the rest of the night, sigh.

Will I ever tire of Dermot looking vaguely hot and telling us super obvious shit, like, “Now comes the hard part, where Louis, Nile, and Liam have to decide which four go through to the live shows.” (spoiler: no):

Will I ever tire of Louis and Liam low-key bickering and talking over each other about trivial things? (spoiler: hellz no):

Nile says, “I'll have to be honest with you, man, I wouldn't want to be in your shoes,” and I laff and laff because I read it on at least three levels.

CAN I DIE NOW because Louis is seemingly the only judge who hangs out with Dermot (related: someone buy these blue-eyed British boys some shades, and Dermot some sunscreen):

This is a farce, but Louis is ethereal, holy shit, he’s so emotional, so connected to all of these boys and what this ultimately means to them. Dalton is in (yay!), Thomas is out (boo, and boy, is he beet-red from both the sun and emotions), Armstrong is in, J Sol is out (BOO), Anthony is in (meh), and Brendan is in (MEH).

The best part of the chat with Brendan was Louis fairly emotionlessly saying, “I thought long and hard about this decision,” lmaooooooo. The other best part is that Brendan is the only one we see talking to his family about this shockingly great news, thanks, editors--got it!

Shitty editing means that the feedback overlaps among the boys, so you can't tell who Louis’s talking to or about, but on the plus side, lots of coodles with thumbs planted firmly in shoulders, no matter if the person is in or out. I also love hearing his “hahahahahaha,” and the occasional "loads of love" complete with Harry Styles-style bow.

After Mark Wahlberg’s British cousin Anthony is in, we get a lot of tears (and WOW, does Louis look like his mum in this whole segment :-\ ), a spot-on Anthony impression, Anthony kissing his neck, and something you won’t see on various other blogs, ahem:

Godspeed, Liam, sobbbbb, I miss you and your eyebrows and your gold watch so goddamned much:

We head back to Ayda/Robbie’s house for the overs, and I’ll keep this short because I really, REALLY do not care. Except to say I bet Ayda wishes Liam’s album had been released in time for this fancy pool party (in which nobody swims because it’s literally designed for children):

Ayda’s group does yoga outside because of course they do, and it’s meant to be wacky, loony fun based on the shitty music/edit, but it’s more pointless than anything else. I soothe myself during all of this by thinking about that pool, sigh:

The guest judges are Leona Lewis and Adam Lambert, who are both beautiful (Adam especially) and about ten thousand times more helpful than David Walliams, I mean, these two at least have lived it. And speaking of David, I’m still not over the entire leather daddy thing last night at Robbie’s house, and how it seemed to be played off as a joke? Was that a fever dream? Who else saw that and wants to explain it to me??

Anyway, back to Ayda, and I’m bored thinking about the overs, so here’s a real brief rundown: Janice and Ola were both outstanding; Ricky and Louise were both boring; Gio is ~not my fave, he looks like carrot top cosplaying Harry Styles, and I keep hearing Louis from the auditions describing his act as more musical theater than actual rock, and I’ve never felt more connected to him, sigh. Danny is very sunburned and sweaty, but he does all right...feels Bradford wedding singer to me, which is what I think he is? Very on brand, lol.

Thank Christ the actual singing is over, so we can get to the good stuff, i.e., Dermot in a tight v-neck sweater whispering in Ayda's backyard, and all the contestants pensively wandering the estate in the dark (I don’t know why it’s so hilarious, but it really, REALLY is):

I low-key want Ayda’s (knock-off) Versace...maybe it's real? Who cares, I love it, and here she is, instantly regretting putting Gio through:

Anyway, Janice, Ola, Danny, and fucking GIO are in, and  Ricky and Louise are out (this is so noncontroversial as to seem obvious).

In lots of ways, the overs are channeling Harry’s fashion from years gone by, so it seems kind of fitting to hear “Sign of the Times” in the background (I’m glad Harry gets some $$). “Gotta get away from here…” LMAOOOOOOOOO.

Next week are the live shows, and I can’t wait to see what happens! Nothing really will, but Louis’s promising fun times, so I’m there. Except I’m not because I have a house guest in town, and he’s a massive Harry fan, but I doubt I can make him watch this garbage show, so my recap will come on Tuesday.

[vandalshq]

oh my goodness !! can you believe we have the privilege to accept ten amazing applications? thank you so much to everyone who submitted an application and put time in effort into our funky little meme group. we are so incredibly thankful for all of you.

under the “keep reading” you can find all of our acceptances and a nice little note about your application from the admins! 

although we’re going to open in less than twenty four hours, you will still have the full twenty four to submit an account! unless receive a message from you asking for an extension, we’ll sadly have to reopen your role!

we’ll see you all tomorrow at 5pm EST to roll out the accounts and send out the discord link!

did you let the goats out [THE BABY DOLL]? or should i call you... [ALESIA WILLIAMSON], if that’s even your real name.

max: tina, we’re so glad to have you in the group! i absolutely adore alesia and she’s such a stellar baby doll. leigh anne? also a goddess. everything about your application was great, but i especially loved your touches on her true loyalty towards her family and how she often feels like being kind can be an obligation. i can’t wait to see what else you do with miss sia! welcome!

ruby: wow i love u kind hoe!!! honestly sweet characters who have their limits and just frickin SNAP are so interesting to me and i????? fell in love with sia immediately. i love her devotion to her family no matter the cost, and i cannot wait to officially meet this legend

did you let the goats out [THE BENEFACTOR]? or should i call you... [MAXIMILIAN BEAUREGARD VANDERBILT], if that’s even your real name.

max: mr. maximilian... you are the alpha max. Blease be my sugar daddy. karina, i am in love with this man. matt is such a spicy fc choice for him and really only bass boosts my love for him ngl. the benefactor sincerely has one of my favorite motives and i loved the way you worked with it. thank you for bringing us such a spicy king and i can’t wait to see you put this amazing character into action. welcome, welcome, welcome!

ruby: okay karina i see you???? i loved reading about maxim’s family relationships and how that influenced the man he is today. also… pls… pay my college tuition. i’m thorsty. i’m so glad you went with the idea of the benefactor being older, because as the development of the group went on that’s totally the energy i kept getting. we don’t stan business majors but we DO stan maxim.

did you let the goats out [THE BENEVOLENT]? or should i call you... [CAROLINE IRVIN], if that’s even your real name.

max:  caroline... a true legend. brenna, the benevolent is such a sweetheart and you did such a great job capturing this. i shed a heart shaped tear at the mention that caroline cried after receiving a b on a test. my heart hurts that the unholy trio may not let caroline live. i can’t wait for caroline to throw some great parties at nana’s and to see all the great things you do with them! welcome!

ruby: brenna you really Did That, huh??? i can’t wait to meet the queen of peer pressure hrtgefrsd okay seriously, caroline deserves the world and like.. why’d you bring her to leighton? nastie, nastie florida. NE-WAY, can’t wait to scare tf out of our queen ((:

did you let the goats out [THE DIRTBAG]? or should i call you... [SETH WOODS], if that’s even your real name.

max: seth is my husband now sorry about it. for real, i have a weakness for him. a soccer player and a certified prankster? i hope the one girl he’s got the feels for is me. on a real note, i love everything that you’ve done with seth thus far and can’t wait to see him in action. charlie, you’re doing amazing. welcome to hell!

ruby:  seth??? oh, you mean my bf, right! you captures the dirtbag’s energy so well, charlie, i just cannot believe!!!! and none of the wayback boyz being cis? iconic and legendary, thank you for blessing us, wtf. 

did you let the goats out [THE FACADE]? or should i call you... [JINSEOK “JAX” HEO], if that’s even your real name.

max: jax… a sweet sneaky child. joanne the scammer is fucking quaking. i love the idea of how he tried to specifically reinvent himself after moving and i can’t wait to see all the stuff he tries to get away with. sincerely jax is my hero. i can’t wait to get to plot with him and see him scam the entirety of leighton university! welcome! 

ruby: i’m so glad that jax is just.. someone i want to beat up. listen, alex trimboli was one thing, but knowing jax on a deeper level and reading about his loneliness?? really made me feel for the character more than i already did i… i’m gonna punch him for being so loveable while also being so hateable. i’m so excited to know this wildin dood

did you let the goats out [THE MATERIALISTIC]? or should i call you... [CESAR REYES], if that’s even your real name.

max:  thank you so much for blessing us with cesar. seriously, i’m in love with one (1) asshole and his name is cesar reyes. diego is sexc and was an amazing faceclaim choice too like wtf?? i’m in love with everything about cesar but i’m particularly (eyes emoji) to see who he’ll have his eyes on. i hope it’s me! i’m kidding. maybe. regardless, welcome!

ruby: vandalshq is cancelled, welcome to my cesar fan blog. okay look, i.. I gotta be honest- i’m a little whipped. you captured the carefree energy that the materialistic gives off so well, and i’m SUPER eyes emoji about his alibi tbh.. no spoilers (;

did you let the goats out [THE NETIZEN]? or should i call you... [VIOLET CHAMBERLAIN], if that’s even your real name.

max:  moe… loml… thank you for blessing us with the netizen. i want to give violet the biggest kith. i loved how you made her an astrophysics major and your touches on her anger. i love an intelligent and angry queen! i can’t wait to fall even more in love with violet when i see her on the dash! welcome to leighton!

ruby: hey angry legend!!! listen, it’s been like two days and i.. still can’t stop laughing at GOAT LUVR. please for the love of god, use me as your fortnite skin violet fhjgryterfwd. okay seriously your application was fantastic and i adore your daughter. thank you so much for applying, love!!

did you let the goats out [THE SIREN]? or should i call you... [KRISTINA ‘KIT’ CASSIDY], if that’s even your real name.

max: sabrina carpenter as the siren… can you see the sweat dripping off my forehead? kit is such a queen and i’m in love with the whole “hey violet meets haim meets billie eilish” concept. i can’t wait for kit to make her comeback and see all of the amazing things you do with her. welcome to leighton! 

ruby:  this was such an interesting take on the siren i was so HYPE reading your application, kee. listen.. I love a good loser turned HBIC story, and her band????? had me gagged, i would have never thought of it. i love that you made the skeleton your own while also keeping the same energy the canon character had. kit pls kiss me

did you let the goats out [THE TRENDOID]? or should i call you... [NICHOLAS “NICO” BRITTON], if that’s even your real name.

max:  nico is a king. seriously. i loved how you decided to go more in the awkward direction with him and can’t wait to see you play him out on the dash. for confidentiality reasons i can’t go into detail, but that last paragraph on the motive section of your application? SPICY. i’m so ready for all things nico. welcome!

ruby: laaaauuuraaa you did that!!!!!!!! the “fake it till you make it” approach to living is so interesting, and i’m so glad he’s more of a mess than i am uthgrfed. you really had a great concept of the confusing charm that the trendoid holds, that feeling of being both the biggest meme AND everyone’s dirty little secret. i’d kith him

did you let the goats out [THE WISEACRE]? or should i call you... [HARPER FITCH], if that’s even your real name.

max: harper… my… heart… god i am in love with them. the wiseacre is my favorite skeleton (on the dl) and bria, you did such an amazing interpreting them and creating this spunky little character. i can’t wait to see harper in action and see what they do to follow up #freebetty. my new philosophy may be my least favorite song ever but i love it oNLY for harper. welcome, babes!

ruby: this character is a whole headache like… thank you, bria. harper, please protest the launch of this god awful rp thanks thurgekrfsd okay NO listen i!!!!!!! i screamed, this application was so detailed and fun, and you had the most beautiful pinterest board, as well as such a fun mock blog. those musing posts??? exactly what i pictured for the wiseacre!!!!

[shytiff]

Small Nov Wins

1 - cant bring myself to study, got out of bed 10:30-ish am. While lazing around i read royal servant and do random internet stuff and watched romee's vlogs. Ate breakfast and i somehow has no appetite?? This is rare. e, cicil kompre began at 15:30 pm (i know, i waste my time a lot). Pengumuman wahana mpi wow yay kalideres makara and budi asih

2 - the weather was pleasantly cloudy. poli anestesi anak, simul. went to what used to be calais, its called flavola now. at this point i quite need some calories because i only ate bubur ayam and its like 2-3 pm ish. Eventually the hunger is gone, arrived home at about 4-ish, drank protein to curb my hunger (nanggung dinner). dad said sumn that annoyed me so after maghrib i just lazed in bed, not feeling like doing anything (even though there’s lots of exams and hw lmao), fell asleep

3 - woke up at 2 am, prated, randomly searched for angel - chancellor and taeyeon’s lyrics and i basically wept at 4 am. i assumed the song was just like,,, a guy talking to a girl, his angel, you know. EXCEPT,,,,,,,,. the 2 MVs was also rly222 beautiful 🥺. Poli geriatri today, didnt even see patient because there was no more at that time (status salin nadia). ate ichiban salad (surprisingly quite good) at dm bcs i rly do be functioning better outdoors, made matcha latte with full cream milk ((powder)), cicil PT

4 - can finally wake up late. finished 1 sitasi pt, made ikk ppt, bujing lina called about diarrhea and nausea meds, laddered the leader for tomorrow’s exam and it,, was,,, me,, group call with shiko. frantically studied for EA

5 - PT (finished in 45 mins), simul as a leader, with STEMI, VF and hypoglycemia case. somehow made it through. i suck at dosages omggg. PP by car with mom (not rly that tired) but i SLEPT after i got home and had no mood to study helpppp

6 - did my first swab test today. i pushed the doctors hand when she’s doing oropharyngeal swab im sorryyyy 😂. slept. matcha. cicil kompre

7 - still havent finished ikk (deadline: today), and still havent studied for geri and ikk AND i still managed to take a nap. why. Read a bit of kompre. Not sleepy after matcha, but insted i reread bj alex and tsubaki chou lonely planet until 2 am the next day #rippriorities

8 - im having matcha latte seven days in a row as of today :))))) woke up at 10:30 am, went to flavola with atikah and got strawberry yakult (tasted like es mony), arrived home at abt 7-ish am and there no dinner, so i drank protein and ate japota honey butter. My breakfast was chicken porridge, so my diet is sooo liquid today. Rip proper nutrition (ate buryam, lumpia, japota for the whole day and drank 3 beverage). Cicil kompre and studied geri

9 - suma geri, slept, cicil kompre, ny head kind of hurts

10 - my head still hurts, suma ikk with dr herqu and dr retno, didnt take swab result by car because the TRAFFIC in soetta so my brother took it. Thankfully negative.

11 - lulus kompre alhamdulillah, the examiner were Prof Saptawati and dr. Dani from THT. Dr dani still remembered me :"") they were very kind. Went to tamel for first wahana: klinik makara UI. Picked up masker first at mahmudas place, and then went to depok. On the way i was interviewed by maba 2020 wtf im so old. Cleaned up my room with the fam, printed sumn in barel (its quite empty there)

12 - first day at klinik makara ui. i WALKED. such wow. fixed my shoes in kutek. had breakfast in barel and bahari for lunch-dinner. somehow i felt very drained. bought Dapur Alya (nutella and regal) and 2 salads from Salad Point since there was 11.11 promo. Put all of them in the fridge. Read Fools and its sooo good omg

13 - had salad and left over bahari rice for brekkie. went to clinic by grabbike :)))), had my first teleconsultation experience today, a chemical trauma case. suma ea with the help of shiko

14 - woke up at 5:20 ish and i jogged a bit at ui lmaoo. fisip - ft - fisip. By 6:30 im already back at my room. 1 hour can be spent a lot of different ways, it turns out. Washed my clothes. Ate monstercheese pizza. Slept a bit. Went to blok m with ara (she was late as always, surprised her with koi milk tea), ate futago ya (greasy cheesy milky goodness, enak tapi eneg afterwards), bought red bean bread at la mouette, bought discounted onigiri bento box at papaya. We went to m bloc space, looked around, ate gelato at kebunide (blueberry: yum, fresh, kiiinda feels artificial, salted caramel: delicious but makes me thirsty) and did photobox at connectoon. Walked to mrt asean but turns out!! for weekends mrt is closed at 8pm. Took grabbike to sudirman, seeing the pretty city and people just hanging out, playing skateboards on the wide sidewalks.

15 - planned to go jogging with salemba frens but i woke up late (06:45), so i just lazed around. Ate onigiri bento (super worth it for 25k for the proteins), fell asleep again 10ish to 14:30 lmaoo. The doms from yesterday was present even on the right side of my lower back 🙂 the red bean bread made me feel full, and the red bean was not too sweet, which i love. Reviewed some meshwork materials i missed. Fianti called and we talked abt her and hari

16 - had mujigae for sahur and fish bite for iftar. The fish was not as soft as fish streat, but the flour was definitely better and crunchy. But it doesnt have the seasoning micin like fish streat do. The pasta was quite a lot im in food coma afterwards. Fell asleep, and my stomach was so gassy that i woke up in the middle with a headache that does not play around. Fortunately it dissapeared in the morning

17 - breakfast is rice kimchi and abon lmaoo just pretend it makes sense. The scrubs i ordered finally arrived. I fell asleep AGAIN, WHYYYY. Lost my streak in DL, i guess i can stop using it for now.

18 - finished reading blood link, girlll i thought the human died at the end. Did not buy food today wow. Took a nap and cicil kompre.

19 - brekkie at barel. Helped measuring antropometry today at clinic, and also measured my own. The fucked up thing was that i THOUGHT my body fat is still at 28% compared to the past (dr rina's research). So i looked at the old paper AND. I USED TO HAVE. 35% FAT 🙂 even my memories are in denial and are fooling me. All this time i thought i was at 28 🙂 did swab at rsui. The one swabbing was from fkui 2012 and we had small talk. It hurted more than lmk :( now this does feel like drowning in water (cause before i said "nah its not like water in nose"). Took angkot back to tamel, bought piscok lumer pocin and its soooo gooood ugh

20 - i feel like if i have breakfast with leftover rice and abon and sozzis i get hungry faster lmaoo. Ordered ken karaage from kukusan, yaa okela for 25k with ongkir. Did online posbindu education through wa. BTS BE COMEBACK 🥺 i maximized my wifi time (no wifi at tamel) so i listened to the whole album. My mobile data is at 200MB lol. Read a good longreads from the atlantic, about down synd and genetic screening. The writing is so so good im just blown away. And teary eyed.

21 - ran a bit, solid class (gastro, rheum, infection), embryo, webinar about sleep by dr Gita Anindyajati, SpKJ, bought ayam geprek gold chick (lotsss of oil since i ordered tempe, jamur, egg, bought pop cookies. matcha cheese was actually better than i expected (the combination somehow fits), dark chocolate and marshmallow is very chocolatey like mom’s brownies, and vegan strawberry cookie with a hint of mint. i wonder how they replace the egg. I wonder why after i run i dont feel hungry for a moment. bloating just gooes away

22 - joined kris' healthy weekly event (lmao) in tamsur. They went to epiwalk first. Its difficult for me to run w mask, ngl. Went back to tamel, embryo, ate leftover meal from gold and chick, felt somehow drained to the bone so i just laid in bed and lazed and lazed. Theres no soreness, but the weakness was generalized lmao. Ordered bbq chicken almond salad from salad point, it was actually quite fulfilling and delishhh (added chili sauce to the dressing). Literally laid in bed from 7 until i fell asleep and woke up at 6 the next day. Finished readin shame application lmao

23 - i still feel tired ckckck. No doms, but i feel like i just want to lay down. got DV patient today at clinic, its most likely derm numularis??? Ate salad and dark choco marshmallow cookies in the evening and that cookie. Is so damn sweet im just thinking about the increase in my blood sugar. And i like sweets so!!! Never thought id find sumn too sweet. Washed my clothes and cicil ukmppd (i put things about studying ukmppd in habitica now)

24 - ate tanoshi sushi and ufo ramen for bfast, ate the sushi again for lunch and after waking up from my sleep i tried kokku ramen (so so, but the egg yolk's good)

25 - bfast: superbubur, protein shake and cookies. (did not make me feel full long enough). Ordered burger from EATG (so so, burger bener is better) for lunch. Last day at makara ui. Ara arrived coz shes staying here in tamel. Waiting for mom to arrive from cibubur, she arrived at about 20:30. I passed out at home

26 - first day in pkm kalideres, i volunteered to be pj to avoid RSUD. my room is a mess, i feel tired after i go back. maybe its the physical withdrawal (?) because i dont walk like when im on klinik makara. came to pkm thinking i wont do anything (orientation only) but the 6 of us ended up going. i was at igd. i saw nail extraction and injected ats for another patient 

27 - talked for almost an hour with the doctor at poli lansia. went home, felt sooo tired, i slept and actually showered after maghrib. originally planned to go to sbux but i was just tired af. my mood was horrible at home. 

28 - turns out i started my period today. i havent studied at all during pkm kalideres era. embryo. slept again. read some manga by nishin something with the psychological and BL genre. 

29 - embryo. cut my hair, showered, and felt better. fell asleep on dr gita's lecture. Drank cimory banana milk with a bit of matcha powder. I dont know if its the sleep, or a bit of caffeine, but my mood feels better and im more awake. Cicil ukmppd with a slow pace. Read itasaku ff. Slept at about 2 am

30 - surprisingly, i dont feel sleepy when i wake up. poli anak today, surprisingly i got perinatology case (jaundice). presented it on pleno. for bfast i ate 3 slice of bread (2 with meat and cheese, 1 choco and cheese) and protein shake, lunch: a slice of choco cheese bread and a banana, fell asleep, dinner: 1 bakwan, a banana and nextar. i can feel that the calories i got today is even less than what i usually got (and usually i already try to limit calories that i am counting the intake amout and made sure im not too far from my bmr lmaoo (~1100)

[jinlix]

Tbh my fav thing abt editing is listening do 3racha really doing it sjdnsndnd

[lipwak]

VHS #296

4 Mississippi River of Song shows, a documentary on haunted spots in LA, a doc on the Rocky Horror Show and part 1 of the doc on Quebecois christmas tree sellers in NYC.

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Taste of the Classics - Tropical Sweets - The Swan music: Saint-Saëns: Le Carnaval Des Animaux short footage of a swans

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4 Mississippi River of Songs 1-3 = WNYE=s, #4=MetroArts 13=mono 1 hr each 1999

Music from them: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk9H9VGew3f3iC_lfMTVsNBV9EqgREY3g

1 - Americans Old and New http://www.pbs.org/riverofsong/artists/e1-home.html narrated by Ani DiFranco some poor video

Chippewa Nation - pow wow Skal Club Spelmanslag - Red Headed Swede Soul Asylum - I Did My Best Babes in Toyland - 22 John Koerner - ?, Sail Away Ladies, Peter Ostroushko plays something Hmong qeej players (Vietnamese) playing while dancing. Sounds of Blackness - I'll Open My Heart to the Lord, I'll Be Ready, Hold On Change is Coming Karl Hartwich - polka, Syl Liebl Manny Lopez - familiar, Jazz Me Blues, Bix Beiderbecke weekend playing Bix’s horn, Do You Know What It Means To Miss New Orleans La Otra Mitad - La Unica Estrella, another Greg Brown - Flat Stuff, Bo Ramsey, Who Woulda Thunk It, Canned Goods

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2 - Midwestern Crossroads (see also #287 for partial)

John Hartford -  on the riverboat Twilight with a calliope, Gentle On My Mind, Miss Ferris, unknown song about the river The Bob Lewis Family Band - at a festival/picnic, Born To Be With You, Don’t Forget To Tell My Savior…, Little Girl of Mine From Tennessee, familiar, Sit At My Father’s Side, familiar St. Charles High Band of Pirates - marching band, Louie Louie Fontella Bass - singing gospel now, Take Jesus For Your Guide, You’re Gonna Mess Up A Good Thing, This Little Light Of Mine, Rescue Me, I Don’t Believe He Brought Me This Far Oliver Sain - at a blues club, Stop Breaking Down, The James Family, Proud Mary, benefit, Ike Turner playing piano Sunshine drum group - Sylvester “Sunshine” Lee, Eugene Redmond, poetry and drumming, To The Drum St Genevieve Missouri -  Guignolée Singers, La Guignolée, Duke Blecher Festus, MO - Bottle Rockets, Cheap Motel, $1000 dollar Car, Get Down River

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3 - Southern Fusion Memphis

See the whole thing here: https://youtu.be/kzYbSaAZvZQ https://youtu.be/XU1Rbb8hBqw https://youtu.be/aPKQRi35cAE https://youtu.be/4qq464CCOdE https://youtu.be/snNe4PKNkos

Boundless Love Quartet (white gospel) - Jesus Hold My Hand, Amazing Grace, Walk Them Golden Stairs Sonny Burgess - playing at a roadhouse, We Want To Boogie, unknown song, where the Silver Moon Club was, Red-headed Woman Memphis community music - black marching band, Kappa Alpha Psi fraternity stepping Rufus Thomas - Beale St, the blues were born black, explains and sings Walking The Dog Memphis Horns - Easley Studios, Ann Peebles - I Hate To See That Evening Sun Go Down, Wayne Jackson, Andrew Love, unknown song, sibling harmonies Rober Lockwood, Jr. -  King Biscuit Blues Festival, How Long, Sweet Home Chicago Levon Helm - Hand Jive, James Cotton, Midnight Ramble, Cripple Creek Jack Johnson - cotton plantations of the delta, Clarksdale, getting his hair curled, plays acoustic gtr blues, unknown song e gtr in club Johnnie Billington - teaches Blues In The Schools, Eagle Flies on Friday, kids answering the words of the song Little Milton - two of his friends, Grits Ain’t Groceries, The Blues Is Alright smaller group - I’ll Be Crossing Over Mississippi Mass Choir - four unknown songs

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4 - Louisiana, Where Music is King

Henry Butler - When The Saints Kenny Bill Stinson - Honky Tonk Blues, Going Down To New Orleans, still spankin' the plank, Taters and Gravy and Chicken Fried Steak Gov. Jimmie Davis - Louisiana Hayride Band, Merle Haggard sings Happy Birthday to him, You Are My Sunshine DL Menard -  Hello Nelda, Christine Balfa, I’m Happy to be a Cajun from Basille, Honky Tonk Blues turned into The Back Door (La Porte d'en Arrière), Leo Abshire Geno Delafose - on the radio, Slims Y K K, Allez Voir Ma Tit Fille, Goodnight Moreau David & Roselyn - Walking To New Orleans, banjo and washboard in Jackson Sq, drummer, I’ll Fly Away, Marie Lavaux Treme Brass Band - Armstrong Park, Lil Liza Jane, James Andrews, When You Go To New Orleans, Uncle Lionel Batist(e) misspelled Soul Rebels -  Brighter Day, Let Your Mind Be Free Eddie Bo - Iko Iko, unknown song, unknown instrumental Henry Butler - Funky Butt, talks about rhythm, Hawkettes - Mardi Gras Mambo, Eddie and Henry play Check Your Bucket (give the drummer some), Henry plays Tipitina Irma Thomas-  The Lions Den, You Can Have My Husband, having a ball traveling around, had nights where she’ll have total recall about the songs, her music is the story of her life, Cry On, she reminds herself of Pearl Bailey, Time Is On My Side Irvan & Alan Perez -  décima, Canary Islanders, unknown songs

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The Haunting of Louisiana A Barbara Sillery Production of an Oak Lea Film 1 hr

Download it here: https://concepcionamn.jimdo.com/2013/02/17/watch-the-haunting-of-louisiana-film/?mobile=1

The Myrtles in St Francisville, ghosts seen lately, Oak Alley, Madewood, Ormond, Chretien Point, Destrehan, Lloyd Hall, Old State Capitol in Baton Rouge, loup garou, French Quarter, NO, Bourbon and St Phillip, Jean Lafitte’s Blacksmith Shop, Pirate’s Alley, Lafitte’s Guest House, singing monk by St Louis Cathedral, LaLaurie mansion 1140 Royal St, Beauregard Keyes house 1113 Chartres, Ursuline Convent 1110 Chartres, Lanaux mansion 547 Esplanade, O'Flarhety’s Irish Pub Irish Channel, happy medium, Halloween, Fleming Cemetery Bayou  Barataria, Ghostly Galavant at the Cabildo, Charles Foti, Marie Laveau, made voodoo a business, Archbishop Phillip Hannan, guard at St Louis cemetery #1, making space at the tomb, Metarie Cemetery, Josie Arlington.

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Behind The Music: The Rocky Horror Picture Show VH-1 1999 45:00, commercials edited out

Richard O’Brien sings an acoustic version of Time Warp, film has made $150 million, Fredericks of Hollywood Don’t Dream It Be It ad, Rocky Horror demo, stage play in London,  Lou Adler, Britt Ekland told him about it, LA show, Meat Loaf, Carol King went to the show, behind the scenes shots, all the Transylvanians were stoned every day, midnight showings started in April 1976 at the Waverly in NYC, audience participation started slowly, props, when people yell asshole they’re saying I love you - Barry Bostwick, 1978 bloomed, obsessive fans, 15th Anniversary, original starts showed up, Oakley Court castle, the show as foreplay.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0520969/fullcredits?ref_=tt_cl_sm#cast

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Tree Weeks Christmas tree sellers from Quebec in NYC NY Stories/Metro 1st half hour (see VHS #211 for second half hour)

Ezra Soiferman and Adam Steinman music by La Bottine Souriante

http://www.montrealfilmgroup.com/Tree_Weeks_Gazette_1998.html

various sellers, Charlie Brown tree for $1, bribes, freedom of religion law from 1938 permits sale of trees with no permits!, put tree in taxi, (see part 2)