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Guess who binged, then purged, then binged again…. ME, this fat bitch.

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I wish eating was an option, like imagine not eating ever again and not risking yourself dyeing.

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I made a new account: iwannabeskinnnnyyyyyy

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Relapse incoming

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Can someone please write the most hateful, Fatfobic message to me so I stop binging and start restricting again, please I’m actually begging.

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I don’t want to start skipping meals again but I know I definitely want to start eating low ish calories (for normal people) like maybe 1200 calories

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Little update:

Went on school camp and wasn’t able to track

Scales died from the week between getting back from camp and going overseas

Went overseas and on a cruise forced by myself to recover (stopped counting calories like 3 days into the 3 week trip)

When we got back I started eating intuitively

After 2 weeks o started counting calories again in a healthy way

Binged a couple of time from counting calories and now (8 weeks)

Binged today and decided I need restrict bc someone’s starting

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Made this diet it anyone wants to do it

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🕯🕯manifesting atleast 7 kg weightloss by the end of May🕯🕯

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I’ve been tracking calories for 400 days without once not. I’m so proud of myself

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I think I’m going tot start doing food logs to hold myself accountable for not over eating

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I genuinely am feeling like I am going back into my binge eating disorder bc I kelp on over eating and when I say over eating there hasn’t been in a day in the last 4 weeks where I haven’t eaten over 1400 cals and I’ve been doing binge like behaviours and feeling full and not purging which I would also have to do to not hear the voices and I haven’t heard voices at all. I actually want someone to Bert me up to get rid of all there th august that it’s ok to eat so much.

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Just ate thé tiniest bit of food and I asked my dad what was in it and he said bacon and i legit was about to cry, like I could of told me what was in it while making it. Actually wanna kms for eating bacon im gonna get so fat.

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Guy I was talking to was snapping my friend and telling her I was a 10/10 then she sent him a snap of me off guard and he was like wait nvm not with that double chin. Actually wanna kms know I hate all men, fcking ruined my self confidence. Watch my not eat forever.

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Legit been telling myself for the last 5 months I’m gonna lose atleast 10kg before going to Alaska and Canada and that’s in 2.5 months and I’ve only lost like maybe 1kg or not even that so in the comments either give me meanspo or @ accounts who have good thin spi and meanspo I’m actually begging

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I’m going to the dentist in like 2 hours and I’m so scared that going to tell I purge