I was wrapped up in my doona and wrapped up in my own head
And I spent winter wishing I could do over or be dead
And when we passed on the street, I hadn't seen you in, like, six weeks
And my entire body shook and missed beats
And I'll come charging at your front door
'Cause I don't wanna be alone anymore
And leaving isn't what I came here for
Leaving isn't what I came here for
And I'll kick and scream at your front door
And unpack my bag onto your bedroom floor
Leaving isn't what I came here for
Leaving isn't what I came here for
The Smith Street Band - I Don’t Wanna Die Anymore
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"It's like there's cancer in my blood, It's like there's water in my lungs, And I can't take another step Please tell me I am not undone. It's like there's fire under my skin And I'm drowning from within. I can't take another breath Please tell me I am not undone"
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Too Much
And you'll be the one in uncomfortable shoes
And I'll be the one who's probably too drunk
But still offers to carry you
And I'll be the one
You'll be the one
And we'll laugh at it for being so obvious
But in our hearts, we'll take it so serious
To the outside world
Stay oblivious to all of our friends
Our actions will be hideous
And I'll be intense
And I'll be too much
And I'll get too high
And I'll get too drunk
But in between episodes
I will love you more than anyone you have ever known
The Smith Street Band - Birthdays
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I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone.
This bed's empty without you.
You said you're moving on,
But I'm having some trouble getting there.
But dwelling ain't getting me anywhere.
Fuckin' Valentine's Day. Fuck February. Stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere.
Machete on the floor, I smashed up every mirror...
Eminem - Die Alone
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I'm falling to pieces.
It kills me that I can't tell you I Love You.
It kills me that I can't tell you how much I miss you.
It kills me that I can't tell you how empty I am without you.
It kills me to not know if you're safe or if you're okay.
It kills me that we're not together.
It kills me to no longer know how you feel about me.
It kills me that there's nothing I can do.
You're so close, but so far away.
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You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday - Thirsty Merc
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I sit and stare at the Calgary girls
Pretty hair and their mummy’s pearls
Until the fear wells up and hits me
Send letters to a comfortable history
I used to have it all
Now my head falls hard and alone onto a motel pillow
And I know there’s a script that I could rehearse
And there are lines and I could make them work
But I don’t want them, I want you
And it’s not like there’s a space that I need to fill
Or like I have any time we could kill
But I don’t need this, I fucking need you
And this is the exact thing that I always do
The Smith Street Band - Calgary Girls
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"hi there I'm Rachel everyone keeps mess-"
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FRUITY FUCKING WEIGHT-LOSS BULLSHIT! AND I'M SICK OF SEEING WILL FERRELL CHOW DOWN HIS CANDY FILLED SPAGHETTI! TAKE IT FUCKING DOWN! EVERY 9 POSTS, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
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Today I am tired. Tired of a lot.
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Heaven
To wake up and not have to leave the bed. To turn you around, as we hold each other tight. Exchanging kisses. All morning long. Rolling around under the blankets, laughing. Your soft, warm lips pressed up against mine. Our bodies pushed on top of one another. Never leaving these covers. This, this has to be what heaven feels like. xoxoxo ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
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I'm on the highway to hell! Who's coming with me?!
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If you cried out for more
If you reached out for me
I would run into the storm
Just to keep you here with me...
Stone Sour - Song #3
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What is life?... I'm tired of life.
Eminem - If I Had
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I will never stitch the hole you cut
In hopes that you will return to me
I will work to be your man yes you will see
Brighten - I Lost Her
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Ghosts
The mistakes I've made will haunt me until the day I die.
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And I miss you but it feels good this way
Let’s fall in love somewhere that you'll wanna stay
I miss you but it’s nice for a change and
You can always stay.
Ducks Fly Together - The Smith Street Band
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