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hundo percenty understand!! abandoning it is fine!!!! and i would do the same, i can’t quite tell how i feel about the shadowbaby but im super happy for joel and lizzie, opinions aside, yes, continuing the fic would be strange imo so good on you!!!!
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I gave the thing some thought and at first I was a bit iffy about it. But after some thought I see Jules is a fictional character, a fan baby. She is not based at all off the very real child Lizzie and Joel had.
I see both as separate things, one is real and the other is fiction.
I will only be delaying the nesting au chapter for a bit since I've seen a few weird parasocial people sending asks to artists to draw Lizzies baby (the kid wasn't even announced for a day)
For Jules, she is a fictional child that Juno has written, fan babies/kids are as old as shipping has been around and never were seen as real children.
I know I'm repeating myself here by pressing on heavy that Jules is a fictional child but I know some people might actually think Jules is supposed to be the real child. Which she is not. She was written before we all knew Lizzie was announcing her baby. And I'm really happy for them both!
I also would like to mention again that I'm writing about characters only. Not the real people! Grian isn't actually a person with wings and Joel isn't a crazy man that likes to hurt people. Fiction only here.
I hope my tone hasn't come off as harsh, just want to explain my view/ feelings.
Tdlr: Jules is fictional. The shadowbaby is not. Don't be weird. I'll post the nesting au next week when the parasocial people have calmed down. Remember I write about characters only.
#workanons rambling#just a update when the next stuff comes out#sorry for the delay#I have 0 interest in the real baby#remember that my writing is about the characters only
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The day my keyboard stops correcting Grian's name to Groan is the day I will write so much faster.
#workanons rambling#LIKE STOP#I CORRECT YOU SO OFTEN#YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW#grian#writing process is slow thanks to the thousand of errors of my cringe keyboard#STOP CHANGING HIS NAME
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So due to CC Joel and Lizzie's little announcement (so happy for both of them)
I will be delaying the nesting season au for a bit. Please remember that Jules is a fictional character @/ludolka created and is not based at all on the CC real child.
I won't delete the chapter I wrote just delay it so don't worry about never seeing it. Thank you for reading this little update ♥️
hi work anon!! i was wondering if you have a timeframe for whence the gribeans fics will be released? not to say like “oh hurry up!!!” id just like to know so i can structure my schedule accordingly (i love your writing!!!)
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Heya, since I am currently writing down In a physical book the events of season 7 and already 7 pages in. I can't really tell when
I've been writing small bits and editing some parts again, however I'm a bit stuck with the Gribeans nesting au atm. I feel like I've written grian extremely out of character without a good explanation. As of why. I am hoping to soon be done by next Sunday if not feel free to call me out ✌️😔
For the V&P au I scrapped the start again since it was a messy build up to the point that the two plots didn't connect smoothly.
For the Xelqua line I actually made decent progress on it and it should be finished soon if I finally patch up some plot holes to connect scenes.
Thank you for reading my work! I'm very thankful for every like and reblogs! It tells me that people actually enjoy what I write ❤️ please don't be shy to ask me about my work I'll be glad to answer!
#workanons rambling#just a update when the next stuff comes out#like I stated before I don't write Real people fiction#no RPF
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I know im so late for this one but i had to do it im so sorry 😭😭
No joke it took an actual month to finish…
I even graduated from university in the middle of it thats how much i was dedicated…
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I think AD Grian would benefit from some clonazepam
And therapy. Lots of therapy. Probably antidepressants too
#spshhh he doesn't need that!#I failed both and I turned out great#WorkAnons rambling#don't take me as an example#still don't know how I turned out like this
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Decided to redraw AD Gri’s “punkish” look from this post back in May
#EMO 🫵#/j#this design is peak#how I thought I was going to look like in my teens#your art has blessed me
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hi !!! your art is amazing, what app/brushes do you use? i love how soft your lines are :] <3
Hi ! Thank you sm <33
I use Clip Studio Paint and these are the brushes I currently use (the first is for lineart and the second is for watercolor-esque shading) ^^


#if anyone finds similar ones for Ibis paint hit me up#for the water color specifically#yes I know Ibis paint has water colour#it's not the same#workanons rambling#the brushe is uncontrollable
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i fear traffiblr is not gribeans-pilled enough. i mean come on. grian has been killed by joel more than any other player in the entire series. when grian said 'we should make out' and joel said 'what ??' and ran off giggling awkwardly ??? when they shared a body and a heart and lungs and it seemed like a gift until they could never speak to each other, not in a way that mattered? ? ?? ???
whatever they had going on in last life? ?? when joel said 'careful. careful,' when grian trusted joel's bloodthirst to spare him. when they were the first two red names and they died within seconds of each other, grian's disembodied yells disappearing into the wind as he prayed joel could beat the odds (he didn't).
whatever they had going on in limited life? ??? when they killed player after player and didn't pause to take a breath because they were winning, just like last life, just like every time they were the only red names and they swept the server for stragglers. when grian offered his time, his life to joel and said 'kill me, i have the time (for you),' and joel said 'ok,' and he said 'i'm trying,' because grian dies to joel's hands more than any other but it never gets easier.
the end of wild life, where grian refused to hand himself over, not again, just because he knew joel would never accept it, not when it's grian's last breath, not like this. when grian died with his hands outstretched and joel looked away because it's always been like that. when joel ended wild life just as he lived third life—alone.
whatever they have going on, because you can't stab my heart if we're sharing it, because you'll be the death of me over and over but i always come back to my own, because two predators cannot coexist in the same territory without fighting each other to the bone no matter how much it hurts while it happens
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Broooo the angst part hurts so bitter sweet. Like she is constantly trying to get in her parents arms and won't accept any comfort from other hermits. Joel and Grian are obviously confused but since that grian already has children he knows how to act. Just Joel is a bit nervous about it all.
For the watcher part I am now envisioning grian chocking out a watcher while a different one looks thou a portal where Jules is LMAO
would ,when she's old of course, jules ever meet any of the grumblings....
Maybe. One of my recent daydreaming scenarios has been some sort of crossover with the five of them. Could be interesting
I love the whole watcher stuff, so in my mind Jules has some powers, just by proxy of being so close to Grian as an egg. Kind of on the same level as Prime and Em, nothing too flashy or powerful, but it’s still there. So I could see as she’s growing up and these powers are all out of control, she’d end up opening random portals and ending up in different universes
This is kinda angsty in a way, but I could see Jules as either a toddler or a small child accidentally ending up in the Grumbo family universe and being so upset that the people who she’s so close to don’t recognize her. Her own parents don’t recognize her. She’s too young to understand that just because they look and sound the same, they aren’t the same people. All the while in her original universe Gri and Joel are absolutely going insane trying to find her and Gri’s so close to rocking up to the Watcher council to crash out and cause a scene until they tell him where she is
But I think Jules would really like her interdimensional stepbrothers
#workanons rambling#ughh this is low-key cute#I should write a drabble about it#*looks at my 3 other WIP*#oh
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Also, here’s a daily reminder everyone;
Disengage with content that makes you genuinely upset or angry. It’s okay to click off of a video or post if it makes you feel strong negative emotions. It’s okay to come back to it once you’re in a better headspace or not come back to it at all
Protect your inner peace 💜
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TikTok gang has been demanding more Julestent, so expect cute family art today ✌🏻
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Read felt and already cringed at the wack feeling of that forsaken texture.
Felt is if your using thick sheets a sturdy but a bit hard to sew, thinner can rip easily but you have free range in the sewing.
Most people do them flat so it would be like making a paper doll really... Just need some cotton to fill in the space between to give a slight 3D effect

My blorbo <33
I wanna make a felt doll like this, but I have no idea how to make one 😔
#EUGH#I hate felt#the smell of fresh felt is GROSS#no shade to people working with it#you do you and keep it far away from me
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So that's where my sleep hours went! How dare you steal them I need my 8 hours of sleep 😔
The sleeping pills + hypersomnia combo beats my ass every time 😔 also I sleep like twice the amount a normal person should, why do I still have dark circles
I slept like 30 hours the other day, completely unprompted. I don’t even know if that’s a personal record for me
#/j#i'm joking#but seriously#I managed only once to sleep 16 hours#how can you do that so often#it's been almost 5 years since then#if I sleep to long I get headaches 😔
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hi work anon!! i was wondering if you have a timeframe for whence the gribeans fics will be released? not to say like “oh hurry up!!!” id just like to know so i can structure my schedule accordingly (i love your writing!!!)
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Heya, since I am currently writing down In a physical book the events of season 7 and already 7 pages in. I can't really tell when
I've been writing small bits and editing some parts again, however I'm a bit stuck with the Gribeans nesting au atm. I feel like I've written grian extremely out of character without a good explanation. As of why. I am hoping to soon be done by next Sunday if not feel free to call me out ✌️😔
For the V&P au I scrapped the start again since it was a messy build up to the point that the two plots didn't connect smoothly.
For the Xelqua line I actually made decent progress on it and it should be finished soon if I finally patch up some plot holes to connect scenes.
Thank you for reading my work! I'm very thankful for every like and reblogs! It tells me that people actually enjoy what I write ❤️ please don't be shy to ask me about my work I'll be glad to answer!
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Me looking at payday

#oh pay day how I love that day#9 tattoos?!#greedy I don't even have one💔#I have still that idea for my tattoo#however I'm scared to have an accident one day and they gotta amputate the limb it's on 😔#would be a full waste of money then#I'm already indecisive were to out stickers#imagine that with a tattoo...
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If anyone ever thinks that they are spending too much time on a game, I'd like to tell you all that I have 607.1 hours in Cookie clicker.
And also have 480.6 hours in the hunter call of the wild...
Proof:
#workanons rambling#God I love those games#I was attacked by wolves today in the hunter#I'm surprised that crime scene cleaner has only 39.7 hours huh#don't get me started on achievement hunting#love getting achievements
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WOAAAA THIS IS AMAZING

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