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thisismeracing · 11 months

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Super shy | MS47

SOCIAL MEDIA AU

― Pairing: Mick Schumacher x plus size!reader (she/her) ― Warnings: mentions of food, shy!reader, and tooth-rotting fluff. ― Summary: The one where your boyfriend is your biggest fan to the point of turning his account into a fan account or something of the sort. Or, Mick and Yn's relationship through the years. ― A/n: none of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps, but the work is and I do not allow it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration 💛

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2020

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ynusername what a beautiful season! super proud of my blondie :)

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mickschumacher thank you for being by my side through it all! I love you, pretty ❤️

user2 Yn you're amazing, but coffee with ice and milk is a crime!

collegefriend congrats, mick, the whole class was rooting for you!! 🥳

⤷ collegefriend2 the whole class: our friend group that happens to have seven people in it lol

jackdoohan send me the pics you took 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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mickschumacher Yes, we decided to adopt! Meet Angie Yln-Schumacher 🐶❤️

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jackdoohan omg you two look like a fifty years old couple sometimes 🥸

⤷ mickschumacher that sounds so single of you, I might have to ignore 🤨

ginaschumacher omg bring her to the ranch asap!!!!!! (also, you look perfect on this set, yn!!! ❤️❤️❤️)

⤷ ynusername love you, G 💖

user05 can Yn please share her skin care routine with us? home girl is glowing!!!

ynsfriend the shirt omg hahahaha I love you guys sm

username1 Angie is so cute!!

ynusername 🩷🩷🩷

2021

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ynusername went vroom vroom this weekend 💙

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user03 I am so ready for the paddock pics aaaa

mickschumacher love you, pretty!

⤷ ynusername love you more, blondie <3

oconzinho31 omg so this is his gf?? She’s stunning!!!!

mickschumacher

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mickschumacher had a great week ❤️

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estebanocon it was nice catching up with you guys

⤷ ferrarifanatic he says as if they weren't together every weekend lol

⤷ schumashoes nah but they were gossiping I'm sure, during the weekend the focus is racing

ynusername 💞💞

lancestroll 🥂🥂

charlesleclown I wanted to be Yn sm. Can you imagine being this pretty and also dating Mick Schumacher?!

2022

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ynusername 💛 a little throwback time to Angie a year ago

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ginaschumacher omg I'm so used to seeing Angie that I didn't notice she lost her puppy face

lilymhe 🤍🤍🤍

1directionpaddock all of her dumps are so aesthetic, I'm in love

yukilover Yn you should show your face more, you're so pretty 💘

mickschumacher my princess and my queen ❤️

⤷ ynusername yeah, Angie is our little queen 💗

⤷ mickschumacher you're my queen, silly 😜

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mickschumacher week's dump

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lancestroll where am I? 🤨

⤷ estebanocon you were gossiping with Yn and Albon

⤷ ynusername as if you weren't gossiping in the last pic huh

⤷ strollingaround LMAO get them, queen!

hamiltontouch can someone make a fan account for Yn clothes? I need all of her sets, they're too perfect!!

lewishamilton ❤️❤️

rbrvettel can we keep seb forever please? :(

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ynusername It's the most beautiful time of the year 💚❤️🤍

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ginaschumacher one more xmas together 🥰

mercmick I WANNA LIVE ON THIS DUMP!

jackdoohan 💚

mickschumacher every time is the most beautiful time of the year as long as I'm with you

⤷ ynusername you're so cheesy

⤷ mickschumacher just for you 😚

monzasainz I wanna cry they're so cute

2023

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mickschumacher month dump: sza concert, we adopted a sister for Angie, and we're moving to a bigger place 🤍

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estebanocon now you're a father of two

interlagoshamilton Mick account is actually a fan account for Yn I said what I said 🏃🏾‍♀️🏃🏾‍♀️🏃🏾‍♀️

⤷ tauritsunoda and you’re right, bestie!

happyricciardo I wanna be loved the way Yn is, get flowers, and praises, and have a man obsessed with me the way Mick is with her *crying in single*

hammert1m3 THEY'RE MOVING TO A BIGGER PLACE CUZ NOW THEY HAVE TWO DOGS, AND DKGJDKHJD OMG IM SO HAPPY BUT IM CRYING

ynusername I love you forever, blondie 💗 here to many more years together

⤷ mickschumacher I love you the most, Schatzi

lilymhe 🤎🤎 ily guys!

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eileen-crys · 2 years

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Oh, my love, we lived a troubled day, but now it's Christmas ✨️

It's Christmas' Eve, Veronica and John are expecting a new baby and enjoying the holidays... but when timing gets incredibly unfortunate and the weather doesn't help, they're reminded that miracles happen on Christmas day, and three wise men are eagerly waiting to see the newborn. 🥰

Finally, it took me longer than expected but this year's Christmas fic is here! I wanted to give John and Veronica a sort of Nativity experience, moving Luke's birth on Christmas' Eve. I'm sorry for being late and I'm sorry if this is not my best fic, it's been a difficult work and while I wanted to do better, I often lost motivation because I was mostly driven to write for Johnica Week 😅😔 I still hope you'll like this, please don't forget to leave a comment and share! 💕💕💕

Check out my previous years' Xmas fics:

2019

2020

2021

#rachelb's writing #rachelb's fics #john deacon #queen #johnica #john deacon x veronica tetzlaff #john x veronica #johnica fic #christmas fic

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banashee · 2 years

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Banashee Fanfic Masterpost - Marvel

List of all of my Marvel fanfics, up to date as of february 2023

Please mind all individual tags and warnings, things will get heavy!

Series by ship (aka my favourite ships that turned into A Lot of Fics TM)

WinterHawk - various unrelated stories - Clint and Bucky being both sweet and angsty together

Phlint - various unrelated stories - Shield Husbands being wonderful in every aspect

IronHawk - various unrelated stories - Tony and Clint being human disasters and deeply in love

Prompt collections:

Keep Going December 2019 - various ships

Bad Things Happen Bingo Round 1 - various ships, Reminder to please check the tags and warnings! The themes get heavy and at times graphic

XMAS Writing Week 2020 - Winter Fluff of various ships

65 Random Prompts - various ships, everything from fluff to humor to angst and HC

Bad Things Happen Bingo Round 2 - More Angsty prompts with various characters and ships. Again, please mind the tags and warnings for this series especially!

Series of Oneshots in the same universe/story

The Morning After - IronHawk. Tony and Clint go from friendship plus to mutual pining to falling in love.A classic

Nerves of Steel (OMG shut up!) - Stony - Steve and Tony are stuck in a safehouse together, getting on each other’s neves. Only 1 part online so far

Honey, it’s still fucking frozen! - IronHawk. - Tony isn’t great at cooking, albeit enthousiatic. Clint... Loves Tony and puts up with a lot of bad cooking.

Of chosen families and utter chaos - Most of the Avengers have been turned into children. Phil and Thor do their best to keep them alive, as they learn a lot about their friends. (ships amongst the adults are: Phil/Clint, Thor/Bruce and Steve/Tony )

Like a Ghost in the back of my mind - Clint has some unhealthy coping mechanisms ans trauma to work through. Only one part online so far.

Polyamorous - Clint/Phil/Tony Polycule, Hurt/Comfort and lots of fluff

Sticking Together - platonic Tony, Bruce and Clint. - Our boys are in a sticky kidnapping situation

Blindsided - Clint is getting fucked over by a handler he can’t trust and ends up in an awful situation. Please check the warnings! This is a heavy one

Tear Down The Walls - IronHawk - Tony and Clint, friends to lovers, HC and fluff, found family

Somebody to love - Phlint - Clint and Phil throughout the years as they first meet, fall in love, lose each other and find one another again, as well as the team as found family

#Banashee wries #Marvel Fanfic #Winterhawk #IronHawk #Phlint #Clintasha

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sophrosyneadrift · 2 years

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Last ______!

thanks and love to @greenlikethesea for tagging me!

Last song: ummmm I haven’t listened to music in days somehow??? But it was To Love Somebody by The Bee Gees, which has been stuck in my head since I watched Glass Onion four times in the week between xmas and new year’s.

Last show: Pushing Daisies!!! First rewatch since I first saw it when it aired. It was even more wild than I remembered it being

Currently watching: Fool’s Gold, although “watching” is a broad term bc really I’m half-sleeping while writing this post on the couch

Currently reading: ummmmm I read and listen to a lot of books at once bc my attention span is terrible. Lemme see. On my nightstand is: The Two Towers. A Long Way to a Small Angry Planet, by Becky chambers. the long covid help guide thing that was released by the post-covid clinic in Oxford (I don’t have long covid but I am chronically ill and this has a lot of surprisingly good stuff on how to manage fatigue). And I’m listening to both Cry of the Icemark by Stuart hill and Sandry’s Book by Tamora pierce.

Current obsession: I’m a little between obsessions and kind of at a loss, but fanfic is always here for me and I’m as always continually reading and rereading bomberqueen17’s Witcher fic Meet Death Sitting as it comes out (since 2020 babey), as well as ravenously enjoying all of @greenlikethesea and @sparklyslug ‘s Steddie extended universe fic!! Oh, and LOTR. I’m always a little obsessed with LOTR.

tagging @on-my-way-to-lesser-things and @hestiashollow and anyone else who wants to take part!!! If you want to say I want to hear 👀👀

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seraphinitegames · 4 years

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The Wayhaven Chronicles—Update 30/Oct/2020

I honestly don't know what's going on lately, guys, but like...whoa!

I am on FIRE!!!

I finished the first scene for Chapter 5, then ALL the split scenes for the second...and then the third scene with all the variations to it (it's N's friend scene, so lots to take into account like if you're in a romance, on the BFF path with them, etc)...AND THEN I got the first bit done for the next set of split scenes!!!

Like WHAT? Getting this far was not in the plans, but I'm glad plans changed, hehe! :D

Though yesterday I did zone out for two minutes when I was writing about a pile of strawberries and N in the same scene...my mind went of a tangent that was a little steamier than it was supposed to be, hehe ;D

So yeah, it's been a flurry of writing this week! And writing I'm really pleased with. I was just really going with the flow and putting in things that weren't in the plan but just felt right for the scenes!

Creek Edge, as you probably guessed, was on the back burner. I am coming back to it, I swear! It's just fitting it in at the moment. I really want to get as much done on the main series before my Xmas break. I have a goal in mind, and I get seriously focused and determined when I set a goal, hehe!

I hope you all have an amazing weekend, and I'll talk to you next week! <3

And if anyone sees a team of four sexy vampires this Halloween...please do send them my way, huehuehue ;D

#The Wayhaven Chronicles #update #Book Three #The Curse of Creek Edge #interactive fiction

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readingreylo · 4 years

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Christmas Fics

Moodboard by the incredibly talented @cruelerintentions

Here are some holiday themed Reylo Fic's to help us through the end of 2020.

Oh hey, these are all Modern AU ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Enjoy!

Moodboard by @cruelerintentions (her moodboards are gorgeous-- check them out!)

Tis the season...

Not necessarily Christmas themed, but some lovely fics set in the Winter.

Happy Reading!

#reylo #reylo fanfiction #reylo fic rec #reylo fandom #reylo fanfic #reylo fic #ben x rey #christmas #God now i want to re-read all of these!

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changebydjo · 4 years

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IMPORTANT - PLEASE READ

so i’ve put off writing this for a long, long time, and it’ll be painful for me to make this post but at this point i feel like it needs to be done. someone within the liz fandom has been lying, gaslighting and manipulating me as well as many others, both online and offline, and after getting proof on everything (plus their lack of remorse) has prompted me to write this.

this is about gil perez, aka @unrated-g, and one of his irl friends, kim @kimbus-the-whimbus, to a lesser extent, but mostly gil. since 2016 - nearly 5 years now - he’s been lying that he’s best friends with liz gillies. i’m gonna put a read more because it’s a long, insane, and ridiculous thing that happened, but please read all of it and know how serious this is, as well as all the damage this man has done.

i met gil through tumblr in 2018 - he had been replying my posts since before that, but early 2018 is when i followed him and started chatting with him casually. over time, i noticed that he would reblog posts about liz and in the tags he would seem to be talking to her or referencing her, but not by her name - instead he would call her “goblin”. he would mention things that “goblin” liked or behind the scenes on dynasty stuff, and after a few weeks of noticing this and chatting with him about dynasty/liz, i ended up asking him if he was friends with liz/knew her personally because of the way he spoke about her. he confirmed to me that he knew her, she was one of his best friends, and he “didn’t expect” anyone to pick up on it. he told me to keep it private and i agreed, obviously, because i had no reason to not trust him, and i know that liz values her privacy.

it’s important to note that liz does NOT follow him or any of his accounts from her verified twitter or instagram accounts - instead, he said she had an “extremely private” encrypted tumblr account that could only be seen by people she follows/white listed. he was one of them. her blog would not show up for anyone else, and they met through tumblr in 2016 (even though he said she followed him back in 2010 and he didn’t realize until 6 years later) through their mutual love for uncharted, and bonded over playing uncharted 4 multiplayer together. it’s also important to note that liz has had 2 tumblr accounts since 2010, both of which she has abandoned, and he said that her private tumblr is separate from those two. she also was friends with him (according to him) through PSN, where they would play ps4 games together, and all of his text convos with her are from that app:

(^ “liz’s” PSN account)

throughout all of 2018, we would text on a regular basis and started becoming good friends. he was extremely kind, always willing to be there for me, and listened to me about not only fandom stuff but also my irl problems. he also became friends with my friend group, who were also in the liz fandom, and it was really nice for a while. in october of 2018, gil said he went to HHN with liz and matt in LA, and for xmas of 2018, he said he spent it with liz - both in LA and in NJ, which is what she typically does to spend her holidays with her family and friends. her pale blue eyes cover was also for him, according to gil, because he asked for her to cover it specifically and she did just for him.

gil would also occasionally stream for friends, and sometimes liz would show up:

beginning of 2019 is when gil and i started getting much closer - we started playing games together (mostly mario kart, at the beginning) and talking through voice chat. he would talk about liz and personal things about her/her life or dynasty, and he always willingly supplied that information himself - i never asked for it, i wasn’t friends with him to get information on liz or have an “in” with her. chatting with him made me feel good and happy and important to him, and i realized i started having feelings for him - which i told him about in april 2019. he said he wasn’t sure exactly how he felt but he thought he might feel the same, the only really complicated part (besides the fact that this was long distance/not irl) was that he also had a really deep crush on liz, someone who was his best friend/ultimate celeb crush. he was really like in love with her, even though he said he tried to suppress it. anyways, after me admitting that to him, our friendship started to develop into something more. we weren’t ever in an official relationship, but things were definitely not strictly platonic with us. we went from chatting once every week or two to almost every single night for 3-6 hours per night for MONTHS. throughout that time, our relationship became sexual, too, and my feelings for him just continued to get deeper and deeper.

this continues throughout the rest of 2019, and then new years 2020, everything just...goes to shit asap. gil got really distant with me with no explanation, i felt like all the affection he was showing me and the kind things he would say to me, as well as our bonding time when we would chat together, was just ripped away unexpectedly. i constantly asked what was wrong and what was happening, and told him how i feel, and i got no real response besides just being tired/non-sociable, etc. (which, for the record, is completely understandable, but it was such a huge 180 in behavior that it worried me and things never went back to normal after that). in addition to that, kim (who was mentioned at the beginning of this post) is one of his best friends irl, as well as his on again/off again ex (according to him). anyways, there were posts that she had made that indicated to them not being exes and instead still together - or at the very least not platonic - which crushed me when i found out, because until that point i had no reason not to trust him. i told him about it though, and how it hurt me because my feelings were so deep for him at that point i felt that i loved him, and he told me they weren’t together. this isn’t really necessary for the liz stuff of this post, but it’s important for context for how hurt and on edge i was already feeling before things got worse.

we would still chat maybe a few times a week, but nothing like it used to be, and i was happy we would even chat at all, even though things felt so weird and different and off, and no matter what i did, i couldn’t fix it. as 2020 started going on, and this continued, his friendship with liz started making me feel extremely uncomfortable. knowing that he had the weird boundaries with his ex, plus whatever was going on with me and him, AND that he was in love with liz?? it was unsettling. i felt like i couldn’t compare, because it’s *liz gillies*, someone i obviously love and idolize and look up to. and she was up on a pedestal for him, even though he said that he never tried to treat liz differently than his other close friends just bc of who she was, but that wasn’t true. anything that she said or did, he agreed with 100%, and would defend it. when he and i would chat, and i would mention something about dynasty that bothered me, he would talk about what liz’s thoughts were on it and how she felt and that she was right to feel that way and it made me feel awful. this happened on multiple occasions throughout various topics, from dynasty to fandom stuff to liz’s friendships/relationships, etc. no matter what, to gil, liz was always right and he always had an explanation for anything that happened. the way he would describe liz and the thing he said about her made me see her in a completely different light - she was not the same liz that she presented herself as, at least in gil’s eyes.

he would always talk about how amazing liz was to him and how she did so much for him, such as buying him gifts, supporting his art, etc. this was hurtful to hear because i was doing the exact same things for him, as well as our group of friends: we had been buying his art (not only the art prints but the ACTUAL original copies), sending him gifts or money for gifts, supporting him and his art on social media, as well as just being a genuine friend to him. he never appreciated or thanked us the way that he thanked liz; none of us ever compared to her, even though we were doing the exact same thing for him that he said liz was doing, as well. it made me feel like no matter what i did, or how supportive i was, i was never enough.

we also had a discord with gil, that involved him, me, and my friends sarah, hope, amanda, and dom. within this discord, it’s worth noting that gil was the only man there, and would talk about liz and his friendship with her there, unprompted. we never asked for info, he volunteered everything willingly, and we all kind of glossed over it at the time because we weren’t friends with him for liz or any of that.

(the screenshot gil linked in the gc is what “liz’s” private encrypted blog looks like on his dash. please note the edit post button in the bottom right of the screenshot.)

another important thing about his friendship with liz/being in love with her: he has this specific kink (which i don’t want to say what it is for privacy reasons) and he said that liz was engaging in this kink herself, and that he was jealous of liz’s bf/wishes he could engage in it with liz, etc. i wasn’t into this kink before talking to him but because i had liked him so much at the time, and i was slightly jealous that he wanted it with liz, i thought that i could indulge in it for him. it was something that i was not physically or mentally prepared for/able to make happen, and it really caused an impact on me, and he just...didn’t care. at all.

anyways: this stuff continues, then around summer 2020, my friend sarah reached out to him. she (and my friends, along with me) were starting to distrust the things gil was saying about liz, since it went completely against what liz would say herself. she would say she only plays the sims 3 on her computer - he would say she was a huge gamer and played the sims 4 on ps4, along with minecraft, uncharted, the last of us, horizon zero dawn, etc. he would say that liz and maddison brown (her dynasty co-star) played ACNH with him and quickly got to 5 stars - liz said in a zach sang interview that she didn’t play animal crossing. every time something didn’t add up, his excuse was that liz was lying for her privacy. she didn’t follow gil on any verified social media accounts in case “people harassed him” over being friends with her. so sarah texted him that she needed to talk to him about the liz stuff, because there was evidence it wasn’t true, and he denied all of it. he firmly stuck to his story, and sarah gave him multiple chances over several days to come clean and he wouldn’t. she asked for simple pieces of proof that he could give her, and he wouldn’t besides fake screenshots of her “private blog”:

he told me afterwards that if it comes between his friendship with liz or sarah’s, he’s picking liz - end of story. his and sarah’s friendship was done after that because of his decision. he blamed sarah for “ruining” liz and maddison’s friendship because of her asking for proof, and made her out to be the bad one in that situation. he ended up deleting the discord gc after this happened, with all of his screenshots/”info” as liz as well (we got screenshots of things before he deleted it though, much more that’s shown in this post).

about a month later, my friend léa also confronted him about it. gil had told her some things about liz’s “reaction” to meeting léa in paris, and at the time, it had made the experience more special for her. once she realized it was all lies, though, it really hurt her - he altered that special experience for her and twisted it into something that wasn’t real. he had the same reaction to léa’s conversation as he did to sarah’s, and he refused to tell the truth. their friendship was done with after, as well, along with a few other people from the liz fandom. i was the only one who stayed friends with him after that, and that was because i was closest with him and still trying to see if i could fix things with him. i was still naively believing that he would treat me okay again, he would make me feel important instead of always a backup option, that he wanted me again.

but of course that never happened. he continued to ignore me, talk to me less and less, and would subtweet me on his private account. after he stopped being friends with sarah and léa and everyone blocked him except for me, i was the only follower on his private account, as well as being the only person he followed there. gil, though, kept saying that liz had a “private twitter” where she would talk to him on his private account. he also said that he had “merged twitter accounts” into one, which was his private, which messed up his account and wouldn’t show who he was replying to, quote rts, or that he was following them, which - if you have a twitter, you KNOW none of that can actually happen. but it was his excuse to constantly subtweet me and my friends for not believing him, to maintain his story, AND to have convos with “liz” on there that only i could see, where he made it sound like he was talking shit about me to her. it was extremely manipulative and served no purpose except to fuck with me, because he knew that i was the only one seeing those tweets and knew i was already struggling with not knowing what to believe. here’s some of them:

(you can very clearly see that i’m the only follower/following on that account, the number is at literally 1, and he STILL was acting like he was talking to someone else and that other people were following him.)

now comes jan. 2021!! WE GOT DEFINITE PROOF THAT IT WAS ALL LIES. from multiple people. one of liz’s close best friends (that gil included in his stories about her, saying that he met them) said that they don’t know who gil is, have never met him, and it’s best for us all to block him for our own safety. a co-worker of liz’s (who was, again, included in gil’s lies, that he hung out with them multiple times, played games with them online, and bought him gifts) said that not only had they never met gil, but EVERYTHING he said about them was untrue. they even listed the inaccuracies he would say about them, such as gil taking photos of them at things like the SWT, and they confirmed who actually took the photo. they said that “none of it is fucking true” and that gil is a narcissistic liar, and also encouraged us to block him for our own safety.

i confronted gil myself about this a few weeks ago, and he continued to maintain his story that everyone’s lying to protect his privacy - even though we know for sure that wasn’t the case. he FINALLY owned up to it to me only once he saw i had proof and he was caught, and his reason for doing it was “he was bored”. he said he was sorry but he wasn’t truly apologetic - he either didn’t fully realize the scope of how hurtful his lies and manipulations were, or he just didn’t care, but the bottom line is that he always chose his fantasy of liz over his actual friends. around this time, once he knew he was caught, he also deactivated his private account, but brought it back a week or so later, with all of the subtweets and tweets about liz being deleted. all of the unverified accounts that were supposed to be liz - the tumblr account, psn, twitch, etc. - were all fake and made by him, so he could make it seem more real.

even if he WAS telling the truth about being friends with liz, he still would have completely violated her privacy by the amount of “secret” things he told all of us - from her kinks/sex life, to work life, to very personal things that he claims happened to her. knowing it’s all fake though, and he made up an entire personality and life for liz that doesn’t exist??? it’s insane.

now the part with kim - she’s known gil irl for over 10 years, and has tweeted about liz all the time, about how “good” liz is to her because of gil, and that she’s the one who encouraged him to talk to her. she brags about it constantly, even though none of it is real. she also tweeted multiple times throughout 2018-2019 about how gil “finally deserves to meet liz in person”, even though gil said he met liz irl back in 2017 or so - AND that she came to texas, where he lives, to meet him and his friends. when asked about her tweets, he said that kim’s account was “messed up” and her tweets weren’t “tweeted at the right time”. one of my friends reached out to tell her and show her the proof of gil lying, because gil has been lying to her and other people irl too, and instead she mocked us, belittled us, and chose not to believe a group of women coming to her about a 30 year old (!!) man manipulating us. gil said that kim was “aware of it all being a lie for years now” to me, but i think that was another lie, that he’s STILL lying to her about it. if not, then that means that kim was also lying for many years about knowing liz too, and used it to make us all the butt of her joke, so. so much for her being an “empath” and wanting to help people but anyways!!

the last screenshot is of her subtweeting us and implying that everyone involved with liz is lying for her and gil’s privacy, even though we have proof that that simply isn’t true.

i’m sorry for how long this is, but i need people to understand how serious this is. he’s been lying for 5 YEARS now about knowing liz - about her “accidentally sending nudes” to him, that gil is one of her best friends and he would’ve been at her wedding, that she’s a huge gamer who plays with him - all of it. it’s all lies. he created a fantasy version of liz that doesn’t exist, and incorporated into his real life, his friendships both online and off, and made it his entire personality. he’s not sorry about what he’s done - as i’m writing this, he’s still on tumblr, talking in the tags to “liz” again, because he’d rather uphold his fantasy life where he’s best friends with liz when in reality, she has no idea he even exists. and if she did, i’m certain that she would be disgusted with what he’s done. he lied about her, oversexualized her, used his kinks on her which was brought onto me - someone he knew that was vulnerable and had feelings for him, manipulated people into trying to believe his lies, gaslit people to make them unable to tell what was true and what was fake, and had absolutely zero respect for any of us. he even listened to me cry to him on the phone MULTIPLE times about how insecure and worthless i felt to him compared to liz, and he didn’t do ANYTHING about it. he sat there and listened to me cry, knowing he could own up to his lie, and he chose not to. he’s not sorry about what he’s done, and he’s going to continue to spread his lies. please block him. i can’t express how much he’s hurt me, the therapy that i need to have because of him, how much he’s hurt my friends and how little he respects women in general tbh. he always tried to come off as “one of the good guys” but now i know he’s harmful and not to be trusted. he even tried to separate me from my friends, and make it seem like they’re the ones making this situation even harder for him. i’ve tried so, so many times to get through to him, waiting to see if he’d change or show some remorse or anything, but after over a year of this i don’t think he will, and it genuinely hurts me to know that. BLOCK HIM.

#important #signal boost #long post #liz gillies #elizabeth gillies #so liz fandom ppl can see

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phoebenpiperx · 3 years

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A year ago on the day after Xmas (2020), I binged all of season 1 of HSMTMTS. I enjoyed it, and I really loved Seb (even though he was barely in it, but I've always been a Sharpay fan AND a crossdressing fan so of course I loved him!) At our NYE zoom party a week later, I was telling everyone about HSMTMTS, and my friend said she'd be interested in watching it, so we got up at 6 AM on New Year's Day 2021 and started watching the series together. It took us a few days to get through the entire series (a 2nd time for me), and by the end, I was officially OBSESSED, had already bought the soundtrack AND the piano music, was planning out costumes, and was starting to write fic! So I feel like today is officially the 1 year anniversary of my HSMTMTS obsession! In the past year I watched the entire series (seasons 1 & 2) multiple times; made myself 4 Sebpay costumes; bought Seb's TransPride Converse and a zillion flannel shirts to wear on a daily basis; filmed an HSMTMTS-inspired video for work plus footage for a "You Ain't Seen Nothin'" video (which I will be editing soon); and wrote over 30 fics (totaling over 250K words!) Thank you, HSMTMTS, for helping me get through a really crappy year! Thanks to all the other fans who have supplied GIFs and videos and discussions about all the minute details on the show. And thanks to Tim Federle, Joe Serafini, and the entire cast and crew for safely working through the pandemic to give me (and many others) so much joy. I can't wait to see what 2022 and season 3 have in store!

#hsmtmts #hsmtmts fanfic #seb matthew smith #seblos #can't wait for season 3

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phynali · 3 years

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so not to ruminate on things that vex me, but the past 2 or so months have been kinda shit, and i’m trucking along and there absolutely are high points and good things and joys that balance some of this out, but i need to vent out some of the negative emotions somewhere to get ‘em out. so i guess i’m doing that here because -

we’re in lockdown#6 where i live (state of victoria) and it’s hard, this yo-yo of restrictions and swinging in and out of one lockdown after another.

for those who understandably won’t know, what we call lockdown here means not just restaurant and commercial closures and mandatory working from home unless you’re in an industry where that’s impossible -- it also means no guests (0) inside you’re home unless you’re both living alone and single or else romantic partners, it means not leaving your home at all except for one of 4-5 necessary reasons, not being outside for more than 2hrs per day even to exercise, and not going more than 5km from your home unless required for work/medical/etc required reasons.

it’s intense. we spent (i think) 128 days in this degree of lockdown in 2020, never mind how many we spent in other forms of restrictions and working from home. and we’ve been back in it four (4) times in 2021 already. in-out-in-out-in-out -

it’s taking a toll on the mental health of every person i know. we get weekly emails with wellbeing and resilience tips from my job -- not just “be productive or else” capitalism but heartfelt ones from wellbeing officers with copies of articles like this one on languishing from the NYT, acknowledging we’re all struggling and directing us to the plethora of wellbeing resources our workplace is trying to provide, not only to us but reminding us they offer it to our families too.

i’m one of the lucky ones. i’m really not trying to wallow here or to pretend otherwise. i appreciate that i can work from home, even though i can’t focus when i do and it this interacts with my adhd to fuck my productivity. even if i’m so behind and delayed it feels like i’ve lost 12-18 months worth of work and it will have long-term ramifications on my career -- even so, i still i have a job. i still get paid. and i even kept my job, a bit by the skin of my teeth but i did, when my sector downsized last year. yes, the way my employer went about lay offs left a bad taste in everyone’s mouth (my own included), but i made it through.

and my sector, while affected, is by no means the worst of the collateral damage.

the yo-yo of lockdowns is taking a very very real toll on industries like hospitality, tourism, commerce. and the economy does have indirect effects on health and mental health as well. my friend, a waitress, was on her way to work the evening shift at a restaurant when she got the call about the latest lockdown. she had to turn around and go home because the announcement came just hours before the lockdown was imposed, and every place suddenly had to close by 8pm. bye bye evening shift. so much of the government support for these industries has dried up, has been inadequate.

lockdowns save lives. i don’t begrudge my state for imposing one except that yes -- i’m resentful we’re here again with only six cases. i can be both accepting and grateful and also pissed and tired and more all at once.

even more than the latest lockdown, i’m pissed about the yo-yo. that we went into lockdown in june, came out in july, went back in in july, came back out in july, are going back in now, in the first week of august. three lockdown/re-openings in 10 weeks, as if this rollercoaster doesn’t completely incapacitate our ability to plan or prepare for anything more than a week out, more than a day out -- in this case, more than a few hours out. 4pm the lockdown was announced, with an 8pm start time. as if that doesn’t have more insidious consequences on individuals and industries than a more clearly articulated and consistent approach. as if all the restaurants that got to open up this week didn’t purchase large food orders for this weekend that will spoil because they were given 4 hours notice to close their doors.

that’s the part i hate, right now more than the lockdowns themselves. consumer sentiment was at a high in april, optimism was everywhere. people felt good, and like we had a plan forward. now -- well, now my job is sending me emails about how normal and okay it is that i might be ‘languishing’ because aren’t we all?

and i absolutely do begrudge my federal government, and i’m angry with them, and this is part of why:

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but i also accept, to some extent, that these decisions have all been made in difficult circumstances, and i’m not really about to pretend i could do any better.

at the same time, australia’s vaccine rollout is among the slowest and lowest at least within OECD countries. i know that’s partly because we’ve managed the keep cases low and therefore we are prioritized less when it comes to who needs the vaccines most (and thus who is earlier in line to be able to purchase) among other geo-political reasons i won’t get into, but it still very much sucks. our timeline and ability to move forward and ability to stop having lockdowns requires a mostly-vaccinated population, and that’s not something we’ll have anytime soon.

and i am a visa-holder here and my family is back in canada and with our current border restrictions leaving to visit is honestly is not an option because i wouldn’t be able to return, to work. i’m managing that distance okay most of the time despite my homesickness and frustration but my partner’s parents are older and his mother’s health just isn’t amazing and it’s weighing on him a lot.

a phd student i work with just had a parent die in another country while stuck here, had to drop everything to return, is devastated by not being by their parent’s side when it happened because it came on sudden, and now won’t be able to come back into australia after, will have to finish their thesis remotely from abroad. stories like that are becoming commonplace in certain circles, here. this student is not the first or only person i know who has been in that exact situation in the past year.

it’s enraging, and upsetting, and instills a sense of helplessness because -- there’s nothing that can really be done about it. there’s no good answer, but it’s scary to think of what could happen. i know it scares my husband. if his mother’s health suddenly dips -- does he drop everything and leave? how can he not? would i go with him or hold the fort here? what ramifications does that have either way?

right now, we’re in the first stages of getting permanent residency, my job is putting in the nomination, and this is one of those awesome high-points i mentioned. it’s a very much needed sense of security in my career and my future in this country. but while a PR application is pending and under review, you can’t leave the country, even in pre-covid times. it takes months to get the application fully nominated, accepted, then submitted, and months on months to process.

in january 2020 we had agreed that for xmas 2020 we’d return home to canada. obviously the world changed and we quickly determined that wouldn’t be the case. we pushed that plan back to july-aug 2021, then to october 2021, xmas 2021. my partner’s sister asked him last week if we started making plans, booking things for xmas, was calling to check that we’d had our second jabs. he had to explain the situation to her, that we aren’t even eligible for our first vaccine yet, that we aren’t holding out any real hope of visiting, not this year, not until mid-next.

anyway - i’m just. languishing, i guess, if that’s the word for it after all. i know it’s not the same as depression -- i’ve had episodes of that, been treated for it in different ways. this is and feels different, even if there are obvious similarities. whatever to call it, it sucks, and i hate it. and i hate the other lows and anxieties and crap i’ve been dealing with in the past few months as well that didn’t make it into this post about covid. crap with work, with friends, with goddamn car rentals of all stupid things. crap that’s making me anxious and crap that just needs processing. crap that is, ultimately, massively exacerbated because lockdowns turn us into little rats gnawing on the bars of our cages.

and i guess i just needed to talk about it somewhere, to organize my thoughts and free up some headspace (emotion space?) currently being used to hold these thoughts and feelings in place. i kind of hate posting personal crap like this and always get the urge to delete but i also have a hard time organising my thoughts if i don’t write them out with this intent to post. sort of want to go outside and scream at god, sort of want to phone up a friend and yell at him for an hour for being an exhausting ass, sort of want to be alone for a day to curl up under a blanket with a movie that’ll make me cry because raging at the universe is always so much easier when i’m alone and unobserved. but i guess since those aren’t especially kind or feasible i’ll post this instead.

anyway - if you read to the end of this for any reason, i’m not trying to be maudlin, and there’s really no need to respond. it’s just a feelings dump, sucking some of the poison out, not really much different than journalling but i’ve always been better at that online than on paper.

#ugh #personal post #just organising thoughts and bitching about present circumstances #because i'm tired of 2021's bullshit and needed to vent a bit #gpoy

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january 2020! to be v honest, getting my head down to read, translate, revise + write my diss has been incredibly difficult for the last month of the xmas vac, and I’m looking forward to/desperately hoping that being back at uni will make that easier! big old term, lots of coursework due, lots of weekly essays to write. hanging out with this cheese plant has made it a bit easier though, and my personal success of the holiday is a toss up between translating 7/8 of Met. 4 or writing 7000 words of diss. got to be proud of something, even though I can’t remember anything about a single epic for my epic collection next week.

#studyblr #studyspo #study inspo #study motivation #study aesthetic #study space #revision #vacation #vac work #paradise lost #aeneid #classics #english and classics #english degree #oxford #oxford aesthetic #oxford lifestyle #me

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inevitably-johnlocked · 4 years

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Hi Steph! How you’re doing? First of all, I wanna say that I love your lists. So, I was wondering, do you have some long Johnlock fics? Like, with a bunch of chapters and all that. Thank you!

Hey Nonny!!

I absolutely do! And you know what?? I’m gonna be selfish: No one has ever EVER asked me for my shorter long fics, so I’m going to take this opportunity to finally release this list, because it’s been sitting in my drafts for YEARS lol. BUT you can check the list below for the links to all my longer-fics lists! Happy reading!!

NOVELLA LENGTH FICS: 20-25K

See also:

Novella Length Fics: 25 to 50K (Aug. 2019)

Novel Length Fics: 50 to 100K (Nov. 2018)

Novel Length Fics: 50 to 100K Pt 2 (May 2020)

Novel Length Fics: 100K+ w. (May 2019)

Novel Length Fics: 100K+ w. Pt 2 (Aug 2020)

Through the Clouds by Mazarin221b (E, 20,004 w., 6 Ch. || Retirement, Home Improvement, First Time, Romance) – Sherlock takes a remarkably early retirement at 47, and convinces John that a change of pace would do them both good. They buy an old cottage on the South Downs, and exchange their nonstop life in Baker Street for quiet contemplation, bee studies, and book writing. They might go completely insane, but sometimes it takes stepping outside of the life you're living to find the life you want. Part 1 of Through The Clouds

A Life Well-Lived by Kate_Lear (E, 20,121 w., 1 Ch. || Original Male Character, Sherlock Woos John, Jealous Sherlock, Reluctant Bi-John, Past Abuse, Insecure John, Reassuring / Caring Sherlock, Protective Sherlock, Understanding Sherlock) – John got scared off men by an abusive past relationship. Sherlock has to try and woo him while not scaring him off with protective possessive rage.

The White Lotuses by SilentAuror (E, 20,340 w., 1 Ch. || Slow Burn, Domestic, Romance) – One day John realises that he just isn't where he belongs, which is back at Baker Street with Sherlock. So he goes back and Sherlock, in his own way, courts him. Romance.

Out of the Woods by SilentAuror (E, 20,471 w., 1 Ch. || Post S4, Romance, Slow Burn, Flirting, Drunk Sex, Practical Jokes, POV Sherlock, Bottomlock, Possessive John, Pining Sherlock, Frustrated Wanking, Frottage, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, First Kiss/Time, Virgin Sherlock, Love Confessions, Soft Sherlock, Dancing, Bum Appreciation, Hanging out with the Yard) – Sherlock is fairly certain that John has taken to flirting with him of late, but can't be entirely certain of it. At least, not until a case takes them into a forest, along with Lestrade's team and something happens that will change everything about their lives...

You're On the Air by prettysailorsoldier (M, 20,616 w., 1 Ch. || Unilock, Matchmaking, Radio, Christmas, Christmas Fluff, First Kiss, Friends to Lovers, Sherlock POV, Pining Sherlock, Flirting, Bisexual John) – The Consulting Detective and The Woman dominate the airwaves of their university radio station, doling out advice on everything from meeting the parents to sexual positions. When their ratings start to dip before the holidays, however, manager Mike thinks it's time for some fresh blood, and who better to fill in the gaps than rugby captain--and notorious flirt--John Watson? Part 1 of 25 Days of Johnlock

whiskies neat by Ellipsical (E, 20,660 w., 15 Ch. || Alternate First Meeting, POV Second Person Sherlock, Slow Burn, One Night Stand, Rimming, Blow Jobs, Anal, Soldier John, Crying, Emotional Lovemaking, Switchlock) – Home and hearth and whiskies neat, or, alternatively, Sherlock Holmes falls in love.

Achieving the Together-Coloured Instant by teahigh (E, 20,776 w., 1 Ch. || Est. Rel, PTSD, Codependency, Fluff & Angst, H/C, Smut, Demisexual Sherlock, Experiments) – John wonders if this is how it’s going to be: A life speaking in code, because they’re both too stupid to figure out how to say, “I love you.”

Winter's Delights by Kate_Lear (E, 21,173 w., 1 Ch. || Holmes Family, Christmas, Fake Relationship, Friends to Lovers, Bed Sharing, Domestics) – Sherlock takes John home for Christmas to meet the extended Holmes family. Part 1 of Winter's Delights

Once More, With Feeling by cellard00rs (T, 21,178 w., 7 Ch. || John’s Family, Fake Relationship, Romance, Fluff, Humour) – To put off his meddlesome, matchmaking mother, John convinces Sherlock to play the role of his significant other. Unparalleled awkwardness ensues.

Love Is by SilentAuror (E, 21,508 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, UST / URT, Post HLV, Romance) – At Mrs Hudson's urging, Sherlock finally decides to tell John how he feels about him. Part 1 of Love Is

echoes through time by chellefic (E, 21,619 w. || First Time, Romance, ACD & BBC, Epistolary) – Mummy sends a trunk from the Holmes cottage in Sussex to 221B. Its contents alter the way John and Sherlock see themselves and one another.

The Real Meaning of Idioms by feverishsea (T, 21,691 w., 1 Ch. || Texting, Humour, Post S2) - After two weeks away, John finally texts Sherlock. He doesn’t expect Sherlock to respond. He doesn’t expect Sherlock to keep texting him. And he really doesn’t expect things to spiral out of control so rapidly.

5 Times John Got the Girl (and lost her) and 1 Time John Got the Guy (and kept him) by LiviKate (M, 21,695 w., 6 Ch. || 5 and Ones, Kissing, Oblivious / Awkward Sherlock, BAMF / Sexy / Stud John, Embarassed John, John’s Scar, Hurt/Comfort, Jealous Sherlock) – John has always had good luck with the ladies. He's charming, friendly and funny, not to mention great in bed. However, his usual skill with the opposite sex is constantly being thwarted by Sherlock and his outbursts. How will John ever get a leg over when Sherlock is always cockblocking him?

Brief Conversations with the Woman by May_Shepard (E, 21,906 w., 20 Ch. || Pining, Love Fairy Irene, Filler Fic, UST/URT, Drug Use, Clueless Sherlock, Relationship Advice, Angst w/ Happy Ending) – Sherlock has a puzzle to solve, and his name is John Watson.

When to Let Go by KendylGirl (M, 22,109 w., 8 Ch. || Friends to Lovers, Reverse Reichenbach, Sacrifice, Forgiveness, Angst, Love, Implied Drug Use) – What if it were John who had to die to thwart Moriarty's plans? John's supposed death shatters Sherlock, and when he returns, it will challenge the pair to forge a path of forgiveness, to peace, and to find a way back to each other. Part 1 of When to Let Go

A Shipless Ocean by myswordfishmind (M, 22,135 w. 4 Ch. || Post-TRF, John has a Kid) – Ten years after the fall Sherlock goes back to London to find that John no longer lives there. Instead, he resides in a seaside town, a widower, and the father of a seven year old son. Now, Sherlock must struggle with the fact that there may no longer be a place for him in this new world.

Ghost Stories by SwissMiss (M, 22,256 w., 1 Ch. || Pining, Holmes Family, Christmas, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Bed Sharing, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, First Time) – Sherlock's parents think he and John are a couple. They might be onto something.

The One With the Proposal by kim47 (E, 22,375 w., 3 Ch. || Fluff, Romance, Marriage Proposal) – Proposing shouldn't be this difficult.

Sonatina in G Minor by SilentAuror (E, 22,574 w., 1 Ch. || Case Fic, POV Sherlock, Angst, UST, Sherlock’s Violin, Post-S3, Romance) – John has come back to Baker Street, but Sherlock doesn't understand the strange tension between them, even after he begins teaching John to play the violin at John's request.

Dear John by wendymarlowe (E, 23,031 w., 64 Ch. || Post-TRF, Online Dating, Pining, Epistolary, Cybersex, Long Distance Romance) – With Sherlock dead, John eventually (under duress) makes a profile on an online dating site. And falls into a long-distance relationship with an enigmatic partner who reminds him of Sherlock in all the right ways. (Hint: it turns out to be Sherlock.) Part 1 of Dear John

Knotted by naughtyspirit (E, 23,166 w., 4 Ch. || UST/URT, Cuddling, Sharing Body Heat, Confessions, Kissing, Mastrubation, Frustration, BAMF!John) – John has to cancel a date because of Sherlock's case, which leads them to be tied up in a basement from which they have to escape. They get wet, get tied up close and John has to step up and save them. Because he's pretty. And hot. And just a little bit of a BAMF.

You Can Imagine the Christmas Dinners by ardenteurophile (T, 23,584 w., 9 Ch. || Pre-Slash, Drama, Fluff & Angst, Humour, Romance) – Sherlock takes John along for Christmas dinner with Mycroft and Mummy (And "Anthea", too). Over the course of the evening, John realises that everyone in the room - apart from him - seems to think that he and Sherlock are a couple. Part 2 of Xmas Dinners Verse

Once Upon a Beast Becoming by antietamfalls (T, 24,042 w., 6 Ch. || Beauty and the Beast AU || Magical Realism, Folklore, Celtic Mythology) – An act of pride, a druid’s curse, an enchanted leaf; Sherlock’s torment has lasted an age. Hope arrives in the form of one John Watson, a man uniquely suited to break the spell. But with a single night to win his affections, Sherlock finds his carefully laid plans disrupted by a monstrous killer whose sights are set on the only thing he has left to lose: John.

The Kepler Problem by kinklock (E, 24,270 w., 1 Ch. || Sci-Fi AU, Alien Sherlock, Space Repairman John, Alien Biology, Horny John) – Working in uncharted space exploration was not as exciting as John had hoped, especially when it turned out to be mostly bot maintenance on uninhabited planets. However, the mystery of the repeated, unexplained malfunctions on planet BAK 2212 might turn out to be exactly the kind of adventure he'd been craving.

Maintaining A Personal Life by Gingerhermit (E, 24,284 w., 6 Ch. || Alternating POV’s, Bisexuality, BAMF!John, Jealous Sherlock, Romance / Drama, Sort-of Case Fic, Peril & Angst, Love Confessions, Toplock, Soft Idiots in Love, Post S3) – Sherlock and John discover some interesting revelations about each other’s sexuality, which lead them both to question the assumptions they've made about one another for years. In the midst of their mutual discoveries, a dangerous psychopath looms on the side-lines who threatens to destroy their new beginning.

The Sexual Awakening of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. John Watson by suitesamba (M, 24,579 w., 10 Ch. || Post-TRF, Case Fic, H/C, First Kiss/Time) – Sherlock owes Mycroft a favor. Mycroft calls in that favor by offering Sherlock's consulting services in a charity auction. Sherlock and John soon find themselves at the country manor of Mrs. Ives-Patton Smarmington III - not very coincidentally a long-time friend of Sherlock's mother - where they are reluctant participants in her Murder Mystery Weekend. It's a play within a play for Sherlock and John, and their roles for the weekend event bleed over into their real lives, waking the sleeping dragons within.

Tomorrow's Song by agirlsname (M, 24,645 w., 5 Ch. || Post-TRF, POV Sherlock, Angst with a Happy Ending, Virgin / Repressed Sherlock, Love Confessions, Slow Burn, Pining, Jealous Sherlock) – How can he think a relationship with me would be a good idea? I am the sort of person to take a break from my life and when I come back after two years, I expect to find it exactly as I left it. In reality I find it shattered to pieces. (I actually equate you with my life. When did I start doing that?)

State of Flux by Atiki (E, 24,655 w., 4 Ch. || Sherlock POV, Slow Burn, First Kiss/Time, Friends to Lovers, Frottage, Cuddles and Snuggles, Awkwardness, Insecure/Virgin Sherlock, Romance) – John’s marriage is over and he is finally back home (i.e. at Baker Street, where he belongs). Sherlock is awfully insecure and John is awfully hesitant, and they're both awkward idiots, of course, but they figure it out. Many First Times happen.

#steph replies #johnlock fic recs #my fic recs #20 to 25k #long fics #Anonymous

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footballxwrites · 4 years

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Merry Xmas! Hope u had a great day ❤️🥺 May I request getting proposed to by chilwell on Christmas whilst it’s snowing outside??? Just make it rlly fluffy and cute pls ❤️🥺❤️

(Christmas Special ❤️☃️)

*December 1st 2020,

He had been wanting to do it all year, no joke, yet there never seemed like the perfect day or night to actually ask you. Christmas was right around the corner and he couldn’t decide on a present for you, of course he got you like small things and that, but he wanted to give you something big, something to remember, so, on the evening of Christmas Day, he was gonna ask you to marry him. He originally meant to ask you on your birthday but ballsed it up and ended up somehow losing the ring, so that plan went out the window, but he was adamant this time everything would go right, he spent weeks planning every individual thing, down to the smallest details. Basically he wanted to go all out, have a fancy date in a classy restaurant then take you to a posh hotel, decorate the bed with petals that spelt out the words “Marry me, with hopefully the response along the lines of a “yes”.

*December 25th 2020

Christmas had arrived and the two of you had the most amazing day, spending quality time with both your families, eating the biggest dinner you’ve ever had, drinking champagne and Buck’s Fizz till you started feeling a bit tipsy, dancing to whatever music was playing, watching the classic Christmas films, “home alone” and “the grinch” and just having the most special day, it couldn’t get any better...so you thought.

It was around 7pm when everyone, including Ben, who told you to not follow after him, left your house as you began tidying up, picking up discarded wrapping paper off the floor, washing all the dishes, moving empty glasses and boxes from the table and as you were about to sit down, having cleaned up the whole house, leaving it spotless, Ben came back inside through the front door, covered completely in snow, and told you to get your coat and shoes on and then follow him outside. Of course you were confused by this, mostly intrigued, but you did as he said, putting on your black, hooded, coat, or your winter coat as you called it, and your new knee high boots before taking his stretched out hand into yours and following him down your hallway.

As he reached to open the front door, he stopped and let out a small sigh, as if he was nervous about something, before pulling open the door revealing the snow covered drive and lawn and leading you towards your car, which had a message wrote out in frost on your windscreen, but you were too far away to make out what it said. As you walked closer, Ben loosed his grip on your hand before completely letting go, nodding towards your white Range Rover. You turned around, only to be met with a message that had been scraped out in frost, in big, that read “Marry me?” with a heart around it. You stood, completely and utterly stunned, you didn’t know what to expect coming out here at half 7 on a Friday night when it was chucking it down with snow, but you were definitely not expecting this, a proposal. Your heart was racing and butterflies entered your belly as you looked back only to see a cheery Ben down on one knee, holding open a square shaped, petite red box, with the most gorgeous ring inside it, with the biggest grin you’ve ever seen, on his face. You were about to say something when Ben got there before you, “Y/N, 4 years, 4 whole years of me and you, 4 years creating the most amazing memories together, going out and spending the best days together, living the dream on our tropical holidays abroad, 4 years of you never missing one of my matches, including joining me at the World Cup, chanting my name, cheering me on, supporting me from the stands, I want to continue all of that...but as man and wife. I want this to be forever, me and you, I want to see us start our own family and make new memories as parents, I want to see us grow old together...I want to call you my mine, my wife, Y/N, do me the honour of becoming Mrs Chilwell?” If your eyes weren’t already filled with tears, they hundred percent were now, “Yes, yes, a thousand times yes, I’ll become Mrs Chilwell” you squealed excitedly, as Ben could’ve cried with relief and joy, because the love of his life, the most gorgeous girl, just agreed to marry him and officially becoming part of his family and even though he had been planning it forever and was confident you’d say yes , he never imagined it happening. He placed the ring on your finger and pulled you closer, taking off his gloves and cupping your face with his toasty warm hands and leaned in for a kiss, a deep, passionate one, his lips instantly melted onto yours and your mouths danced against each other, fighting for dominance, with Ben of course winning. You both pulled away, catching your breath, you turned and rested your head on his shoulder as the both of you just stood, peacefully watching the snow fall on the most magical day of the year, it was safe to say this was the best present you could’ve asked for, a snowy proposal.

Anyways, yes he made last minute changes to the way he was gonna propose realising you’d hate the original plan, with the hotel and the expensive food and the fancy restaurant, which was just way too over the top. What he loved most about you was, how the most simple things put a smile on your face, how you weren’t into all the glitz and glam, how you didn’t need anything pricey to make you happy. This was when knew the proposal had to be short, sweet and simple and when he looked out the window you were given the perfect idea. Snow, doesn’t cost anything, doesn’t take much effort, the easiest thing ever and anyways what could be better than a snowy, wintry proposal right on Christmas Day eh?

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Hi, I had the most amazing day and I hope you did too lovely! :)) ❤️☃️

So here’s quite a long, (hopefully very cute) imagine of Mr Ben Chilwell as a Christmas present to you, I hope you enjoy reading it as much I enjoyed writing it 🥺

Let me know what you think of it please,

Alexis x

@manchesterunitedgirlforever

#footballer #football blurb #footballer imagine #football #ben chilwell #chelsea fc #chelsea #christmas blurbs #christmas imagine #christmas #proposal

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matan4il · 4 years

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I was tagged by the lovely Cookie in two end of the year writing memes. I’m combining them here to avoid too much spam...

Writer Interview

Name(s): Alice (username matan4il)

Fandom(s): currently 911 (Buddie in terms of the ship I mostly write)

Where you post: AO3. Tumblr sometimes, until I have the energy to post that to AO3, too.

Most Popular One Shot (by kudos) Overall/this year: Hmmmm. When Jerusalem Bells Are Ringing (400 kudos) was first posted, it was a one shot, but now it’s a part of a series. Same for Fuck Me Yourself, You Coward (390 kudos) and It Will Last Longer (380 kudos). So I guess the answer is... The Swirl of Color and Water (341 kudos).

Most Popular Multi-Chapter (by kudos) Overall/This Year: Blue Against Blue (457 kudos).

Favorite story you’ve written so far: The idea that I can freaking choose! But... maybe I will nominate two fics that didn’t appear anywhere else, which are Every Journey and Dancing Where the Stars Go, because they were the most different in terms of writing style, so I’m really proud of that.

Fic you were nervous to post: Every single one. And I mean, anxious on a physical level. But I guess the one I was most anxious about was Winter Wonders ‘coz (a) I’m always more nervous when a fic has a recipient, I want them to like it and (b) I didn’t know how people will react to the magical elements I infused into the fic.

How do you choose your titles? Oh God, titles and summaries are the worst! I guess I try to use song lyrics (for example: Soulmate, Dry Your Eye), a quote that fits (Forever Hold Your Peace, which is actually a play on Eddie being the silent type, but also being the keeper of Buck’s internal peace), words lifted out of the fic itself (Blue Against Blue), trying to fit some of the themes of the fic into an awkward phrase (Found Ourselves Dancing in This Masquerade) or even some words that randomly pop in my head and I can’t stop thinking about them (So Grows My Heart with Every Line)...

Do you outline? Never. Not even when I was writing Blue Against Blue, which is based on a movie, did I outline the parts I wished to change/add/move around. I just go with what feels natural as I write, in terms of progression and trying to link it to whatever ideas I had in mind when I started writing the fic.

Upcoming work you’re most excited about:

I’m excited to be posting The Love Languages of Christopher Diaz (when I drafted this, it wasn’t posted yet), as well as completing fics I had started posting, i.e Found Ourselves Dancing in This Masquerade, the Buddie rom com AU that I hope will be just as fun to read once it’s completed as it is in my head, and Footprints in the Sands of Prayer, because we deserve wing fic, damnit!

AO3 stats (for 2020)

(but before I do this, let’s remember Benjamin Disraeli was not wrong when he said there are three types of lies - terrible, truly terrible and statistics)

amount of works posted: 41

total word count: 206,016

longest fic: Blue Against Blue (77310 words)

shortest fic: The Lyrical (97 words)

fic with the most kudos: Blue Against Blue

fic with the most bookmarks: Blue Against Blue

fic with the most comment threads: Blue Against Blue

total amount of kudos: 7074

total amount of bookmarks: 1012

total amount of comment threads: 1127

fandoms written for: 911/Buddie

fandom events you’ve written for: Crack Week (which I co-ran), First Kiss Week (which I co-ran), 911 Appreciation Week, PWP Week, 911 POC Week, 911 POC Appreciation Week, Trick or treat Buddie Discord fic exchange, Secret Elf Buddie Discord fic exchange, Buddie Week, 911 Xmas Week, 911 Merry Xmas Advent, Buddie Discord Advent.

pairings written for: Buddie

favorite fic you’ve written this year: see above in writer interview

goals for next year: Just to enjoy writing and posting!

Tagging my writer friends (in case you haven’t done it already, if you did, sorry! I hate rl making me so late!), and if you’re a writer and I wasn’t aware or I’m having a blanking out moment, please do this too as a tag from me! xoxox

@adamngoodbuck @missjmelville @nilshki @novemberhush @bicepsie @from-nova @afstory1988 @meloingly @cirrius-akiyo @sivan325 @faewithfangs @tarlosbuddie @loveyourownsmiilee @siflovesbuddie @letswearyellow @doctornineandthreequarters @mansikkaomenabanaani @toughpaperround @tylerhunklin @tabbytabbytabby @agnesclementineblog @ronordmann @gracieli @cinematicnomad @bamfbuddie @imyourbuddie @theycallmebobbob @roguesourwolf @fyeahbuddie @bvckleydiaz @indiguus @therogueheart @agentmarymargaretskitz @inawickedlittletown @woodchoc-magnum @halinski @teambuddie-118 @harknessjack @diazbuckleysworld

#buddie #buddie fic #911 fic #911fic #9-1-1 #tumblr games #tumblr shenanigans #writing #fandom love #911 on abc #911abc #911 abc

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seraphinitegames · 4 years

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The Wayhaven Chronicles— Update 06/Nov/2020

When I was looking over the plan for chapter five, I got a flutter of panic about how intense it was with all the split scenes, branches, choice sets, etc.

But now…it's just going so smoothly! :D

Like, this week I was working on the friendship split scenes and they were just flowing so naturally.

I have no idea what it is, but maaan, it's been so nice! I mean, I always love writing! Bringing a scene to life that I've had in my head for so long is a feeling that is an addiction for me, hehe :D But this chapter particularly...I dunno what's going on but it's SO awesome!

It's also been super great to be able to write these scenes with the MC as really part of the team. They've been with Unit Bravo for months now, so it feels the time is really right to have these casual, comfortable moments.

This week I also managed to get some other things started. Started on the Patreon Christmas Specials for next month (very excited for those!), one of the bonus contents for this month, as well as starting to seriously look at merchandise! I love how the designs look so far!! I just need to really have time to sit down and tweak things and decide colours, etc.

Creek Edge is really going to be on hold until the New Year. Don't worry, it's definitely going to happen! I just have way too much to pack in before my Xmas break this year, so I'll be looking to add that back into my schedule in the New Year.

And speaking of packing things in. Next week I will be putting writing aside and fully focusing on testing and editing for the next section of the demo. I've come to terms with the fact that these games are just getting so huge now on the coding side of things, that I need to dedicate proper time to that instead of just the couple of days I could fit it into before. I want the best quality for you guys!

The always fantastic @spunkycatninja has been sending me edits, and I really need to catch up on them! So that's my focus for next week, then the week after I will hopefully have my testers checking it out!

So yeah, a busy but seriously smooth running week, which is a rarity :D

Hope you all have a marvellous weekend, and I'll talk to you next week! <3

#The Wayhaven Chronicles #interactive fiction #Book Three #update #progress report

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druidx · 3 years

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October Roundup/ WIP Whenever

What have I been doing?

Panicking about NaNoWriMo and Christmas, mostly 😅

I’m finally able to travel, so I’ll be spending three weeks over the holiday period in Denmark with my Gentleman Friend (whom I haven’t seen IRL since August 2020). So I’ve been trying to get all Xmas gifts sorted, all queues filled, and other ends tied before the start of Nov and the delve into NaNoWriMo.

That being said, this month:

I finished 2 out of 3 of the pieces I set out to finish this month.

I’ve also refreshed my memory about the world and plot of my NaNo work - a continuation of the Modern Oblivion AU from last year.

As prep work for re-writing some of The MOW Files series (an original universe), I’ve been creating their appearances on HeroForge with thoughts towards putting up character profiles here. I was also flicking through some of the longer two stories and... wow did I like convoluted plots back then 😅

What’s coming up?

National Novel Writing Month! Some of you might recall I went mad-cap and completed it in 4 days last year. I’m not planning on doing that again, but I have taken the second week off so I can get lots of words done then. I really want to finish the novel I’m working on so I can get it edited and up on AO3 for the people who are waiting for it. I’ll probably give it an intro post at some point, as I don’t think I did one last year (or if I did it was rambly AF), but in a nutshell it’s the Main quest of TESIV: Oblivion told as a Modern/ Fix-it/ Everyone Lives/ bodyguard-romance AU.