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please don't scroll :(

Had to delete my other post because you could easily find my location by a building in the background (tysm for letting me know, btw!)

I feel sick to my stomach for doing this, but I truly don't have a single person to turn to. I tried contacting my father to see if he could take my cats in while I sort things out, but he said my step siblings don't like cats and he doesn't want to pick a fight with my step mother.

I couldn't raise the funds on time, and unfortunately I got evicted from my apartment a few hours ago, so now I have to somehow raise enough to pay off back-rent and find a place while I get back on my feet. My landlord's lawyer called to say he'll be taking this to court if necessary. So yeah, I'll take making a fool of myself on the internet over making my life even more miserable.

To be honest, I don't have a fucking clue how could I even get out of this, but i'll be damned if I don't try.

If you would like to help, you can do so here. Reblogs are highly appreciated as well ❤️‍🩹

[vickieantonov]

stop i can’t breathe like actually

OMG, OMG, OMG, THIS IS HAPPENING!

Bonus:

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HOW DO YOU KNOW, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW BRENDA

I feel called out now…

Autism memes

[vickieantonov]

So,

I’ve been doing a ton of research over months, and I have a strong feeling that I probably am autistic, but I figured I should share my symptoms and see how some diagnosed autistic people feel and maybe some advice on talking to my parents about getting diagnosed.

So… here are my symptoms (there’s a lot)

I’m like obsessed with my calendar and organization

I have to perform every time I open a gift even if I really love it

I have what I think are stims (when i was little i was like idk i guess i just have weird spasms or something)

I have meltdowns after being overstimulated for too long ( for example my family and I were coming back from a long trip and the trip back was exhausting, I was really tired, super overstimulated, and then I realized I had left my charger that I for some reason had an emotional connection to and had a meltdown, like crying and just not great)

I have always had a weird connection to non-human things such as the previously mentioned charger, numbers, letters, my stuffed animals (i would go to lengths to make sure none of them felt bad and my grandma was proud of me for treating them like real people), pens, i also name almost everything i come across, etc.

I need to check instructions 824783939 times

I will be super into a friendship and want to spend every second with a person and then one little tiny thing will happen and then i never want to see them again but i still feel bad about avoiding them

I feel like a lot of social interactions are a performance

I have to think about eye contact

I get what might be special interests (for example my lengthy and incredibly in detail obsessions with Taylor Swift, Freddie Mercury, Marauders Era, autism, ofmd, reading and books, there’s prob more)

Ive always felt more connected to ND ppl

I am very blunt and struggle not to say exactly what i mean

I really like fun facts idk

there’s definitely more but this is already really long let me know what you think!!