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06.2023

look who is back here. This page is so cringe omg pandemics was really something. well, a lot had happened and i have a gf now who wouldve guessed right? lol

she's awesome pretty and really cool and for some reason she really likes me which is good i'm not complening about that or anything. but we know how fucked up we are so you know where i wanna get. well yes, we're still fucked up waiting for some miracle idk continuing to be this messed up person who is waiting for her gf to get tired of and let's go

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wow that was harsh

sad sad sad

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they had a great time

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hi...?

damn i was sad here LOL ive been really fine lately which is really good

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KKKKKKKKKKKKKRYING

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mood

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I AM BACK

idk but I just come here when I'm feeling really blue and right now i relly am. I just dont know what to do about my mom or about myself, I feel dumb, stupid and kinda useless sometimes even an ungrateful daughter. I want to get better and do better, but i am so exhausted but I think "why are u exhausted when u dont do anything" but it's something emotional that effects my body idk I think I'm going crazy

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he's so pretty gezz

professional flexibility instructor 🧘 ten chittaphon leeflexibility

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I ADORE HER

Im listening to folklore again which I havent since a long time. It's just art... that's all i have to say. Also >betty<

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Missed here

hi again (saying this more to myself than to anything but lol) I haven't been doing anything useful on my break and that kind of scares me. Also, I haven't been studying English which I SHOULD I MUST but I'm feeling so unmotivated and always making excuses also promises that deep inside I know I won't comply

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I AM BACK BITCHES

i had forgotten this accounted rsrs really embarrassed about this by the way lol. but it just who one that someday i was. well, I am kinda lazy to do this right now... i just opened this but I didn't want to not posting something.. you know? LKKKKKKKKK it's okay if you don't cause right now neither do I lol

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yeah yeah yeah mortifying ordeal of being known and all that but sometimes a friend mentions something about you that you didn’t think was noticeable and it feels like your heart is being cradled in their hands

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MY BIRTHDAY 🥳

Today I was feeling really lonely... idk why but it hurt. But with the day going i was little by little getting better, with the messages and all. UNTIL the party arrived and it was so heartwarming i was so surprised and happy... because i was thinking "omg some people like me for real... like i am loved" u know... so today became one of the best days that it could've been in this fucking pandemics. Also everything was so well thought the MUG '0' JUST PERFECT there is literally everything i love EVEN JAEMIN LIKEEEE HJSJASDHDSJSDJHSD LETICIA IS AWESOME... so kind cute for real... i really DO love her, like my own family, love her mom her grandmother... love them all, so kind and good people. Leticia's home is a place where I feel really cared u know welcome and loved, like home for real.

I am so happy delighted glad and all a lot more. Thanks to all my friends I am enjoying my birthday for real. My mom too because she is the best mom EVER, she is my everything literally my safe harbor, my best friend, my all. I love you so much mom that I am unable to express it with words... <3

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ಇ DREAM ಇ

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THE BEST UNIT

lol i habe this bc i was gonna put in my card but i couldnt, gonna delete it from my pc but i thought of post in here before bc why not, right? well also jaemin your my everthing <3

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KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I FORGOT TO TEST!!! KKKKKKK WHY AM I LIKE THIISSSDS T0T0T0T0T0T0T

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testing

I want to try somethin to im gonna tell one fun fact about me i am a person who like being seen for me really idk if u get moving one wish someday I'll be able to be in love but also comfortable to be me to that person.... just some "I want to be in love" thoughts

BY THE WAY I LOVE THIS SHOUJO UP IN HERE