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#yes this is a cry for help
limitedseries · 1 year
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This is a love story.
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quacky-art · 4 months
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epicslaymoment · 2 months
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Just a rant about my life lol: autism edition
Everything for me is a demand and i can't function anymore..... the only consistent routine i have is cooking dinner because i love it and i've always been obsessed with food. Daily routines are too much and so many times i'm told to do something and i can't bc it's not coming from me so i can't listen to the command to do it and i can't do it on my own apparently. Yet no one sees how much i struggle and that's just bizarre to me. I'm level 2 and probably PDA profile just late diagnosed so it probably seems like i don't need much support bc i only got diagnosed 2 years ago and always "seemed fine" meanwhile i've been burned out since 2013/14....
Idk what to do and i lack a solid support structure/system. I don't have money or insurance for occupational therapy. I don't have help at home. Anything we've tried (which is basically like my mom making a schedule for me that i can't do or her telling me i need to go to bed earlier...... i can't!!!!! I try and it's just too hard for me to get off my phone. I can't even set aside time to intentionally stim, rest during the day or get anything done hygiene wise other than showering.) We don't know what we're doing but i hate that i'm the only one really looking when i'm the disabled person....
I'm always looking online what things could help me but idk it's all too demanding and me being autistic isn't really talked about at home other than trying to apply for SSI or asking if i'm going to the autism walk/my mom brings up autism stuff if she watches a video but it nit being correlated to my life. It's not that my family doesn't care but it's not really paid attention to at least that's how i feel. Currently don't have a job either so i just feel really stuck and i think i'm burned out/regressing more and more i have no idea anymore. I don't FEEL burnt out but maybe i am.
I can't even process what i need nor do i know what types of supports i need. The thought of it stresses me out and makes my brain shut down. Yet i still feel like an imposter and i haven't fully processed the fact that i'm autistic. I'm just feeling ashamed and embarrassed about all of it. The only type of supports at home i could think of that i'd need are maybe some task charts (that would be exciting enough to make me do them), some communication cards and more sensory stuff. Like idk trying to figure all this out is a challenge.
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moonysversion · 7 days
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d3rpydoods · 7 months
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I'm broke so I'm opening commissions again 😆
3 slots available for now, dm me if interested
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ecstacyboobologist · 4 months
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gah, stupid tumblr isn't letting me be me! quit hating the gals lovin' gals and let me spread my wings, you stupid algorithm!
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granhairdo · 2 months
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alright you know how i wanted another eponine tattoo? i need the people in my screen to help me decide
option one: "iv. a rose in misery" on my inner wrist in times new roman
option two: "and by the way, monsieur marius, i believe that i was a little in love with you" on my upper arm in a pretty cursive font
option three: ✨them✨ on my upper arm with "what a star art thou, o youth!" under it
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michealnotmichael · 3 months
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which one of yall are praying on my downfall???
Conditioner: Done
Shampoo: Done
Acne Wash: Done
Exfoliator: Done
Cat Food: Done
THE TRUNK OF MY CAR AND THEN MY HIGHBEAM: FUCKING DONE.
ALL. IN ONE. FUCKING WEEK!!!!!!
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boltlightning · 1 year
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smash nbc is a show and i sure am watching it
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martellspear · 1 month
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i need a name for ned's wolf 🙁
i had one and forgot what it was
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All this grinding for Neuvillette and not ONE GOOD ARTIFACT OF THE SET HE NEEDS.
AAAAAAH THIS SUCKS. Jwnsjsnsjsnsjs i need to grind talent domains ;-;
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i make myself sick— the way i always feel the need to stay relevant. I think of how this whole thing started, my need to share myself— i didn’t want to be alone, stuck in the black hole that is my mind.
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flames-tstuff · 1 year
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When someone tickles you and you have to pretend you hate it to keep up appearances: A Mood Board
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simpomatic · 2 years
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they’re a 10 but they can’t stop thinking about dead gay wizards from the ‘70′s that never canonically interacted
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a-tall-spatula · 1 year
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hey babes is everyone's ao3 down or is it just mine??? very very concerning how am I meant to have dopamine now?????
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banana-ghost-circus · 3 months
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Why is it that every time I refresh this damn hellsite that I get different fandoms/groups????? Like I just got transformers (I have no interest in them, my brother did, and he hasn't talked about them in MONTHS) and also the shifting community???? (I have never shifted once in my damn life and I won't ever) like I'm tempted to just- refresh to see how far away I can get from my actual fandoms and interest.
Like return me to my pjo/tbb/tadc content, pretty please. All I ask of ye olden (like 27 y/o) Tumblr gods
Update literally like SIX FUCKING MINUTES AFTER POSTING THIS: I am traumatized by what the transformers fandom is on like are you guys okay???? Oh my GOOD LORD THAT I DON'T BELIEVE IN GET HELP??????
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