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I don’t feel empathy. I think empathy.

Life is better when it’s cognitive.

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ITS NOT DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR IF I CAN FUCKING DO IIIIITTTTTTTTTT

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No more screaming, too tired

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I hate having to wait for the right moment in a conversation to talk abt me and how awesome I am

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'yOu BlAmE eVeRyThInG oN yOuR dIsOrDeRs/DiSaBiLiTiEs'

Maybe bc they... affect everything I do?

Maybe bc they... disable me?

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I love doing my daily Tumblr check to see I've got attention from random strangers online

I love the validation it gives my existence

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I want to do nothing but lay in bed and rot

But at the same time that shit is boring

THERE'S NO WINNING FOR ME NOOOOO

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OMG my posts are getting likes as soon as I post them it makes me feel special and a little mentally unstable

:3

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DNEISIDNJEBFIEJSBFJDJAKMSITORLWBXMXPR

I NEED SOMETHING EXCITING TO HAPPEN

I HAVE BEEN WALKING AROUND AS A SHELL OF MYSELF FOR MONTHS AND IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY

I AM SO FUCKING BORED

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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All it takes is one (neutral) comment to ruin my entire day 😓

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I hope that secretly, everybody in my life is crying over something I've said to them

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All I fucking do is complain and I'm living my best life bc of it :3

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I like to take and take from my relationships until I bleed the other person dry and then they leave me, can confirm it's an awesome hobby u should try it <3

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I don't feel much, but when I do pretty often it's an overwhelming sense of anger towards other people and then I have to isolate myself bc otherwise I would murder someone ^_^

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Getting AI to generate supply is genuinely so fucking pathetic like who would even do that (ignore the thousands of AI generated supply I have in my notes app)

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npd culture is genuinely wanting to throw up when people bring up stuff i used to do that doesn’t align with the Very carefully crafted persona i’ve developed to make sure everyone likes me like YOURE TRYING TO KILL ME?

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A faggot in my life is treating me like shit cause I've got a fucking disorder that makes me go crazy ego maniac mode when I don't receive enough attention and they haven't gotten the fucking memo that treating me like shit DOESN'T FUCKING HELP AND THEY'RE JUST BEING AN ASSHOLE FOR THE SAKE OF BEING AN ASSHOLE AND OF COURSE I'M GOING TO REACT BADLY WHEN YOU PURPOSEFULLY EXCLUDE ME DO YOU THINK YOU'RE MAGICALLY CURING MY YEARS OF TRAUMA THAT MADE ME THIS WAY BY TELLING ME I DON'T DESERVE THE SAME AS EVERYONE WHAT THE FUCK HOW ARE YOU THIS FUCKING RETARDED JUST DIE ALREADY YOU USELESS SAD SACK OF FUCKING SHIT

tehee rant over I'm just a girl none of this is serious no it at all <3