#written thoughts

[rstandsforromance]

is it easy to love and be loved?

patience, persistence, pain never will outweigh the blossoming feeling of butterflies in the garden of your heart and the healing it does to your soul.

love, as it is, requires the greatest seen effort as well as those that are too menial to be noticed.

to yearn for the warmth of contact, and embrace to never let go

to catch oneself longing for the presence, and endure the pain of waiting

to ponder what the world offers, and to give a piece of the earth

to care and nourish the wellbeing, and to wish well on the wanders

to continue what is good and kind, and to push through the madness of emotions.

to live life as your own, and to live life being theirs

[serotinals]

[coochieholder]

💋💋

[waltz-of-letters]

Honey Cake

Sweet and soft,

the honey embraces my tongue.

That heavenly taste of yours-

is my poison...

[kemetic-dreams]

[crowned-relapse-king]

I have to figure out my bearings.

[heartweary-writing]

I’ll stand outside your door,

Slide you notes across the floor.

I know you wanted more-

I know,

You wanted more.

But I stand in shadows- cast by a wall that has steel in its core

Nothing will budge it and, after trying, my fingernails are torn.

I wait. I don’t know what for.

I wait...

Oh, what for?

J. K. L

[randik-86]

Don't take away this feeling,

That I have grown used to,

I hope that you won't walk out of my life,

You are the most beautiful thing in my life,

Please stay and never go away...

©️randik86

[christiancurrywritten]

Emotionless

I'm at a complete loss of emotions

Yet my head is spinning

Tell me, when did I become this?

This mess of a person

I feel so bent, so twisted, so broken

My left ribcage feels heavy with pain and depression

Sometimes I struggle to breathe without hurting

It's when I take a breath that I'm reminded of everything

I tried to tell him I wasn't ready

He didn't listen nor did he care

I tried to let him go, but he made me feel good and messed up my hair

He's always had a sense of control over me

I want- no I need to escape it

These chains are so overwhelming

Someone help me, anyone, please

I'm just here waiting

Waiting for the one

But little by little not believing in it

Is all love really gone?

I guess I ran out of emotions and I'm kind of done

[rstandsforromance]

This picture of ours, as I stare at it - time seems to slow down as I appreciate the gentle features of your face and smile.

[serotinals]

[coochieholder]

Hot girls follow me 🎀

I love y’all sm!!🫶🫶

[waltz-of-letters]

A Wallflower

So many faces,

All known, but none can be called mine.

Only you saw me-

Took my hand and gazed in my eyes

but I knew from the beginning that

I'm a wallflower...

- waltz-of-letters

[winetruth]

|| When Death Comes ||

Death comes and she is vigilant

Scratching at the door like a cat in heat

The sound of nails and teeth and cries from mothers and fathers

Orchestras and funeral processions prelude her coming

Yet she is deaf to these sounds

Death comes and she is ravenous

She throws the grain and the wine across the room

She is here for flesh,

For the blood that has pulsed through the veins of generations

The same blood that flushes your cheeks and falls in rose petals to the ground

You hold up your wrists to show the wounds, and she scoffs

She is blind to your agony.

Relentless in her pursuit

Death comes and she is solemn

She wears white and cries in the doorway,

Apologetic for her reasoning, but persistent in her coming.

She throws daisies around your head and kisses you to sleep in that same way your lover once did.

-a.a.

[crowned-relapse-king]

Let me be on Love Island...I'd get eliminated so god damn fast

[mindandheartcollision]

losing a person you love makes you think you’ll never be able love again. that’s the biggest misconception about love. It’s true that you never truly stop loving the people you lost or said goodbye to. but you will meet new people who will touch your heart again, who will teach you to open up again. you will still love the people you have lost, but you’ll realize that love isn’t something that can be reduced to one specific person. love multiplies with the people you decide to let in.