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"I'm in love with you," he said, "and it scares me. I'm sorry for the things I said trying to fight it. You mean the world to me." He leaned in, and kissed her hard. "Please tell me you still love me?"

~She meant more to him than the world "girlfriend" could express. This was his soul mate.

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His brown eyes met mine, as he slowly leaned in. He kissed me, and I felt everything at once. I wrapped my arms around his neck, taking in the moment.

~Happy Valentines Day

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"I am so deeply in love with you," he shook his head, angry at himself. "I don't want to be. I never wanted to like you. But seeing you, here, now... I'm tired of pretending I don't. Fuck. I'm in love with you."

~He reached out, and pulled me towards him, before kissing me. // 2/6/19

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"Make love to me," she whispered, holding his hand tightly.

~Take away what makes me pure and stain it red // 2/6/19

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"I love you," he whispered. Her heart seemed to stop. It was everything she ever wanted. She silently thanked the universe as she replied, "I love you too."

~I've thanked God for you. // 2/5/19

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"I think a part of me is in love with you."

~Words he said that fucked me up #7

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"I'm thinking about you less," she said. "But whenever I close my eyes, I still see you in my deepest, darkest dreams."

~My nightmares have your name written all over them. // 1/28/19

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"I miss you," she said, "But I won't be weak for you. Not again."

~I love you with my whole heart, but I'm done breaking apart. // 1/25/19

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"I think that maybe I would always let you come back," she said, softly. "Not that I'd stay here waiting, exactly. But, if you came, told me you loved me, and asked me to be yours... I'm not sure if there's anything in the world I wouldn't drop for you."

~Or anyone. // 1/24/19

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"You want the honest to God truth?" She asked, eyes filled with unshed tears. "I'm looking for reasons to fuck this up. He is so nice. He makes time for me, we have so much in common, and he actually wants me around. But all I can think when I'm with him is 'he's not you.' And I hate myself for it."

~I'd rather see your name pop up on my phone. // 1/19/19

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"Losing you is different. You're my best friend. And you know that's true because I never call anyone that."

~Words he said that fucked me up #6

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"I pretend I'm comfortable with people all the time. You're different. I'm actually comfortable with you."

~Words he said that fucked me up #5

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"You said you wanted me to be a better friend. I'm trying."

~Words he said that fucked me up #4

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"Goodbyes are hard. Especially the ones you never wanted to have to say."

~I got out of your car, walked to mine, and watched you drive away. // 1/19/19

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"Saying goodbye to you is hard," she whispered, holding back tears, "so hard. But now, staying would be the only thing harder."

~Once you finally let go, you'll wonder why you gave yourself rope burn holding on // 1/17/19

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"We can finally be friends again," he said. She looked up at him, surprised, yet sad by his words. "I don't want to be your friend... I've never wanted to be your friend. And to be completely honest, I don't think I ever will."

~You can't have your cake and eat it too. // 1/17/19

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"Of course I miss you! I missed you tonight! That's why I pretended to be drunk and texted you in the first place!" he told her. She looked sad, as she shook her head. "You shouldn't have to pretend you're drunk to talk to me. You should just talk to me. And that, right there, is the problem."

~You're my all or nothing. As of lately, it's leaning more towards nothing. // 1/16/19