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for her birthday, palestinian miku wants you to help zinh!

zinh is a 20 year old dental student from gaza who is collecting donations to escape gaza together with her family

please share & donate if you can!

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abt me!!

basics! soul, 17, he/they, bisexual & polyam.

likes! sharks, vampires, folklore, axolotls, sparkly things, dc & marvel, animanga, creepypastas, reading and writing.

where did you get your username? vamp for vampire and orphic because orphic means something that's hard to understand, and i feel like that fits me!

posting schedule! my schedule is pretty sporadic. i have school in the mornings and i struggle with many mental health issues, so i might not post as often.

other socials! TBA

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HELP DONATE TO FAMILIES IN PALESTINE.

What is going on in Palestine is not a war - this is genocide. Over 35,000 are dead, and over 70,000 are fatally wounded without access to basic hospital supplies like anaesthetic or painkillers. Over 10,000 children have been killed during air raids and ground operations led by the IDF - not just by starvation or illness.

If you cannot see what is going on, I am afraid your humanity is severely lacking, and you need to take it upon yourself to educate yourself.

Why should you donate?

The bottom line is, if you can’t, then don’t. But even the smallest amount helps contribute towards these families’ goals, and helps them move towards the option for evacuation or rebuilding their lives.

If you cannot donate, or don’t feel comfortable donating, share this around. Let the message spread.

All eyes on Rafah.

I have linked a few gofundme pages below, but feel free to go on the gofundme.com website if you think there are other families you have in mind that could use your help too.

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How to spot signs and symptoms of Breast Cancer 

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Smells Like Rain

obey me: solomon x gn reader 2nd pov, fluff

He was always so gentle with you. His hand softly brushing against yours while you walked to class, chaste kisses in empty classrooms, words of validation whispered like a sermon.

"Solomon," Your voice was quiet as always, only reserved for him. Your gut twisted at his praise, feeling unworthy of his love.

He pressed another kiss to your lips, this time with more passion as he tried to convey his feelings in a more direct manner. His hands cradled your cheeks as he kissed you, pressing you gently into a desk.

You breathed in, the familiar scent of rain and fresh linen filling your senses. You were the first to pull away, resting your head against his shoulder. You itched to say that you loved him, though you knew once the exchange program was over, you would go your separate ways.

He brushed his hand through your hair, taking in your appearance. "I'm going to miss you."

You nodded at his words, looking up at him like it was the last time you would ever see him. After all, it probably was.

Not saying anything more, you held onto him tightly, savoring the moment as best as you could.

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🦇 this is quite short, i apologize!! please let me know if you like this or want more. my requests are open!!

29 july, 2024

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I will never, ever, understand people on the internet.

If you didn't know, Sonya Massey (a woman of color) called 911 last July 6 to report a suspected intruder in her home. Two cops arrived, one of them her killer, Sean Grayson (they were towering over her, btw. Two buff white guys). So, they asked for identification, normal stuff, and followed her in as she searched for it.

When inside, Sean Grayson saw a pot of boiling water and asked her to remove it. After she picked it up, the two cops backed up, moved away and all that. So she asked them why.

Sean Grayson answered, "away from the hot, steaming water." And then Sonya answered, "Away from the hot steaming water? Oh, I'll rebuke you in the name of Jesus." Some people (unbelievers) think it was a joke on her part, tryna ease the tension. Christians believe that she sensed hostility from them and said those words as a way to ward off the evil spirit (which can be interpreted as two different things) from her home.

Sean Grayson then reacted with: "You better fucking not, I swear to God, I'll shoot you in your fucking face" (triggered much?), then he pointed his gun at her, followed by his partner (the one who's body cam provided us the video of the whole thing happening), then closed the distance between them.

She knelt behind the counter, she tried to hide while repeating "I'm sorry" as Grayson continued to advance. Her last "I'm sorry" were her last words as Sean Grayson shot her three times, striking her with a bullet below the eye, one that exited from the back of her neck.

After the shooting, the other deputy said he was going to get his medical kit. Do you know what Sean Grayson replied with? "No, head shot, dude. She's gone." She was later pronounced dead.

Say her name. Sonya Massey.

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Orphic (adj.)

mysterious and enchanting; beyond ordinary understanding

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A Moment of Melancholy

A moment of melancholic sorrow,

Where your happiness is borrowed,

Taken with out rhyme or reason,

Just when it begins to change seasons,

A moment in time when your worth seems so small,

When you know you're not ready for it all,

So you choose to run away instead of fight,

Because right now death seems more appealing than life.

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I know we don't speak much, I know it's just a stupid crush, We can't be more than friends, 'Cause it'll only be lost in the end.

I like being in your life, Even if it's not how I'd like, I'm just glad to see you happy, I don't mean to sound sappy.

Even if this is all we will ever be, You mean so much to me.

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are you bored yet? || asahi azumane

▷ reblogs are appreciated!!

▷ angst to comfort

▷ asahi x male reader, he/him pronouns used

maybe he didn't love you anymore. maybe he had fallen out of love and didn't tell you because he didn't want to hurt your feelings. maybe asahi was just bored with you. maybe he finally found someone better.

those are the thoughts running through your head as you stared at your phone, waiting for the brunette to text you back after leaving you on read. "come on, asahi, really? five hours?" you frowned, shaking your head and throwing your phone across your bed as you covered yourself in blankets.

you hummed, trying to ignore your racing thoughts, but to no avail. sighing, you pulled yourself up, changing into some jeans and a t-shirt. pocketing your phone, you made your way out of the house, going out for a bit should distract you.

maybe you were just overreacting and asahi was just not feeling too well. he wasn't obligated to reply to you, but it would be nice.

you walked in a random direction, deciding wherever your legs take you would be your destiny. you frowned lightly as you found the noodle place that you and asahi went to regularly. their food was pretty good, and you were hungry, so you went in, ordered your favorite item on the menu and your favorite drink, and took a seat at a random booth after you paid.

you failed to notice your dark-haired boyfriend coming out of the bathroom with sugawara and daichi in tow. you took your seat and got your order quite quickly, but as you began eating, you heard the voices from the booth behind you. nothing really caught your interest in their conversation as you ate, but as you were almost finished with your food, a topic came up and you couldn't help but listen.

"so, when are you going to tell him?" sugawara started, and you felt a bit upset, were they hanging out without you? you frowned as you decided to continue listening.

"what am i supposed to say? that i'm bored of him?" asahi sounded exasperated just by his tone. the person that they were talking about must've really pissed him off.

"it'll be better than lying to his face. [name] wouldn't want that would he?" you paused, your breath stopping as you listened to sugawara's words. "[name] would be disappointed if you didn't tell him the truth. if you don't like the guy, tell him."

you could hear asahi sigh, "it's not that i don't like him, i'm just getting bored. [name] doesn't have to know, right?"

you couldn't stand to hear anymore, you pulled your hood over your head, stood up, and left the restaurant. you walked around, kicking rocks and pebbles as you thought about what the trio was saying. were they talking about you? they couldn't have been, right?

asahi isn't the type of person to talk shit behind his partner's back, right?

you shook your head not wanting to think about it. instead, you looked through your phone, trying to distract yourself from the words you just heard. you opened your messages with nishinoya, biting your lip as you typed out what you wanted to say. your thumb lingered over the send button before you finally gave in and pressed send.

hey, noya. do you know if asahi is mad at me? ⤷ read; 04:27 pm

you fidgeted with your thumb as you walked to the park and climbed up the play structure to sit on top of the slide. there weren't any kids around, so you'd probably be able to sit where you were for a few minutes.

uhh no i don't think he is?? i can ask if u want ⤷ read; 04:30 pm

please don't. sorry, i'm just stressing right now. ⤷ read; 04:30 pm

nah you're all good man!! i can ask around and see if anyone else knows? ⤷ read; 04:33 pm

please don't, i don't want anyone assuming anything. thank you though, i really appreciate it.! ⤷ read; 04:34 pm

no problem! im sure things will work out you and asahi make a good couple! ⤷ read; 04:34 pm

thank you. ⤷ read; 04:35 pm

you pocketed your phone again before sliding down the play structure and walking back to your house. you felt numb, you just wanted the day to be over and for everything to be okay between you and asahi.

as you made your way closer to your house, you saw someone standing on your front porch. you checked your phone as it buzzed, watching your boyfriend, asahi's, contact name pop up.

hey, are you home? ⤷ read; 05:10 pm

you hesitated before responding, your thoughts roaming back to the restaurant.

are you bored yet? ⤷ read; 05:11 pm

what do you mean?? ⤷ read; 05:11 pm

are you bored of me? of us? ⤷ read; 05:12 pm

where is this coming from? can i please come inside so we can talk? ⤷ read; 05:12 pm

you sighed lightly, rushing up to your house. "come on," you told the brunette, unlocking the door and allowing him inside. you frowned lightly at the man standing before you. you wiped your eyes as you walked to your room, motioning the boy to follow you.

'please, if there is any god out there. please don't do this. i don't want to lose asahi.' your breath hitched as asahi placed a gentle hand on your shoulder.

"listen.." he started, his tone soft as he tried to talk with you. "the reason i need to talk to you.. it's about your friend, from the track team." he frowned with a sigh, "i know you wanted me and him to get along, you were so happy to introduce us to each other." he paused, gently cupping your cheek. "but he's so boring, i can't hold a conversation with him without getting bored. im so so sorry i didn't say something about this sooner."

you wrapped your arms around the boy, your body shaking as you let out small sobs. "i-i thought," you wiped your face quickly, "i thought you were going to break up with me." you frowned at the boy who shook his head in panic. "no, no! i wouldn't ever be able to do that."

you let out a hum, it seems you were worried over nothing.

you dragged the boy to your bed, placing a soft kiss on his cheek. "i want cuddles."

"okay," he wrapped his arms around you, kissing the top of your head. "you know you're priceless to me, right? you're worth so much and i adore you. please never forget that."

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i don't like how rushed the ending is, but i've been stressed with school and stuff so !! enjoy <3

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KuroKen with a trans bf!!

Pairings: Kuroo and Kenma x ftm!reader

Notes: Okay so this made me really happy to write because I've been feeling kinda dysphoric and Kuroo & Kenma are two major comfort characters for me <;33

Notices/Warnings: icky dysphoria, but don't worry kuroken comes to save the day <33

SFW/Fluff

Enjoy !!

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"[Y/n], remember to take your chest binder off soon. It's almost been eight hours." Tetsurou reprimanded you from his spot in the kitchen as he watched you and Kenma cuddle on the couch, playing Animal Crossing. You made a hum of agreement, following Kenma to the lake to go fishing.

The raven-haired boy smiled, shaking his head at the two boys sitting on the couch. He got a bag of chips and a bottle of water, bringing them into the living room for Kenma. "You know you really should eat healthier things, Kenma."

The blonde looked up at Tetsurou before reaching out for the bottled water. "I'm drinking water.." He mumbled, opening the bottle and taking a swig of the cool liquid inside. He sat the bottle down and continued moving his character around the island.

You stretched a bit, sighing, "I'm gonna go change now. Don't want Tetsurou getting grey hairs from worrying over me." Kenma nodded at you, smiling softly as he placed your switch beside him to keep it safe. Kuroo only rolled his eyes at your comment before sitting down beside Kenma. The two boys smiled softly, watching you walk up the stairs.

You hummed, bouncing lightly as you made your way to your room. You walked inside, closing the door behind you and taking your shirt off. You looked at your chest binder, frowning lightly as you started taking it off. When it was fully off, you looked in the mirror, a frown etched on your face.

You looked at your chest with a glare, eyes watering lightly as you looked at your breasts. You shook your head, putting on the overly baggy shirt and heading back downstairs. You frowned when you got back to the living room, eyes wandering to your two boyfriends. You looked at them, admiring their perfect builds, envious of how they could be born in the correct body and you couldn't.

You didn't feel the tears going down your face, stinging at your eyes. You didn't hear Kuroo calling out your name lightly as he looked at you worriedly from his spot on the couch. You only felt him pull you into a hug, wrapping his arms around you as his tall frame towered over you.

You cried harder, clutching at his shirt. "Why couldn't I have been born in the right body," You continued to cry, sobs leaving your throat as you hugged him. "Why am I not a real boy?"

"[Y/n], you are a real boy. You're a real boy as long as you identify as one. You don't need a dick to make you a real boy, and you don't need testosterone or anything like that. As long as you identify as a boy, you are a boy. Do you understand?" Kuroo looked down at you, stroking your hair lightly.

You nodded, more tears falling from your face. You felt cool hands wrap around you, brushing against your arms. Kenma started speaking as well, "You're a real boy to us, you'll always be a real boy to us. Even if you don't look super masculine, you're a real boy."

You knew he wasn't the best at words, so you appreciated his attempt. You smiled, pulling him in for a hug as well.

The three of you stood there, hugging until you felt okay again.

You smiled at the two, wondering how you got so lucky to have them as your partners.

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Hey could you do a Kyoya Ootori x reader that’s from America and he’s helping them adjust to being away from their family and in a new country?

Transfer Student

Kyoya Ootori x gn!reader

Prns: they/them

notes: i am so so sorry that this is late- i;m really trying my best to upload as frequently as i can with school and everything. please bear with me. also, i suck at writing for kyoya so this might not be too good. but i do hope you enjoyed it! and if not then i can write something else, hopefully it won't take as long!!

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When Ouran heard there was going to be a transfer student, they didn't expect it to be you. They didn't expect the transfer student to be assigned Kyoya as a seat buddy who would help you when you needed. They didn't expect you and Kyoya to hit it off so well.

One day after class, you and Kyoya were working on your Japanese lessons, though you already knew the basics, you wanted to perfect it so you could communicate with him better. You were missing your family and friends from America, thinking about them made you wanna cry. You couldn't focus on your work as you thought about them.

"Kyoya can I take a break?" You asked, looking at the black-haired boy from your seat in front of him, you two were in an empty classroom, studying your Japanese.

Kyoya sighed, looking up at you, "How much have you done?" He asked, raising a brow and taking your papers. He frowned as he saw you only did half of the kanji sheet you were working on. "You haven't finished?"

"I'm tired, Kyoya! It's too hard," You crossed your arms with a frown, pouting at him. You watched as he set the sheet back on your desk, picking up your mechanic pencil and handing it back to you.

"Finish," He said, brown eyes watching you from behind his glinting glasses.

You frowned, continuing to write the kanji and sound them out. After a few minutes, you laid your head against your desk, frowning deeply. You covered your mouth and let tears silently fall down your face. "Ky-oya," your voice wavered as you called his name.

Brown eyes widened slightly as he looked over at you, "[name], are you crying?"

"I miss my family, I miss my friends, my school. I just really miss everything, I miss my home." You continued to cry, small sobs emitting from your mouth as your body shook.

Kyoya frowned, he was never the best with comforting others or words, "We could set up a video call with them," He suggested, he knew seeing them on a screen wouldn't be the same as seeing them in real life but he hoped it would help. "And we can take a break from the Japanese lessons, you don't really need to know all of the kanji. You know how to speak Japanese properly already so it shouldn't be such a big deal."

You sniffled, looking up at him, "Tissue please." You wiped your snotted nose, nodding softly. "Thank you, Kyoya."