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[moongreenlight]

“Realistic Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley headcanons” and then it’s just the fun police.

Mdni. Nsfw below cut.

- It makes me want to scoop my fucking brain out with a spoon when people say that Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley is some shy, anxious soft boy. I really do not believe he’d need to be coddled after a nightmare or babied when he’s feeling angsty. He is fine, y’all. Please don’t call paw patrol.

He is a soldier. He’s a war criminal. He is traumatized to the point of numbness. He is fucked up and weird and insane and honestly I think that we should all let everybody have their thing.

I cannot fix him. I do not want to fix him. I can only make him worse.

- Sorry but I just cannot write him having any kind of romantic feelings toward Soap. I like writing their dynamic more brotherly.

Furthest they’ve gone is ‘locker room gay.’

Like Johnny sends him dick pics on occasion because he thinks it’s funny and it pisses Ghost off.

That being said, I do read the occasional Ghoap fic. I’m not a perfect person. Sometimes it’s just yummy delicious.

- Feel like he’s the kind of freak to intentionally go to the gym without headphones. Something about discipline. Opting to just stare at the wall in front of him while he’s doing cardio or counting repetitions of exercises.

But on the rare occasion that he does indulge himself, he has a playlist of like 5-6 songs he likes and when it ends he just goes back to silence. Divorced dad rock. Chorded headphones only.

- Doesn’t have the debilitating commitment issues as people paint him out to have. Just commitment-phobic. Obviously stems from his past. He’s got that sexy deep rooted fear of abandonment or something horrible happening to people he actually lets close to him. But he’s not completely turned off by the idea of romantic attachments or close friends, just a little hesitant to open himself up to that kind of opportunity.

Probably very cagey about romantic partners. Doesn’t want the guys to know about you. Doesn’t keep pictures of you around his bunk or anything like that. He’s worried it’ll somehow compromise your safety. Worried about you getting swept up in his work.

- Women’s rights? Or Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley? I really do think he’d love to have a partner who lets him provide *everything* for them. He just wants to serve and protect. Wants his bird to be in a gilded cage all nice and safe and reliant on him for survival.

Doesn’t even really like the idea of you going to the grocery store by yourself. Would prefer if you just stayed put and tended his home and cooked him meals and let him dote on you and provide everything you could ever need.

- Has a really strange understanding of technology. He’s fine with the newer military stuff. That’s his element. He can do electrical wiring, set up a TV, install security cameras. That’s all whatever. But a cell phone? He doesn’t give a shit enough to keep up with the new updates and all the new things you have to learn when you get a smartphone. Wishes he would have kept a flip phone.

Texts like this: [OK. See youtonight.]

MAYBE has a private Facebook with no profile picture where the only things on his wall are Price wishing him a happy birthday every year.

His camera roll is like; 97 accidental screenshots of his Lock Screen, a few pictures of him and the task force boys, the inside of his pocket (another accident), a sunrise, a few cool things he found on missions, 34 pictures of Soap and Gaz when they took his phone.

- Insufferable in the early stages of trying to date him. Little to no communication other than basically demanding you meet him somewhere. Texting or talking on the phone? Like pulling fucking teeth. You think he’d rather be dead.

It was a headache getting him to go out in the first place. Maybe you worked at a bar where the guys would come to have a drink after a long day. He’s a little stand-offish but he’s handsome and he knows how to banter well enough for you to be persuaded by a coworker to slip him your number after you complained one too many times about a shit hookup or yet another terrible first date. It takes him nearly two weeks to phone you.

“Didn’t think you’d call.”

“Didn’t think I would either.”

He takes you out once, you think he seems sort-of interested, then he doesn’t phone or text you back for three days. You get over it. A few more dates in. You can tell he’s a bit more relaxed. A bit more open. You’re less worried that you’re a terrible conversationalist. Then he goes on a month long deployment without saying anything in advance. Radio fucking silent yet again. You want to tear your hair out. When he finally gets back, he’ll text you something like [Atthat pub you like. Drinks ?] completely out of the blue. You think you may actually go insane.

- Once he’s gotten used to you, it’s like the sole purpose of his life is to be your protector even if you’ve only recently convinced yourself he may want something casual. You’re small and grab-able. He knows how nasty people can be and what think when they see you. He needs to know that you’re taken care of, kept safe from such a scary world.

So he’ll just linger around you. All the time. Standing behind you when you’re at the till at the store, staring down the cashier who was only trying to be friendly when they asked if you had any fun plans for the rest of the day. Big arms folded over his chest. Looming so largely he threatens to eclipse you without taking a single step forward. Eyes burning a hole into the poor person who hastily finishes the transaction without another word.

Walking silently next to you in the evenings after you’re both off work; close enough to brush shoulders, but that’s about it. Listening to you chirp on about your day. Occasionally offering a small grunt of acknowledgement or a few words of interjection. Always walks on the side of the path that he thinks could pose you the most immediate danger. Shielding you from what may lurk in a darkened alley or a hedge or a small thicket of trees.

Scary dog privilege, but like… for when you go to fill your car up with gas in broad daylight in a good part of town and he insists on standing out there with you. ‘Just in case’ If he even lets you out of the car in the first place.

- AND OFF THAT POINT. I think once he’s decided that he’s actually fond of you, it goes from zero to a hundred so fast it makes your head spin.

Like the last time you spoke, it was still unclear on if you were keeping things casual or not and now you’re at dinner and the waiter just asked him if the two of you wanted dessert and Simon just grunts “dunno. Ask the missus.” ??? He sucks so bad I NEED him.

- As much as I love an overly possessive and jealous Simon, I saw this tweet that said “My girlfriend can wear what she wants because she’s a hoe and I knew that before we started dating” and it changed my life.

He’s secure enough not to need to cause a scene if someone makes a pass on you in public. He understands that you’re attractive and that other people are bound to find you attractive too. (Not that he doesn’t still want to pull their fingernails out one by one, threatening them and everything they love for daring to exist near you. He’s just got better control over himself than that. King.)

He knows he’s better than any of your other options. Nobody else could keep you as safe as he could. They don’t know the world like he does. They don’t know how breakable you are. How sweet and naive you can be.

Not to say he isn’t overly jealous and possessive, he just won’t pitch a fit in public.

LIKE dragging him to the bar with your friends and he sits at the table with all of your drinks. Him watching you dancing out of the corner of his eye, seeing some prat come up and grab your ass in passing. Or a group of guys dancing with your friends getting a little *too* close to you for his liking. He doesn’t do anything while the two of you are out- not wanting to ruin your fun. But that night after you’ve gotten back to his flat (He insisted. Closer to the bar. Uber was cheaper.) and he’s tearing your miniskirt off like it’s personally offended him. He’ll be a little rougher. A little more liberal with the marks his mouth leaves on your collarbones and inner thighs. His strong hands will grab at the fat of your hips a little harder than he should- leaving bruises where his fingers dug in. He’ll lean over you while you’re split open with his length, snarling down at you. “Had everyone’s attention tonight, didn’t you, pet?“ “You like havin’ eyes on you?” “Greedy fuckin’ slag.” “Can’t appreciate what you have.” “Need a reminder of who you’ve got to impress.” Maybe he’ll take you in front of a mirror, massive hand fixed on your jaw. Jerking your face up so you have to look at yourself being ruined by him. How pretty and slutty you look when your makeup is ruined by the tears he’s fucking out of you.

- He calls you ‘bird’ or ‘pet’ more often than anything else. A little on the nose for how he treats you. Like you’re some small, frail thing that can’t go a day without him. Stripped of your natural survival instincts and instead leaning on him for support and comfort and food and shelter. Just how he likes it.

GOD he’s a fucking freak. Gross and mean and fucked in the head. Makes my stomach hurt. I hate him. I wish I was schizophrenic so I could vividly hallucinate him.

[betzabobababi]

I am so proud and happy to say that I'm a cancer survivor and i'm glad to share this accomplishments with you all!

Through out the month of July I'll be releasing drabbles and fics. The pairings for them will be both romantic and platonic. I'll be starting today with 1 or 2 fics and extend my writing the rest of the month.

A huge and wonderful thank you to @im-dreaming-of-youtonight @book-place @foggy-isnt-here @popfishjr @night3owl And any others that supported me and cheered me on through out my journey. I truly believe that without each and every one of your special and kind words I would be here. I am so grateful for everything ya'll have done and I am honored to be called your friend.

Without further ado let the celebration begin!

[dr3adsoul]

You Tonight

take another look, do you like what you see? i've been standing here, watching you, watching me we could skip the get to know you tell me everything i don't even need to know the truth 'cause all i wanna do is take a chance on you the party ain't over but it's time to go let's slip out the back and i'll drive you home we'll lock up the bedroom and leave on the lights i want you to see everything, when i ... you tonight take another step a little closer to the edge i'll be waiting there, just hanging on by a thread you don't even need to say another word, it's understood turn around again, i love the view and all i wanna do, is put my hands on you the party ain't over but it's time to go let's slip out the back and i'll drive you home we'll lock up the bedroom and leave on the lights i want you to scream out my name, when i ... you tonight i've been standing here, watching you and all i wanna do, is put my hands on you the party ain't over but it's time to go let's slip out the back and i'll drive you home we'll lock up the bedroom and leave on the lights i want you to see everything, when i ... you tonight the party ain't over but it's time to go let's slip out the back and i'll drive you home we'll lock up the bedroom and leave on the lights i want you to see everything, and i want you to scream out my name, and i don't want you missing a thing when i ... you tonight

[lettersyoullneversee]

Dream #poem #writer #writing #poet #poetrylovers #poems #writinglife #writerslift

I’ll dream of youTonight my loveI’ll dream of youWith your arms folded around meI’ll dream of you giving me that loveI’ll feel that warmth from your touchYour intellectual words and our languageonly we getSending me softly off to sleepin the only place I dream to beAround you.~I’ll get heavy laying in your armsyou’ll hold me like you aren’t letting goUntil you feel the sameYou fall into my…

[rainsmediaradio]

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Verse 1Open the fire, play the gbedu let them knowE no finish o, E no finish oMan no fit tire, everyday I’m on the roadNo limit o, No limit o Eh! This na, nsobuUju, turn down for whoUju robo roboMany tins we can do tori I’m into youUju wire for youTonight, I’ll be dancing all the pain awayYeah ChorusIjo laba labaGimme your hand and shoulderKosi isoro get upBlessing for your head topIjo laba…

[blushingforbts]

Make It Up To You

Jin imagine where he forgets about your night together and tries to make it up to you, (p.s this is my first imagine in a long time so I apologise)

Warnings : fluff

 It was cold in the apartment and the big t-shirt and no pants you were wearing this night were not helping either. See you had arrived home about 4 hours ago and had changed and got comfortable as you had thought your boyfriend Jin would be home from practice by now. He promised to be home so you two could spend some time together since it had been a while since you both were able to sit down and enjoy each other’s company. Not just a simple exchange of words such good as “I love you” or “good-morning” before one of you had to leave. “Yes love, I will be home by the time you get off work.” The words kept replaying in your head. The food you had planned on cooking for the both of you was just sitting there most likely not going to be used by either one of you. You sighed disappointed. Deciding that the right feeling in your chest was a good signal that you should head to bed before you spend the rest of the night crying on the couch. *click* just as you got up the door opened and revealed him. Your boyfriend. You had the urge to run into his arms and just let go of whatever it was you were feeling but you couldn’t. He was late. You were hurt. He set his bag down and took off his shoes as he made his way to you opening his arms. Instead of embracing you, you moved out of the way and headed off to your shared bedroom. Climbing into bed with a sigh and closing your eyes in hopes that you would fall asleep instantly not having to talk to Seokjin until morning. A weight in the bed momentarily stopped your busy mind. “Honey, what’s wrong? Why didn’t you hug me or say anything? Did I do something wrong?” Wow. He didn’t even remember. That he had made a promise and made you wait on him. Your chest tightened again as you contemplated telling him how you felt or just telling him to forget about it. But here it was. “you promised.” You said to him with a small broken voice as you looked up at him through your eyelashes. He tilted his head slightly confused. You sighed heavily tightly closing your eyes knowing the tears were flowing out at this point. You looked up through glossy eyes once Jin places his hand on your side. “I’m so sorry..I totally forgot I promised youtonight would be our night. It’s just they kept us longer for rehearsal then I thought, a-and then minutes turned to hours and I-i just forgot..” his voice died down into a broken breath as he grabbed your hands pulling you up where you were sitting up facing each other. As he held  on of your hands in his much larger one he used his free hand to stroke your cheek. “I am so sorry I made you wait all night baby, And I’m sorry I made you cry. I know I don’t deserve an apology but I’ve missed you. And I’m not just saying that because I’m trying to fix what I did. I mean it. I miss our nights together, just us. And I know that I can’t make up for the time I lost tonight with words.” His arms wrapped around your waist as you smiled. Missing the warm feeling of being in your boyfriends arms. You barely smiled still hurt and not knowing what to do in this situation. Jin kept his firm hold on your waist with one arm and used his other hand to lift your chin up to look at him. “If you are willing I would love to spend the rest of the night watching your favourite movies with you.” You smiled as he began to leave small soft kisses down your jawline and neck as you instinctively ran your hands through his soft hair. “We can spend the night like this. Wrapped up in each other’s arms. Kissing and cuddling, if you will forgive me I will try to make it up to you in the little time we have left tonight.” You both looked at each other and you nodded. “I missed you” was all you could make out. He smiled that handsome smile and leaned down brushing your hair out of your face before pressing his soft lips against yours. Giving you a gentle kiss. You relaxed against him almost not remembering the last time he touched you like this. Jin then surprised you by lifting you up over his shoulder as you laughed. Making his way to the couch tossing you on it. “Let me make it up to you.”

[dandelionwineshop]

Dandelion Wine Thursday Night Summer Wine Tasting  7-9 PM

ESPAÑA!  Tonight we promise to spice things up with 4 wines from Northern Spain and our dear friend Giancarlo.  Giancarlo has been on the calendar to pour tonight since Meg put him there months ago knowing she'd be in town this week with her family for her wedding!  Meg and Giancarlo actually travelled to Spain together a couple years ago and tonight they'll reunite over some beautiful bottles we've selected from RIPE WINE IMPORTS.  And of course there will be bread from She-Wolf Bakery and Spanish cheeses selected by Bedford Cheese Shop.

Rezabal Getariako Txakolina Rosé

Rezabal is a family owned winery located in the Basque country of Spain in Zarautz.  Rezabal Txakoli rosé is made from the native variety Hondarrabi Beltza.  Say that 5 times fast.  Txaloli is my favorite wine to drink in the heat, and I most recently recommended this exact bottle to a friend who was looking for a wine to drink after surfing in the Rockaways.  Sort of a no-brainer as these grapes benefit from the constant sea breeze spritz adding to the freshness of the wine.  It's light, aromatic, slightly effervescent with subtle wild strawberry notes and not-so-subtle salinity and acidity.  The lower alcohol levels of this wine also makes it a safe bet for day drinking after or during outdoor activities.  Salty, yet thirst-quenching, and delicious.  Pair with garlicky shrimps or steamed clams.  $17

Cellar Mas Foraster Cava Rosé & T+GP 2015

The family Foraster has been growing grapes in Conca de Barberà for over 150 years. Trepat is the native grape of this region, and the family Foraster may just be the best pproducer of this varietal. They farm organically and hand-pick their fruit.  We have 2 fun examples for youtonight:

Giancarlo credited this rosé Cava as one of the reasons he started working for Ripe Wine Imports and nobody loves pink bubbly more than Meg maybe, so of course we had to bring this wine in for the occasion.  Don't let the dark bottle fool you; the color of the wine inside is the palest of pink and the bubbles are dry and delicate.  $21

And then a more traditional approach of Trepat, T+GP stands for: Trepat (70%) + Garnatxa Peluda (30%).  The wine has bright red fruit aromas of strawberries, red plum and red currant from the Trepat grape, balanced by a bright refreshing acidity from the Garnatxa Peluda.  It easy breezy and a great bottle of red to serve chilled during the dog days of summer.  Pair this with some smoky Chorizo and call it dinner!  $17    

Pura Vida

"Joan Soler is an agriculturist and a very accomplished winemaker.  His disciples describe him as 'an aritst who creates with the precision of a chemist' and as 'a scientist who speaks like a poet'.  And activist and idealist, Joan Soler searches to express the terroir in his wines.  He farms his vineyards in a biodynamic manner and insists on ensuring the health of the soil and the vines. His passion for winemaking abounds and tasting his wines, one can feel Joan's dedication and personality."

This was one of the first wines I bought from Giancarlo.  Pura Vida is 60% Chardonnay and 40% Macabeu.  Chardonnay from Spain you say?  YES.  The nose is rich with apples, lemon and a touch of lavender.  Lots of citrus-y notes and herbaceous character linger on the palate.  I'm excited to sip on this tonight!  Join me!  $22

Aaaaaaand....just got word that we'll have Phin & Phebes out front tonight!  

Who wants Ice Cream?!

[betzabobababi]

Upcoming Cancer-free Celebration

Hello Hello! So my haitus might've extended longer because I feel like I deserved some time away from social media platforms to just get some time alone yk? Anyways! If you haven't seen my several past posts, I was diagnosed with cancer 4 (almost 5?) months ago. It was in its first stage so with my chemo treatment I was able to beat it.

During that time, I didn't do much, and I feel like I owe it to both me and everyone who supported me through this journey, a proper celebration, don't you think? So in light of said journey, I'll be having a celebration via Tumblr ofc. This is how it'll work... I'll be posting a few (1-7 or more) (because that's how many rounds of chemo I did). Drabbles and Fics are all somehow related to cancer. It may be small mentions of it, or it could all be correlated with it. (they'll be released in july (3rd of July) and might even extend until August, depending on the number of fics I write)

Apart from that, you can request Fics for several different fandoms. Additionally, if you wish to know facts and little details from my journey, these are some questions you can ask starting July 1st! (ty to @im-dreaming-of-youtonight for helping me come up with some questions)

How were you diagnosed with cancer?

What was your reaction to being diagnosed?

Who did you tell?

What did you do when you went in for chemo?

Does cancer run in your family?

How did you feel during your chemo sessions?

How did you feel during your first chemo session?

How did you feel during your last?

What were your hobbies during your journey?

How long were chemotherapy sessions?

What does having cancer feel like

What were some things people said to you?

How did your friends/family react?

Do you think you'll be cancer free forever?

What would you do if you relapse?

What was the biggest thing that helped you overcome mentally?

Are you scarred (emotionally/mentally)

What do want to do if you relapsed but it was terminal?

How long did you have cancer for?

What was your reaction when you were told you were cancer free?

A very grand and special thanks to my moots @book-place @foggy-isnt-here @popfishjr @night3owl and any others that supported me and cheered me on! I honestly don't think I could've done it without your support and love. I am so so grateful for everything y'all have done and I love being able to be called your friends <3

[betzabobababi]

Got home from pheonix 3 hours ago and I'm exhausted

I have driven for 7 hours straight, and my brain is malfunctioning, so I'm glad that @im-dreaming-of-youtonight was there to drive the other 7 hours, or else we would have needed to stop and sleep 😴

Anyways I'm just gonna lay on my bed and vibe to olivia John-newton until I pass out