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my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.
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i want devices that are functional and hardy and i want them to last and fuck the rest of the shit i dont need. my ds and 3ds can lie in sleep mode for months if not years and i can pop them open and they've still got two or three bars left. my old phones in high school could go days without a charge. if i leave my nintendo switch on the floor for a few days doing absolutely fuck all nothing i will turn it on and it will cry to me mother i am dying. i am dying mother. and i tell him he'll never be half the man his brother was and he can't hear me because he's dead
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who's the baddie with the sick custom saihate station shirt 😍😍😍💯🔥🔥



the original digital design
fandom lovers need to make more graphic tees for themselves ESPECIALLY but not exclusively for shit with very little official merchandise
#make your own merch baby bring that shit to life#i wanted to add the crosshatching from the game’s ui but i figured that’s be too complicated with my limited materials LOL#i just used a fat fabric paint marker and some acrylic paint + a black pigment pen so it was hard to get tiny details#it’s also DEFINITELY a hand-wash only thing#my mummy works at a place that designs shirts and it’d be REALLY cool to get it screenprinted#but they have to make a minimum of 12 to do a design so like.#if im not selling these then i might as well make a shitty one by hand and deal with the inconveniences myself#maybe one day i would work with her to make shirts though#as if i have a brand LOL im just a tumblr weirdo#but it’s be so fun….#chat should i make shirts#saihate station#saihate eki#i am getting better#OH GOD I NEVER FINISHED MY ENGELWOOD EMBROIDERY
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TWILIGHT RAILWAY USES A BURNING SCORPION MOTIF VOMITS AND SOBS SOMEBODY TRANSLATE IT NOW!!!!!!!!
#my bet is that like hbf the original saieki will have so much charm and nostalgia that i’ll always prefer the first#but the second will be so emotionally potent and life-changing that Yeah That’s The Better Game But I Liked The First One Better ☹️#tidbits#ughhhhhhhhh twilight railway get translated and somebody leak walpurghisnacht rising and moa make mirror then i can die in peace
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what i do find interesting is that nageki's suicide wasn't the RIGHT thing to do. like the game paints it a lot as a necessary self-sacrifice For The Greater Good but it wasn't really that. like yeah the hawk party WAS trying to use nageki to genocide and shit but first of all who's to say there aren't more nagekis out there and second of all nageki COULD have gone with hitori. but it was indeed an act of. depression. it was suicide. a suicide that was influenced by guilt and self-loathing and feeling undeserving of love and affection and taking up space. the narrative, especially as it contrasts nageki's death against the king's, really paints nageki as a martyr. and nageki as a ghost is forced to step back from his feelings from the living world and his death and kinda just accepts it and moves on which adds to the way the game treats him as opposed to the king. i guess that's what drives the point of the game home: live long with your sins. not only a message the king was being taught, but one nageki was passing on from his own, lived experience.
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I HATE YOU INTERNET CENSORSHIP I HATE YOU TIKTOKSPEAK I HATE YOU GRAPE AND UNALIVE AND SEWERSLIDE I HATE YOU COMMENTS THAT GET EATEN WITH NO EXPLANATION I HATE YOU CATERING TO ADVERTISERS I HATE YOU ‘CONTENT’ I HATE YOU ‘CONSUMERBASE’ I HATE YOU ENGAGEMENT TACTICS I HATE YOU DEVALUATION OF ART AND CREATIVITY I HATE YOU ANTI-INTELLECTUALISM I HATE YOU DEBATE CULTURE I HATE YOU AI I HATE YOU RADICALISING ALGORITHM I HATE YOU WATCH-TIME OPTIMISATION I HATE YOU ‘ASK WEBSITE NOT TO TRACK’ I HATE HAVING NO CHOICE TO TURN OFF THESE ADDICTION-DRIVING DEPRESSION-DRIVING ASPECTS OF EVERY SINGLE WEBSITE AND SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM AND SEARCH ENGINE I HATE YOU SHAREHOLDERS I HATE YOU CORPORATISATION OF THE INTERNET
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BY THE WAY it's NIKOLA TESLA'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE

everyone say happy birthday!!!
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im out here on the brink of killing a daisy plant for the sole purpose of being able to dry it for a saieki scrapbook page meanwhile real fleabane was growing in my yard this whole time 😑 im so sorry peach
#something ate most of peach. btw.#i deadheaded her yesterday because her flowers were past their cycle and i come back today to see all her leaves chewed off#now im real worried for her#she was already looking really unhealthy#tidbits
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new post. the way aoi makes that playful comment to haru about how he'll have to remember to get her a gift for their 100th anniversary but being with shion at saihate station forever might very well allow him to """live""" to see the date of their 100th anniversary. vomits.
#i guess that's plenty of time to pick up embroidery yourself haru LOL#tidbits#saihate station#as one tumblr user wrote in a fanart he really DID fumble her in like three months though lol. three months that ruined his entire life.
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i trimmed my bangs today and didn't shower afterwards which caused them to look uncharacteristically blocky and clump up much like how a cartoonist might portray fringe bangs. i also happened to wear a... um.... rusty orange sweater vest.... with my hair down... and then i checked my daisies to make sure they were doing okay........ let me check my watch and see if getting punched in front of my pathetic wet boyfriend might squeeze into my schedule brb
#aoi tenjiku#hello followers. i am once again posting about the game that none of you know about.#and this is the day i decide to listen to lana del ray too LOL#aoi would be a lana del ray girlie i think#every time i hear a lana del ray song (so like. once every three months) i think about this one essay i read in 2021#which was about this woman's teenage experience with her female identity#female infatuation/lust#seeking male validation#female friendship and how girls feed into societal stereotypes together#and uh. lolita. like humbert humbert lolita not fashion lolita#and it makes me sick to my stomach but dear god is it such a fucking good read#especially as someone with similar experiences#i think i need to make a separate post linking it LOL that's how influential that essay was on my writing and mindset#i didn't get it very well when i first read it because well. i kinda WAS the girl she was describing#not down to the last detail. autism prevented me from a lot of those LOL#but like. the not being allowed to be an adult while feeling like an adult and so seeking out adults who validate that#for me it wasn't WANTING a male PARTNER but feeling a certain sense of self-worth tied to how much men approved of me#not being interested in sex but still feeling a societal pressure to be sexually and romantically desirable#even when that meant ADULT men. who i was simultaneously very frightened of!#great essay. she talks about how culture and the Soft Girl Lana Del Ray Aesthetic really influenced how she and her friend acted at the time#wait. oh god this post was about me vaguely looking like a character wasn't it#uh. yeah.#Shocker! Local long-haired brunette looks exactly like every other long-haired brunette#nah but fr. couple's costume idea: stabbed and mutilated aoi and pathetic wet haru-chan#tidbits#dear fucking god i am just dripping sweat why do i have to write these posts in my car
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i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.
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y'all we need to get a fucking grip on website design. im so tired of this shit. the fucking. the way they are all formatted like scam html sites from the early 2000s. the way NOT A SINGLE WEBSITE is pleasant or hospitable for mobile users. the way things move your screen to force you to view an ad. things that look like features of the website and are instead ads. filler information that means fucking nothing. banner ads. full page ads. ad bumpers. paywalls DESPITE the fact that there are ALSO ADS. the boring ass corporate style that manages to both be ugly and disfunctional at the same time. the fact that EVERYTHING wants you to make an account and download a fucking app when CLEARLY YOU ARE CAPABLE OF HOSTING A WEBSITE. this shit should not fucking fly. why are we letting our every goddamn internet experience deteriorate. i am so fucking tired of enshittification im this close to planting bombs in major corporations' headquarters joker style. dies
#if i pull up one more goddamned website that stops me scrolling so i can sign up for their newsletter ill shoot someone#im not even kidding im so fucking tired of it i get closer to smashing my phone with a hammer every day of my life#tidbits#COMPLAINING!!!!!!!!
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what do you mean you havent used mindfulness techniques to accept the state of the torture labyrinth as is yet. its like youre not even trying
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