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[vavhours]

— HBD, lover of mine. 🖤

[vavhours]

Your lou moodboard makes me miss him even more. It doesn't need to be anything big, but could you perhaps tell me a little sweet something about him if you feel up to it? Thank you so so so much your words were always so comforting for me~

it’s those hours filled with back and forths that hosung cherishes so deeply. the way you can stimulate both his brain and his heart; have both racing with your every word. debates & deep AM talks, witty jokes & secrets sweetly sealed with kisses in between.

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My love, how are you? I was so happy to see your name in my notifications again, I hope you're doing well, I've missed you♥️ ~anon D

and how i missed seeing you in mine. 🖤

i’ve been going through life’s motions, & i realized how terribly i missed having a space like this to turn to. my heart goes out to you.

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“If the best love poems have a little darkness, how far down can I go?”

— Katrina Vandenberg, opening lines to “Abyss,” Memorious (no. 13, October 2009)

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darling v! it feels like its been forever without you and without the boys 💔 are you still taking asks and rqs etc?

hi lover 🏹. forever is a long time isn’t it? lucky for you, your wait won’t last anywhere near.

i’m a bit nervous, if i had to lay my heart bare. but i’m warming up to the idea of writing for you again. i won’t mind if you send me your little desires, i will get to them soon enough. on a another note, i am still debating if i should clean out the aged requests in my askbox. it’s disheartening to say that i don’t think those souls are around much anymore… or i might hold on a little longer, in case inspiration finds me. in case our souls find each other again.

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dream boy. 🪷

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Aftercare for their lover with the boys? how would they love you after your active nights

st.van ; attentive & planned out. massaging over the sensitive skin, lips following careful fingers. food on a tray he had lovingly prepared beforehand.

baron ; carries you everywhere, kisses to your hair. feeds you, bathes with you, talks with you all the while. he cannot have you lifting even a finger.

ace ; prepares you a bath to wash away the aftermath of midnight sin. scented oils & lotions to help you relax. gentle touches & heavy praise.

ayno ; wraps the two of you in his cotton sheets, tight in each other’s embrace. quiet talks with the stars of anything & everything. you’ll clean up in the morning.

jacob ; spends the next hour counting every love bite melted on your skin. kisses them over one by one, sealing each with the sweetest nothings.

lou ; lets you bask in bed while he does all the clean-up. tenderly wipes your face, teases you adoringly. it gives him a chance to admire your afterglow.

ziu ; you’ll both stay just as you were, unable to bear pulling apart. the soothing touch of your skin to his, his heart to yours lulls you both to sleep.

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[05:01]

‘i’m home.’

a whisper you could have mistook for a dream; it’s followed by the soft creak of the bed as you felt a presence all too familiar filling the empty space beside you.

heavy with sleep and stardust, your eyes flutter open and you’re met with a sight too good to be true.‘somebody pinch me.’

the dream smiles in a tender trance, and speaks like the softest reverie.

‘how about i kiss you instead?’

his lips, touched with the early morning light, warms your skin. wooyoung is real, and vivid, and true, and whatever daybreak dreams you had felt were forgotten in an instance, replaced with something so much sweeter.

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I miss the boys so much!!!! AND I missed you so much Venus!!!

i miss them just as badly, baby. they’ve never left my mind. but they’ll be back for us soon enough.

mind if i keep you company til then? 💋

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omggggg what!? 😳 youre the last account I expected to see on my TL today! I hope life was treating you sweetly! and perhaps that youll be sticking around no pressure 🥺❤️

surprise. ✨

& here i was thinking you’ve all forgotten me. thank you, love. i just might, if you’ll still have me, that is.

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“Kill and be killed in love.”

— Rumi, Watch A One-Year-Old (Trans. by Coleman Barks)

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are you okay my love? :( sometimes I still check on your blog now and then

i’m okay now that i’m here.

thank you, sweetheart. x

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Venus where are you? We haven't heard from you in a while, and I hope you're alright wherever you are. I miss the boys and I miss your gorgeous words to help me pull through!!!

i’ve been healing, dreaming, & yearning. as i always have. though, i suppose i found myself far too lost in it all, haven’t i? i’m over the moon to have found my way back. like i’ve always said, i could never stay away forever.

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V love, how you doing? Long time no see, the nights are getting longer and cooler and I often find myself looking at the crescent moon and thinking of you beautiful

it has been forever, hasn’t it? & even longer since you sent me these pretty, pretty words. i’m so sorry, angel. i’ll have to thank the moon tonight for always looking after you in my absence.

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Details: The Angel appears to Hagar and Ishmael, 1640, Gioacchino Assereto (Italian, 1600-1649)