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[zredarts]

HEY HEY GHESTIE CONGRATS MR DEWDROP LOVED YOUR STICKER AND PUT IT ON HIS GUITAR IM SURE HE LOVES IT HES LIKE OH THANK YOU GOOD JOB ITS SO CUTE

HI HI! why thank you! Everyone is being so nice about this, its very warming since i didn't even know he would do this.

I already talked about it on twitter, but i think I'mma go into detail here for those who have no twitter, and also because i have more space for rants.

For starters, im a very anxious person. I am aware of everything and everyone in my surroundings, and i don't like to bother people. Miraculously, i made some friends there and they helped me be more comfortable (this was my first concert ever, not even first ritual just concert in general). I tried showing Sodo my sticker during ritual, but to no avail he didn't see it, and i don't blame him it must be hard to see with that mask, and i was in an awkward place (between middle and right stage, front row). One of his picks also accidentally hit me in the face but thats another topic lol

After ritual they tweeted about some event going on. We decided to go check it out since they said they'll be around. I didn't think we would see them but sure enough they arrived to take a look a bit later. My mind was set on giving him the sticker because it was now or never, but i didn't feel comfortable doing so, and so my friends just pushed me near him. I was afraid he would reject it, and at first i felt like i was being a bother, but as soon as he realized i was handing him a sticker his face just lighted up with a smile. I still remember his exact words when he went to grab it. He thanked me, looked it for a bit and said it was adorable. When i tell you this man was the sweetest and spoke to me softly im not exaggerating, he was such a sweetheart. After that i had to leave immediately because again, insecurities and i was shaking very badly so i turned around and went back to my spot. I dunno if he wanted to say something about it, cuz when i looked back he had come closer to my friends and they were talking about something. They left soon after, i think they went to see another concert playing on that venue.

That said, i was certainly sure he may have lost the sticker because of how many people were there and the probability of it falling on accident, and i forgot to give him a backup. I didn't mind if he would have lost it, it was just a sticker after all, but almost a week later i get a message at 3 am from a fan (if you're reading this, thank you so much i wouldn't have known without you) who recognized the sticker from my Instagram story. I didn't have words, i actually was mentally denying the fact it could be my sticker because thats such a great honor. I saw all the comments from people saying that was so on brand for him and that the sticker was cute and it really made me feel nice about it. Even now i still can't believe he liked it enough to be like welp this is going on the guitar lmao

It goes to show how a simple gesture as using a sticker can mean so much for others, and in this case it really made me feel more confident about it. It makes me wish i could thank him for it, a proper thank you. Seeing how they said they had one of the best tours at my ritual, im sure they're gonna come back at some point, so hopefully by then I'll be able to thank him properly, because this not only helped me with my own self esteem, but also with my art career, as seen as people really liked it and would want stickers too.

And thats what I'll do, hopefully my adhd allows me to lol. But thats basically the gist of it, sorry for the long rant. Theres so much that went on, and so much going on in my mind. I appreciate everyone who's spreading the word, and all the kind words about it. And i appreciate Dew for giving my sticker a special place in his heart. Thank you for reading

[zredarts]

Welcome to my blog!

Im an artist who draws both fan art and original/oc content, with many interests. Currently its LisaRPG, and I'll edit this once i get into other hyperfixations.

I have some projects going on, like a personal Lisa AU which I'll talk about it in a bit, Zines in the works, a collection of backgrounds, and more to come this year (hopefully)!

You can find me in Twitter and Instagram too under the same name.

My tag for fan art is #zredfanarts , and for general art of mine is #zredarts . For the askbox you can use #zredasks or if its related to the Joy Lab AU, #JoyLabs

Now what is this au im talking about? Heres some info about it:

Joy lab AU

What is the Joy lab?

The Joy lab is part of my LISA The Painful AU. A lab located in nice homes, on one of the houses. Long story short, Buzzo and Zred are looking to make a cure for Joy. There's a few mutants living in the lab like Henry, Jonathan, Georgy, Peter, the mutant with the crow and many other future additions. Here you can sometimes find party members or joy boys (ocs of mine) helping with investigation. If you’re interested in their shenanigans, you can ask anything in the ask box, and most of the time you’ll get a drawn answer. Please don’t be creepy about it, thanks.

Note: Sometimes it may include friends/mutuals ocs.

But whos Zred? Thats my sona! Kinda like a mascot too. She travels through worlds/AUs helping people. In relation to that, heres her ref sheet

Last image uses a template from the Lisa Zine!

This AU also has many OCs, which at the moment don't have any reference sheets. Heres a bit of them

I'd love to go on details about the story because its huge and as far as i got from feedback, its intriguing, but I'll leave that for when i have time or someone asks ;)

Thank you for reading this far, have a great rest of your day!