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@sadbatgaybat even though you shut me out of your life I will still be there for you. There is a reason why you block me so much on every social media I wonder why you did not block my blog. That is all you could of done. But Hey! I miss you so much @sadbatgaybat please come back into my life I beg of you. I promise I won't say weird shit or say things to offend you and if I pissed you off then I am so, so, sorry. Please forgive me Alex I did not mean to offend you or anything. All I want to do is be friends with you and that is it. We have so much in common such as liking metric. I remember that you posted something like I want to be friends with her but you had this fear of being heavily disinterested in me. Please just give me a chance I miss you so much Alex. All I want is to be your friend for the millionth time I beg of you. I reached out to you on Etsy, Instagram, on this Chinese account, I reached out to you on Ko-fi so many damn places I reached out to you and you still block me out of your life. Please I beg of you just talked to me I miss you so much. I write or type this blog with tears out of my eyes, I want to talk to you again and be a part of your life again. I want to be there for you I know you live in an other country and I live in an other country we are worlds apart but that won't stop our friendship. I wrote a song about you called Mon Amie. I just won't forget you. You made an impact on my life even for such the little time we spoke to each other. You inspired so much of my songs that I have written. I wish you could hear them. I know that you are in La Rochelle doing your internship and I wish you all the best. Please just come back and read this and accept my request to be your friend. I wish that we could be friends.

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I would do anything to get Alex back into my life. I lost another friend because I was not careful for what I said. And I regret everything I said to Martha and Alex. And I do not know about Verena.., I feel so annoying because I talk about the same thing over and over again. But I miss these three and would do anything to get them into my life. @sadbatgaybat I miss you so much and if you are reading this I hope that one day you would or could be my friend still. It has been three years since we last spoke on discord I miss you so much and would do anything to have you back into my life again. Please Alex come back for the love of God I miss you so much. Not a day goes by where I do not think about you. I have dreams about you. I see people with the name Alex and you can never leave my memory. There is always art that reminds me of you and when I see artist I think about you. I am so hurt that you are gone.. Just give me another chance Alex I miss you so much. Forget about the words I said. C'mon please Alex don't be mean and say you do not care about me or do not miss me I know that, But I really miss you. I miss our conversations we had. I loved sharing my music with you. And I know you love Metric too and so do I. I do not know why you do not consider me as a friend. I am a really good friend @sadbatgaybat whenever you need someone to talk to I am right here. my blog is @thewalkingtree so if you ever decide that you are going to talk to me some day I am waiting. I am still waiting and man oh man boy oh boy do I have so much patience. I will wait for years just so you could be my friend again. I terribly miss you and there is a void in my soul where you left. Just like the song Youth by Daughter, "Shadows settle on the place that you left. Ringing in my head when you broke my chest. But I'm forever missing YOU."

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Alex I miss you

I miss Alex so much, It has been three years since we said good bye but I will always miss her. No matter what she is always in my heart. I know she wants to live a life without me and have her separate ways but I will always want to be her friend. I got faith that one day she will reach out to me idk how or when but I just have a feeling she will. Even though she gave me a strong feeling saying I have no intention to contact I still believe that one day we will be friends. I regret saying that I have feelings for her. I just wish I can start over again and just kept my feelings to myself and wrote songs about love. Many artists do that. Like Clairo - Sofia, who knows if Sofia is the real girl she is even in love with. Yea I was in love with Alex but I lost two friends Alex and Verena they both blocked me on multiple occasions and I have ran out of accounts lol I reached my limit. I miss both of them so much. I do not know if verena was jealous of me for liking her ex girlfriend because she was so good at hiding her feelings. I just wish I can go back in time and change what I said

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I am still waiting so paitently for the day that you will accept me as your friend. I know you said you are not good for me but I am a flexible person. I can adapt to anyone and to any situation. I love you for your flaws and I do not care to judge you. I miss the person who I talked to on Discord in 2020. I miss your art and you deactivated your art account and I am so sad that you did. I wish you could forgive me if I offended you. It is so hard for me to move on and it has been three years! yes three years since we last spoke.

realizing i can just continue to ignore my harasser forever. she will have to understand one day that i'm not her friend, never will be, and most importantly that it's not a reflection of her own worth and don't have to mean anything. she should deal with this a doctor or therapist for her own sake, but it's not my business, and never has been.

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Please come back Thomas I miss you so much what the fuck are doctors going to do with this I already talked to them about you but I still want to be your friend why can't you be my friend you're such an interesting person

realizing i can just continue to ignore my harasser forever. she will have to understand one day that i'm not her friend, never will be, and most importantly that it's not a reflection of her own worth and don't have to mean anything. she should deal with this a doctor or therapist for her own sake, but it's not my business, and never has been.

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I wish the same

i hope i live near the sea with the people i love not too far one day

it might be hard but its my deepest wish i think

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wip of keith because yeah; something is wrong but i havent figured what yet;;; but mann do i love drawing fire

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I wish you could call me baby

me: is mentally ill, very afraid of people and is very scared of not being loved because of it

my gf: still loves me

me: cry

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Hi! the name’s Alex, 18, and my artist handle is cringykitties, and well, I really don’t like doing this, but I’m doing a new post to promote my commissions post again.

As I said on my most recent post about my hiatus, tl;dr recently my life has been very complicated, but so it has been for the past 5 years for my family. I personally received the last shot recently that made my mental health worse, but my other family members have been struggling for years and it recently got worse as well (my mother and my sibling especially) I can see my mother and my first sibling drowning with their problems, and no matter what I have been doing for the past 5 years, that costed me my teenager years and rewarded me with a crippling mental health, we still can’t see the end of this, and it feels like we’re back to square one again. Unfortunately, we have no other support than ourselves, as our family is either too far to help us or too toxic and manipulative.

I’m not going to share my whole story with strangers, but to put it short, I really need to help my mother by helping her make money so I can help her go back to school, renovate our house, my sibling’s charges (and hospital, institutes fees) and the daily charges (trust me, I know it’s a lot of money and that I may be a fool to think I can support all this)

I know, I really know, I won’t get much, but I am really desperate and I really just want to see my family happy again.

I don’t like the idea of people giving me money without anything in exchange, so I’m doing commissions, as you can see on my commissions post: http://ohcigalas.tumblr.com/post/170356181889/hi-im-opening-commissions-to-make-a-bit-of

if you can’t commission me, I have a ko-fi you can donate to:  ko-fi.com/H2H762NO ; you can totally ask me a doodle with your donation!

please, if you can’t do any of these, consider signal boosting this post. I will still do my best to support my family no matter what, but I would really prefer to be useful and make some money I can save to help my mom because more than anything in the world, I think she definitely deserves some peace after struggling for 15 years without an end.

Thank you for reading! Have a wonderful day/night

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Alex or thomas please come back I miss you so much I know you don't care about me and you don't miss me but I really care about you @sadbatgaybat

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@sadbatgaybat I also thought you were a funny person. Please come back you were such a tres cool person.

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@sadbatgaybat come back I miss you so much. If I offended you or pissed you off in the past forgive me. I still want to talk to you and be friends because I think you are such an interesting person. Forgive me for harassing you I don't understand things it's quite difficult for me to proccess.

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a klance doodle because it’s been a long time since i last drew these dorks together

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the bom outfit suits keith so well i cried

bonus with cat ears because i can :

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I'm so sorry to be obsessed

do u ever just sit and think abt the fact u have amazing mutuals and you’d love to talk to them but u r a anxiou potato so u just sit and be sad cuz u can’t talk to ur amazing mutuals who probs dont even remember u