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I met you when I still had wounds that didn't want to heal.

And you never ignored them,

as if each one was worthy of love.

With you I wasn't afraid to show my weakness,

because you taught me that you can fall in love with someone's scars,

and that the only way to heal what hurts is to love it.

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I'll collect all memories of us in my favourite books.

I write letters in it.

Little poems.

Dates and times.

thoughts.

plans.

and most of all, those will be the best memories of our own love story.

it's like keeping a secret, but also collecting memories for the rest of our life's...

To read about it when we were old, when we have children, or maybe incase we lose our memory at one day or forget about them.

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The right man hits different

When you're with the right man, everything about him turns you on. The way he drives. The way he looks at you. His voice. His hands. His care. His protectiveness. The sound of his breath in your ear, the feeling of his lips on yours, and the intention of his hands on your bare, trembling skin. Everything.

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Einen Overthinker zu lieben bedeutet Geduld und Verständnis zu haben. Ihre Sorgen sind nicht bloß Unsicherheiten - sie sind ein Kampf mit ihrem eigenen Kopf. Sie wünschen sich nichts sehnlicher, als im Moment zu leben, doch ihr Geist lässt sie selten zur Ruhe kommen.

-Einen Tag das Leben leben so wie der Tag es einem schenkt? Einen Tag ohne an den nächsten denken zu müssen ohne die nächsten Tage planen zu müssen und die nächsten Schritte & Gedanken. Es lässt nicht nur den Tag vergessen sondern auch ein Stück von sich selbst.-

Hinter all den Gedanken steckt ein großes Herz. Sie fürchtet den Schmerz, weil sie tief empfindet. Doch gerade deshalb lieben sie mit ihrer Intensität die selten ist.

Vertrauen fällt Ihnen schwer, weil die Vergangenheit Spuren hinterlassen hat. Doch wenn du bleibst, wenn du Geduld hast, wirst du erleben, dass ihre Liebe einzigartig ist. - tief, echt und voller Bedeutung.

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I've shown my body more times than I've gotten flowers and thats funny because I love flowers but I hate my body.

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why is loving someone so complicated sometimes ?

In this era it's hard to stay... hard to work things out... hard to keep your smile up and being happy.

I'd never thought love could be so intense... it's sometimes so beautiful and the other day it's painful and difficult.

You choose your partner over and over all... but would your partner do that to? Would your partner come over if you need him?

Would your partner make plans with you... about your future?

Would your partner be able to marry you because of endless love & trust?

Would your partner stay with you even if there's no intimacy again?

Would your partner still be able to love you? To love you just the way you are... not for your body? Just by being you no matter what? A partner who loves me like I am... with all my insecurities... just full of hope and love.

I just wish it's you for the rest of my life!

forever loving and proud to be yours.

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I will never want to beg for someone's love again.

If you love me and you're sure about me it's you're choice to stay...

Otherwise I am not the right person you want to love,

with all your heart and spend the rest of your life with.

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I fell in love before I kissed your lips

I fell in love before I held your hand

I fell in love with you...

when we first started talking, deeply about us, our life's and family history.

I knew you would be my person...

I always had this big crush and I still get these butterflies when I think about you.

L.O.V.E

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This Song really describes all what I think about, what I feel and how my inner world looks like when I am thinking about him.

This fear is still present and I can't even tell how much he means to me....

I just think my words, actions and writings couldn't ever describe everything I want to say and do.

PS: I love you no matter what and I'll always will be till infinity.

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I will ever wish for this love with you... all my heart desires to you forever... I really hope you're happy and healthy... even without me. You're always be my valentine. The roses you got me I will never throw away.

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you're still the most important person in my life. One small moment, which changed everything completely by loving you. You know what I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you more than words can express, meeting you has truly the best thing ever happened to me. And I loved you since that day and ever hoped you felt the same in all those years.

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6 years of friendship & a bit more then a year intensively together... It was the best year of my life. Finally to be with him. He was my highschool sweetheart & he'll always be.

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I still remember the nights I prayed for the things I've had... One of them was him.

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I want to see you... to feel you... to lay in your arms tonight and never let go of you. I miss those late night conversations and your beautiful brown eyes... every time I lost myself in them, when I look deeply into them. You're so beautiful babe. I miss you.

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How am I supposed to let you go when you're everything I ever wanted? If you're just that one person I wanted to share my life with? My greatest wish is that one day you come back and say that you tried everything but you can't live without me. I still love you even if you stand in front of me in 20 years and have long moved on, I will still be able to love you like I did on the first day.

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Dear Diary,

Almost one year is over now... I want to collect some memories, thoughts, adventures and feelings which I have experienced. I don't think I can describe all of it in words...

The first year with him by my side was full of joy, loving, caring and reflecting each other. I am so thankful and blessed for this year. I learned more about myself, my personality from years ago to now... my bad habits and weaknesses, my past self and future me... my wishes, dreams and aspirations. Without him I wouldn't be able to focus on good things about myself... without him I am not myself. When he is not around me I feel a huge loneliness, sadness and I deeply miss him. I think about our late night talks... sometimes in a car, sometimes in bed or at our evening walks together. It's like therapy for me and it reminds me how much I truly love you how much you mean to me and how important our communication is.

and how hard it could be to focus on the positive aspects in our relationship. I never had this feeling before.. I still love him unconditionally. I

may 2024