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forever only (where did you go?)

How familiar these empty streets, used to be so alive but now my heart bleeds.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

We used to dance around the stars all night long, even now I still remember your brother's favorite song.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

The icy rocks in my drink are staring right back at me, perhaps the promised forever was falser than the words made in my whisky.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

You said I have changed and you were right, I used to think my life was just black and white.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

Now I stand in gray area, left with nothing but my sleep apnea.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

I walk down our memory lane, but all I see there is a violent hurricane.

Hello, hello? Where did you go?

Now these traces are cherished by only me, turns out you're not my forever only.

Hello, hello? . . .

. . .

[signal lost]

. . .

— Forever Only (interlude): where did you go? ends here.

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Cruel Summer Star Austin Gutierrez Wants Nathan Kim To Be His Mother

November 6 | © JustIn

Austin, from his interview with Buzzfeed on YouTube said he wants his former Cruel Summer co-star to become his mother.

"He acts like one, really." He told Buzzfeed.

"He would scold me if I skip my lunch and he would remind me to always bring my EarPods with me—we have the same obsession with the wired ones." He showed us his wired EarPods.

"I thought that we were best friends—which is very obvious but now I like to think of him as my mother on set."

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Robert Pattinson and Nathan Kim Bonded With Fans Over Street Pasta

November 5 | © JustIn

Hell-O.

Hello peeps, have you ever imagined what is it like to have a lunch with your celebrity crush? Well, user tisipadma on Instagram has the answer for you.

She revealed that the stars of The Lost City Of Z were the one whom invited them to sit together at one table. From how she tells the story, seems like they were having fun during their lunchtime.

Oh, to eat lasagna with Robert Pattinson and Nathan Kim.

Not only all that, Nathan Kim replied to her on the Instagram post!

Let's start visiting every street café in Seoul, maybe we will have a chance to meet them too.

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Nathan Kim Answers The Web's Most Searched Questions | WIRED

The text in bold indicates the question. [the text in brackets indicates gesture.]

"Hello everyone, I'm Nathan and today I'm going to answer the web's most searched questions about… me, absolutely. Let's go!"

what is nathan kim do

"Like, right now?" [looks at the crews behind the cameras, grinning] "Doing Wired autocomplete interview."

what languages does nathan kim speak

"I speak English and Korean, these are my natives. I recently tried to learn French and Italian but yeah… I gave up." [laughs]

what is nathan kim job

[snorts] "Oh my gosh, who would Google that?! My job, my job… well, I recently tried acting—that is the latest one in my portofolio and you may have noticed that."

who is nathan kim best friend

"Look, I don't want getting any texts or calls tonight from the people in my contact just because I didn't mention their names in this interview. So, next question please!"

who is nathan kim's brother

"Wow, people are really so curious about this. I have many brothers—four, to be exact," [halts, stays still for a moment before continues] "sorry, I was counting my siblings." [laughs] "Yeah… four brothers and nine sisters. But if you're asking me about my brother, maybe you mean Gavin? I post a lot of pictures with him. The others are Sean and Ollie, the older one is Davi."

who is nathan kim crush

"My girlfriend."

who is nathan kim married to

"Who would Google that!?"

can nathan kim cook

"Yes, I can. As I have said in previous I come from a very, veeery big family. I am the third oldest and in the younger days, I had to help taking care of my sibs. Saoirse, Davien, and I would divide our tasks. I'm terrible at cleaning, I won't even do the dishes," [chuckles] "but I have always been proud of my cooking skill."

can nathan kim drive

"Again, the third oldest." [points at himself] "Of course I can drive."

can nathan kim play piano

"Yes! It's my favorite instrument to play. My mother taught me a lot."

why can nathan kim speak english

"I went to an American international school in Korea and my family travels a lot so I have been familiar with English since I was at a very young age. Maybe it also has something to do with my foreigner ancestors."

why is nathan kim called nathan kyle

"It's my name. Nathaniel Kyle-Kim, Wettstein. I changed my Instagram username to nathankyle once but after two weeks, I wasn't feeling it." [snickers] "I went back to nathankim until now. Whether you call me with Kim, Kyle, or Wettstein, it's all the same."

how tall is nathan kim feet

"Like, how tall is my feet or how tall I am in feet?"

how did nathan kim learn english

"I explained it before. Go and rewind this video, people!"

how did nathan kim lose weight

"Diet, definitely diet. I have noticed that I gain weight easily. Before and during filming for Dear.M, I went through a strict diet. Exercise is also important in a weight losing journey. It doesn't have to be pushed, y'know? At least 30 minutes a day would be enough, just be consistent at it."

does nathan kim act

"Yes and please wait for Shadow and Bone season 2, everyone."

does nathan kim go to college

"I did. You're looking at Leeds alumnus over here."

does nathan kim have tattoos

"I do have one, here on my finger." [shows his tattoo to the camera] "I match it with my girlfriend."

does nathan kim have a dog

"I don't, but I do have cats—two cats and I love them so much, they are like my own children. I don't think I'll ever get any dogs, my siblings already have them. Our house is basically a mini zoo."

does nathan kim reply to fans on instagram

"I don't know. Why don't you find out by leaving a comment on my post?" [grins and chuckles] "But speaking honestly, I find it easier to interact with fans on Twitter."

is nathan kim in a relationship

"I am," [a smile reaches his eyes] "A very happy and a very healthy one."

is nathan kim a solo artist

"What is the parameter for that? Do you think I am, or I am not?"

is nathan kim a kpop idol

"God, I'm not. I had a thought of that when I was younger but then again, I didn't think I would be able to follow through with my trainee days. I'll leave that one to my brothers. Stay strong, Ollie!"

is nathan kim left handed

"Again, who would Google that!? No I am not left handed."

is nathan kim allergic to spicy food

"Yes—maybe? I don't know, I haven't got anything checked but most of the times when I eat spicy food, my face would get swollen and my eyes would be itchy and sweaty."

is nathan kim allergic to cats

"Definitely and absolutely not. MK and Elsa are my children, how could you Google that!?"

nathan kim age

"Twenty-four. February 14."

nathan kim aesthetic

"I have no idea what does that mean." [laughs]

nathan kim motivational quotes

[throws a fist in the air] "My latest famous one: 'Bigmac Double cheeseburger', thanks to Twitter and those vodka shots."

nathan kim favorite color

"I don't think I have any. I like anything."

nathan kim new movie

"Oh, I have multiple projects I am working on. Please be patient and while we're waiting for it, go check out Shadow and Bones later. Thank you!"

— ENDS.

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Just In: Nathan Kim and His 10 Legendary Twitter Moments (2/2)

6. Fooling his own fanbase

Raise your hand if you thought Dylan and Nate were going to be co-star in a rom-com (and raise your another hand if you got fooled too). So who's the clown? Him or us?

7. Defending Lana Del Rey

Honestly? He spoke the truth. Every day Nate keeps providing proofs that celebrities are just like the rest of us.

8. His drunk tweets

So true of him. Get that double cheeseburger now, Nate!

9. Mourning for Robert Pattinson

Yup, another proof that he's just like us.

10. Gatekeeping his manager

Let's be real, you will also gatekeep the manager if you were him, won't you?

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Just In: Nathan Kim and His 10 Legendary Twitter Moments (1/2)

— Sat, 22 October.

1. When he called out his phone hackers

Who's gonna tell those hackers?

2. Abracadabra

There he goes proving magic does exist.

3. Interaction with The Rock

We live for him fanboying over The Rock.

4. Accidentally posted the wrong picture for his brand endorsement

His manager was definitely having a hard time back then.

5. When he wore that Woody costume

Aww, look at them lovebirds. Nathanienne stans, where you at!?

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Forever Only

Heart is lost and lonely, be my forever only.

How familiar these streets, still we would get lost in them. When the lights deepen, your empty space not getting any clearer.

Where you been my whole life?

One toss and turn, you fade. Alone, it was all a dream; a passing illusion.

Your reflection on the shimmering ocean glittering just like how you do, that view.

One touch and it fades away. So close I feel you, but never have you.

The empty space you left behind fills me with deeper longing for you. Bit belated this irony, heart is lost and lonely, lonely.

I'll be forever lonely.

Leaving a pain that spreads goodbye, and a final kiss. Now I see you walking away.

Be my forever only.

Dusk settles upon the night ocean. The colors deepen; two gazes recede and flow. Unfathomable depths of the night ocean sink deeper and deeper, this warmth still remains.

Memories of you, all that I have now that you're gone. These traces cherished only by me.

Be my forever only.

This moment, you're already gone. Still, you're so vivid in my mind.

Again, you find me.

Unforgettable memories haunting my mind. For me, it's still you and me.

We still shine, forever only.

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Forever Only, written by Jaehyun Jeong and Ellie Suh.

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the fault in forever

Time is a curious element. We move forward in time, yet sometimes it also takes us traveling back to the past in paradox.

Waves of flashbacks, echoes of memories.

Time is eternal. It roams free, never yields to our will.

When will the cycle end? When will I be able to be as free as the time itself?

Time lives forever.

How long is forever?

— Forever Only chapter II: the fault in forever, ends here.

Forever Only, Jaehyun's first solo song will be released on August 18.

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Forever Only (more teasers)

Getting closer to August 18, I have prepared some more teaser pictures for Forever Only.

This time, I have the beach as the background setting. Who doesn't love the beach, I wonder, because how could one not simply enjoy the combination of salty, fresh breeze and the sound of crashing waves?

I find myself at ease when I am surrounded by nature, be it having friends with me there or just enjoying my own company. It does sound like I romanticize Mother Nature for way too much but I'm being very genuine about my admiration towards her.

I mostly spend my time in a busy city, every day it's the same streets and the same buildings. Sometimes I need a break from it all, and this world actually has more than a lot to offer when I look closer. The beach is one of many I surrender myself to.

I have said many times before that I want to show people who I really am through Forever Only. From the lyrics, the music, and the scenery I picked for my first solo single, everything is close to myself and hopefully you'll get a better glimpse of Jeong Yuno.

Forever Only, shall be yours on August 18.

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Forever Only (teasers)

Hello there, the teasers for my first solo single #ForeverOnly have arrived at your door.

What I have in mind, it all has been visualized very well by the teasers. I want it to be neat, but sharp enough to deliver the message I want to convey.

I take shelter in simplicity, that's all I'm gonna say. The shots of me in these teasers show me at my peak comfort. A simple white T-shirt, a pair of Converse, and the chained bracelet that wrapped around my wrist; I'm ready to face the day.

This is my very first solo single, so I thought that maybe I really should just show who I am. I want people to know about Yuno too, not just the Jaehyun often seen on stages. Don't get me wrong, though, I love what I'm doing—practicing on vocal and choreography with my bandmates, performing on stages and going on tours, I cherish every memory I have made along the way but even after all this time, there is a side of me that I don't show just to anyone. My closest ones might have been a friendly company to it, but I think now it is time for the world to make its acquaintance.

Away from the spotlight and its sparks, I'm just me, Yuno. No Jaehyun, no NCT… just me, and I'm always at ease when I'm with me. You know the feeling when you finally understand your own silence? It's that kind of ease. It's peace.

I do hope #ForeverOnly would also give you the same comfort. Like I have said many times before, I want to show the real me to the world out there. That wish goes hand in hand with the release of this song, I have hope that it will bring many close to home.

Forever Only, will be yours on August 18.

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💭 Here are some behind the scene pictures from Forever Only. Lately I have been working on so many things, I hope you would like the result. Let's go! 💪

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forever is the sweetest con

Time is a strange element. We live side by side with it, and it always follows us on every step we take yet it has never been in the grasp of our control.

Forever… so many empty promises have been tied with the word of forever.

All those promises, in the end they leave us with nothing but an open wound and dust.

Now the question lingers around my head; would I be brave enough to take on the omen of forever?

— Forever Only chapter I: forever is the sweetest con, ends here.

Forever Only, Jaehyun's first solo song will be released on August 18.

next chapter: the fault in forever

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💭 Hello everyone, how are you? You know, I've been putting a lot more of work and focus to my career lately (NCT LAB, especially) and I always get reminded every time that I wouldn't be able to do it without any of you. Thank you for all the love and support.

Anyways, I'm going to give my NCT LAB spoiler.

Okay, first spoiler… the spoiler is, I'm so excited and really looking forward to show you what I've been cooking in the studio! Second spoiler, I'm going to sing for it.

And that's all (yes, those are the spoilers). See you later. 😉

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distant, but not lost

What died didn't stay dead, you're so alive in my heart and in my head.

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Ciao! 저는 밀라노에 도착했습니다

My story in Milan, part one.

Hello again, everyone. Back with your favorite Valentine guy; me. This time I'll tell you about my little journey in Milan a while ago.

I was there for a business trip, it was obvious. To have a vacation during the busiest months of the year? Couldn't be me. Anyways, I arrived in Milan around a day before PradaSS23 took place, it was the event that I was invited to.

I visited this one restaurant, I actually went there twice because man, Italian food is no joke and that place served the best. I had a great culinary experience during my time there. Plus, that restaurant also offer a very picturesque view of Milan Cathedral. It was so mesmerizing, I couldn't stop taking pictures and I can still remember the details of the view vividly.

Some people might have already known how much I enjoy whiskey and wine. I ordered a white wine at this very same restaurant, and oh boy I didn't expect it to be THAT strong. I read the comments online that some Italian wine could probably stronger than what is usually served in Korea and yeah, I can vouch for that. But still, it was a really, really good wine.

Drinking Italian white wine in a blushing light, I think I did my job well as a tourist.

On the day of PradaSS23 show, I was wearing a jumpsuit and a casual jacket. The original look was rather simple, so I suggested my team that they could probably add a bit more jewelry and they came up with a necklace. Surprise, surprise, the necklace hung around my neck was actually a belt. Yes, a belt! It turned out to be one of my most favorite looks of all time, I owe my team for that (and for everything else).

When they gave me the sunglasses, I tried to put it on my head like a bandana instead of wearing it. I asked my team how did I look like that, and they cheered—their approval meant a lot, maybe I should consider a career in styling later.

Later on, I went to the show with my stylist which also was my most faithful companion during my Milan trip, Mr. Kim! He rode in the car with me. As we were approaching the building where the show took place, I saw a large crowd of people were there in the streets. It was… normal, I guess? Considering the names lining up to sit front row at the show and I am beyond honored to be one.

It was my first fashion show ever, and I felt the loneliness soon as Mr. Kim departed from me. Thank god, I spotted a familiar face—Song Kang-ssi was there! I immediately greeted him and everything. Both of us met Win Metawin soon after and then I was reunited with my team right before the show began; they had to discuss some things with me, and I truly did appreciate the gesture since it was my very first time attending such event.

The show was great, turned out I had enjoyed it more than I imagined I would be. If you asked me which part of it all was my favorite, I wouldn't be able to answer but if you asked me which one is the most memorable… I think it was the moment when I went backstage and met Miuccia Prada herself. Raf Simons was also there, they greeted everyone warmly. I had a good time talking with them, and I also gave them the gifts I have prepared before. I also met some other new people such as Louis Partridge and the Goldblums, they were very kind and I'm glad to made them an acquaintance. Hopefully, we all will see each other again.

The moment I got into the car on the way back to the hotel, I really needed a minute to just sit… and think. Wow, did it all really happen? Everything was so surreal! As I have said before, I was feeling kind of lonely because I usually do things like that with my bandmates but now that I was doing it all alone, I was overwhelmed at first. I miss my bandmates, and I almost didn't know what to do but when I saw my fans in the crowd and it might sound way too cheesy but they washed away my worry and my anxiety. I saw them and I suddenly didn't feel alone at all anymore.

Grazie, Czennies and Valentines.

Anyways, I had a schedule to shoot some video for Prada back at the hotel. It was very fun.

The next day, I visited Prada's boutique in Milan and was greeted by their manager, Signorina Laura whom was very kind to accompany me through and through.

The show, the new friends, and the wine—overall, it was all memorable to me. I think I will remember my adventure for a long time.

My little Milan journey hasn't ended here yet, stay tuned for part #2!

PS: click here to know more about my experince at PradaSS23 show.

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Just In: Back In Time, for EVERMORE!

— Taylor Swift changed her Twitter layout back to Evermore

Of course we are familiar with this! Taylor has been known for her smooth move and her little easter eggs agenda when it comes to releasing a project and her latest shenanigans might be hinting at something. 

Taylor changed her Twitter layouts from RED back to Evermore and it was instantly trending worldwide.

Not only that, Vivienne Wayne and Nathan Kim also have partaken in this action. They have been suspicious for a whole week and now the lovers seem to have changed their Twitter header to something very… familiar. Can you guess what have they put on their headers?

— They changed their layouts too!

Yes, it's Taylor's Evermore photo.

Nathan seems to have taken the upper part of this picture while his girlfriend Vivienne has taken the opposite. This certainly has confirmed they both are involved in whatever Taylor has prepared for the fans.

Our insiders told us that Taylor must act quick to officially address all the rumors flying on the internet, because the longer they wait the sparks could be gone.

But hey, we know Swifties are different—they are persistent! Seems like the hype won't be gone sooner or later.

Well, your fans are right, Taylor. Speak now or forever hold your peace!

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Just In: It Couple Are Starring In An Upcoming Taylor Swift Music Video

— Thu, 07 July.

A secret source told us these two would be starring in a Taylor Swift music video. Oh la la! Considering the warm weather as we are in the middle of summer heat, could it be an august music video? Or perhaps are they going to star in fan-favorite and long-awaited Cruel Summer music video?

It is no secret that Taylor Swift and Vivienne Wayne have been friends for long—well, if we stalk their Instagram long enough, we will see them on each other's pages. In 2016, they went to Venice together and both keep attending each other's birthday bash. It would be no question why if sooner or later we will see the pretty face of Gotham's Princess in a music video belongs to Swift.

Another interesting thing is, Vivienne's boyfriend, a YouTuber-turned-into-an-aspiring-actor, Nate Kim is rumored to be in the same project with her. Fans went crazy after Nate quoted Vivienne's post on Twitter:

— The viral post that got the Twitter stans in shambles

The couple have been known as big fans of the cardigan singer, and with both of them giving us a hint like that all over social media, it is safe to say that both are hinting at something related to Taylor.

— Vivienne Wayne and Nate Kim are fans of Taylor Swift

Our source also told us that there is a high chance this upcoming music video would be a short movie, similar to the All Too Well short movie which Taylor directed by herself.

Now that only time will tell, which Taylor Swift's song would you like to see the couple starring in?