#you guys can ignore i'll be normal again soon just give me time

[peachjuiceretriever]

exhales thru my nose. i really needed to put these feelings SOMEWHERE and i apolgoize. please ignore i am venting this is a vent post i repeat this is a personal vent post. you are not obligated to read.

SIGHS... i dunno. it fuckin. it wasnt even just he was nice and sweet i felt so comfortable sharing my kinks with him and he was literally open to anything and that was so nice... sex is very important to me in a relationship so having someone who was just as adventurous as me... and he thought everything i did was cute... called me cute all the time... even when he came to visit and saw me completely naked in real life... he saw every inch of my body and he didnt just continue to love me it felt like he loved me even more... it felt like once he saw me that was when he knew i was the one... at least... thats what it felt like to me... thats how i felt... he was always so interested in everything i had to say, so excited for every opportunity i had to grow.. ughhh i fucking!!! bangs my head on a wall. why did you do this to me... i remember expressing to you how scared i was that you'd choose someone else, that someone else would catch your eye and you'd look back at me and realize im not worth it- the time, the effort, the energy it takes to love me... and you told me "why would i ever do that? they're not you" and i fucking believed you!!!!!!! and we... we fucking planned !! on moving in together!!! i was genuinely ok with moving to a different state, starting a new life just for you because you had stuff already established down there!!! and now i....

i hate the way i want to be loved. how fucking selfish of me to want someone to hold my hand to go through journeys with me... i hate being a traumatized child in an adult body. the way my parents set me up for failure... i hate how i went through therapy and thought i had all of this under control now... the fact that my brain can go "you need to love yourself, nobody can do it for you." but it doesn't take away the pain. "this too shall pass" but it doesn't soothe the ache in your throat. if you dont break the cycle it will continue to repeat itself this feeling is only temporary it is what it is and you can't change it sometimes things are bad before they get good and i know i know i know i know but it hurts now goddamn it it hurts now and it'll hurt tomorrow and the next day and every single fucking time i think about the airport, or his state is mentioned on tv, or i drive by a fucking starbucks!!!!!!!!!

[mrsdarkandyandere7]

Late Night

Pairing: Dark Hawks x (female) Reader

▶ This is a yandere/dark work and it may contain triggering content so please READ THE WARNINGS before. Do not read if minor.

More at Masterlist

Female Reader

SUMMARY: Keigo hates threatning you - only when necessary.

WARNINGS: Implied Kidnapping; Threats.

AN: Please, reblog and give me feedback.

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"Hey, c'mon, don't cry..." 

He tries, tentatively reaching with a hand but instantly stopping at the abrupt increase of your sobbing. 

"Y/n? Babe, pretty please..." he sighs, rubbing his tired eyes, "Let's just go to sleep, yeah? It’s getting late and I have to wake early tomorrow."

"Leave me alone." you howl the words out, as if you're a wounded dog. You feel like one, to be fair. Bunched up in a corner of this huge room, face contorted as you cry ugly tears and snot. 

It's only been a week since you were taken from the comfort of your life, and you still can't stop the aching pain that burns your heart whenever you think about it. 

During the day, it’s slightly more manageable to pretend that it’s fine, that you’ll eventually escape him, that everything will be fine.

But as soon as the dark cast of the night hits, it’s like all the overwhelming weight of sad reality starts to wear you down. 

You’re so tired of him. You just wanna go home and hide underneath the safety of your blankets. 

“Babe….”

Keigo sighs once again, leaning back at the adjacent beige wall as he runs his fingers through the blonde hair. 

"Hate to ask, but any chance you can speed this up? Not to the part where you relentlessly beg to go home, to which I'll say no - obviously." Keigo says with such normality as if he’s asking you to turn the lights off.

"Also not the part where you cry your pretty eyes out for another 20 minutes, yell shitty things, threaten me, and so goes on…”

You gulp, with a new batch of tears forming as he tilts his head to the side, lips curling into a half-smile as if your despair amuses him. 

“... but yes to the part where you finally shut up with the hysteria and we go to bed.”

You tearfully glare at him, indignation flaring up at his nonchalant words. 

“I hate you. You kidnapped me!" you continue, half-choking in your own tears, hoping the hatred and anger in your face is enough to show him just how much you hate him. “I hate you!” 

Keigo dismissively shrugs his shoulders, despite the new tension in his jaw as he glances at his wrist watch. 

“I’m not the bad guy here, babe.” 

“You-” 

“If I was the bad guy…” he interrupts you, an unpleasant glint in his eyes showing that deep your words didn’t sit right with him. “...right now I’d be punching a hole into your pretty face for being such a brat. Or maybe I’d be ripping your tongue out with my bare hands, so you won’t speak bullshit like that. Maybe you’d like that better?” 

Your eyes widen at that, body freezing as fear takes control of you. 

For most times Keigo is laid-back and chill, but times like these are the ones that remind you that he’s just as dangerous as a villain is. He could easily hurt or even kill you within seconds, and there was nothing your quirkless ass could do to stop him.

You are at his mercy, much like you’ve always been ever since he took you. 

You hate how helpless you feel. 

Keigo notices your mortified reaction and walks closer, crouching in front of you. 

“Didn’t mean to scare you, babe.” he says with a jovial tone. “But I really need you to behave, ‘kay?”

His hand elevates and he ignores your flinch as he brushes away a few tears. 

“Enough with the tears, you’re too pretty to be cryin’ like that.” he smiles, hand lowering to grab your forearm.

He stands up, pulling you with him towards the bed. 

“Now, let’s go get our beauty sleep.”  

[enidette]

TEACH YOU A LESSON carl grimes x fem!reader

warnings — both are 18+, repost of an old fic because i feel bad for depriving you guys, overstimulation, ruined orgasm, jerking off, oral (m!receiving), sub!carl

it got on your nerves how all of a sudden a new girl comes to the school and your boyfriend is all over her. maybe you're overreacting, but he's still spending too much time with her for your liking. the two of you have barely spent time together the past few days.

that brings you to now. sitting outside next to ron. you were in your normal spot, right next to where carl was supposed to be sitting. instead he was teaching enid how to use a gun, which the girl was already clearly an expert at.

the worst part, he was way too close. arms around her close, ignoring her murderous glare.

but what really caught your attention is the way he was looking at you. you've been with carl so long that you can read him like an open book. he was doing this to get a reaction out of you. soon after he was making his way back to your spot, but you don't even give him time to sit down.

you grab his arm and stand up, "let's go."

"go? where?" it didn't take a genius to recognize the suggestive tone in his voice. but you didn't answer him, just took his hand to lead him to his house.

he would say snarky things while you walked even though he knew he wouldn't get an answer. "cat got your tongue?"

you whip around and grab the collar of his shirt, pulling him down harshly. "i don't know what you were hoping for but trust me carl, you're not getting it."

the smirk on his face drops but quickly returns. "punishment or not, you're gonna fuck me."

he was right, you did. but here the boy is now, squirming on his bed on the edge of his third orgasm and you showed no signs of stopping. it was a sight to see truly, his head thrown back, legs quivering. your hand was working on his cock in slow motions.

"please, please, please."

you giggle, speeding up slightly causing the boy's mouth to drop open. "please, what baby?" he didn't answer you, all he did was grab your arm and whimper.

you pout in faux sympathy, "want me to stop?"

his grip on your arm got tighter and he leaned forward, guiding your hand to make sure you didn't "no!"

a sadistic smirk finds its way to your lips, something popping in your head that would guarantee carl never stepping out of line again. maybe it was a little harsh, your heart clenching a little at your precious boyfriend. he'd already apologized and was doing so good.

but it would teach him a lesson.

you continue pumping him, speeding up a little and nearly laugh when 'thank you's repeatedly fell from your boy's lips. you truly can read him like an open book, so you could tell when he was about to cum. you wait until the moment he was about to and pulled away, ruining it for him.

tears spring his eye at the dull feeling, "why?" he whimpers, head lifting off the pillow to look at you before falling back in desperation.

maybe you felt a little bad, but you also really liked it. "i'm sorry baby, was that mean?" he nods, pretty tears falling from his eye. your hand wraps around him again and he jolts, pushing it away.

"oh, you don't want me to finally give you what you want?" his eyes widen,

"no, i do! please," you smile at him and lower yourself on the bed.

once your mouth is level with his cock you look up at him again, "you sure you can take it baby?"

he nods, "mhm, i'll be good. promise."

he nearly sobs when you take him in your mouth, sucking on his tip lightly. you watch his reactions and wonder how someone could be so pretty when they're a mess. you lower your head, attempting to take him all in your mouth no matter how difficult it may be. you wanted to see just how wrecked he could get.

his hand finds its way to your head, not pushing, just tangling in your hair while he looks down at you in ecstasy. when you start bobbing your head it's obvious he won't last longer. he finishes down your throat with something between a moan and a groan.

"i hope this teaches you a lesson carl."

[sixosix]

hiii i fear tumblr may have ate my ask so i'll say it again just in case--if not im so sorry please ignore this i don't mean to rush you or anything :')

wanderer, candy(does that count?), fluff!! :D

(oh oh also can i be 🪐anon/saturn anon? if not thats fine! i just thought i'd ask since i think i've been sending asks consistently enough to identify myself ^^)

notes wc 800; HII your ask wasnt eaten, i was just taking a long time writing the requests LMFAO. of course u can be saturn anon!!! welcome welcome to the blog (this ask was sent a month ago and i am very much late. idek if anon is still active here…) tbh i wrote this and just went with the flow HAHA

5K EVENT SPECIAL | EVENT MASTERLIST

You unceremoniously dump the pile of imported goods on the table, causing quite a scene in the silence of the House of Daena. They scattered about, and some even clattered onto the floor. You grinned proudly at your friends’ dumbfounded stares.

Tighnari was the first to speak. “I’m assuming you had fun on your vacation in Inazuma?”

“Do you even have money left?” Alhaitham asked, quite incredulously. The most emotion you’ve seen from this month.

It took you a moment to respond, and you felt momentarily distracted by the strange sensation of being watched. “Well, no,” you said eventually. “But I bought all this for you guys! Be more grateful, will you?”

Kaveh clapped his hands. “This is incredible! I haven’t gotten the chance to try any of these local delicacies from Inazuma!”

You nodded approvingly. See? Was that so hard? “Yes, I know. Aren’t I such a good friend? You’re welcome, all of you.”

Belatedly, they mutter their thanks.

You went on a tangent, reciting the food sales pitch you memorized from the sellers, feeling remarkably intelligent. They didn’t have to know that, half the time, you were the personification of a lost tourist/foreigner/idiot in Inazuma and just decided to play it safe and keep most of the souvenirs as food.

They segregated their wanted share and thanked you again. They left you some of the candy, which you had no qualms about eating for yourself. As you all fell into the lull of a conversation, the feeling worsened, and you’ve had enough.

You turned to your friends. “He’s been staring at me for about 30 minutes now…”

They each cast their discreet glances.

“Are you scared?” Kaveh asked worriedly.

“Look at that look in his eye!” you said. “I’ve seen that same look in Rishboland Tigers!”

“He’s not going to eat you,” Tighnari sighed. Well, he wouldn’t know that. Only Alhaitham has met Hat Guy, and he seemed to be amused instead.

“Violence is not permitted in the Akademiya grounds,” Cyno said seriously.

“Maybe it’s not you he’s looking at…?” Tighnari tried.

“Cyno, switch with me,” you ordered.

Wordlessly, he obeyed. The group watched in disbelief as Hat Guy’s gaze simply moved to where you sat next. He wasn’t even trying to hide it.

“Maybe he’s interested because it’s a candy imported from Inazuma,” Cyno supplied thoughtfully.

“That’s a good point. I’m surprised you didn’t make a p—”

“Don’t you mean—” Cyno held up the box that displayed the Inazuman Electro symbol on the front, “shocked?”

You hung your head. You spoke too soon. “OK.”

Tighnari watched your face for a long moment, but it didn’t feel as charged as the guy sitting a few tables away. “You don’t seem to hate the attention,” he concluded at the sight your giddy smile.

“No, I really don’t,” you admitted sheepishly. “He’s smart, and he’s handsome. Of course I’m interested. I just wish he would be a bit more normal about his flirting—if he’s even flirting. Should I give him some?”

You didn’t wait for an answer as your chair scraped backward and you faced Hat Guy directly.

“Make sure it’s just the candy you’re giving!” Kaveh called out.

“I see that Sparks are flying,” Cyno said.

Walking over while you held his gaze was excessively awkward, but it was worthwhile seeing Hat Guy’s little smirk grow like he was pleased you were taking his challenge. It was a bit of a problem, however, that he was undeniably attractive. If he was cute from afar, he was drop-dead gorgeous up close.

“Y/N,” you said, in place of a greeting.

“They call me Hat Guy,” he mused. “Those from Inazuma?”

“Yes.” Suddenly embarrassed that the bullshit you were spewing was picked up on by the guy who everyone was pretty sure was born in Inazuma. “Did you hear me?”

Hat Guy shrugged, plucking one candy from the pile on your hands. “You did pretty well. But I only have one criticism, and I can tell you bought most of them from the same place.”

Ah, you did do that. He tore off the plastic and popped it into his mouth, expression turning sour. “The best ones come from the locals. You should’ve asked the kids,” he advised.

Mouth dry, you said, “Yeah, I should’ve.”

Everyone told you that the mysterious new student—Hat Guy, you now learned—was prickly and slips off when someone approaches him. His birthday was apparently a very thrilling event—in the case that everyone had to hunt him down to give him his cake.

“Want a tip?” he asked, head tilted and looking entirely pretty. His tongue rolled around as he ate his—your candy.

“You seem to know best.”

“Take me with you next time.”

[punishereditz]

Bet

Gif by rob-pattinson

Pairing: Jake Seresin x F!reader

Warnings: 18 plus only! Minors DNI! DO NOT COPY! Smut. Choking. Marking kink. Spanking kink. Rough sex. Public sex. Pain kink? Kind of. Unprotected sex. P in V. Praise kink. Dirty talk. Hangman's very flirty dirty mouth. Hangman being cocky.

AN: Currently losing my mind over this. Since my first one did so well, and I have so many ideas. I knew I had to write this one first. (And of course, I'm sorry if there are any mistakes.)

Summary: You and Jake go to the gym together. He has been trying to get your attention for a while now. He doubts that you can lifts the weights; so, you both make bets.

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Jake 'Bagman" Seresin and you go to the gym together. You two are always the only ones in there for how early you go. Being right there at the door as soon as it opens. You both always do your own things. It's always the same. He opens the door for you, you give him a glare, you work out on opposite sides of the gym. He opens the door for you when you leave and makes some type comment.

Jake has had an eye on you since the begin. No matter how hard he tries, he cannot get you to talk. You're like a puzzle that is impossible to solve, and he has tried every card in the book to somehow cheat and get his way. But he loses every time. He will try to talk to you about the equipment, about your work out, about yourself. He's tried it all and you simply just keep your headphones on and your eyes forward. Acting as if the man doesn't exist.

You've had enough guys hit on you to know that he is nothing but bad news. The asshole of a personality, acting like he is better than everyone, that he thinks that any woman will fall to their knees to him, and not to mention he is an aviator. He's a disaster waiting to happen. Yes, he is attractive. Bulit for sure, but his ego is bigger than his muscles.

"Hey there sweetheart." He approaches you. You ignore him completely. Continuing to add the weights to the bar. He watches closely. His face growing into a confused frown.

"How much weight is that?" He runs his hand over his mouth. You continue ignoring before glaring at him to see him adding up the numbers.

"You sure you can handle that much?" He looks at you through his lashes. His hands resting on his hips. You look at him angrily. He always annoys you, but today he is making your skin crawl even more than normal. He knows he is starting to get somewhere. You normally never look at him for more than a second, but now you are staring into his eyes like a wild animal looking at its prey.

"Excuse me?" Your voice is even more annoyed than your stare. He almost chokes when he hears your voice for the first time in all the months, he has seen you. He never thought he would get this much from you, but if he knew sooner that all it took was pissing you off for him to get attention, he would have done it a lot sooner. "The weights. It's a lot." He says smugly. His smile ten miles wide.

"I'm more than capable of lifting this. I know my strength." You go to lift it, but his words interrupt you, "All I'm saying is that... I don't think it can be done." He shrugs.

You roll your eyes. "Is it because I'm a woman?" You mimic his posture. Putting your hands on your hips and holding your chin high.

"No..." He trails off. Clearly lying. He watches you chuckle annoyedly; he gets an idea. "Let's make a bet. You lift that, and I'll never bother you again. You don't lift it; you have to go on a date with me." He speaks very proudly. Confidence in his southern tone.

You laugh at his childness. But you also laugh at how this is going to be the easiest bet you'll win. You usually don't lift 140kg but today you wanted to do more. It's not that you can't lift it. You have lifted more before. This will be no problem. "You got a deal, but only if you lift it first." Now you're the one with the confident tone.

"As you wish sweetheart." He steps in front of you. He grabs at the hem of his shirt, pulling it over his head to reveal his sweaty toned body. His back muscles flexing as he reaches down and gets a good hold of the bar. He pulls it up. Breathing heavy. His muscles flexing and his veins popping. You do everything in your power to ignore the heat growing. He drops it. Moving out of your way. You grab the bar. Taking a deep breath before lifting it with ease. Doing it without any trouble. You hold it at your shoulders for a few seconds. You look at Jake who is staring at you like you grew two heads. You might as well go all out. You lift it over your body. Holding it for a few seconds before dropping it to the ground.

You can't help but laugh at his expression of complete and total disbelief. "What? Never seen a woman do something better than you?" You can't help but tease him. Your words triggering something in him. He looks like he could pounce any second. His neck strained and his stare so sharp on you that you swear it feels like daggers. Normally he always has that confident smile and arrogant personality, but you swear by the intimidating stare that he is mad. He doesn't say a word. He only walks closer to you until he is inches from your face. Taking another step forward, giving you no chose but to back up until you have nowhere else to go. He has you back against the pole.

"You like showing off, don't you?" His words confuse you.

"Look who's talking. If it means seeing that pathetic look, then yes." You quickly reply to his comment. That devilish of smile returns to his lips. His laugh wicked. If he takes another step, his body will be pressed against yours. You know you shouldn't fell this way. Your heart shouldn't be racing, your stomach shouldn't be twirling, and your heat shouldn't be growing. He has his ways. He knows how to get to a woman and right now that damned charm is getting to you.

"Such strong words for a strong girl." He hums with a grin.

"Looks like you learn something new every day." You speak. He moves his hands, so they hover over your sides. But don't touch you. His body so close that you can fell his breath against your skin. He slowly places his hands on your waist, and you let him do so. Not moving away.

"Tell me..." He trails off. His mouth hovering over your ear. "Do you enjoy taking risk?" He whispers in your ear. You take a shaky breath. Trying to ignore the feeling that is growing in-between your legs.

"Depends on the situation." You control your voice the best you can. Damn Jake. You cuss him in your mind.

"Hm. I think you do like it." He pulls away from your neck. Looking deep in your eyes. His lips brushing against yours. Fuck it. You lean into him. His lips wrapping around yours taking your breath away from you. His hands moving down to hold your hips. Pulling you closer to him. You hold the side of his face with one hand, the other holding the back of his neck. Playing with the naps of his hair.

The kissing quickly turns into messy making out. Your tongues colliding together. Your sweaty skin pressed together and the room seemingly to get hotter than it already is. You never thought that his touch would be as good as his looks. Or how soft his lips are. How he is touching, holding, kissing you perfectly. As if he has done it a million times already. It shocks you just how good this is, how good it feels. You try not to think about how many times he has done this. But God he is doing it well. Soaking with arousal.

He tugs at your sports bar, but you push his hands away. Intertwining your fingers with his. You turn so that he is against the poll. You kiss the corner of his lips before trialing down his neck. Kissing his shoulder. Your hands wondering over his chest and hard abs. Exploring his body. You kiss the bend of his neck, sucking his salty skin. You move up. Sucking and biting at his skin until you stop at his jaw. Sucking right below his ear. He whimpers. His hold on your hips getting tighter. His grip tight enough that you're sure it will leave marks. But you don't care. You kind of like the idea of his handprints on you.

He pulls away stopping you. He can't take it anymore. He moves to his knees in front of you, holding your waist as he gently kisses your stomach. He takes your shoes off. His hands rubbing up your legs before he stops at the band of your leggings. He pulls them down. Pulling your underwear down with them. You gasp as he kisses right above your cunt. Kissing your thigh, he pulls your legs apart enough for him to suck your clit. Lapping circles around it. You can't hold back the moans that escapes your lips. He harshly sucks at it. Making your legs weak. He pulls away. Making you whimper at the loss of his touch. He sits on the chair. Pulling you towards him. He stands you in between his legs. Kissing your side as he frees his cock from his sports pants. He holds the back of your thighs. Lifting you so that you are on his lap, straddling him. He lines his cock up with your entrance. Pushing the head of his cock in. You grip his hair as he lowers you down slowly until he is bottomed out.

"Uh, fuck, that's it. That's it." He whispers into your ear. You lift off of him. Holding for a second, kissing his lips before lowering back down. You start moving up and down. Circling your hips. Riding his cock. Starting to get into a rhythm. You tighten around him. His groans and your moans filling the gym room. You know someone could walk in any second. That you both are out in the open, but you could care less. All you can think about his him and how he fills you so well. How big his cock is and how he makes you weak and shake, his size is so big.

You begin to go faster. Picking up your pace. His hands move up your back until his hands are lacing in your hair. Pulling your head towards him so that he can harshly kiss you. He pulls your bottom lip between his teeth. Bitting your lip. Making you whimper at the pain, but he quickly smooths it with his tongue.

He slaps your ass. You gasp at the sting. You know it will leave a mark and you get off even more. You know that the slap on your ass won't be the only mark as he sucks at your neck. You know that marks will be on your neck as well. He slaps you again. Making you moan and slam down harder on his cock. Riding him at an absolutely unholy pace.

"Look at yourself..." He moans into your ear. Holding your chin in his hand as he tilts your head up. Making you look at the wall lined with mirrors in front of you. "Look at yourself fucking my cock." He groans. His hand moving from your chin to your throat. His other hand holding your hip. Pushing you down so that you will take more of his cock. You do as he says. Looking at yourself in the mirror. Watching as you bounce on his cock. Your hair a mess where he was pulling it. Your face dripping with sweat. Your eyebrows pinched together and your mouth falling open moaning. You're a complete mess. Not just your looks, but your mind too. You know how wrong this is. You could hook up with any other guy than the famous asshole aviator Jake, but yet you're riding him in the middle of the gym seconds away from coming with no regret.

"Be a good girl for me and cum." He kisses your neck as he says in your ear. More of a demand than telling you. He slaps your ass again and you smile. He gently squeezes your neck. Adding a little bit of pressure to his hold. Taking your breath away in the best way. His hold on your neck and his filthily words in your ear are enough for all that build up to come crashing down over you like a wall tumbling down. Your climaxing hitting so hard that you feel like your head is spinning. "Jake!" You moan his name as he doesn't let up. He keeps that brutal pace up. Pushing his hips up into yours.

"That's it. I got you. Uh, good girl. I'm gonna fill that pretty little pussy of yours up." He groans as he fucks you impossible harder. You know tomorrow you will be sore and won't be able to walk. You don't care. A few more thrusts and he does just as he said. Filling you up with his cum.

He slows down his thrusts. Panting into your neck as you both start to calm down from the high. He comes to a stop. Holding you against him so you can't move yet. He holds the back of your neck, pulling you towards him so that he can kiss you.

"Saturday night. That date still sounds nice." He smiles very proudly, and you laugh at him.

"In your dreams Jake."

"Oh, sweetheart, my dream just came true."

[slvttysstuff]

REBOUND chapter 3

(jay jo x reader)

Chapter 1:

https://www.tumblr.com/slvttysstuff/738042134255583232/rebound?source=share

chapter 2:

https://www.tumblr.com/slvttysstuff/738478643741884416/rebound?source=share

summary: months after shelly and jay broke up he found himself in a relationship with you while he hasn't moved on yet from his past lover (shelly)

Warning: angst, grammatical errors

Note: I'll be taking some scenes from the original story line of wb and I'll be changing some of it also^^

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Weekend ended as fast as I thought and now I'm standing outside the room debating whether I should enter or leave and stay at home for a couple of days, Im not ready to see him yet..

Recalling what Vinny told me I closed my eyes as I hold my breath, slowly opening the door, Suddenly before I could fully opened it someone already did it for me, Dom screamed as soon as he saw me

" ahh- god! You scared me! " Dom yelled as he put his hands on his chest, I mumbled a small sorry to him " what are you even doing outside the door? " Dom asked " anyways, you're nerdy boyfriend is waiting for you " Dom continue as my eyes completely went from Dom to jay who was already looking at me though his glasses, I Immediately looked away not wanting to have staring contest with him

' just ignore him, what's so hard on ignoring someone..or just act normal like before when you were still on your right mind '

Suddenly vinny's words rang through my head, I grip my bag tightly, I looked back at Dom and giving him a small smile before walking inside the room, I sat on my chair that was near at the window, once I sat there, I took my books and start studying before the class started

I feel a pair of eyes looking at my way but I didn't bother to look who it was, it's pretty obvious that it was jay

Dismissal time appered and everyone was now leaving the room while the others were packing up their bags, I was currently putting my belongings back to my bag when minu entered the room and talking about having a training after class today as he asked if the others will be attending

" hey nerd you going? " Minu asked, " yeah " jay answered which made me feel nervous, I'll be training with him fuck.

" you're being quiet today y/n? Are you okay? " Yuna suddenly went to my side as she holds my shoulder looking at me, " i-im fine Yuna thank you " I answered smiling at her gently her worried look hasn't vanished yet, she looks like she's not believing what I said

" what about you y/n? You going? " Dom asked I looked at them who were already looking at me, I nodded my head as an answer " did something happened to the two of you? " Minu asked as he keeps on looking at jay and me " you haven't Interacted yet since this morning " Dom said agreeing on what minu said

maybe I should tell them now

Silence engulfed us, no one dared to talk or speak, I sighed feeling uncomfortable

" we broke up " I answered earning a shocking look from Dom, minu, yuna and Mia while jay was only looking down at his book pretending not to be bother by what I've said

" we should get going now guys so we can practice " I said I acted as if my words didn't hurt me, I gave them a small smile " don't think about what I said, it's completely fine, jay and I talked about it " we did not " right jay? " I said as I looked over to jay who looked at me after I called out his name, everyone looks at him waiting for his answer " yeah.." he answered

" I hope June recovers quickly" minu said as he sighed, last week June was gang up with some dudes, they beat him up and his bike then after some day jay also encountered the same guys who beaten June, luckily we were there to help jay

" I'll beat those motherfuckers when I saw them again " Dom said as he clenched his fists but only to received a slap on the head by Yuna " you idiot! Will you stop acting so though? Stop getting into fight! All of you " yuna said scolding us

" the tournament again was near, who do you think we will race next? " Minu brought up while everyone just shrugged their shoulders, I looked over to jay who was busy ready his book, we were currently having a rest that's why he took the opportunity to study again

" how can you move on when you kept on looking at him? "

Vinny suddenly said, I looked at him annoyed " I'm not looking at him " I lied " who are you looking at then huh? Idiot " Vinny said once again, I bit my lips not knowing what to say " t-the.." I stutter as I looked back at jay and starts looking for something to answer at vinny's question " yeah right! I was looking at the tree there! It was beautiful!" I said and pointed the tree, Vinny's looks turned sour as he gave me a ' the fuck are you saying ' look

" I swear! I was looking over the tree " I repeated as he rolled his eyes " idiot " he muttered, " I'm not an idiot" I said looking at him with full annoyance " I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to the tree " he said sarcastically, pointing the tree behind me I looked over to the tree and looked back at him only to see his finger pointing at me already, I slap his arms I was too bothered to not notice the eyes of the others looking at our way

" since when the two became so close? " Dom muttered receiving a ' I don't know either' from minu, yuna, and Mia

You also didn't noticed the looks that jay was giving at the two of you, and he can't help but to feel jealous at the scene...

im debating whether to let you ended up with Vinny or still at jay😭 what do you think?

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 743: Sugimoto's “special technique”

Pag 1

1: The last lap!? This lap!?

What do you mean, Imaizumi

2: There's still time

I heard the limit fort his training camp isn't until midnight

4: Look around, Kawada: it's already getting dark, it will be sunset soon

In this training camp, we have a yellow board that prohibits surpassing.... we're about to put out the “no surpass board”

Pag 2

4: For safety reasons there's a no-surpassing rule

There will be no “races” after that

I'm putting it on the course

Yeah, it's already sunset

6: Of the several races they've had during this training camp

Pag 3

1: This lap will be the last one!!

Pag 4

1: It's.... it's sunset.....

Danchiku

2: Is your light attached properly?

“Behind” too

3: It's getting dark

Pag 5

3: They'll be pulling out the no-surpass board around now

This lap will be our last race

5: Calm down, Danchiku Ryuuhou, don't speak

This lap is a race, concentrate

This guy's conversation

6: could make you lose your pace!!

Pag 6

1: Sorry for ignoring you, Sugimoto-san!!

3: I understood it during last lap..... I thought.... Sugimoto-san was much weaker than Issa said

4: But he has decent strength!!

Especially at the final line, when he cornered me

Pag 7

1: He showed great strength!!

Kua!!

3: Even to this acceleration, he reacted strongly

Ku.... it's hard...

Normal pedaling is so vague....!! That's why I misjudged it

4: in this crucial moment!!

5: Many times

Pag 8

1: Many times

2: I tried, and then I understood

4: This guy is getting stronger during this training camp, too!!

Pag 9

1: He did say he prepared....

2: And he did practice with this Sohoku together with the others for three years

3: But!!

4: If you understand the strength, then there are many ways to deal with it!!

Hiigaruaaaa

Pag 10

1: You just have to run to “win”!!

Higaruaaaa!!

2: 3km left

I'll open a gap here and break his spirit!!

Pag 11

2: Danchiku accelerated so strongly!!

He plans to leave me behind here

3: So I won't be there for the final sprint!!

4: Puhaaa

It's hard!!

5: Kuaaaaa

It's so hard!!

Pag 12

1: It's hard!!

But I won't let you get ahead

2: Danchiku!!

Pag 13

1: 2km left!!

2: Kuaaaaa

My chest hurts

3: It's pounding so hard!!

4: My heart rate is over 190!!

5: When the heart rate goes over a certain limit, your body reduces the strength it pumps up blood with

And suddenly your body can't move

Pag 14

1: That's why you should stop your legs before that limit

I can.... still.....

3: Go!!

4: I can still

5: go

I'll say it.... five times

5: Until my heart rate goes down just a little

I can still.....

Pag 15

1: I can still go!!

“I can still go”!!

2: Kuaa!!

3: And then I'll accelerate again!!

Kuaaaaaa

4: It's hard....

I'll just repeat this over and over again

5: How about this, Danchiku

6: “What about your special technique, Sugimoto-san?”

“I'm don't have so little self-awareness that I didn't prepare it!!”

7: I can still

8: It's “simple” and it doesn't even have a “name”, but

Pag 16

1: This is my special technique!!

2: cough cough

Pag 17

1: You followed me again!!

cough

3: There's.....

5: 1km left, Danchiku!!

Pag 18

1: What, what's with this guy

He's staggering, and his breathing is reaching its limit too!!

2: Even though I left him behind enough to break his spirit and make him give up!!

3: I caught.... cough... up...

I won't give up

4: Until we cross over the finish line....

5: It's not the “end”

6: The en.... huh!!

This is the “final lap”, I get it

Pag 19

1: Danchiku.... have you thought about what will happen if you.... lose this race?

2: Sugimoto-san?

3: I did, many times

4: I thought about it, and it scared me, it tore at my heart as I couldn't fall asleep

5: I've been scared to death these days

6: I wanted to do my very best here so I could become the sixth member and go to the Inter High

7: That's why, Danchiku, this year I'll definitely... win against you and go to the Inter High

8: But, if I lose here, this “race”....

Pag 20

1: will become my “retirement race”

[a-non-ymouswriter]

Alright, let's talk Rewind (or my MCYT fics)

i think it's time to finally talk about rewind/remix.

or generally, just my mcyt fics in general.

it's been a while since i updated any of them and trust me, i am very much FILLED WITH GUILT over not updating or continuing them- problem is; i just don't have any motivation in them at the moment. my interest and motivation for them have waned, wilted and withered. the three unfortunate ws that arent wins.

i dont want to say i abandoned them, i hate the thought of abandoning ANY STORY and i like the thought of getting back to them at some point. maybe my motivation will come back, it has in the past and that's a great hope to have.

however i am aware that these stories have been gathering dust and it's possible that motivation will never come back and i hate that.

i know partially why i'm no longer interested? partially- it mainly started with techno's death. it just didn't feel the same anymore now that cc!techno was gone, but if things went differently then maybe i could've continued just as normal. but i'm pretty sure my motivation took a great hit when techno died.

another great hit to my motivation is the whole... thing with cc!dream??? WHICH I WILL NEVER EVEN POKE ABOUT, YOU CANNOT MAKE ME, I WILL IGNORE EVERY ATTEMPT. it felt weird writing about c!dream even though i should REALLY be able to separate the two, cc!s are different from fictional c!s and all that but for some reason i just don't feel too comfy writing him right now.

and since my main series of rewind and remix is MAINLY RELATED TO DREAM- you can see my problem here.

the dream smp is done, over, there is no season 2 and my interest in this fandom is only tethered by the occasional fanfic that i stumble upon and the numerous fanarts that come and go. that interest isn't enough to motivate my writing.

a funny thought though, is that i think i spent a LOT of motivation and kind of burnt myself out in the future back when i was DAILY UPDATING REWIND- like i don't know if you readers remember but i was updating DAILY on rewind. every day, FOR ALMOST A MONTH- something that might never happen again really and i'm still kind of proud of that.

but i'm pretty sure it was very unhealthy of me to do daily updates the way i did- it took A POWER OUTAGE to make me stop doing daily updates and i remember STRESSING OVER NOT UPDATING while the power was out. so yeah, i'm pretty sure i set myself up for failure there XD

but i'm so glad that i was able to at least finish rewind. my very first story that i completed. unfortunately i'm not too confident about finishing the rest of the series (and some other fics).

a friend of mine actually suggested something that i've been thinking about from time to time; i give you guys the outline of what COULD have happened. what i was planning on writing and then completing my works.

it sounds like a good idea but i didn't want to let you guys down in just, giving up like that. but nowadays, it sounds like a better and better alternative than to just wait for my motivation and interest to come back. it's almost been a year already for wishes and family, and remix, i managed to update stream labs a few months ago so that's hopeful but the others...

okay, i'm going to give YOU GUYS the choice here. i'll tell the ao3 readers about it as an important update author's note, but im going to make a poll about this choice soon and i'll even pin it on my tumblr.

it'll last- maybe two weeks? but yeah, it's the least i can do to see what you guys want.

EDIT: polls apparently only last a week, so it'll be up a week.

[crybabychim]

sorry guys I really wanna write your requests but going on tumblr isn't even fun for me anymore (at least at the moment) 😃 I have a constant knot in my stomach just going here and its so hard to make it disappear or even ignore it. I dont want to make myself seem as pitiable — will never be my intention — I just wanna be honest because I said I would write everything, but im so uncomfortable going on here since a few days... I normally dont care but ig I got pushed to my limits very far 😅 this got me stressing about something so worthless and I hate feeling like this. im really powerless in this situation and all I can do is stay away for the time that I need and take a big breath of fresh air!!! (would recommend)

thanks tho because with y'all presence im already feeling a bit better than I was a few days ago 🥹 but I fear it'll take more to give me the want to write again.

i have no idea how I'll be feeling tomorrow and maybe I will write — but for now, just know that I'm ignoring nobody! im not deliberately posting nothing, as some may think, I just have emotions like everyone... and I hate when people take advantage of my vulnerability here, knowing its supposed to be my safe space. so yeah, ty if you read this, ill be back soon xx

[bteezxyewriter12]

Halazia- Yeosang

Pairing- Yeosang x Named Reader

Word count- 2.9k

Includes- Sweaty Yeosang, wall sex, missionary, slight dirty talk, multiple orgasms, fluff

Tag List- @mingtina @jaxxmine @yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana @tannie13 @y00nzin0 @marsstarxhwa

@yeosxxx @seokwoosmole @jjongsbebe @wisejudgedragonhairdo @meowmeowminnie @woo-stars @borntowalkaway @usagionthered @san-realblkwife @seonghwasstar @jejeyeppeo @soulseobi05 @kpop-bambi

@lovekeeho @abby-grace @wubbster @pondysselth @azeret98

Masterlists- check out for more fics

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Gifs from @hipster-shiz, @chwejongho, @kangyeosaang

Yeosang Halazia Fancam

Yeosang Halazia Facecam

J POV

"Security will bring you back here after the performance", Yeosang is saying

"But aren't you going to do another song after Halazia?", I ask confused

He told me they're doing two songs so I don't get why I would come backstage after the first song

"Yeah but that's later on. Security will bring you back out if you want to watch it in the crowd or you can watch it back here on the monitor or by the stage"

"I can stand by the stage?"

"If you want", he nods

I really don't know what to do

I've never been backstage at a performance before

I've never dated a musician before and definitely not an idol

I didn't even know who Yeosang was when I approached him at the cafe I go to everyday during my lunch break

I just saw a really attractive man with an adorable birthmark by his eye and I went right to him to talk to him

I'm normally not so forward but I just felt a pull towards him and I went with it

He was shy, stumbling over his words then told me he doesn't date because he can't be seen with a girl

I thought that was weird but I figured that was just his way of rejecting me

It sucked but I took it in stride, apologized for bothering him and went on my way thinking I'd never see him again

He was just a random guy in a cafe

Until a few weeks later when I heard his completely sexy deep voice behind me in the cafe again

He asked to speak to me and he asked if I knew who he was

I said no, as I didn't even know his name and asked if I was supposed to know who he was

That's when he explained that he's an idol and the whole debacle of an idol dating

I told him he didn't need to explain anything to me but he stopped me, saying he was explaining because he wanted to date me but wanted me to know what I would be getting into if I agreed

I wanted him, I agreed with everything he told me and we've been together for three months

I've listened to ATEEZ songs, I met his members and I've been to photoshoots, music videos shoots and practices

But never a performance

I've watched them on YouTube but not in person

This is a first, for their new song Halazia

I don't know the song as he asked me not to listen to it so I can hear it for the first time now

Needless to say I'm excited and Yeosang looks so fucking hot in his white button up and tie, black pants and red jacket, his black hair parted down the middle

I love how the makeup artist did his makeup, leaving his birthmark I love so much exposed

ATINYS are right, he is a prince

"I'll see you after the performance jagi", he says

I nod, "Ok"

He comes closer, his fingers tucking some hair behind my ear, his soft lips pressing a sweet kiss to my lips

Of course I want more, I want him, but I refrain from too much pda

All too soon he pulls away, tells me he has to go and I follow security to the stage

They put me right in the front of the crowd, some ATINYS giving me curious looks that I ignore

ATEEZ comes out and gets into position for the song

I'm excited to hear the song

I know it's blown up and popular but of course everything ATEEZ does is amazing

The music starts, cape pulled off of Yeosang, his body immediately falling into the choreo

I move my head along to the music, the lyrics and song so good so far

I wonder when Yeosang is gonna sing

He doesn't get many parts in songs and it's a damn shame

His voice is beautiful, deep, haunting at times

I love his voice so much

I watch my baby move into the middle of the guys, my mouth dropping when his deep voice sounds in the room

I stare at him, letting his voice wash over me as he sings and I'm so fucking surprised, awed, proud, everything all at once

I also realize that he's dancing as he's singing and it's fucking impressive

His fucking arm muscles bulge through the jacket and I'm so turned on, my panties drenched

I love his arms

I love when his arms flex when he's holding me down during sex or I'm grabbing hard on his upper arms

I love feeling his arms around me and I feel so safe in them when he holds me all night

He moves to the side of Seonghwa as Seonghwa sings the chorus, leaning to the side, looking fucking hot

God I'm such a sucker for my boyfriend

Yeosang moves to the middle, singing and dancing and I know that it's "that move" that ATINYS talk about when referring to the choreo

They did the move before but I know this time it's the one where ATINYS say Yeosang looks so hot in the music video and during performances say he's the newest member of the demon line

He's front and center

And everything ATINYS have been saying is right

I watch him dance hard for the dance break as the music swells, then they all pose as the song ends

Holy shit, that song is fucking amazing, so fucking good

The guys turn to the crowd and my eyes are on Yeosang

Breathing hard, dripping in sweat, his hair soaked in it

God I'm so fucking turned on

ATINYS are calling the guys names, cheering, and I yell Yeosang's name, waving at him

His eyes find me and he smiles, wiping his face, then gives me a heart with his hands and I fucking swoon

He looks away because I know he has too and I just admire him from my spot

When they turn and leave the stage, security escorts me out of the crowd

I hurry through the hallway of the venue, right into the dressing room

He's already waiting for me

"Baby!", I smile, going straight into his arms

"Hi jagi", he says, hugging me tightly

"You were so good baby!", I squeal

"Yeah?", he asks shyly

"Of course Yeo. You're voice baby, it's so deep, so pretty", I gush, "And your dancing. Fuck baby the way you move is so hot. You're so hot. I think you got every girl in the room turned on"

He chuckles softly, "All I care about is if you were turned on"

"Oh definitely Yeo. Of course I was. I have the sexiest ATEEZ member for my boyfriend", I smirk

"Mm yeah?", he smirks back, "Well I got the sexiest girl in the world for my girlfriend"

I just smile as he one ups me

He leans down, his lips capturing mine in a kiss that heats up almost immediately

"Oh god get a room!", Wooyoung yells

"Good idea", Yeosang whispers after pulling away

He takes my hand and leads me out of the dressing room and down the hall

He pulls me into an empty dressing room, closing and locking the door then immediately pushing me against it

"Don't you have to perform again?", I ask, hoping he doesn't have to right now

As much as I want him, I don't want him to get in trouble because of me

"Not for awhile", he confirms, crashing his mouth to mine

His tongue pushes in my mouth, playing with mine and I moan loudly, my fingers in his sweaty hair, pushing it off his forehead

His hands move around me and pulls my skirt down, my hands already undoing his pants, pulling everything down

His arms move around my waist, easily picking me up, leaning me against the wall

A tearing sound reaches my ears and I realize that he's ripping my panties off

"Again Yeo?", I smirk against his lips as he throws my ruined panties behind him

He has ripped almost every pair of panties I own off me

I had no idea he was that strong or that he has that many hard muscles from the clothes he wears

Needless to say I was shocked the first time I saw him completely naked

Shocked and so turned on

"When you learn to stop wearing panties around me, I'll stop ripping them", he murmurs, his lips pressing kisses against my neck

"Iiii...I won't be www..wearing any for you to rr..rip", I gasp, his kisses feeling so fucking good

"Exactly", he says, his fingers, moving to my pussy, touching me softly

I gasp as he groans in my skin, "So wet for me already"

"Please Yeo", I whine

"Begging already baby? I haven't even put my cock inside you yet"

"That's what I'm begging for", I plead, wanting to be filled up by him already

Dying to be filled by him

"I'm coming jagi", he says, aligning his cock to my entrance

"Fuck", I moan, his cock moving inside me, spreading me so pleasurably, impaling me on his length, "Yeosang. Fuck. More baby. All of you"

"Mmm that's what I like to hear", he groans, shoving the rest of his huge cock inside me

Yeosang has a massive thick cock

I must have stared at it for a full two minutes the first time I saw it, with him eventually asking if I was ok before I snapped out of it

Since then, I learned to take him easily

Crave him inside me, crave his hands on me, his lips on mine, the feel of his hair in my fingers, the sound of his breathing, his moans, the feel of his body against me

Him

I just want him all the time

Because I love him

He doesn't know it yet and I don't know when I'll tell him but I'm head over heels in love with him

He's just so easy to love

His mouth presses against mine again and I fall into his kiss, my arms tightly around his neck, my fingers in the sweaty soft strands of his hair, his hips moving faster, his cock dragging in and out of me so fucking blissfully

He feels fucking amazing, forcing me open as I tighten around him over and over

"Fuck jagi", he groans against my lips, "Feels so good for me baby. Always so good"

His hands grip my ass hard, lifting me a little higher, his cock pumping into me at breakneck speed

I moan loudly as his head rubs against my spot, his cock going so fucking deep

"Don't stop Yeo, fuck don't stop!"

He laughs so sexily, turning me on that much more, "You're so pretty baby, getting ruined by my cock"

I love being wrecked by him and he knows it

Shoving the jacket down his arms, he takes it off throwing it on the floor

As he pounds me into the wall, I pull his tie over his head, then unbutton his white dress shirt

That comes off and I pull him right against me, his sweaty skin on me

It doesn't bother me

On the contrary, I love feeling his sweat against me

He's so fucking hot with sweat filling his hair, running down his body and it turns me on

He smells like Yeosang and yeah I've lick his sweat off him and it tastes good too

"I'm all sweaty jagi", he grunts as his cock plunges into me, my pussy clenching him over and over, "But that turns you on doesn't it?"

"Yes Yeo", I whine, "You turn me on baby. So fucking much"

He chuckles so sexily, "I know. You're pussy is drenching me, so fucking wet and dripping to the floor"

I know, I feel it

His just that good with his cock

And with his fingers

And with his mouth

Fuck his tongue is almost as good as his cock

His tongue licks the skin of my neck, then sucks softly

I moan, burying my hand in his hair, wrapping my fingers around the wet strands

My other grips his shoulder hard as he moves to another spot on my neck, sucking hard

His hand moves my hand from his shoulder, gripping my wrist as he slams my arm above my head, holding me tightly against the wall

The strength that this man possesses is fucking insane and a total turn on

He holds me with one hand, cock fucking into me so fast and hard, mouth sucking on a third spot on my neck

Ecstasy takes over, stars blast in my eyes as I shout his name, coming hard

"Good girl", he groans in my skin, "My baby girl feels so good"

My legs tighten around him, wanting to keep him inside, the pleasure so fucking good

"That's it baby", he whispers, kissing my lips softly

Falling into his kiss, he lets go of my arm and I wrap it around his neck

He keeps his dick inside me, rolling his hips, grinding into me and it feels fucking good, giving me continuous pleasure

Pulling back, I turn his head softly, I press my lips against his birth mark, planting kisses all over it

God I love this little piece of skin on his gorgeous face

I know he can be self conscious about it but I tell him over and over that it's beautiful just like him

"Baby", he whimpers, skin trembling as I trail kisses from his birth mark to his cheek, his jaw and starting down his neck

His skin is so soft, so smooth, so pale and beautiful against my lips

He's beautiful

"Sangie", I murmur, my hand squeezing his bicep

"Yeah jagi?"

Lifting my head, I turn his face back to me, softly touching the side of his face

"I love you Yeo", I say softly

I don't know why I said it or why I feel like I had to do it now

I just know I wanted him to know

He stops moving, his eyes widening, surprise on his face

"I love you", I repeat, "I just want you to know"

He pulls me away from the wall, moving us to the couch, his body on top of mine

He looks in my eyes, running his fingers in my hair

"I love you Jo", he says softly

It takes a second to process what he said and when I do a smile bursts on my face, "Yeah?"

He smiles softly, nodding, "Yeah jagi. I....I think I fell in love with you after our first day hanging out. It...it was just so quick"

"I know what you mean baby. I fell in love with you so fast too", I answer, "I love you so much Yeo and I just want you"

"I'm yours jagi. Always"

"I'm yours too Yeo"

"I'm never letting you go", he whispers

"Don't", I murmur, "And I'll never let you go either"

"Deal", he smiles

"Deal", I nod

"I love you so much", he tells me, then his lips are against mine in a passionate loving kiss

I move my legs around his waist and he slips back inside, filling me perfectly

He moves slow but hard, in and out, my hips moving with him, meeting his thrusts

His arms move around me, holding me tightly, my hands on his back, slowly moving up and down, feeling his muscles move with every thrust he gives me

I love feeling his muscles, anywhere on his body

He grinds into me as he slides back in, his pelvis rubbing my clit each time, sending sparks of bliss down my spine

Each thrust brings me closer and closer, tightening around his thick cock harder and harder, my pussy holding his length in a death grip

It's like my body doesn't want him leaving, wants to keep him right where he is, nestled deep inside me

"Jjj...jagi....I'm....I'm gonna cum", he murmurs, his body shaking slightly

"Cum for me Yeo", I whisper, then pull him back into a kiss

His cock throbs inside, his warm cum spilling inside and that sets off my own orgasm

Moaning in each other's mouths we cum together, bodies pressing against each other as close as we can, clinging onto each other

It feels fucking incredible

He kisses me deeply as the pleasure slowly fades, relaxing into each other

I move over on the couch so he can lay next to me, both of us looking in each other's eyes

"I love you", he says, smiling

"I love you", I tell him, my fingers playing in his hair

"Well I had no idea tonight would turn out like this", he laughs

I giggle, "Me neither. But I'm happy I told you"

"I am too. And I'm happy I told you how I feel too"

"Me too", I smile widely

God we sound like two love sick teenagers

It's kinda great

"Yeosang!", Hongjoong calls as he passes the room, "Where the fuck is he? I'm gonna kill him!"

We both burst out laughing

"He's gonna have a heart attack one of these days", I chuckle

He nods, laughing, "Guess I should go so he doesn't have one"

"I guess", I smile, "But I get you all to myself later, right?"

"Definitely", he agrees, "Now kiss me so Hongjoong can find me, yell at me and we can get on with the performance"

Laughing, I pull him closer, his lips on mine in a kiss full of love

[sunnydayroleplay]

Hello dearie!~ I saw some of your posts of our two big boys fighting over MC and I LOVE them!

But it got me thinking.... What about the MC just being so tired from them that they get upset at them and whines about their needs? And they put their differences to the side to help take care of their MC?

Please and Thank You!

Hello~! I'm glad you enjoy them so! I love your idea, let's write it! This mentions: Yelling/Mentions of fighting, our boys getting along for once, and lots of stress.

Each of the boys have their own flaws sure, Joseph is a genuinely sweet guy, with the most fluffiest thick brown hair, and such a deep personal voice with you. Jack is a friendly, comforting soul with the best smile all around town. But it just gets tiring when all they do is have all this mini wars, and you just want them to stop. But this week, is when you really cracked. You were just tired of it all. You came back home from work again, everything went as normal. Dinner was made, you sat down at your dinning room talking about each others day. And boom, Joseph and Jack going at it with their snarky remarks of the other. You slam your fork down, and get up. "Okay! I'm done! I am tired of you two constantly bickering, PLEASE fucking stop! Get it together, I'm tired of coming home from work and the two of you are just at it like piranhas! It's gone to the point where I enjoy being at my work! At least it's quiet!" You yell out, and by the time you're done, you're all out of breath and your face is visibly red. You rush into your bedroom, locking the door behind you as you rush into your bed, screaming into your pillow. Jack and Joseph look at each other in shock. They've never heard you yell before, let alone be this mad. The silence that ensued after gave them time to think about it. All their pointless bickering was just them trying to fight about who's coming out on top, and not you in the end. For the entire weekend you've ignored the both of them, and they could tell that you would continue to ignore them until the boys got their act together. So they did. The deal was "I'll tolerate you and set aside all hatred I may have for you so that our lover can be happy with the both of us, but the moment something happens you're going down." As soon as Monday rolled around, you woke up and saw the two boys trying to make you a secret breakfast in bed for you together. You went back to bed smiling, as they when they finished, Joseph had a the food, and Jack had the tiny table, in which they started to set your morning for you. Joseph gave you a kiss on the nose, Jack kissing your hand. "Good morning!" The two said in unison, giving you their biggest smile, as Jack leaned his arm against Joseph's shoulder, and Joseph giggling softly. They were actually getting along. All for you of course. And maybe because their voices started to hurt after all their yelling. You asked them to crawl into bed next to you, and that they did. Joseph rested his head against your shoulder, while Jack excitedly held your hand. Sure they have their opinions on the other, and will continue to do so, but as long as you're happy, they'll continue to give the bare minimum to the other.

[cinhomi]

NOOOOOO SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE :(( hope you took a nice long hot shower after and are snuggled into the blankets all warm and toasty rn because getting soaked by the rain SUCKS 😭 and also get a steaming hot bowl of soup!! hot soup always helps 🥰

regarding the heartbreak situation - I'm not sure if he would want to exchange numbers tho. he specified that he's doing this to "feel like himself" again and it feels like he's willing to sacrifice our friendship for that too :// just the day before he sent me a whole ass paragraph on how much he wants to smother me in love and hugs and make me drinks and then today he told me he had a dream that we were married 💀 it just seems. idk man if you claim to care about me sm I don't think checking in once a month is that hard but to only give a prospect of "maybe someday I'll come back" just makes me feel like shit...

sobbing I want to get hugged by Chan so bad I just know that Chan will give the most comforting hug I've ever had in my life with a soft squishy chest chiddies and his arms and he'll be so warm too!! chan hugs :(

titracha nonnie :P (sending you a spiritual warm bowl of soup)

aww thank you, I did take a long hot shower as soon as I got home and after having lunch at 4pm I actually slept really well for few hours ignoring my responsabilities. it did suck but at least I think I looked pretty hot with my hair wet, coat slightly open showing my bomb outfit, make-up a bit ruined, furiously typing a scene for a future fic LMAO (spiritual bowl of soup received btw!)

hmm... I mean... if I really care for someone I want to stay with them no matter what... I'm sorry that I can't do anything for you other than suggest what I already did, but guys suck sometimes, even if we love them from the bottom of our hearts. you're right though, if you're super close it shouldn't be a burden to stay in touch until he figures out whatever he needs, it's kinda selfish... I know sometimes it is necessary to be selfish to heal, but it doesn't give you the right to treat others in certain ways. am I too harsh? sorry if I am.

we both really need Channie right now, I'm afraid. to just... be engulfed in a strong man's chest just like his, arms wrapping tightly around you as he runs his hands up and down your back, chin resting on top of your head to kiss it from time to time. swinging back and forth to relax you, or maybe coccooning the both of you in a fuzzy blanket whispering ressuring words. I think I would cry like I didn't in along time in his embrace... I think I could let go, finally feel safe and forget my worries. I hope we all get to find a person like him in our lives...

hope your days are if not good, at least normal and quiet. take care of yourself anonnie, if you want to suggest something I can write to lift your spirits do that without hesitation, hm?

[sapphiretaehyung]

♡Immortal♡Hwang Hyunjin♡3♡

Genre: Historical au, highschool au

Pairing: Hyunjin x OC

Warnings: none

Word count: 1.3K

"I don't know, I heard her sister Cheonmyeong had a much more interesting life, despite never being the queen herself" I suggested slight shocking the three boys as they all turned to look at me.

"In what way" Seungmin finally responded as the the other two stayed quiet.

"Well first of all there is the fact that no one knows whether she was the oldest sibling and that her love life was rather different" I explained as they all looked at me.

"Okay well I like it" Hyunjin was the first to answer, showing a smile again. We began planning out the project, starting with what we actually wanted to focus on.

"I quite like the idea of her love story, as cringe as it is, because everyone would just think of writing about how she was the next kings mother or why she never became queen herself" Jisung explained, I was quite glad being put in this group because I knew a lot of guys wouldn't want to do a project on some dead woman's love life.

"You seem to know a lot Sohee, do you want to be in charge of the facts and research?" Seungmin asked, we voted him as the group leader as out of all of us he had the best skill set for the job.

"Yeah sure" I just quickly said as they began picking out all of their roles too.

"So do you like history then?" Hyunjin asked looking towards me. "Well you obviously know a lot, so is it like your best subject" He quickly added realising I wasn't going to answer him all that quickly.

"Nope, actually least liked subject" I said bluntly, probably confusing them all. "Why do I want to constantly talk about the past and all the bad things that happened" I added on then went back to ignoring the conversations as I continued doodling on the notepad I did early.

"Alright everyone, start finishing up now" The teacher said loudly, taking everyone out of their individual conversations.

"When are you guys all free to work on the project?" Seungmin said pulling out his diary to look at dates, he really seemed over prepared for everything.

"I can do any day" I heard Jisung say and Hyunjin agree as they all looked towards me.

"I'm quite busy most of the time "I said not making eye contact with any of them.

"Well here" Seungmin said handing me a sticky note. "Give me your number and I'll create a group chat that we can discuss it on" He said sitting a pen next to the sticky note. I was hesitant at first, but I knew I had to at least try be a normal student, so I grabbed the pen and quickly wrote down my number before handing it back to him.

"Great, I'll make it after school" He said before grabbing his books and standing up, with Hyunjin following after him.

Honestly it was my luck that the day I started this dumb school that I was forced to work with people. I really just wish I could spend my time out looking for Kyungho rather than writing a damn project on mine and my siblings pasts. As much as it was one of the best lives we all had, loosing Cheonmyeong was pretty hard on me, and I was starting to regret suggesting her as the topic, although it probably would be easier than writing about Seondeok.

"Please make sure you write me plenty of letters" Cheonmyeong told me as she helped me pack up some of my many dresses, preparing for moving to Baekje with Mu.

"You know I would never ignore you Cheonmyeong" I smiled over at her as I began folding another one of my dresses. I knew unfortunately this would be one of the last times I ever saw Cheonmyeong, knowing I would have to fake my own death to eventually get out of Baekje. She always looked the most put together out of the three of us, always having her having her hair done to perfection, never being seen when not wearing one of her gowns, it was obvious to us that she was the real Royalty in the family, but she chose love over the throne.

We were both slightly startled when there was a knock upon my door, that soon followed with one of the servants coming in and bowing to us.

"Princess Seonhwa, Princess Seondeok has asked if you please meet her in the courtyard for a few moments" They said before bowing and leaving the room.

"You go ahead, I'll continue in here" Cheonmyeong said as I turned to her and gave her a thankful smile.

The courtyard was just outside of the room, so it only took a moment to see Seondeok standing on one of the many bridges, looking out over the small stream that passed throughout the palace. The stream had many small fishes and animals swimming around, and was always one of my favourite sights within the palace.

"Seondeok" I said loudly as I approached her, making her turn to face me with a smile. I quickly walked over to her and stood next to her waiting for her to tell me why she wanted to see me.

"Are you sure going to Baekje is the best decision?" She suddenly questioned me, she knew I would do anything to make her reign as easy as possible since it was put upon her after Cheonmyeong refused it.

"Of course, I want there to be peace between the Kingdoms, if anything it will make everything easier for you" I explained to her and she gave me a quick nod. By this point all of us siblings knew, despite our human ages, that we were all mature enough to make our own life decisions as long as it did not negatively affect each other.

"Okay I trust you on this, but we need a plan on where to meet up after we are all ready to move onto our next life" She explained, we were able to have these kind of conversations out in the open as all the servants knew to keep their distance from us when we were together, unless we said otherwise. I nodded to her, hoping she would be the one to come up with a plan.

"Once news spreads of me being ill or dying, I need you to fake your own death, obviously the news will take a day or two to reach here so how about the four of us meet at the next full moon after on the path connecting Silla and Baekje" She explained to me as I listened closely.

"Now I want you to know that everything I do politically between here and Baekje has nothing to do with you, if all goes badly between us it will be my council who I listen to" She told me, I knew she would have to mention this. Despite my whole reason for leaving being peace I knew it wouldn't last forever between the two Kingdoms.

"I know, I have already decided I will not be participating in any such decisions" I told her as a smile grew upon her face.

"Now I want you to go there and live great life, don't constantly think about the next one, just focus on what you have now and be happy. I know how you are Seonhwa, you never live in the moment, so just try be mortal" She told me, I understood her though. I never really tried to make friends or find any kind of love knowing that this life is just temporary and before I knew it I would be onto the next, leaving everyone behind.

"I will try" I told her with a small smile upon my face.

"Now you head back to Cheonmyeong, and I will see you at your departure" She told me as I gave her a smile before heading back over to my room.

"Sohee" I heard breaking me out of my thoughts, It was Jisung.

"You were daydreaming, I just wanted to say it's lunch if you want to sit with me" He offered, I quickly stood up and followed him to the lunch hall, which he obviously understood as me agreeing.

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Ensemble - 106: Turnaround

Subaru: He-Hey! You can hear me, right!? Don't ignore me!

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Location: 2nd Floor Passage

Subaru: He-Hey! You can hear me, right!? Don't ignore me!

Izumi: … …

Subaru: (Hmm? What happened, has he gone completely silent?)

(What's with this guy, I don't get him! I… I have to hurry up and save Ukki or we won't make it in time for the performance!)

(Now that it's come to this, I'll have to throw him down and tie him up…!)

I said HEY! I won't hold back just because you're my senior, if you don't give Ukki back soon I'll have to use force!

Izumi: …Shut up for a second.

Subaru: Huh? Did you say something?

…It feels like there's a voice coming from that room…

Could this possibly be Ukki's voice?

So you really did trap my precious comrade inside this soundproof lesson room! Just you wait Ukki, I'm coming to save you right now!

Izumi: I told you to shut up!

Subaru: Sorry!?

(Wha-what's with this guy? He's scary! His eyes are super bloodshot!?)

(No, I can't back down now! It's do-or-die! I'll absolutely get Ukki back and return to the stage, to where the transfer student is waiting!)

Makoto: 'Izumi-san, can you hear me?'

'Hurry up and release me! If you don't I won't be picky about the measures I have to take!'

'I'll force you to let me out of here! I have something I must do!'

'I'm okay with throwing everything else away as long as I can stand on stage with the others again!'

Izumi: …Every single one of you, you're way too cheeky, being only underclassmen. Do I have to re-educate you on how to talk to your seniors?

Ah… My voice won't be able to reach inside the room. It is a soundproof lesson room after all. Did Yuu-kun increase the volume of his voice with a microphone?

Is he expecting I will open the door to answer him…?

That's no good, Yuu-kun. Yuu-kun, I absolutely won't let you get out of there until you've become honest.

You already know, don't you? I won't let someone like Yuu-kun manipulate me easily.

Makoto: 'It looks like you don't have any intention of opening the door. I see, I understand!'

'You'd better not regret this! I might be the most useless and incompetent person in this school! But I am not a powerless doll!'

'When I go down, I'll take you with me Izumi-san! A cornered mouse will bite the cat…!'

Izumi: Wha-What? What are you saying, Yuu-kun?

Makoto: 'Ugh!'

Izumi: …Huh, what was that sound?

Makoto: *Bang! Klunk! Bonk!*

Izumi: Hey, Yuu-kun? What are you doing…?

Makoto: *Clash! Thud! Bang!*

Izumi: …?

Makoto: 'Y-You know what I'm doing, right?'

'The only redeeming feature I own in your eyes… I'm slamming this face of mine into the wall!'

'It hurts like hell! But I won't stop even if the bones in my nose or jaw or even my teeth break!'

'I'm going to mess up my face! So much that no amount of plastic surgery would be able to get it back to normal!'

Subaru: Wha!? What are you doing, Ukki! Stop it!

You can't get desperate! I'll save you right now!

Makoto: 'Wow ♪ Akehoshi-kun is here too. I can hear you! Thank you, did you come to save someone like me…?'

'However, I'm sorry. I already decided. No matter what everyone says, I'll carry through with the things I decided on!'

'Even I have a heart. A free heart! The heart that everyone of Trickstar gave to me!'

'Akehoshi-kun, become my witness!'

'I was kidnapped and confined by Izumi-san and as a result of that I had to mess up my face to the point that no one will want to take me as their groom anymore…!'

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✉️ : LETTER TO SANTA ( decided to do them tgt )

Buzz,

This one might be a bit difficult. I feel like we talk about almost everything, so searching deep down to find something I haven’t yet vocalized is kinda hard.  I’ll give it my best shot, but … sorry if it gets a little rambly at some point. You're a breath of fresh air. You’re a blessing I never knew I was searching for. You've helped me through countless issues– though, let’s be real, you’ve also been the cause of most of those issues. But without that added dose of chaos in my life, I'm not sure I would've made it as far as I have. I won’t go and be dramatic or anything but, the day you were assigned as my roommate is one I look back on fondly, because it's the day that I met that… one really awkward guy who swore my computer was talking to him ( aka you, if you didn’t get it ) . I think for one, I've never gotten a chance to say this to you face to face but …thank you. Genuinely. For consoling me at night when you notice I'm stressed or on rare occasions, if I'm imbalanced and am probably scaring you while switching back and forth because of a sudden panic attack. Thank you for also making me laugh. Albeit, most of that laughter comes at your expense because you're so bad at skateboarding and always choose to do it inside the dorm room, but it really helps me destress most days. I normally keep away from people because I never know who i can befriend since a few people in the past have had nefarious intentions after figuring out what my power entails but you’ve always been overly respectful of boundaries, even of ones I wasn't aware I had. And that makes you so special. You’ve earned my trust and let me tell you…that's…pretty rare. To sum it up…I hate to admit it but  those nights where you’re overwhelmed by technology are quickly becoming my favorite over the past few months. Because, frankly, I enjoy the idea of turning off all of our technology for one night and just doing whatever chaotic list of shenanigans comes to our minds, just because we can. It’s the one day in a week where i can let loose and not feel like i'll be judged switching 10-20 times during out conversations based off of emotions or…thoughts. Also…?  Racing up to the roof to just sit in a childish blanket fort and stare at stars that would otherwise elude us, is a plus. I never knew I was lonely in that dorm room, until you moved in. Now I find myself waiting for you to come back from classes just to have someone to ignore me for the better part of the day. Not sure why… but silence is so much better when you have someone to be silent with. Okay sappy shit aside. You're pretty cool. Thanks for being my roommate, blah blah. I’m writing this letter by hand to give your brain a bit of a tech break, so you're welcome. Read it too much or get too happy about it and i'm burning it. Ps. thanks for trying to figure out how to charge my phone, i hope you figure it out soon bc i broke my charger...again.

Sincerely, Jinsol. 

🥀 : 3AM DRUNK TEXT ( ✉️ )   SMS    →   BUZZ  

delivered / 03:10 am ✓ › i mayu or may not be be drunk but..serious quest chin (?)

delivered / 03:19 am ✓ › queschion › queschien › [voice note] hey siri spell question oh thats not- › [speech to text] hey siri spell question › [speech to text] spell question › [speech to text] quest in › [speech to text] no spell question › ayeeee it didit › wait fcuk wat was my questchin againn?

[onlee-fansss]

Suhyeok x pregnant reader (Pt.1)

Warning Grammar ahead!

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You didn't know that things would turn out like this. People eating each other like a madman. But you were thankful that you boyfriend Suhyeok was there with you giving you reason not to go insane.

You and your group were getting ready to go down since it would be no use to stay in the rooftop. You were about to pick up your knife (which were Gwi Nam's by the way, you picked it while Suhyeok and Namra were fighting that one eyed bitch) when your cramps started to act again, stupid cramps. You've been having that since yesterday evening but it was tolerable.

Your boyfriend notice you holding your stomach. "Hey you alright?" You glanced at Suhyeok giving him a soft smile.

"yeah just having this stupid cramps." You answered him. His face looks like he didn't believe you at all but still give you a smile. He suddenly hugs you which caught you off guard but you still hugs him back.

" Just tell me if your not feeling well, I would gladly carry you." Then he kisses your forehead. Your cheeks turns into crimson just by the action.

"Guys it's time." Said Namra. Suhyeok gives you one last kiss on your forehead.

Ignoring the pain in your abdomen and hips you continue your way to your friends.

Sometimes things doesn't turn out the way it has to be and you clearly find yourself in that situation. Cheongsan lost his best friend and his mom. Onjo lost her best friend Isak, you've lost some of your classmates despite that you were still grateful that you still have you friends with you.

You and your group where inside the gym's storage room. You were seated in the corner with Suhyeok beside you. You were leaning on his shoulder, the pain in your stomach and hips were starting to get worse.

You decided to stand up thinking that it would ease the pain. As soon as you stand up you felt a liquid trickle onto your leg.

"you couldn't hold your pee y/n?" Daesu asks which earns a glare from everyone.

"AHH!" you shouted in pain.

The pain becomes unbearable making it hard for you to stand up so you decided to lay back hand still clutching your stomach.

Suhyeok looks at you worriedly.

"Hey where does it hurts?" He asks you as he brushes your hair out of your face.

"it hurts a lot, everywhere, in my stomach, hips, and my back j-just everywhere." You said while sobbing.

Suddenly you felt like your about to push so you started pushing as if your body has its own mind.

Hari was observing you since the beginning. She went to you and suddenly lifted your skirt but not enough for the whole people there to see.

Her assumption were right. You were clearly giving birth.

"She's giving birth. I need some clean towels and scissors. Y/n-ah just continue pushing through your contractions."

Everybody was shocked, like how did they did not notice that you were pregnant.

You continued pushing. Suhyeok was holding your hand and whispering some encouraging words to you.

"Just keep pushing baby. I know you can do it. I'll be with you." Those were enough reasons to not give up.

You were pushing for hours now it feels like it's not about to end.

"one last push y/n-ah. You can do it" Hari who was helping you in this (surprise) birthing process.

With one last push the sound of the baby crying filled the room. Hari started cleaning the baby with the alcohol which she found sitting in the corner of the room.

"baby you alright?" Suhyeok asks you. You give him a nod.

He removes the hair that was blocking your face, he kisses your lips.

"you did great I'm proud of you. It was just shocking like how did we not notice it." You smiled at him with no energy to answer him back. Suddenly your eyes closed down too tired to keep yourself awake.

"Y/n! Baby!" Suhyeok slapped your face not too harshly. Suhyeok was checking your pulse, he sighed he was glad that it was normal. Hari looked at him while holding the baby girl.

"relax she's just tired. Prepare a clean bedding for her to lay down, I'll just clean her up."

"but the baby" he badly wanted to hold his child. Hari gives him a smile.

"relax I'll give her to you, but for now prepare a clean bedding for your girlfriend we can't risk her getting an infection." He give her a smile. Hari gave the baby to Onjo making the girl gasp. She looked at the baby, she was smitten already.

Hari started cleaning you up.

Soon Suhyeok already finished preparing something for you to lie on.

You fluttered your eyes open, still adjusting your eyesight since it was a bit blurry. You sat up and noticed that everyone was asleep except from your lovely boyfriend . You smiled at the scene in front of you, you never thought that you would see Suhyeok holding your child, heck you didn't even imagine that you two would last long.

Suhyeok notices that you're already awake.

"want to hold her?" He asks.

"of course." You answered him. He then gives you the pretty baby girl. You can't help but tear up. She was so pretty. She was a mixture of both you and Suhyeok. She has his father's lips and ears it was so cute.

"Everybody adores her you know. They almost started a fight earlier because they wanted to hold her. " He said with a laugh. You stared at him.

"what are you staring at beautiful?" You give him a kiss.

"thank you."

"for what?" He asks

"for everything, I guess haha." He give you a smile and softly kisses your forehead. You were grateful that he was with you there. You both hoped that all of you make it out alive.

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Part 2 coming soon...