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You know you’re too far gone when you wake up from a vague dream and your brain is screaming at you to write a Enjoltaire fanfiction (?) in fucking Google Sheets.

Not google docs,

But

Google fuckign sheets

(Yes it is in table format.)

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The worst part is how confident I was.

Like yes, teenagers write embarrassing, cringey stuff and post it to some fanfic website all the time, thats fine, normal, good for you!!

I took it one step further, I stepped over the irreversible line, and forever doomed myself to secondhand humiliation.

When I was 15/16 I got a 3 on my English midterms (Norwegian school system: graded 1-6, 1 is fail, 6 is best) and i was disappointed as English was one of my best subjects (never a top student, but average around 4-5 grade).

I, bless my soul, didn’t want my English teacher to think I was that bad of an English writer, so what did I do?

I went home filled with determination, picked out one of my «best» works, and printed out 7 PAGES (or ca. 2200 words) WORTH OF EMBARRASSINGLY WRITTEN GAY FLUFF of merthur from bbc Merlin.

I proudly gave it my English teacher and made her promise to read it and come back to me after the holidays.

Let me pint the picture. Me, the quiet weird kid in class dressed in hoodie and sweatpants, basically threatening my teacher (30’s) with gay fanfic. Her looking like this😀 because this was obviously not how she wanted to spend her holidays, but she also didn’t want to hurt my feelings. (She ended up reading it while on skiing holiday with her boyfriend in the mountain ffs😭)

Let me remind you, that this was a gay merthur fic that ended with a very awkward kiss.

She hadnt watched bbc Merlin before (I asked) and I can guarantee you that in her experience, Merlin is an old silly wizard and Arthur a lanky child. And while I did say it was from the setting bbc Merlin, this still had to be a weird experience.

I don’t remember what she said when she returned the 7 pages of embarrassment, but I know it it was short and that she tried to be polite. I do however remember her expression. 🙂.

I die everytime I think about this.

So let this come as a warning. No matter how good you think you are at writing. Don’t give your poor teacher gay fanfiction to prove yourself. I can guarantee it will have the opposite effect.

There is something so humbling in going through your ao3 works and rereading all the embarrassing shit you wrote 5 years ago.

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There is something so humbling in going through your ao3 works and rereading all the embarrassing shit you wrote 5 years ago.

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Enjolras @France be like:

I can fix her🥺👉👈🇫🇷

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Oh dont mind me, posting a drawing of a fandom irrelevant to my blog after months of not posting or smth

Anyways, traditional art (copic markers) instead of digital this time with Inuyasha and Kagome

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I have had art block for wayyy to long now, but looking through my old art got me wanting to draw more ExR😭 so look out I might if I’m lucky post something

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I know i havent posted in a while, but worrry not! I am back from the dead! (just like this guy)

Have this Springtrap as I go back to the dead for god knows how long

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Oh would you look at that! Another exr death scene drawing (ok technically two, but like they’re basically the same)

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This is actually correct, it’s a reason he goes by his last name, how embarrassing would it be if someone found out if his name was “Marius Pontmercy Enjolras” like a fucking Napoleon lover. He would be MISTAKEN for A Napoleon Lover.

No one, and Especially Grantaire (God he would never live it down) can ever know about this.

yknow sue me but I feel like this isn't actually true

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Ok folks, its barricade day! I’m working on an exr animation to George Bladgens cover of I’ll follow you into the dark, but it’s not done by far so here’s a few frames from that to celebrate the day instead:D

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Heres the finished look of the back of my Russ suit (kind of norwegian grad uniform that we decorate however we will and wear for a month)

Exr death scene, i painted the piece I drew digitally and posted most recently on my page

The text is exr quotes from the book, some that I’ve slightly altered due to length or smth

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I painted exr on the back of my Russ suit (it’s kind off like a Norwegian graduation uniform thingy, a red jumpsuit that we decorate however we want and wear for about a month) and my therapist knows I’m obsessed with Les mis, but she doesn’t know much about it so she thought Enjolras was Cosette 😭✌️

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Uh so guess who drew Exr death scene AGAIN

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Enjolras :p

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a little trip down memory lane with Fran Bow😌✨

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Have some cute exr napping

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The fact that 8 sex bots has followed my account the last 3 days