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hay buhay tangina

this is so fucking hard for me the fact that i don’t feel good enough and feel like whatever i do won’t be enough for her even the best that i have, i am overthinking indeed, this feels hard for me, we’re both tired everyfucking day every after school but i have to keep my head up, fight my way through everything in my path mentally and emotionally, i gotta keep my shit together, i love her so fucking much, ain’t no giving up, just holding up and keeping my head up

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sarap mamatay

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me= mediocre

i'm worthless

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I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

I FUCKING MISS YOU

kmpc

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WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO 

I KNOW FOR A FACT I DON’T DESERVE THIS

SO EASY FOR YOU TO LEAVE SOMEONE WHO WAS READY TO SPEND THE REST OF HIS LIFE WITH YOU

AND NOW YOU’RE FUCKING TELLING ME THAT ALL OF IT WAS A LIE

BUT I’M HERE STILL WISHING ALL THE BEST FOR YOU AND ALL THE HAPPINESS IN LIFE

I SHOULD BE HELLA ANGRY BUT WHY CAN’T I

OH YEA THAT’S RIGHT I NEVER FORGOT THAT I LOVE YOU

HOPE IT DON’T COMES BACK TO YOU

[thetaciturn-blog1]

this is so fucking hard for me the fact that i don’t feel good enough and feel like whatever i do won’t be enough for her even the best that i have, i am overthinking indeed, this feels hard for me, we’re both tired everyfucking day every after school but i have to keep my head up, fight my way through everything in my path mentally and emotionally, i gotta keep my shit together, i love her so fucking much, ain’t no giving up, just holding up and keeping my head up

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bb 

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Germany. Photo: @kuhrmarvin #germany #nature #landscape #scenery #explore #travel #adventure #photography #wanderlog

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Allison!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i’d jump here someday

Highway 1 Carmel / Big Sur. Photo: @itsbigben #wanderlog #photography #explore #travel #adventure #landscape #bigsur #scenery

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insp

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soon

Whistler, Canada. Photo: @itsbigben #whistler #canada #wanderlog #nature #landscape #scenery #explore #travel #adventure #photography

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it does not matter for me to feel all of these i want her to feel. As long as she heals, i'm contented and happy with it. I'm contented with what i'm able to do and what bond i have with her. Although it's so freaking hard because we're not exactly in the same situation but we're on the same page.

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i don't hate life itself. i hate the life that i have right now in a way that no one would be able to comprehend. people say they do understand but none of this shit is sincere or true.

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people will move into conclusion no katter what. you won't be able to explain anything not until it cracks open. until u let people believe what they want to. and just stick to your own.

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No Matter The Challenge, If The Contender Has The Will… They Will Succeed.

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“Learn to say no without explaining yourself.”

— Unknown