#zoestertoaster

[thehollydoll]

Day 1 of The Association of Professional Piercers conference in the books! I still get to start off my morning right with yoga (thank you @7ravenwolfe), everyone is nice af (hence the random origami gift - Thanks Chris!) & my mentor group is awesome (@piercer_rich #teamhumpbackwhale). ive gotten to learn from folks like @elayneangel that i truly look up to and absorb incredible first-hand experiences of @fakirintensives and our pioneers whom have paved the way for us today. I miss my #ZoesterToaster like I’m functioning without my soul (thanks Momma!), I’m running on minimal sleep, even less food & now I’m going to go jump off a building (wait for it 😉🤸🏼‍♀️). @safepiercing #safepiercing #appconference2019 #appconference #femalepiercer #apptakesvegas #tattooedwomen #pokedbythehollydoll (at Planet Hollywood Resort & Casino) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxbW2DtATbj/?igshid=394a7dse9ppm

[thattrashartist-blog]

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No one probably cares but here is some info on myself. My name: Zoe Suzzane Allen Nickname: Toast(short for ZoesterToaster) My height: 5'1 My weight: 135 pounds My goal weight: 95 pounds, lower if possible My favorite foods: ice cream because it tastes good and easy easy to purge Age: who gives a fuck Pronouns: she/her How long have I been dealing with an eating disorder: a year ish Triggers: self harm, and watching people eat and love it Diagnoses: Depression, Bipolar disorder, mania and anorexia/bulimia/bed Reason I want to lose weight: I'm a fat pig who wants to be and feel pretty Favorite thinspo inspiration: Lily Collins, she's so beautiful

[thehollydoll]

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I tell her, “Everything i am or ever was flows through your veins. My trials & tribulations harden your bones; my mistakes & learned lessons strengthen your muscles. You are my soul reincarnate.” She says, “cool mom, shut up & let my climb you like a jungle gym.” #toddleryoga 🧘🏼‍♀️ #tattooedmom #3yearsold #dreadhawk #zoeyireland #motherdaughter #babygirl #zoestertoaster https://www.instagram.com/p/BofCkWCnRDh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4fveerjzs8ek

[thehollydoll]

Much needed one-on-one date just Bubba and i; like old times before the ZoesterToaster was born ❤️👩‍👧‍👦 #bumblebeemovie #moviedate #myfirstlove #tattooedmom #momlife #daysoff #12yearsold #bubbalove (at Century DOCO and XD) https://www.instagram.com/p/BskDDwCgY6h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ggix21mcoz9m

[thehollydoll]

Much needed one-on-one date just Bubba and i; like old times before the ZoesterToaster was born ❤️👩‍👧‍👦 #bumblebeemovie #moviedate #myfirstlove #tattooedmom #momlife #daysoff #12yearsold #bubbalove (at Century DOCO and XD) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsj9tBgA2Wp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nfbhhxsqxjwz

[thehollydoll]

#HappyNationalDaughtersDay 👩‍👧 Of all the mothers in all the worlds, i am so overwhelmed that this indescribable human picked me. #ZoeyIreland, you are truly the most incredible thing i ever have and will ever do with my life. You are my greatest accomplishment, my proudest moment, my need, my want, my fear, my strength, my joy, my soul...all compressed into this firey little sawed-off shotgun of a feral princess. You show me the true meaning of life and i appreciate you more than you will ever know, even if i had 1000 lifetimes to perfect how to show you. You are my soul, free to roam wild but always home. Thank you, Toaster ❤️ #3yearsold #zoestertoaster #tattooedmom #mommydaughter #daughter #dreadbun https://www.instagram.com/p/BoOBFD-AZHU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rbjldxs6uuo3