uglyrosepetal

[uglyrosepetal]

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Spam hand/wrists check.

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got on the scale at the doc & i finally broke out of being 135lbs.

ya’ll i’m 126lbs😭🥺

so since i’m an actual witch, this post is gonna be a plateau breaking spell ✨✨✨

like charge, reblogs cast to get over that plateau & start losing weight again!!!!!

stay safe everyone!!!!

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im just gonna leave this here

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shoutout to mentally ill people who forget to go to the bathroom, eat, or any other “mundane” activity

shoutout to mentally ill people who can’t bathe, brush their teeth, do laundry, or any other “mundane” activity

you’re not gross, you’re not awful, you’re worthy of love and respect

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my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

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dude i remember when i was barely realising what anorexia was and ignored the posts which were saying “get out” and i was saying how i will never want to be skin and bones

i wish i could go back in time and actually get out

if you are “new”, please get out

you are going to regret staying

it’s just losing a couple of pounds in the beginning

and then you’ll want to have a flat stomach

and then to see your collarbones

and hip bones

and you’ll never stop

and recovery is harder than it looks like

and you’ll never stop counting calories, even if you recovered

i’m sorry if you are not feeling good with your body, but this is not the solution

you’ll lose not only a few pounds you could easily lose in a healthy way, but also all the joy around you

please please please get the fuck out and delete tumblr

talk to a nutritionist, to go gym, change your lifestyle, but don’t try to lose weight by listening to “pro ana tips”

and if you decide to not listen to me, i’m sorry for you and the journey you’re about to enter. i don’t dictate your life, you do what you want, but you’re going to regret staying

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This is so important!

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Hand/wrist check

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I Don’t Think That People Understand That All EDs are Different.

Somebody could have anorexia, and for them that could mean being SUPER clean with their eating, never touching a crystal of sugar, and restricting as well. For another Anorexic it could be setting a calorie limit and eating whatever the fuck they want, but not going over the calorie limit. Some anorexics get addicted to exercise, some don’t even bother. It really depends on the person, and I’m tired of these bull shit stereotypes 🤷🏼‍♀️

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So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery, whether you are in it or not

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WARNING!!!!

People, please be careful. There are also people tracking children and people and putting bids on them based on their profile pictures on whatsapp, tracking and kidnapping them. Especially young children, so please be cautious, especially parents who have their children as their profile pictures.

Please pass this on to everyone so that they are aware of the danger. I don’t how it is all around the world but I know it can’t just be here so please please spread the word. Thank you.

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US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

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Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

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(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

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[uglyrosepetal]

Yesterday, a 15 years old Turkish Army, called Melisa, committed suicide because of her own father. He abused her mentally and physically. He even bought a rope for her to hang her self. He is her FATHER.

She was so young, so beautiful. She could have a wonderful life. These are the twits she twitted;

"I know thay my father won't kill me. He won't do that. He told me 'Go kill yourself.' 'You are the worst thing that ever happened to me' or 'take the gun and shot yourself I'll cry one day and move on' so much that I started to feel that's what I've gotta do. I shouldn't think so much, I'm afraid Yoongi."

"My dad bought and put a rope in the room to encourage me to suicide. He even unpacked. I asked him what is this and he replied with 'nothing i bought it incase you want to suicide.' "

This is not a suicide. This is a murder. And even after she died people made fun of her just because she listened kpop.

R.I.P sweet angel. You deserved so much better. We will try to be your voice.

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Got really upset this morning, back up to 110.2