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The EVEN shittier guy alternative take of this video:

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I understand this completely, and I agree.

Sorry, sorry, but manipulative hurt/comfort is fucking cocaine to me. The predatory aspect of it. The vulnerability—500% better if the hurt party knows they're being manipulated and is past the point of caring. The juxtaposition of sweet and sharp flavours. Barkbarkbark

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Then you're doing it right.

This is a very good sign!

drawing elias is so stupid, i can’t get the idea out of my head that he just spun around in his chair like a cartoon villain

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Knowing that you're trans gives me hope for my own transition.

I'm currently pre everything, and really miserably dysphoric because I am a bear in the body of a girl and it is. Bad. I feel like I'm waiting for my life to begin.

But then I see you posting stuff and just. Doing things you like, and being confident about it. Being valued as a person. Having positive interactions with people. And it reminds me that I can have that too.

I hope you have a good day :)

You are.

You are waiting, and that's okay, don't think of it as wasted time if you can manage that. Think of it like a necessary stasis before a life that will be well worth it.

The things you'll be able to do and the version of yourself who you will be able to be is not possible for the version of you that exists right now.

Those two portions of your life just aren't compatible.

When I was 16, I found a monarch butterfly that had just emerged from its cocoon. It was in the grass, and still wet and crumpled, as well as several weeks late. The chances of the butterfly being eaten if I had left it there, on its own, were incredibly high. While I'm almost always one to let nature do what it will and watch without intervention, I couldn't make myself walk away from it. I realized that, with it freshly formed and still useless, and me 4 or so months on testosterone, we were at the same stage in our respective metamorphoses.

I delicately picked up the stalk that it was clinging to, and carried it to my deck, where I sat with it and watched for the whole three hours it took to completely unfurl. When it was done, it flew away. And silly as it is, that gave me hope.

I am so honored to be a source of hope for others who are living through the first horrifying stages of my own experience.

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Hey Creely I have a few things to say.

Good job :))

You're doing a good job 👍🏻

Keep doing what you're doing

You're very inspiring and someone I look up to.

On days when I feel like absolute shit,

Your posts make me feel a tad bit better.

Thank you for being here, thank you for existing, thank you for making it feel like it's gonna be okay and thank you for making me realise it's okay to be myself.

I would say more, but then it would turn into a full blown ramble and I can very quickly go off track so I'll leave it here.

:] Oh God I suddenly feel really embarrassed, but I'm gonna send this anyways because yes...

This is so nice, thank you. I'm grateful to be at a point where other trans people can look at me and be inspired, that's a place I had a very hard time conceptualizing up until very recently.

It IS going to be okay.

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I feel like you should know I save all reference posts you make for art, i haven’t drawn any yet but i will

Wonderful, thank you for telling me. 🫶

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You are, like, unrealistically nice to look at. (/in the most respectful way possible)

Thank you so much 👁️🫶🫶

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So... New art, when? 👁️👁️

So... About that.

I've lost my stylus. I lost it about a week ago at some point and it IS in my room, I just have to locate it.

This is remarkably stupid, it definitely just fell behind something when I set it down.

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I am a trans man, but my country has very homophobic laws and I can be jailed for a few days just for wearing a rainbow pin (not even the LGBT flag). I know that if I want to have surgery I have to go to another country (which is actually very expensive), but every time I look at your blog it inspires me.

I really like your images, the way you cosplay Elias. Every time I read your posts, it fills me with confidence and faith that one day I too can be a little happier.

Thank you for being there ❤️❤️❤️

Hello, Anon,

This is genuinely one of the most rewarding yet heartbreaking things I have ever read. I am so incredibly honored that I've been able to unwittingly provide you with a little bit of hope in such a dark time in your life and transition.

I FULLY understand the significance of seeing another trans person be 'liked'. How much of a difference that can make when all you ever hear is that gender queerness dooms you to a life of loneliness and ridicule.

When I first came out, it meant the world to me when I started seeing trans masculine influencers. Their success was wonderful, but more than that, it was the fact that they had friends and loved ones. I got to see proof that everything I had been told about transness making one unlovable was simply ignorant and false.

I have been lucky, yes, but I AM a trans person, none the less. And in spite of the common narrative, I got to be popular through highschool, not because of the people I knew, but because I was genuinely well liked and appealed easily to both cis and trans people, I got to be a respected representative for my school who was taken seriously, I got to lead clubs and events, I was runner-up for prom king two years in a row.

I think it is important to remember that being trans is not always a life sentence to misery. It depends on external factors, or course, and there are many terrifying elements that can't always be helped. But YOU are not the problem. You never have been.

I desperately hope that one day you are able to truly begin your life as the man you were always intended to be. You have more than earned that reward. Be safe, and unless the world miraculously becomes a wonderful and accepting place overnight, I recommend making an escape plan. Your current situation sounds devastating and wildly stressful, you deserve to get out of a place like that. No matter how complicated and arduous that process may be.

Good luck, friend.

You have my support. 🫶🫶

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This is like the third time you you posting a video with audio that uses a sound/song that's actively stuck in my head.

It's like Jonah started using the eye powers for random things like extending ear worms. Honestly 10/10 coincidence or freaky eye power usage either way

Wonderful. I'm very happy to hear that! 👁️👍👍

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hullo! I, a humble TMA roleplayer, would like to compliment you on your uncanny cosplay video timings. My rp group is in the middle of a very intense exchange with Elias traumatising all the archives crew and some OCs. Your videos were a shock and a horror to see following that, please never stop

HA!

I do try. Thank you 👁️🫶

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Since various communities seem to be offering you valuables, we genderfluid folks would like to give you skin moisturizer. Although, come to think of it, it's more an investment than a gift...

This has called to my attention the fact that, of all possible gender identities, the gender fluid™ are DEFINITELY of the Stranger. I love you all, you're fantastic, and I will accept your moisturizer with a polite nod and then never ever use it because I don't like the phrasing "investment" in reference to my skin.

Thank you! 👁️🫶🫶

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You know, I don't think you are sorry /silly

No, you're correct. 👁️💅

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Elias Bouchard shitty guy in fancy robe reference:

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What the REAL fundraising events for the Magnus Institute tend to look like...

(I'm so sorry. 👁️)

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Last Elias Bouchard cosplay video from yesterday,

Featuring 'Laplace's Angel" by Will Wood.

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I would also like to add to my list of suggested Elias/character ship names:

Elias/Melanie - Eye for an Eye

(And though it isn't a pairing I'm personally fond of)

Simon Fairchild/Elias - OpenEyes

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have you ever considered this rarepair....

timelias? mayhaps?

I like TimElias, I've read nearly every (consensual) fic in existence featuring this pair.

I would also like to lightly suggest the ship name 'EyesPeeled'. 🌝🫶

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