Hello my name is Alfonso but everyone who knows me calls me Fonz. I am a young man who is living life in a nuetral state, one without emotions. It is hard for me to have them and if I feel anything its because its serious and Im not joking about this. I have lived almost all of my life without feeling a thing and I don't know why. I have alot of problems including Insomnia and a skin condition called Dermatographia that can't be cured and this is just my way of recalling all the things I do daily in a life of zero emotion as well as telling stories of my childhood and my strange psychic 6th sense abilities and my comming to terms with something I would otherwise be sceptical of. If you happen to venture onto my page and wanna ask me some questions message me and I can give you my gmail or snapchat if wanted and we can discuss futher their.
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Working For Something Cheap
So here’s the business I wanna get some GooglePlaystore Gift Cards but I wanna earn them by writing. I’m and excellent writer and I pride myself in that and doing so I can do: Short stories, Essays, Poems, Letters, Songs, Raps, Long Stories,etc… If you need any of these done email me at [email protected] and I will send you top quality work done when you need it. I typically respond immediately and If I don’t within the hour I will within the week. I only require 15 to 50 dollar Gift-Cards so if you need something written for you email me and send me your request. I have done this for years and I will continue so I scratch your back you scratch mine. I do accept other things as well but you must bring up what you plan on exchanging for service if not GGP Gift-Cards. the first ten to email me get a free trial of my services.
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Working For Something Cheap
So here’s the business I wanna get some GooglePlaystore Gift Cards but I wanna earn them by writing. I’m and excellent writer and I pride myself in that and doing so I can do: Short stories, Essays, Poems, Letters, Songs, Raps, Long Stories,etc... If you need any of these done email me at [email protected] and I will send you top quality work done when you need it. I typically respond immediately and If I don’t within the hour I will within the week. I only require 15 to 50 dollar Gift-Cards so if you need something written for you email me and send me your request. I have done this for years and I will continue so I scratch your back you scratch mine. I do accept other things as well but you must bring up what you plan on exchanging for service if not GGP Gift-Cards. the first ten to email me get a free trial of my services.
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Day 2: December 26,2017
Today started out very annoying. I was woken up by the sound of my siblings and I felt horribly sick so them waking me up was extremely agitated even though my dream was mildly disturbing. So in my dream I saw one of my childhood demons. What I mean is as a young boy I would often see these demons as I can only categorize them to be. They are all around five to six feet tall; extremely thin and boney. They are grey and brownish in color and their only defining facial feature they have is an large eye and two holes on the sides of their heads where the ears should be. I have had dreams of my demons before and they never do anything to hurt me or even scare me. They just take me in my sleep to their world through a door that glows red and white. Their world is basically ours but if everything was the exact opposite. Instead of worshiping god they worship satan and call him the being of infinite knowledge and they eat other demons and creature after they have died or have been killed. Instead of the United States of American and other superpowers on the planet they have one large one called Nac I Rema or the opposite of America. This wasn’t the disturbing part. The disturbing part was that they gave me predictions for the years to come of major events, from trump's impeachment to a super volcano that erupts in europe. I don’t think anything of this dream because it wasn’t as realistic as most of my dreams but I will keep it in my mind for a ,“ I told you so” moment. Other than that I’m trying to get motivation to make my Bad Dreams game to life and make these a blog somewhere. Maybe I can talk about my childhood paranormal experiences and my coming to terms with being slightly psychic. I can’t predict the future but I can talk see and interact with things beyond the naked eye. I think it has to do with my lack of emotions and my other level of thinking that baffles most and scares others. So maybe today I will start a tumblr account and a few other accounts for my daily thoughts. That's it for today.
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can all suggestion blogs reblog this please?
I want to make sort of a masterlist of all the suggestion blogs, and your help would be greatly appreciated :)
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Thought I could use this post for a later date when I decide to use it.
How to Get Over Past Mistakes
1. Remind yourself that everyone makes mistakes, does things wrongs, and has moments of regret. There are no perfect people out there. In that sense, you are just the same as everybody else.
2. Remind yourself that “that was then, and this is now”. You can’t turn back the clocks and change what you did, but you can be a different person in the future.
3. Allow yourself to experience and name the feelings you are struggling with (regret, guilt, shame, disappointment, embarrassment, sadness, etc.) – then make the decision to let those feelings go. In the end, it’s unhealthy to become attached to them.
4. Ask yourself what you can learn from the situation. What would you do differently if you found yourself in that situation again? How can it change the person you are now (so that you feel better about yourself)?
5. Recognise that failings are mistakes are part of the growth process. It’s inevitable that you’ll encounter obstacles, challenges and failures throughout life. Don’t let that stop you from really living life.
6. Remind yourself that “it was what you did, it’s not who you are.” Don’t allow any single event or experience to define you. You are more than – so don’t let that become your identity, or your destiny. 7. Give yourself the gift of a new day and a new start. Forgive yourself, let go of the past, and with confidence move on with your life.
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Online Diary/Thought journal Day 1: December 25,2017
Today was quite splendid I would have to say and so was yesterday. I thought upon receiving this gift that I would start a record of my thought during the day of each and every day I think I would want to right and who knows maybe I will make this a blog or a story. I’ll call it the Chronicles of and ill mind or something along those lines.
So today I would say I felt neutral. I wasn’t to happy or to sad or to angry. I didn’t feel anything in particular except for exhausted. My days typically start out like this. I decided to sell my human skin wallet from Human-Leather. It is to disturbing for normal people and since in would like to keep a normal social life I think I won't buy one until I’m a little older where everyone will be more mature about the wallet and the fact that its skin. We make furniture and clothes out of the skin of animals why can't we make them out of people. We don’t all deserve to be mourned, our bodies don't all need to be buried or cremated. We can at least use it for the benefit of someone else who would like a nice belt or something. I'm not disturbed I just don’t understand the reason the human mind is so obsessed with the preservation of all life on earth. It makes no sense but that's how it is. Other than that I have just been enjoying the gifts I got for Christmas and looking for some nicely priced converse but to no avail. I’ll find a pair it will just take time. I plan on making another update tomorrow.
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