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True Friendship, real friendship. Is when all three of you live in vastly different time zones, and yet a few times a week, late at night, we come together and play Dead By Daylight.

And i wouldn't give these times up with these people for fucking anything.

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Wednesday: I'm going to take you…

Enid: (Already Naked on the bed) 😁 Wednesday: To the store Enid, to the store!

Enid: To the toystore?! 😉

Wednesday: It'll be the Kennel if you don't behave. Enid: (Whimpering)

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Chapter 20 of the Wenclair LOTR AU is now out!

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Chapter 3 of the Wenclair Hogwarts AU is now out!

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I am SO EXCITED for your LOTR Wenclair update omg. I may cry. Can’t wait!!!!!

I'm sorry it's been so long since i updated! The story was giving me a massive case of writers block like you wouldn't believe. But hopefully i should have the next chapter out either today or tomorrow!

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I'm planning to drop a double update for the Lotr Wenclair Au and for the Hogwarts AU so watch out for that

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hey so i read your hogwarts au and I'm so obsessed with the idea of Wednesday being the first one to be nice, like enids the obvious choice but Wednesday would definitely stand up for anyone being bullied and i love that you wrote it that way round cool fic dude

Thank you! <3 hearing these things from people is so masively appreciated, honest to god you have no idea.

Chapter 3 will be out soon! It's gonna be a big one too!

Ofc Wednesday and Enid had their rivalry at first in the first chapter - But with Enid during the sorting ceremony she was being non-verbally nice with her smiling and giggling. Wednesday ofc confused liking someone with hatred at first Lmao

But the moment she saw Enid being bullied she was not having it. Afterall the only one that gets to torture Enid is her! <3

I hope you enjoy what is to come - It starts to get serious Lmao

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Chapter 3 of "The Desperate Desire of My Heart" is 8000 words Lmao and still going

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Honestly if half of Nevermore isn't secretly in love with Enid Sinclair then frankly there is something wrong with them. If you were able to clone her, put her in every therapists office across the world so Therapists could use her to cure depression with "Enid Hugs" I'm not even joking.

That girl could cure fucking depression with a hug - Guaranteed.

But it's such an irony, and a sad one at that, that Enid Sinclair, unloved by her mother, has so much love and care to give, the world doesn't deserve her.

you know what makes enid such a lovable character? she’s deceptively complex, and the specifics make her so fucking precious. LET ME PROVE MY THESIS.

when enid is first introduced in the show, we might be inclined to think that she’s merely a shallow representation of the polar opposite of wednesday—colorful, peppy, social, loud. but she’s so much more than just wednesday’s antithesis. and you see that from their very first interaction.

enid, clearly excited and optimistic about meeting her new roommate, rushes up to greet her with a huge smile and outstretched arms (already, a sign of her kindness). but the very second she realizes wednesday doesn’t want to reciprocate, she holds off. this might not seem like a big thing, but it’s extremely telling. for one, it shows us that before everything, enid respects wednesday’s boundaries. wednesday, who she doesn’t even know yet. and she continues to honor wednesday’s disinclination to hugs, repeatedly, until the final scene. it also indicates that she’s not ditsy or cluelessly abrasive like some other characters who share her disposition. enid is genuinely, thoroughly kind, and it’s striking.

however, as the scene continues and enid gives wednesday a tour of nevermore, it becomes clear that even though she is kind, she isn’t a one-dimensional people-pleaser. she doesn’t hesitate to give wednesday’s attitude right back to her. like when wednesday expresses annoyance over the name of the quad and enid tells her that “the whole snarky, goth-girl thing might’ve worked at normie school, but here, things are different,” and when wednesday shows disinterest in “participating in tribal adolescent cliches,” enid tells her to “use it to fill your obviously bottomless pit of disdain.” is enid sweet? yes. and is she (not so) subtly trying to impress her cute brunette roomie with her knowledge and interests? also yes. but what she’s not about to do is let wednesday sass her without matching her energy. it’s almost a playful kind of banter (i would say borderline flirtatious), and it’s one of the reasons wednesday is instantly drawn to her; enid isn’t afraid of her, or uncomfortable around her, or put off by her unfriendliness; instead, she’s able to interact with her in a way that keeps wednesday on her toes. this, combined with the way enid continuously respects her boundaries, is a dichotomy that wednesday finds irresistible, and it’s why she can’t not treat enid differently than everyone else. and it’s a big reason why she falls for her.

enid’s complexity only deepens when we discover that she can’t wolf out. we find out that she’s terrified of being alone, and as we get to family weekend, we see the dysfunctional dynamic she has with her parents. it becomes apparent that enid herself is a dichotomy; she presents herself to her peers as confident and bubbly and full of optimism, but the second she’s alone with her family, we see a glimpse of her truest self, who she is behind the mask—weary, sad, almost demure, responding to her mother’s criticism with a tired kind of acquiescence, “that’s me, a huge disappointment.” enid isn’t at all what we might have initially thought her to be, and to see her deal with not measuring up to her family’s standards makes her all the more authentic and relatable.

considering all of this, enid’s duplicity contextualizes her delicacy with wednesday in a way that is uniquely captivating. because enid has every reason to close herself off to other people, especially to her roommate who doesn’t even seem to like her, but she doesn’t. in fact, she goes above and beyond trying to befriend her—promising to keep her secret about nero, seeing her off with tyler at the harvesting festival, inviting her to multiple social events, expressing an interest in “bonding” when she took her dress shopping, organizing a birthday surprise for her, knitting her a snood in her signature colors, and even pulling one over on weems so that they could have a girl’s night out. so when she finds out that wednesday has deceived her, she’s rightfully upset and extremely hurt. during the fight scene, all of this comes out, and for the audience—much like for wednesday—enid’s anger is pain-inducing. we see the strength of her vulnerability in that moment, we see her reach the end of her rope, as it were, because deep down enid is just plain exhausted. and that’s what makes her really real. i see the humanity in her so clearly, and it makes me want to cry. it makes me want to reach through the screen and comfort her like wednesday couldn’t in that moment.

but as we know, enid comes back for wednesday. why? because even after everything, even after the betrayal and the snide remarks and the silence, she still wants to take care of wednesday. she still wants to be there for her, to protect her and be her friend. without waiting for an apology from the person who wronged her, she came back. and if that doesn’t make you love enid sinclair with all of your heart, nothing will.

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So Iran launched an unprovoked attack on Israel yesterday with hundreds of missiles and drones with the RAF (Royal Air Force UK) shooting down many drones.

So yeah if world war III starts my fellow shippers it's been fun 🤣

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Enid absentmindedly doodles Mrs. Enid Addams in the margins of her notebooks and nearly shits herself when Wednesday nearly sees it.

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Fucking too fucking right we do.

I'm turning guest comments off for YMU, since some people don't know how to behave.

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Me, after i burn their fucking house down

I'm turning guest comments off for YMU, since some people don't know how to behave.

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Wednesday takes something a little too literally.

Enid: Man i'm so hungry i could eat a horse right now! Wednesday: (With Heart Eyes at the idea of such violence)...Really?

Enid: Yeah! Track practice was exhausting... and i'm starving!

Wednesday:

Wednesday: (Grabbing her phone) Say no more.

Twenty minutes later.

Enid: Wednesday... what the hell is this?

Wednesday: I apologise if the size of the horse is not up to your standard... it was the best i could provide on such short notice. If this one doesn't sate your hunger i can order another one

Enid: I didn't mean it literally Wends! And where did you even get a horse from anyway?!

Wednesday: Oh... A farm down the road...

Enid: I don't even wanna know what you told him to sell you a horse.

Wednesday:

Wednesday: So what we are going to do with a half-ton horse? Enid: You're the one that bought him! Wednesday: In my defence your the one who said she could have eaten a horse.

Enid: It was a figure of speech Wends!

Wednesday: (Mumbling) I was left unsupervised...

Enid: Oh em gee, How can someone so smart be so dumb?!

Enid: (Under her breath) I have never wanted to marry such a dumbass more in my entire life.

Wednesday: What?

Enid: (Blushing) Nothing!

Enid: (Grabbing her phone) I'll order from Uber Eats (Gesturing vaguely with one hand) You pine solve this little problem.

Wednesday: (Grimacing as the Horse starts licking her face)

Wednesday: (To the horse) I hate you, you're lucky she is the embodiment of sunshine.

(They keep the horse)

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Somehow Enid managed to get Wednesday into Dead By Daylight with her, Yoko and Kent. And Wednesday does everything in her power to make sure Enid escapes every game and everytime Enid gets sad when Wednesday dies for her and has to do her little run over to Wednesday to smush her cheek atop Wednesday's head in hug+kiss

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When teamwork makes the dream work. 😁

@xmidnightfire with the RPG at the end there, the timing was pitch fucking perfect :D