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screw my brain (’till it hurts)

summary: you and harry are spies on an assignment to pretend to be a married couple in order to take down a drug trafficking ring. the only problem? you two can’t stand each other.

warnings: smut (18+), hate sex, knifeplay, breathplay (choking), slapping, fingering, phone sex (sort of); enemies to lovers, one bed, fake dating 

song inspo.: death on two legs (dedicated to …) - queen / back chat - queen / you’re so vain - carly simon

word count: 19.5k 

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what do you mean u don't believe in the concept of virginity?

Nobody’s dick is important enough to change any part of my identity

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In another world

“How are you getting through it?” “I like to pretend, that in another world, I’m laughing again.”

Word count: 5.6k

Pairing: Harry Styles x reader

A/N: hiii lovelies, just want to say that this piece is a little heavy and if you’re not comfortable with reading it then feel no pressure!! Part two will be with you shortly, enjoy <3

Warnings: suicide, (postpartum) depression, hospitals, weight loss

The water is cold. The way the gentle waves, she has created with her own body’s momentum, engulf her shoulders bit by bit as she lowers her head further is almost enough to slow her racing heart beat.

The water is now up to her chin. It’s silky body caressing her jawline, sharper now more than ever after depriving herself of food for weeks.

The water flows up her nose and into her ears. The sound of her baby’s cries from the other room slowly becoming muffled, a white noise now taking complete ownership of her head.

The water glides over her eyelids. She is now fully submerged, her head is pounding and her lungs are screaming for just the slightest taste of air again. She doesn’t allow it.

The water now holds her. All of her. It holds her body as she allows herself to be taken away. Her mind is surprisingly blank, after hours beforehand of her thoughts full of what people’s lives would be like once she’s gone, she is now empty. Utterly numb.

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i- 🥺🥺

this felt so realistic and perfect,, i loved it so so much !!!!

Confused

Y/N is dating a girl after breaking up with Harry…

Word count: 9.4k

Pairing: Harry Styles x reader

A/N: hiiii, this is my submission for @bopbopstyles and @harrysclementines bificathon! Thank you for this, I love the whole idea! This is also my first time writing again in a while so I’m kinda nervous, I’ve just come out of some huge writers block and it’s my first time writing smut. This is by far the longest thing I’ve written up to date, so be kind :) My prompt is at the top and I hope you enjoy!! As always, I send all of my love <3

Warnings: angst, breakups, :( slight mentions of depressive tendencies, minor mentions of weight loss, self doubt, some unhealthy mindsets and a lil smut ;)

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look the reality is that stan culture is unhealthy. period.

and i’m not talking about being a fan of someone and wanting to go see them on tour. im not talking about being happy when they drop something new or reach a cool milestone. im not talking about writing fanfiction and using them as a face character. im not talking about making edits/gifs of them, or anything like that. 

im talking about dedicating your life to this person. seeing them as some sort of deity who can do no wrong. monitoring their every move and always being ready with a comment/opinion/statement. feeling like you owe them something and that you alone are the key that will make or break their career. feeling like you need to defend them no matter what. attacking strangers just because they may not necessarily agree. creating drama day after day to the point where your online presence is just a steady stream of negativity with no end in sight. 

the internet has desensitized us to stan culture, but that doesn’t mean that it’s not wrong. it’s dangerous and gross and at this point, im afraid that most people are too far gone to recognise just how much of a horrible impact it’s made on our lives.

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When In Rome

summary: a romantic night spent exploring rome to celebrate your recent engagement with harry leads to an interesting night beneath the stars.

pairing: fiance!harry x you

warnings: smut, fingering, slight exhibitionism, drunk fondling, unprotected sex, creampie, harry’s pornstache.

word count: 6.9k.

a/n: self-indulgent fluff and smut bc italy harry and the idea of harry speaking italian makes me feel something, mixed with probably badly translated italian (i apologize for that in advance). also this is my first fic back after being on a long few months hiatus from writing and i’m nervous idk why pls be nice aklsjdljad

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but if i don’t have a hyperfixation i’ll die

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Dirty Business IV

A/N: This is all we have from these two for now :( but please do let us know if you’d like more!! Thank you so much for reading!

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masterlist

pairing: Harry Styles x Reader

warnings: hints of angst, references to trauma 

word count: 14k

Paris was spectacular. 

It was truly a trip Y/N would never forget. She had Harry had a week worth of incredible sex, delicious dinners, and of course, romance. They’d gotten to know each other quite well, on a deeper level too. Business wise, things went incredibly smooth and Harry had saved the company way more with his deals. Y/N’s father couldn’t stop singing his praises. Y/N has already felt herself healing, showing more of herself around him and to her surprise he was reacting well. Harry really was a good guy, really was committed to her and that was something she was still trying to get through her head. 

When they landed back in New York they didn’t want to separate just yet, so she had the car drop her off at hers so she could put some of her things away before she hopped back in the car to go back to Harry’s. She was very excited to be back, of course, the mugginess wasn’t exactly welcomed. 

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this was v v good and made me feel a lot of emotions ✨

i loved how long it was i rlly connected with the story and the amount of effort that must’ve gone into this astounds me— it’s incredible 🥺

tysm for letting us read it lmao

when i look at you | harry styles (10k celebration fic)

authors note: happy 10 years to 1d and happy 10k followers to me, thank you so much!! so, this is my fic for fallinharry10k writing fest (which has also been ready for a couple weeks now). +30k words of pure angst and fluff. i’ve been working on this for the past two and a half months and i’ve faced so much doubt that i wanted to just delete it and give up but i pushed through and it’s finally here and ready and a long fucking ride so buckle up, get some snacks and some tissues and good luck!! (psst, also, there’s gonna be a bunch of spinoff oneshots and blurbs that will make up for the lack of smut in this long ass bible-like fic) xx

summary: he’s a popstar, she’s his best friend. he has an album to write, she has a kid to raise. supporting each other through thick and thin, it isn’t until he’s welcomed to the world of god-parenthood that he finally realises what’s always been right in front of him.

warnings: a hell of a lot of angst and fluff, mentions of fire, emotional/mental manipulation, hella insecurities and solid, 30k worth of angsty slow burn and convincing unrequited love.

word count: 35,982 (yikes i’m sorry)

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i have compiled an extensive liam payne reaction pic library for your use and viewing pleasure

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Your 6th most recent emoji is how you look during sex.

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I love this song 💛❤️💚

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If you feel sad don't forget that you're witnessing the collapse of the conservative party in real time and that is an encouraging thought.

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Did you stop stanning Lana???

oh no not at all,, but like i don’t want ppl to read my bio **which used to be stan lana del rey or i fight* and think that i agree wholeheartedly with her comments, which i don’t at all

like i agree with what she was trying to say but her approach was off and she came across as aggressive

also the fact that she said that third wave feminism was coming?? girl you dumb third wave feminism has been since the 90s 😭😭

still love her music and won’t stop supporting her bc i don’t think she’s said anything very toxic, just ignorant (which still does need fixing and improvement obviously)

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This really is the funniest response to Lana Del Rey’s post lmfao

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horny on the main.. period.

a MAN !!!!

what’s your concept 👀

Thönking about Harry and you being in quarantine together and begging him not to shave. Hiding away the razors and pretending you have no idea where they’ve gone. Complimenting him every so often to remind him that you love it a bit more than the bare face.

Maybe you’ve just moved to a nice house in Malibu, away from the Hills and all the chaos that is there, a little bit away from where work is and all that, and you’re able to do whatever you want, whenever you want, wherever you want. And you’ve done everything. Harry has the sex drive of a freshly hit twenty-year-old and you are barely in clothes every day, because why would you in quarantine, and in the morning, there’s lazy sex and quiet moans, in the afternoon there’s a quickie in the kitchen or by the pool or in the living room if he’s really feeling it, and at night he wants to be slow and make love to you (or maybe he really needs it rough). And you’re not complaining, because how could you when it’s him and he looks like that?

His beard grows slowly but surely. His trimming every few days and the oils that he orders to make it grow come in fairly fast and he’s diligent because there’s really no point in shaving and you happen to like it when you’re kissing or when he’s going down on you. He likes to tease you for it, call you his “dirty girl” when you’re begging him to scratch a little harder or bite a little bit more because the sensation is so intense, and it’s gotten to a point where it’s downright filthy every time he’s getting a taste.

Harry’s feeling particularly dirty, really wanting to edge you and tease you and make you beg for it. His lips are leaving wet kisses along your torso, scratching at your skin on the bits of his beard that aren’t as soft, and you’re mewling and writhing underneath him, begging him to go a bit faster and make his way to where you want him. His hands are gripping your thighs, spreading them as far apart as they’ll go, biting at the skin and leaving bright purple marks, inching so close to where you want him that you can feel his breath, but never actually touching you. He smirks at your whines, at your annoying tugs to his hair.

“Don’t wan’a scratch you, sweet girl. Think I should go shave.”

“Don’t you fucking dare.” Words are spilling out all to quickly because he has you so worked up that you’re about to orgasm just at the thought of him touching you.

“Tell me why you don’t want me to. Beg for me. Want to hear you plead for it.”

His lips stay hovered over you, kissing you lightly but never laying his tongue against you, hot pants making you want to cry with how much pressure is building in your stomach and making you want to climax beneath him without a single touch. He knows he has you, you’re his, and all of your orgasms are because of his lips, his touch, his cock.

“I’ll go right now, love. Know where you hid the razor and all.”

“Fine, fuck. I want you to keep the beard. It feels so good between my legs. Feels good when you’re down on me and you’re kissing me. Makes me want you so badly. You look so good. Fuck, I want you all the damn time and you look like such a man. Feels the best when you’re nose deep and it’s all I feel. All I want is for you to keep it. Please, Harry.”

And Harry smiles so wide his lips spread over your entirety, his fingertips digging a bit harsher into your thighs and his tongue licking a smooth stripe into you.

“All you had to do was so say, baby.”